I was standing outside taking a drag from a cigarette when a car came into the parking lot, and since I didn’t have any other appointments today but this one, I knew exactly who it was. When Kendall got out, she looked up at me, her golden eyes glassy.462Please respect copyright.PENANASE4QcWxc6O
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I watched Christian take her hand and they walked toward me. For a split second I was envious of this teenage romance, but I was glad she had something stable in her life. Though I’d barely talked to Kendall for more than a few minutes, I knew she was troubled.462Please respect copyright.PENANAKhK5cN9LA4
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Then she got that phone call in my office and everything changed. I had met John Monroe once or twice in my life, but I liked him, and I’m sure Kendall did too. Now that he was gone, and I was here to help her, I wondered if—462Please respect copyright.PENANADC5hy55k0w
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“Hello, Dr. Alder,” Kendall said softly. “How are you?”462Please respect copyright.PENANAK4UV6Va1dG
462Please respect copyright.PENANAE58xJhCVuT
I looked at her face and saw how drained of color it was. She looked like she hadn’t slept in a few days, as well, because of the dark circles under her eyes. I frowned and dropped the cigarette onto the ground, stomping it out with the heel of my shoe.462Please respect copyright.PENANAceveKHeH42
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“I didn’t know you smoked,” was all she said to me before she looked at Christian. “You can come in or wait, if you want.”462Please respect copyright.PENANAM7FWTw2a7T
462Please respect copyright.PENANA4kFoyhax0G
Her boyfriend looked at me and said, “I think that’s her call, Scott.”462Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7dszK34kl
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I saw Kendall bristle at his use of her last name. I didn’t understand her reaction, but I didn’t gauge it either. Instead I said to Christian, “You can do whatever you’d like. If she feels comfortable enough for you to sit in, I think it would be okay.”462Please respect copyright.PENANAVL6P94Cyil
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“He should hear what I have to say,” Kendall said.462Please respect copyright.PENANA2P0obvt25D
462Please respect copyright.PENANAp9w2gLQL8D
As I turned around to head into the building, I heard her say something quietly to him. She told him that he was free to leave if he couldn’t handle this. Whether it was to leave the session or her, I wasn’t sure.462Please respect copyright.PENANAAjiga9gnIA
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The door shut behind me and I turned to see Kendall staring around at the waiting room like she’d never seen it before. I didn’t say anything. I took out of keys and unlocked my office door, standing aside so they could come in.462Please respect copyright.PENANAHYQig5ohFH
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Christian took a seat on the couch and whistled softly. “That’s a lot of awards,” he said, smiling, as he admired all of the plaques on the wall.462Please respect copyright.PENANA5H1fbPtsJw
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I shrugged. “I guess I’m good at my job.”462Please respect copyright.PENANAXEZ44jul2K
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Kendall sat in the chair across from my desk. She didn’t look at anyone, just straight ahead at the empty chair. When she started to shake, I came forward and touched her shoulder. She lifted her head, her eyes filled with tears.462Please respect copyright.PENANA39Wlyce9qS
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My eyes widened and I knelt down. “Oh, Kendall. What’s wrong?”462Please respect copyright.PENANAF1nYiGdljH
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She shut her eyes and shook her head. “I’m scared,” she whispered.462Please respect copyright.PENANA3Wu3RV33NP
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Christian stood behind her, his hands on her shoulders. He leaned his head down toward her ear and said, “You’ve got to tell her about the dreams.”462Please respect copyright.PENANA1jr72sQV36
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“Dreams?” I asked. “What kind of dreams?”462Please respect copyright.PENANAlTQx1V11mF
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Kendall opened her eyes. They were clear and sharp and deep golden. She exhaled slowly and muttered softly, “I have these dreams where I’ve done awful things. I’ve killed people, Dr. Alder, in my dreams. I’ve killed them and they’re all dying around me for real. First John Monroe, then Cassie Winters.”462Please respect copyright.PENANA2RmoBb0dwA
462Please respect copyright.PENANALUm8m6ipF0
“Cassie Winters?” I asked, looking up at Christian.462Please respect copyright.PENANAX809P7nfCD
