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『世界上最遙遠的距離』71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uTb4151zq
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZaNoZsC1l
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfs5J11A0Ip
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是我先推開了你給予我的擁抱。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWBCXj8yKY
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我怎麼能悔恨。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCXOJSg0Lt
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ao3BJOowF
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NdMrxrOC5
「拒絕了你之後才愛上你。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdf5FJplgp
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錯過與放棄。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAgxVoXQz6
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeRu6FWBFx
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVI6a3EhU3N
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『If……』71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFsiX5dpGD
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlm09oh9CW4
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNzPOrxnbA
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkN8SnI76NA
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb22RXm5bGD
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlufCPW8ZH
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYr5IyA20qD
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『給十年後未來的你』71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vnzjRurh1
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFfLdAo4fT
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UuXWSsUDP
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKrpZ2nKnz
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XmC98INS1
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXo1Ocd3dZ4
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKucwKbzeb1
至今回想卻支離破碎。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFUShvo6pc
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGSJcFyuZR
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ016PPEOXBy
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GvncXfVWX
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早就該死亡了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBLSQvfpUI
早就該離開了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOg7sgv3Dh8
早就……71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBaEb1amRJ
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3F8PERKSsc
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFGyZOiReO
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5q1cdYYfKw
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOE9MYFQ93V
為什麼不能忍耐呢……71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgYaG3mBLu
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpLcvOSc0N
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『不要哭。』71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrA66Jze5I
最後，兄長只是這麼說。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnoFcxW7ol
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpdZD53rG9
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5ia0bxumV
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXArazUmsZ
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到底過了多久呢？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylRhXFzzUo
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkqk7gQi6v
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFdiCjVCKH
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOE3u4zSA57
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDD1v5OtLet
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他拼命的挖土。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbTRKEaoPr
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyP5v4DQgES
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRZsGRadeL
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1q5I96Uxo
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那是一面白紙。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlD8mR5bhMI
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTzeHYwvPE
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyfzDB0dIr
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYVs2LM5Gy
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjeZJKfuK0
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uf6ZCGb3p
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看新聞有感。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYX40ZWyEa
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJJSh23V6d
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「關於雪的聯想」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pmKiWkuIv
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsAe0xBURE
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUc5mKZ0PN
乾澀的，卻熱和著。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8xP2qeAJR
『你聽』71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaUAGvSvJw
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaGbqW9X8T
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvgxwwbEsL
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDryUpJ52Ew
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『踏雪無聲』71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQA5iGE8VP
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乍然寂靜無聲。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YHTdvVfje
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdIKuEgg2E
他張大眼，張口不能言。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlswK2v2aF
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofQx0OVney
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOVOAGJknL
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOjyeKToPN
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctZpZnrrZL
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『請幸福的……』71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcBR3mOnrl
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOVmjvsh5O
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62Prj9oEmv
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXGflrNsop
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0AhRP15Fo
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKD4yFDU25
我無法相信話語的真實。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Sy9cGigbu
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我知道，你愛我。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HjqTcyaho
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYt1NbYMcW
我當然也從你口裡聽到。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTENjrh48XD
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhdygyHOT1
你總是會說：「我愛你。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVZyG7jd6g
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是的。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjagDUUFFz
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5c6MTxSLq
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBSimWNrSH
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ748Xr1tNkE
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7DZJFjsYo
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『後日談』71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGi1LYZCVA
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTOGRmjIki
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bmTw0tHj8
然後他又重複了一次。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUPa857ZTL
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHGuN9zzEe
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSArMLm4zi
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50rYnjQARy
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyfaAqSIHS
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「十年」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKuvXCTOO4
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sdJt7qtrW
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqZodAPsL3
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8wuNwuixA
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbCYhVvBTX
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因為太感同身受了。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOITCyc84Z
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsnNTK04MZ
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAhDbv0Lbw
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FzGRUwGXS
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0V0K7hCEd
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfTKH1RGIH
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOtAIZQyXP
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFYIcoCXoy
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7HCf3bTbm
他始終是，一個人。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9PZzzw82e
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYApifE9jP
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7wuUTbQy1
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他決定要去旅行。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocKvxfKZ1A
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQ2yBNzrm6
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路德也許會生氣吧。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0mm2UxYX3
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDByHiha0e9
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbb7bF3y0D5
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZiBFPtsLa
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ41VPheTI2
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjFjG88bzr
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinYIfjHQpS
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJ6dv0GHPa
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdDC9ktQFR
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZX8x57ni0m
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMi8W8fFtv1
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HtJPRrZDt
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxcwcjV4bd
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7DZ6KP4pg
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJmM2clORw
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTTxU3Lv9x
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他收起相片，忖思。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEtiNDpO74
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sCClEW7lE
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMtfvhJBLW
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFc2ortEyu
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