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『世界上最遙遠的距離』33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvTlilswUo
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hglUK6PSa
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBWabqcTbv
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWGW3vr43h
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoGd1EBmpB
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錯過與放棄。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffhPS2IdfY
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73mnyvPXKX
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKw1BMqGO2
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『If……』33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTgDoU8kfO
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4og2tarR4J
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYb9vI7GVc
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9ZywXA9AT
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3r4MDScdim
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwwZ5s60T4
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2oShCHOMs
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『給十年後未來的你』33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqg4Mvsk90
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6IssnAZYE
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9PPN4B1kx
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzoJpJLhV7
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQQdvJH9aI
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwWfn0ss4Z
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSWM3ttxX3
至今回想卻支離破碎。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYd2tlr2kPm
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8FAD4kdTB
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTTkkrS3dK
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbKmnSKbbQ
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早就該死亡了。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7X4i5F34uz
早就該離開了。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6bCL5WO7x
早就……33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCK5ZAzpfNr
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtENoZcUyGe
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKb87a3WSZ
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmPZUfbbAO
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZl5THXyBu
為什麼不能忍耐呢……33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wKYGFkDy9
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvyKhMtAzr
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『不要哭。』33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4DJkiPTZ2
最後，兄長只是這麼說。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBe4bep2IL4
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDRYzIQtJX
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOM2RCcUrQt
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFT4i8JR9I
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到底過了多久呢？33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWRwpN4ajY
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQIet4KTOs
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPNbsJsuNV
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uvD5rXuUo
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgwxNLdfuB
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他拼命的挖土。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXQjcJ2BWA
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBd8enx3fq
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pdcPmwld9
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2d2HK67CBc
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZsKyFqT6X
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxtMpOSpzc
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3EzBw8gi0
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPFVlw1f3A
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbKfMKOu3E
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看新聞有感。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJFeAN7l9B
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUiIFaLsbs
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「關於雪的聯想」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0wJ0dwJMM
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OqYwUQfhd
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8IiBbzKap
乾澀的，卻熱和著。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUxjGk8XIL
『你聽』33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXPrDsT83q
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CNFFtILDz
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwIKymxVcj
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kE6v693Lx
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『踏雪無聲』33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrcgipn1gX
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乍然寂靜無聲。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKK7I7Msng
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlyQowgAJZ
他張大眼，張口不能言。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXByBw2shy4
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZTRVY1d1z
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「遙遠的童話故事」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcShZLTLe97
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnDYUIeWjA
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUejz7i8fW
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIifyPNDbc
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『請幸福的……』33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iClgCB99m
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYA1nbYZdr
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PnUQ9Kter
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xY2aWlLRY
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwhbPRhDgJ
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnvZj2AoRS
我無法相信話語的真實。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rY8ZaOaoN
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我知道，你愛我。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyMlEzr2Gc
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKIvmBRrAf
我當然也從你口裡聽到。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaG82zsz0uH
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOj2UI7oT2
你總是會說：「我愛你。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3L2SYndv2
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是的。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UKMeOp6c7
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uo4HETfuz
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnPyj6Qbfz
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNLgyBjBWo
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalXhJEtJGM
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『後日談』33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnppjGmP3lm
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdy6QtL7WS
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6B0lzOAX8C
然後他又重複了一次。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf17Z5Vw8Qx
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcRdhtMnQE
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYaucOqHfE
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUueITFwc6k
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AwBP8QToj
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「十年」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxBcrRU9Vr
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOYBmk1NQQ
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOZRsbfG3b
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnIsMRiVUQ
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefZvwmQlvi
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因為太感同身受了。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquCdRyF5Gc
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PObIA7AFq
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgTljIWFPs
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbValmTUGOW
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqvgobjw5j
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UVynP8W1A
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3kEQZWrfS
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yEIo40MPe
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ajv4ZFQtt
他始終是，一個人。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWzzWtuDGi
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsS7zkSAT6
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qvKDYLgZw
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他決定要去旅行。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxKBkZA0eg
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTt8NUgisqd
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路德也許會生氣吧。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxNJfXFSAs
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2xUFHjao2
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRYowNR1f3
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4vadSA9zc
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uDcUwwGpQ
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPBqaIuxV2
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9WbLmHfpb
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55GTU2L9AO
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWuY915UN4
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxK73QwTJv
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzwsvK36TF
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvlqWp6fGZ
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoVq0FgPfu
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyB5tlZM07A
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj236RAM4Nf
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUwuHYw5Vn
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他收起相片，忖思。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzbLyanx2v
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WTIHfjtug
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfvKebw6e0
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。33Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjaGCGjt69
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