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“She went to school with us. My friend’s dad found her body this morning.”462Please respect copyright.PENANA941ASpv7Fq
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He didn’t say how she died, which I was thankful for. I didn’t know if he was sparing the details for my sake or Kendall’s. My guess was both.462Please respect copyright.PENANAnDt2GY8t4m
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“Kendall,” I said, “you can’t possibly think you’re capable of taking a human life, do you? They’re only dreams. They’re not real.”462Please respect copyright.PENANAl1ESGvhDJR
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“Then what is going on?” she hissed. She put her hands on her face and brought her knees to her chest. “What’s wrong with me?” she mumbled.462Please respect copyright.PENANAaJsnhtpe4o
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“I don’t know,” I said honestly. “But I think you should come back next week and we’ll talk more. Is that okay?”462Please respect copyright.PENANAW36P2y9oEn
462Please respect copyright.PENANAi894Wq365I
“Okay,” she said.462Please respect copyright.PENANA0pcfhA41sK
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“Do you want to tell me about when the dreams started?” I asked, standing and taking a seat at my desk. I grabbed a notepad and a pen and leaned back in the chair.462Please respect copyright.PENANAEbz0vLLUII
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“It’s been a few months,” Kendall said, looking at me. She dropped her legs so they hit the floor. “I didn’t understand the first one and I hate labeling them as a nightmare. I don’t want people to think I’m crazy.”462Please respect copyright.PENANAuComaMIbX1
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“Nightmares don’t mean that,” I said. I shook my head. “For the record, I don’t think you’re crazy.”462Please respect copyright.PENANA7X7Jpl1WEi
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“I don’t either,” Christian said, squeezing her hand. He looked at me and smiled from behind Kendall. Then he gazed down at her. “You’ve always been the one with the wild imagination.”462Please respect copyright.PENANAIQBykQLtML
462Please respect copyright.PENANAaLcoGHel8d
“It’s more than that,” Kendall said quietly. She was becoming more comfortable, which was good. “If I didn’t do this, if I didn’t kill anyone, then that means one thing.”462Please respect copyright.PENANAUTFRbm7Psf
462Please respect copyright.PENANARwLs4j5N8A
I leaned forward and waited for her to finish.462Please respect copyright.PENANA6Q7xor7pnx
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“It means that these dreams, these nightmares, aren’t mine.”462Please respect copyright.PENANApF2FudJw31
462Please respect copyright.PENANAEXYlMjoDKp
I watched Christian take her hand and they walked toward me. For a split second I was envious of this teenage romance, but I was glad she had something stable in her life. Though I’d barely talked to Kendall for more than a few minutes, I knew she was troubled.462Please respect copyright.PENANAKhK5cN9LA4
462Please respect copyright.PENANAVilQ5anaQU
Then she got that phone call in my office and everything changed. I had met John Monroe once or twice in my life, but I liked him, and I’m sure Kendall did too. Now that he was gone, and I was here to help her, I wondered if—462Please respect copyright.PENANADC5hy55k0w
462Please respect copyright.PENANA1AwxObtNhv
“Hello, Dr. Alder,” Kendall said softly. “How are you?”462Please respect copyright.PENANAK4UV6Va1dG
462Please respect copyright.PENANAE58xJhCVuT
I looked at her face and saw how drained of color it was. She looked like she hadn’t slept in a few days, as well, because of the dark circles under her eyes. I frowned and dropped the cigarette onto the ground, stomping it out with the heel of my shoe.462Please respect copyright.PENANAceveKHeH42
462Please respect copyright.PENANA7LkUniur5o
“I didn’t know you smoked,” was all she said to me before she looked at Christian. “You can come in or wait, if you want.”462Please respect copyright.PENANAM7FWTw2a7T
462Please respect copyright.PENANA4kFoyhax0G
Her boyfriend looked at me and said, “I think that’s her call, Scott.”462Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7dszK34kl
462Please respect copyright.PENANAGZzRGSPq40
I saw Kendall bristle at his use of her last name. I didn’t understand her reaction, but I didn’t gauge it either. Instead I said to Christian, “You can do whatever you’d like. If she feels comfortable enough for you to sit in, I think it would be okay.”462Please respect copyright.PENANAVL6P94Cyil
462Please respect copyright.PENANAuoLIDJJdfp
“He should hear what I have to say,” Kendall said.462Please respect copyright.PENANA2P0obvt25D
462Please respect copyright.PENANAp9w2gLQL8D
As I turned around to head into the building, I heard her say something quietly to him. She told him that he was free to leave if he couldn’t handle this. Whether it was to leave the session or her, I wasn’t sure.462Please respect copyright.PENANAAjiga9gnIA
