I woke up to load noises coming out of the T. V. When my vision cleared and my mind back to normal I woke up slowly and wrapped the white sheets around me.575Please respect copyright.PENANAcZ4oxX0cfc
"Dammit Josh turn the damn TV down asshole. " I groaned.575Please respect copyright.PENANAIZKaViNf0N
The room was well lit and a beautiful sea view gave me an early call every morning.575Please respect copyright.PENANAsrbSaOroEK
Two arms wrapped themselves around my middle.575Please respect copyright.PENANAhP60oRdQsv
"You never were an early person. " Josh said kissing his way from my neck to the soft spot behind my ear.575Please respect copyright.PENANALD7MtF4DZA
Its already been half a year since I left Abby and the others. Its been half a year since I left Brett behind.575Please respect copyright.PENANA7axBsDqgVz
These past 6 months have been horrible, strip clubs, crappy costumes and sex with a man I don't love anymore.575Please respect copyright.PENANANrX1DRUQYA
Fucken asshole.575Please respect copyright.PENANAqeP3SKrPZa
"What time is the show? "I asked turning to him, taking a step away from his abusing lips.575Please respect copyright.PENANAZMPETuCKMX
"At 11."575Please respect copyright.PENANA1G5S3SJDsi
Dammit still have half a day to go.575Please respect copyright.PENANAqOtjU4puHT
I closed myself in the bathroom, the white sheet slided down on the floor. Bruises popped around my middle and arms. Josh seems to like rough sex, if it weren't for my attitude, I would be mellowing in my fucken self pity. Who would take pity of a whore?575Please respect copyright.PENANADuTNwGa0aQ
I punched the wall, surging pain dwelled in my arm but I didn't care. Tonight is my last performance, my last show, my last costume. Tomorrow I will be on the first plane to where my home is. To where he is.575Please respect copyright.PENANAkSUOhpdOUu
Abby kept in contact these past months but only through few messages , since Josh took my phone.575Please respect copyright.PENANA0NMU4jnK1P
The water was cold and I shivered but this way I could freeze my brain to not think of him. Abby told me that they are doing fine, Brett didn't come visit and the boys couldn't get a hold of him, which was troubling but she said that he was crushed and he couldn't bare to see her, since she looks like me.575Please respect copyright.PENANAcEjh1iG5fw
I hope he is doing fine.
" I'm going out for a drag. " I told Josh.575Please respect copyright.PENANA1CvYohf0wF
I finished putting on the cat costume and slided a dressing gown on me. Tonight was chilly and I didn't want the whole neighborhood to see me in a cat costume. When the burning sensation hit my lungs, my nerves relaxed and I leaned on the door.575Please respect copyright.PENANAdCMssFMnP3
I wounder what they are doing right now?575Please respect copyright.PENANAnGTeMyTpxy
Shepley would be running after America cause her whining exploded him.575Please respect copyright.PENANA10VVkDWtuH
Travis would be drinking Jim bean , while Abby leaning to kiss him softly. Probably whispering something disgusting in his ears.575Please respect copyright.PENANAHHsj1R02y0
Brett..575Please respect copyright.PENANAE80SWyadYF
Brett? He would probably be at work, while some chick with hormonal problems flips her tits on his counter.575Please respect copyright.PENANAWf0fz4S4Cb
Well I never got the chance to really know him, Brett has walls around him that not even my stubbornness could break. One day I hope he will tell me.575Please respect copyright.PENANACBRLRXXuEO
Look where he got me, dreaming like some sick love fool.575Please respect copyright.PENANAUZnvjexlO8
Suddenly a hand slammed on my mouth and an other hand grabbed me by the waist.575Please respect copyright.PENANAZz6s9RRR6p
A tall figure pulled me with him to the dark alley, I wanted to shout, to fight but I couldn't , more like I didn't have to.575Please respect copyright.PENANAPutHgNz7N2
"What the hell are you doing here Brett?" I mumbled in a hushed voice.575Please respect copyright.PENANAPdZnwO2Hav
His hand cupped my cheek and stroked it with his thumb.575Please respect copyright.PENANA2Zo4A1HxKp
"I have been looking for you."575Please respect copyright.PENANAnNH6ikVNqA
His eyes where the only thing visible in this dark.575Please respect copyright.PENANAhNWIR1rViA
