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當別的小女孩穿上漂漂亮亮的泡泡裙時,8964 copyright protection560PENANAg1Ils6Vido 維尼
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就只能自己搬最重的東西,排最長的人龍。8964 copyright protection560PENANAv9OwnUZRR8 維尼
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起初我只抱着有些事情需要被記錄,8964 copyright protection560PENANA0EvrAl1xf0 維尼
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除了是對故事的評價,8964 copyright protection560PENANAPr1b0t8Iav 維尼
亦是對故事中「我」的形象的評價。8964 copyright protection560PENANAahiqGdKR1w 維尼
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起初我都能一笑置之,8964 copyright protection560PENANAVAQ50438xY 維尼
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其實我是十分在意的。8964 copyright protection560PENANAVsEZlqDMn7 維尼
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在意他人對自己的定義,8964 copyright protection560PENANAeJ9vcWwnjU 維尼
在意別人對故事中「我」的窺探,8964 copyright protection560PENANAgu21OnT3za 維尼
在意到底所謂「讀者」,8964 copyright protection560PENANAnMd2IEH0vO 維尼
是否大多都跟質疑的聲音一樣,8964 copyright protection560PENANAAROZovzgLs 維尼
閱讀故事背後是有別的目的。8964 copyright protection560PENANAlwOdLMJGyj 維尼
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我在乎的是故事,他們在乎的是形象。8964 copyright protection560PENANA7YHhI8SKoh 維尼
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又假如將故事中的男女角色全都對調,8964 copyright protection560PENANAXkZJUecSxr 維尼
就能劃掉這堆質疑的聲音了嗎?8964 copyright protection560PENANAMdWyAuJsFb 維尼
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女性就只有下流的份呢?8964 copyright protection560PENANA5JyzGWkSlk 維尼
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這是我最近一次收到的被定義語句。8964 copyright protection560PENANA4tR9jqIuB9 維尼
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古代會有「女為悅己者容」,8964 copyright protection560PENANAJpJ2yph9Qx 維尼
現代就不能修改成「女為悅己而容」嗎?8964 copyright protection560PENANAfAaFh1yDXm 維尼
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面對種種的流言蜚語我開始崩潰,8964 copyright protection560PENANAsb15ECRKcZ 維尼
開始質疑自己筆下建構出的故事世界,8964 copyright protection560PENANANRmnurgZuW 維尼
是否就不及虛構的胴體來得吸引,8964 copyright protection560PENANANgs3mwD08X 維尼
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所以我的文字是建基於他們對女性的窺探,8964 copyright protection560PENANArzxJyJOtTU 維尼
而非對我筆下的世界有所興趣嗎?8964 copyright protection560PENANAQqHxcqYOV6 維尼
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我就像個拍攝過三級片的演員,8964 copyright protection560PENANABMESrocJSi 維尼
即使在人前穿好衣服,8964 copyright protection560PENANAawwQuu3HAM 維尼
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即使我赤裸的部分從來只有文字,8964 copyright protection560PENANA8QQ2v2MNd0 維尼
即使我從未為過誰脫下任何一件衣裳,8964 copyright protection560PENANA5UsUvCAsiI 維尼
但卻一直被視為赤裸。8964 copyright protection560PENANAnWXBFXQCjM 維尼
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我甚至從沒打算過公開容貌,8964 copyright protection560PENANAHcYJ14lAVa 維尼
為甚麼都要一直面對價值的批判?8964 copyright protection560PENANA3VQR4dOors 維尼
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我以為我都能承受,但原來我依舊在意。8964 copyright protection560PENANANNDIhVSS7P 維尼
564Please respect copyright.PENANAxK45lw3zge
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或者我該裝着若無其事扮演女權鬥士,8964 copyright protection560PENANAy1lQXjhACp 維尼
或者我的在意只會讓抨擊者更為爽快,8964 copyright protection560PENANAntMbMZXFqC 維尼
或者我早該看清這個醜惡世界的可惡,8964 copyright protection560PENANAtWfnXDBUEG 維尼
或者這段文字公開後會被指責想討拍。8964 copyright protection560PENANAeUrvxYKvMg 維尼
564Please respect copyright.PENANAlhwQ1mlHUX
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從小到大我一直被灌輸着自我的價值,8964 copyright protection560PENANAppisKky0T2 維尼
一直以別人的抨擊去定義自我價值。8964 copyright protection560PENANAUZMWxD1juE 維尼
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像我這樣的一個女子,8964 copyright protection560PENANA5v0cEXLwEC 維尼
我從未想像成為的一個女子,8964 copyright protection560PENANAbTYB6BsFjw 維尼
一個被攻擊卻不懂去憎恨的女子,8964 copyright protection560PENANAUrdyKq7xws 維尼
一個用別人的定義去定義自己的女子。8964 copyright protection560PENANAOA9gVRUCQC 維尼
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願自己能挺着憤世嫉俗的模樣面對世界。8964 copyright protection560PENANA73xndmO9N4 維尼
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