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The door shut behind me and I turned to see Kendall staring around at the waiting room like she’d never seen it before. I didn’t say anything. I took out of keys and unlocked my office door, standing aside so they could come in.462Please respect copyright.PENANAHYQig5ohFH
462Please respect copyright.PENANA9Am2GCfqJT
Christian took a seat on the couch and whistled softly. “That’s a lot of awards,” he said, smiling, as he admired all of the plaques on the wall.462Please respect copyright.PENANA5H1fbPtsJw
462Please respect copyright.PENANAoCHXt5qNsG
I shrugged. “I guess I’m good at my job.”462Please respect copyright.PENANAXEZ44jul2K
462Please respect copyright.PENANAVq3Y3Fuovi
Kendall sat in the chair across from my desk. She didn’t look at anyone, just straight ahead at the empty chair. When she started to shake, I came forward and touched her shoulder. She lifted her head, her eyes filled with tears.462Please respect copyright.PENANA39Wlyce9qS
462Please respect copyright.PENANAySnR8Ig2TL
My eyes widened and I knelt down. “Oh, Kendall. What’s wrong?”462Please respect copyright.PENANAF1nYiGdljH
462Please respect copyright.PENANAPe3FjmMAj7
She shut her eyes and shook her head. “I’m scared,” she whispered.462Please respect copyright.PENANA3Wu3RV33NP
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Christian stood behind her, his hands on her shoulders. He leaned his head down toward her ear and said, “You’ve got to tell her about the dreams.”462Please respect copyright.PENANA1jr72sQV36
462Please respect copyright.PENANAvXtxP8OhOi
“Dreams?” I asked. “What kind of dreams?”462Please respect copyright.PENANAlTQx1V11mF
462Please respect copyright.PENANAACOZw4dt26
Kendall opened her eyes. They were clear and sharp and deep golden. She exhaled slowly and muttered softly, “I have these dreams where I’ve done awful things. I’ve killed people, Dr. Alder, in my dreams. I’ve killed them and they’re all dying around me for real. First John Monroe, then Cassie Winters.”462Please respect copyright.PENANA2RmoBb0dwA
462Please respect copyright.PENANALUm8m6ipF0
“Cassie Winters?” I asked, looking up at Christian.462Please respect copyright.PENANAX809P7nfCD
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“She went to school with us. My friend’s dad found her body this morning.”462Please respect copyright.PENANA941ASpv7Fq
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He didn’t say how she died, which I was thankful for. I didn’t know if he was sparing the details for my sake or Kendall’s. My guess was both.462Please respect copyright.PENANAnDt2GY8t4m
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“Kendall,” I said, “you can’t possibly think you’re capable of taking a human life, do you? They’re only dreams. They’re not real.”462Please respect copyright.PENANAl1ESGvhDJR
462Please respect copyright.PENANA6C5ZHxltjM
“Then what is going on?” she hissed. She put her hands on her face and brought her knees to her chest. “What’s wrong with me?” she mumbled.462Please respect copyright.PENANAaJsnhtpe4o
462Please respect copyright.PENANA3puaTBEmyc
“I don’t know,” I said honestly. “But I think you should come back next week and we’ll talk more. Is that okay?”462Please respect copyright.PENANAW36P2y9oEn
462Please respect copyright.PENANAi894Wq365I
“Okay,” she said.462Please respect copyright.PENANA0pcfhA41sK
462Please respect copyright.PENANAHoSf48EdmJ
“Do you want to tell me about when the dreams started?” I asked, standing and taking a seat at my desk. I grabbed a notepad and a pen and leaned back in the chair.462Please respect copyright.PENANAEbz0vLLUII
462Please respect copyright.PENANA3tPg0FP9SE
“It’s been a few months,” Kendall said, looking at me. She dropped her legs so they hit the floor. “I didn’t understand the first one and I hate labeling them as a nightmare. I don’t want people to think I’m crazy.”462Please respect copyright.PENANAuComaMIbX1
462Please respect copyright.PENANAtDHwxSV01W
“Nightmares don’t mean that,” I said. I shook my head. “For the record, I don’t think you’re crazy.”462Please respect copyright.PENANA7X7Jpl1WEi
462Please respect copyright.PENANADhV4VSWSBv
“I don’t either,” Christian said, squeezing her hand. He looked at me and smiled from behind Kendall. Then he gazed down at her. “You’ve always been the one with the wild imagination.”462Please respect copyright.PENANAIQBykQLtML
462Please respect copyright.PENANAaLcoGHel8d
“It’s more than that,” Kendall said quietly. She was becoming more comfortable, which was good. “If I didn’t do this, if I didn’t kill anyone, then that means one thing.”462Please respect copyright.PENANAUTFRbm7Psf
462Please respect copyright.PENANARwLs4j5N8A
I leaned forward and waited for her to finish.462Please respect copyright.PENANA6Q7xor7pnx
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“It means that these dreams, these nightmares, aren’t mine.”462Please respect copyright.PENANApF2FudJw31