I woke up to load noises coming out of the T. V. When my vision cleared and my mind back to normal I woke up slowly and wrapped the white sheets around me.575Please respect copyright.PENANAcQXHVMoLx6
"Dammit Josh turn the damn TV down asshole. " I groaned.575Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5BLj981D7
The room was well lit and a beautiful sea view gave me an early call every morning.575Please respect copyright.PENANAFsUsrSZiac
Two arms wrapped themselves around my middle.575Please respect copyright.PENANAAMZ5Fo4FHU
"You never were an early person. " Josh said kissing his way from my neck to the soft spot behind my ear.575Please respect copyright.PENANAWEN9fBpyrW
Its already been half a year since I left Abby and the others. Its been half a year since I left Brett behind.575Please respect copyright.PENANAS76GbIf8rM
These past 6 months have been horrible, strip clubs, crappy costumes and sex with a man I don't love anymore.575Please respect copyright.PENANALKNDF4bu9T
Fucken asshole.575Please respect copyright.PENANAy8AqHQEiJS
"What time is the show? "I asked turning to him, taking a step away from his abusing lips.575Please respect copyright.PENANA6SKlnbZE1l
"At 11."575Please respect copyright.PENANALMzYSTHMdc
Dammit still have half a day to go.575Please respect copyright.PENANAVxA2UOdKmW
I closed myself in the bathroom, the white sheet slided down on the floor. Bruises popped around my middle and arms. Josh seems to like rough sex, if it weren't for my attitude, I would be mellowing in my fucken self pity. Who would take pity of a whore?575Please respect copyright.PENANAa4vXiGGv9n
I punched the wall, surging pain dwelled in my arm but I didn't care. Tonight is my last performance, my last show, my last costume. Tomorrow I will be on the first plane to where my home is. To where he is.575Please respect copyright.PENANAGvVrEJZIzr
Abby kept in contact these past months but only through few messages , since Josh took my phone.575Please respect copyright.PENANAErfzD4IWTD
The water was cold and I shivered but this way I could freeze my brain to not think of him. Abby told me that they are doing fine, Brett didn't come visit and the boys couldn't get a hold of him, which was troubling but she said that he was crushed and he couldn't bare to see her, since she looks like me.575Please respect copyright.PENANAR5kTvpqh7G
I hope he is doing fine.
" I'm going out for a drag. " I told Josh.575Please respect copyright.PENANAY3kUOzxkHO
I finished putting on the cat costume and slided a dressing gown on me. Tonight was chilly and I didn't want the whole neighborhood to see me in a cat costume. When the burning sensation hit my lungs, my nerves relaxed and I leaned on the door.575Please respect copyright.PENANAIb4x4x99Tf
I wounder what they are doing right now?575Please respect copyright.PENANAjK5UAINtcc
Shepley would be running after America cause her whining exploded him.575Please respect copyright.PENANAPQ8quPN6dF
Travis would be drinking Jim bean , while Abby leaning to kiss him softly. Probably whispering something disgusting in his ears.575Please respect copyright.PENANArXrCegbOjm
Brett..575Please respect copyright.PENANAAfjrWSf6nZ
Brett? He would probably be at work, while some chick with hormonal problems flips her tits on his counter.575Please respect copyright.PENANAM1sJ0ygs0U
Well I never got the chance to really know him, Brett has walls around him that not even my stubbornness could break. One day I hope he will tell me.575Please respect copyright.PENANA5IJSkP54CS
Look where he got me, dreaming like some sick love fool.575Please respect copyright.PENANAn3YCVDrPoe
Suddenly a hand slammed on my mouth and an other hand grabbed me by the waist.575Please respect copyright.PENANARhtU1cXMY9
A tall figure pulled me with him to the dark alley, I wanted to shout, to fight but I couldn't , more like I didn't have to.575Please respect copyright.PENANAKtZBxW6Z3n
"What the hell are you doing here Brett?" I mumbled in a hushed voice.575Please respect copyright.PENANAIevLqRna59
His hand cupped my cheek and stroked it with his thumb.575Please respect copyright.PENANA9fRi5PdXir
"I have been looking for you."575Please respect copyright.PENANA48g1yYt3fs
His eyes where the only thing visible in this dark.575Please respect copyright.PENANAajx9XdgfEw