My heart was thumbing and it almost bursted through my ears.575Please respect copyright.PENANA7yMx9BzHyo
"What? "575Please respect copyright.PENANAw1fLTQgA8p
His fingers touched my lips, it sent a shiver through my whole body. His eyes shined. I know what he wanted to do and I was almost kicking myself to not jump on him and rape him on the spot.575Please respect copyright.PENANAyQykKp9pLs
"Kiss me." It came out as a plea but I didn't care.575Please respect copyright.PENANAiG9aTOo94q
He crashed his lips on mine. His hand slided to my waist and pulled me to him. His kiss, made me want more, neither of us wants to let go and we are both already breathless. I could feel him heart mimicking mine. Two hearts resonating as one.575Please respect copyright.PENANAX6UOTBZQ2d
Gross, Chicky sentence.575Please respect copyright.PENANAmppoAtoHCp
Raven you have lost your touch.575Please respect copyright.PENANAUTUi2XNC6F
"Come back with me?" He asked breathless.575Please respect copyright.PENANAWzrt4cKhxg
I shook my head.575Please respect copyright.PENANAoTtn4DpFe7
" Tonight is my last performance, I should be coming back tomorrow."575Please respect copyright.PENANA9pm7Q58EKR
His eyes shined.575Please respect copyright.PENANAAyoHco2ap1
"I'll wait for you. "575Please respect copyright.PENANABOzKWcZGCO
"Don't, Don is here. "575Please respect copyright.PENANAYhJe36i0gW
His eyes widened.575Please respect copyright.PENANA7fyYsXp3DQ
" How do you -"575Please respect copyright.PENANAEhRef9wGOU
" Josh told me. " I cut in.575Please respect copyright.PENANAyOfaxTdgfI
He closed his eyes and sighed.575Please respect copyright.PENANAhpK20wwygU
" The first time I saw you at the shake I recognized you immediately and it killed me that you didn't know your own Savior. But what killed me more is that I got to know you and I fell in love with you. The connection between us runs deep Raven and I couldn't tell you. I changed from those days -"575Please respect copyright.PENANAUyIAl6lLRq
I put two fingers on his lips, well where I imagined they where.575Please respect copyright.PENANAgB0Pu8nDeH
"Brett, its okay. "575Please respect copyright.PENANAx4A7sonOZX
His eyes glossed over and his lips meet mine again. This time it was a soft kiss at first but his need gave in and he couldn't take his mouth off a second.575Please respect copyright.PENANAd2HGnX6UfJ
Then I heard a door open.575Please respect copyright.PENANAXTikvlCojX
Fuck.575Please respect copyright.PENANAlI7woEnTB3
I pushed Brett away and stepped out of the dark.575Please respect copyright.PENANAkGFWwHA2eV
" Its time for make up. " A woman smiled.575Please respect copyright.PENANAvGFDXIuZxO
I nodded and she went back inside.575Please respect copyright.PENANALGk2vzSZpS
Brett came out of the darkness and I could see him finally.575Please respect copyright.PENANAN0bBQS1ncx
He has left his beard growing and heavy bags laid under his eyes.575Please respect copyright.PENANAI18AVYV1aT
" Go home and take care of yourself before I come, but leave the beard your hotter this way. " I winked.575Please respect copyright.PENANAEL6PzYgeIV
He chuckled and pulled me by the waist.575Please respect copyright.PENANAy0QW1ZHaHp
"I missed the retorts. Promise you will come back to me? "575Please respect copyright.PENANA1wqig4Qd0D
He didn't look me in my eyes and his head hang low.575Please respect copyright.PENANAf20LEHsUDl
I put a finger under his chin and pulled his face up.575Please respect copyright.PENANAKQMlruzWNA
"I promise."575Please respect copyright.PENANAqFVuo9JBFA
He smiled and kissed my forehead.575Please respect copyright.PENANAMB9l6I7F2b
" Go." I pushed him away from me, I could stay here for ever but his showing up made it even more painful for this night to pass.575Please respect copyright.PENANAqzPvY6ioyd
He nodded and vanishes in the dark.575Please respect copyright.PENANAnFsuJlhQ8F
I took a deep breath and composed myself.575Please respect copyright.PENANArzWXGqi65H
Raven is gone, Candy is here.575Please respect copyright.PENANARbM1BEyr8p
Candy.575Please respect copyright.PENANAe7dXSsMKAk
Candy.575Please respect copyright.PENANAGEJby0xAIN
I opened my eyes and licked my lips.575Please respect copyright.PENANAyWqhzHoVIK
"Lets get this show done. " I smirked.