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『世界上最遙遠的距離』65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGUGxPbZOI
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9HLeCKNcc
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IazQw5EDX
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是我先推開了你給予我的擁抱。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcltvF3YfsZ
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我怎麼能哭泣。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfaZ1y4Qsr
我怎麼能悔恨。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbQxSdcxny
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqzs1iyKgT
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjaK0bOwhz
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錯過與放棄。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvid2xU9lD
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbCvuzZawB
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMaWsxBOAu
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『If……』65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnMYywcblB
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr48g2RBJ9I
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lVZkuvZAb
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGprYRZzo3
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEniYKkqNIN
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIR76jJmHXx
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokjFzPWjZO
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『給十年後未來的你』65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa46A857WNF
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYem89ue1zK
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeu0tgiCib
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyl2FnIHl5
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1fTI5ksx9
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFRUgbov7d
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsi32qJ0AoK
至今回想卻支離破碎。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgbyMNiJjM
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjd5tjcSgU
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx75kjFT3hr
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgLY4Fd1Cp
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早就該死亡了。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAheeDYQqj7
早就該離開了。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBclwoRbFb
早就……65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibZ0xI1s2t
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWJq8omlYA
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaWhFavlZu
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZFiG3zGWJ
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwYEXC0YxW
為什麼不能忍耐呢……65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7bgHUiOWE
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTmP8mlrg4
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『不要哭。』65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhly9hNCeVc
最後，兄長只是這麼說。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKzbd1fQga
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhUbeIQOK4
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfmZqGGfXT
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zcHFVsqiH
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到底過了多久呢？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREJy6QNngO
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLGmDIpQtj
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qdymXy9ow
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACKXsOZRor
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTQ9Gj3hRy
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他拼命的挖土。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBY4b8bb6o7
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkU1WBWg1X
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlU16ArBwVj
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDk1FyZKY77
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOVSsuU9xj
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutyL3qHN1C
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eCTzszDxw
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHmdqnBS5T
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8MnHQZuMp
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看新聞有感。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvhCTdiTQ6
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92hFR8Weuq
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「關於雪的聯想」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRs34Hpp7D
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRGuolAUdo
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrtFYDsWLJ
乾澀的，卻熱和著。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSN2zBK2lBw
『你聽』65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dhUsXKGG6
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnfGX8OL19
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJDnviqo1u
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWEaU8TCVm
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『踏雪無聲』65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLLN29YTKD
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乍然寂靜無聲。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUsNIBC7Ta
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGj36mb1dY
他張大眼，張口不能言。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVkISQe6YO
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEiel4cgek
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrdgbJeieJ
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHrlaSHzke
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UlCWuOPhA
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『請幸福的……』65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNtx9fLQ0e
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IATfcyWWT
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFB4Wxms28L
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75avwB7NF6
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdy9TuRM8W
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTZUE9Yvet
我無法相信話語的真實。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVcT4To8uy
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我知道，你愛我。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WJmg2muXL
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6HwOnlxvk
我當然也從你口裡聽到。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8OcCwqqd6
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyN9DRWOdIP
你總是會說：「我愛你。」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyKE9kNq7U
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是的。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3T5todhuE
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUJuwoxyDw
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AeJvHZQ3p
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrT6qXsrGRk
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuS6RlsN4B
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『後日談』65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROmh5YPb3t
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsDMzgc4Kg
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4qIfc1TqJ
然後他又重複了一次。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yIYhGiB61
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuQAOY20wW
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyAoNeF3ps
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLQaVZneBT
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyql4LuxhNQ
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「十年」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcI9BKpFW70
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJw7EvRXoL
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdUq2OvDf5
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8CG3d5YFS
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZ0StnVecy
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因為太感同身受了。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEffOmFfII
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkG3fJGReh
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsKerbxW3Z
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfHcONOHzK
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzF4MX3JXl
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XnDpkxfO0
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGBIASnTVS
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCOPhgSdzx
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgF8WgV8Oo
他始終是，一個人。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnu1tfblcjj
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxviSCGLXAS
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7j0gpaRrvM
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他決定要去旅行。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyHkdoexgP
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLZi0cQRmA
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路德也許會生氣吧。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIJgkEsr8E
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ479oq9ATTd
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nlCulB2PA
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINDfUYqmVj
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aybnVRyba
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYTrqxNmq2
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZ3lwLQLLN
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgGRfJsTRA
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXR0HW4szU
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3T2H0L1eMb
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0acLI9RY71
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtVZxwEsEC
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5XSB3vOhw
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gT2wi4p3T
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3D2wVGcw3
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirNRYx16Lg
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他收起相片，忖思。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAmxrc2RfB
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiLMUXyhJp
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEe4skW0Hw
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。65Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8gUbk3Oo5
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