My heart was thumbing and it almost bursted through my ears.575Please respect copyright.PENANAtJcGKLAscK
"What? "575Please respect copyright.PENANAANlqEJbOrr
His fingers touched my lips, it sent a shiver through my whole body. His eyes shined. I know what he wanted to do and I was almost kicking myself to not jump on him and rape him on the spot.575Please respect copyright.PENANAlVAjAeeEW3
"Kiss me." It came out as a plea but I didn't care.575Please respect copyright.PENANA69bLbARSyN
He crashed his lips on mine. His hand slided to my waist and pulled me to him. His kiss, made me want more, neither of us wants to let go and we are both already breathless. I could feel him heart mimicking mine. Two hearts resonating as one.575Please respect copyright.PENANAIoaka4RyfP
Gross, Chicky sentence.575Please respect copyright.PENANAowBB9pIRvw
Raven you have lost your touch.575Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4HXC0mxdx
"Come back with me?" He asked breathless.575Please respect copyright.PENANAPaNTCkcpiY
I shook my head.575Please respect copyright.PENANAP90wenCbCt
" Tonight is my last performance, I should be coming back tomorrow."575Please respect copyright.PENANAYtw7bYdfH5
His eyes shined.575Please respect copyright.PENANAdx7bMmklgK
"I'll wait for you. "575Please respect copyright.PENANAhyKremoTym
"Don't, Don is here. "575Please respect copyright.PENANAsFp9AwYtDm
His eyes widened.575Please respect copyright.PENANAl5FaawGrDJ
" How do you -"575Please respect copyright.PENANA5AFQdgSH1K
" Josh told me. " I cut in.575Please respect copyright.PENANAgveE039eTG
He closed his eyes and sighed.575Please respect copyright.PENANAOXWY4Q4U0E
" The first time I saw you at the shake I recognized you immediately and it killed me that you didn't know your own Savior. But what killed me more is that I got to know you and I fell in love with you. The connection between us runs deep Raven and I couldn't tell you. I changed from those days -"575Please respect copyright.PENANA2BZUmcaGhV
I put two fingers on his lips, well where I imagined they where.575Please respect copyright.PENANAtE3jgkAmSi
"Brett, its okay. "575Please respect copyright.PENANA3bX7LIu18I
His eyes glossed over and his lips meet mine again. This time it was a soft kiss at first but his need gave in and he couldn't take his mouth off a second.575Please respect copyright.PENANAgIpHd9fWh7
Then I heard a door open.575Please respect copyright.PENANAav36P4DccX
Fuck.575Please respect copyright.PENANAPprWHy4iw5
I pushed Brett away and stepped out of the dark.575Please respect copyright.PENANASiJCgemd5I
" Its time for make up. " A woman smiled.575Please respect copyright.PENANAvPTHhf2QPH
I nodded and she went back inside.575Please respect copyright.PENANA49D7VC8pQ3
Brett came out of the darkness and I could see him finally.575Please respect copyright.PENANAAJOpO8UBei
He has left his beard growing and heavy bags laid under his eyes.575Please respect copyright.PENANAp9IES8uI3Z
" Go home and take care of yourself before I come, but leave the beard your hotter this way. " I winked.575Please respect copyright.PENANAUrvuxoHnVC
He chuckled and pulled me by the waist.575Please respect copyright.PENANABxwG0ZbPQn
"I missed the retorts. Promise you will come back to me? "575Please respect copyright.PENANAuKDnPMoL0E
He didn't look me in my eyes and his head hang low.575Please respect copyright.PENANArKmy2PTaAf
I put a finger under his chin and pulled his face up.575Please respect copyright.PENANAySbf8zJZXM
"I promise."575Please respect copyright.PENANAjHevo45OQ2
He smiled and kissed my forehead.575Please respect copyright.PENANAgTXM6R11E8
" Go." I pushed him away from me, I could stay here for ever but his showing up made it even more painful for this night to pass.575Please respect copyright.PENANAXZzBtIbYdD
He nodded and vanishes in the dark.575Please respect copyright.PENANAWksJd64iCI
I took a deep breath and composed myself.575Please respect copyright.PENANAw4vYgZrGK5
Raven is gone, Candy is here.575Please respect copyright.PENANA4IdhPGliBE
Candy.575Please respect copyright.PENANAMHzJOj2LNB
Candy.575Please respect copyright.PENANAmU8LOKd97Y
I opened my eyes and licked my lips.575Please respect copyright.PENANAgIIRzDxJmV
"Lets get this show done. " I smirked.