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在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRiIOQsIEM
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我怎麼能悔恨。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfxiyIr7wx
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlm0bkC4f5x
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuoVL9qK4R
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錯過與放棄。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEA3ORav6yp
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPvUnMwvmq
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDBKTMzbMO
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWH0zj1F4i
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNugydWIEVx
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkC5AFlYiW4
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQDs1B4iTe
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfzvEIt3AE
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ly3ReEgUj
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『給十年後未來的你』61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXV6zPhYZHS
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFfgm3fh6I
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbohFG4GTC2
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JhFdnOFVQ
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNwBZOHPGA
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEyLayTBtp
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT89drSK7zK
至今回想卻支離破碎。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILw7xQPyTe
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqDU2LHEYR
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjK6vyveyGl
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgWHbxAIRQ
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早就該死亡了。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPccgDe46q
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早就什麼也無法碰觸了……61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ49Nc52r8u
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE74ydJjy0G
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5hersUzJc
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSE5WF0zNs2
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz82jdfF7FM
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『不要哭。』61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1cmx7Ieo2
最後，兄長只是這麼說。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoYgsxH24j
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qtYP0toHc
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4GKoZvKFi
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtt92a3XiEe
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到底過了多久呢？61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbM11NEPaQ0
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKxDXwwrry
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjr0zKErh1u
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWuvEciTkv
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PRHnjow3l
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他拼命的挖土。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqWqLxENXh
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdS7Y9076j
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWECPijGljM
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmAGWu0KUc
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由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzJ8tylEa7
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnlJrS5X33
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5xqXa8uN0
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HeLfiLQne
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看新聞有感。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlXxyMXMu6
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPrUxYFMRg
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「關於雪的聯想」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMKB2wQQ8O
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxiuvdQgL2
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVe5419Do07
乾澀的，卻熱和著。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6auQErSjt0
『你聽』61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ321ZdOTGFu
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oDqP6ZEs3
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZRRfd4odR
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡne2qqvdcul
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『踏雪無聲』61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTD1x8gacY
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乍然寂靜無聲。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvRvviADi1
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMu3n1kYzfI
他張大眼，張口不能言。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4lB3u6eqS
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnJySXQ2rT
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAV9FYaoDT
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztnHMhz0ST
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQbtDtOzJo
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『請幸福的……』61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5KFhqv910
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1EkU1ZeQc
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAJY49O1Of
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpb0MdWzhQR
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaT8ezAHrEZ
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNmpowQxK5
我無法相信話語的真實。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk65159PTuT
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我知道，你愛我。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4lAYoRCT9
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DHHW2blPy
我當然也從你口裡聽到。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWjcIpkh6k
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvh62YpfXE
你總是會說：「我愛你。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7MxHqyFKM
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是的。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJcDf7eQuU
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD92vJAX0Nq
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWcaeQvyLl
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlq0oifMAzs
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTw7QTERiQ
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『後日談』61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG58wjlpDzv
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIiSJR8zA7
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOMv6nFOFU
然後他又重複了一次。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCDKHA2pFu
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OJ2CxdbS1
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9OtquOH52
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgL7ME8UKa
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wWKrLVzgV
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「十年」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvOd5k2WX5
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9FTulPFO5
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43sC2z1k5i
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYThBX4JFr
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsacrSlBQI
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因為太感同身受了。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76nEstvyke
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4SQWpacs9
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvjZweBBwD
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELu4IZ2ofP
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pYJe6GWYU
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGFRuCwaRJ
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmGJIwZRsR
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBhc1Rc7uA
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DS6sFsqGn
他始終是，一個人。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrlDl9thQD
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNTuq5u2j7
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IPsw6HWjy
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他決定要去旅行。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMxeWhRNn5
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeXq8zTUgL
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路德也許會生氣吧。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxQUpizPSg
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEmUFnNwD1
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjAEqysYZ3
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCa8ckHHG4M
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusgSQ3lki0
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNkzozZf08
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmawQ6MvDN7
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCrz9zQp9O
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQILylELbej
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDviagFFJL
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSyp9gCYUV
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wiHYG1pOm
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkF5ZH7yDIH
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzZ5AcnXtg
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uG09xnXc1
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9zUf3Q8zk
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他收起相片，忖思。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uO6u7Koj2
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfeKLmLD5U
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuJXLQ0qeY
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。61Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSeHVG5JEh
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