花語：遇見幸福
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我戀愛了，卻是單方面。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CKSqmCQD7
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以一欄之隔，我倆各站一側。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzpysLjVDz
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喜歡，最喜歡他。不過，我不會讓他知道，因為他心中存在另一個女孩子……595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghfaoQH4iz
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「對了，妳記不記得我之前提過的那名女孩？」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvtiISXFOY
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「呀，唔……」又來了！幹什麼總在我面前提起別的女生啊！595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfqYP20Qam
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儘管是如此想著，但我不願惹他不高興，所以還勉強擠出笑容，反正裝笑是我的專長。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0xJt1ofPA
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不知他有否留意到我的變化，他將視線從我身上移開，看著化作橘色的天際，出神地憶述自己的過去。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfest5XIwS
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其實我已經聽過好幾次了！595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5SctyZ9I8
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不就是說起他小時候，因某些事入住醫院，偶爾遇見一名奇怪的女孩。她和我一樣總抱著玩具熊自言自語，之後他卻發現玩具熊會自己動之類。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Wq8fCHkwg
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實在太超現實啦！595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPHX19eUv4
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……我不太相信，可是又不覺他在說謊。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTraK2MmkiW
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真矛盾。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzog6fo68S4
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聽著他繼續訴說自己的回憶，同時我亦回想與他結識之前——595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgWkgzKUcw
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家境富裕，生活無憂。自小我想要的玩具，想吃的點心，都能夠輕易到手。加上品學兼優，深得老師和同學的喜愛。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGghxgxx7D
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很完美的人生吧？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Kgav5OPp8
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幸福，幸福得無可救藥。再說自己不幸福，必定會受到報應。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezzXztEIsc
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不過這個重男輕女的社會中，身為女孩子的我步步驚心。身處在望族中，作為獨生女，父母將無數的要求加於我身，而我也盡力回應他們的期望。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6FHuBZHD5
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「呵呵呵呵呵……」我抱著玩具熊，瑟縮在睡房的一角，斷續地笑起來。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUyC6nA28z
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錯了。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhqsgb21vB
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完全錯了。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRYn9Xyd4I
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他們只是為了讓我的「價值」提高，等「買家」選中我而已！595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNMfxRMRPY
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如此的世界，真的是幸福嗎？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0pDiKBg2Y
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淡雅的花香隨風飄進，我望向置於窗台的花朵，花瓣在月光下，有種淒美的感覺。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3e7BndnJwk
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我茫然地拿起針筒注射，抑制在心底的痛苦消失不見了。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmPwQfvaSE
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啊啊，很開心呢，真的很、很開心。失去平衡感，我重重地倒在地上，但一點也不覺得絲毫的痛楚。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TpYoK463R
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會死掉嗎？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUnQHc58c6
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沒所謂。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXqMa7UYt2
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活著有什麼意思呢？書本不曾告訴我真正的答案。要如何做才是正確呢？大家都討厭自己……595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkck281TaRd
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吶，爸爸、媽媽。為何要我誕生在這世界？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡze5aWT6zBt
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獨自一人的房間內，即使說話，也沒法得到任何人的回應。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72jHGEBgO9
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十指可數算的共處時光，冷冰冰的房屋中彷彿沒有人存在。踏在雙親希望的道路上，我覺得自己根本什麼都不是。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmuoEAtx2m
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成績優秀、品學兼優又如何？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9ZakHDHih
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兩手是空空如也。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQO5UyPmiJ
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還是孩童時，我曾保有那可笑的天真。相信只要更努力，爸媽就會回頭看看自己。但是，錯了……595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZeyoE3BF0
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現實根本什麼也沒有改變。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bNvyQfOiC
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說不到兩句就轉身接電話，就抽身離開聊起公事的母親，還有兩、三個月都不回家的父親。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJNUSKauAW
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二人合力把我關在這個的「牢獄」中，成為玩賞的鳥兒，喜歡時就將我帶出去炫耀，不喜歡時就對我視若無睹。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJDp8cslBN
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如此的「我」，真的存在嗎？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQP5iGvp0fx
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不要譏笑用藥物去逃避，亦別以為我真的愚昧不知其禍害。正因為知道，我才這麼做！595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJObyAlJOj
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倒在地上的我，與玩具熊對視。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgOqerocFa
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假如……595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdpIiwkjJH
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假如有來生的話，我希望不再生成人類。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVaKUySnOm
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意識漸漸模糊，眼內的腥紅變黑。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqi9DElMSBq
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來，將我也融入暗暗中……595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWnV28RmaS
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當再次醒來時，我已躺在過於雪白的床舖上。身邊圍著不少看似待我熱心的醫護人員，堆砌無數「溫暖」的言詞，實質是正看珍貴的實驗動物。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6rUaV8ba3
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待在那設施不知多久，千辛萬苦才戒除毒癮。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbA8nrTOrD5
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這些日子爸媽都沒有來看看我，連責怪也沒有。唯獨知道一件事，是他們努力地將我犯下的事隱瞞。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0HZVa7xuS
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呵呵呵，他們不想「商品」成為一文不值的垃圾。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszhi7pkjJY
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再次被送回「家」中，周遭依舊靜悄悄一片，連半點人息也沒有。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpQesimqw7
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我真的活著嗎？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fVATgwtMU
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幸福，為何這麼遙遠……595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy00aEtbNaZ
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將窗台已枯萎的花朵掉到垃圾桶內，我扭開電視機抱住玩具熊倒在床上，盯著那發亮的畫面。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpgR2zNe5f
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天災、人禍在眼前上演，報導政局動盪的種種，經濟危機的變化，所有都和我無關。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5BmHbW8xb
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額頭痛楚的刺激與神經的頓感下，我的意識越來越模糊。彷彿仍在惡夢的迷宮中，我找不到出去的路。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlVQNcABwa
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很可怕。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapTcDhRU6Y
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那天我作了一個小小的夢。如燭光的幻影，我見到自己和家人圍在一張小小的桌前，快樂地吃著粗糙的食物，卻真正地感到飽足……595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkITKcGuWU
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遺憾是，夢始終是夢，亦如燭火那般一下子就幻滅。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaDQO3bUcv
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金橘色的夕光灑落，我頭上纏著層層繃帶，在綻滿花朵的庭園中，抱住玩具熊來回踱步。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkMAqh5BgX
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灰白的牆壁依舊冰冷，在這個高級住宅區，周遭都靜悄悄的。我掛著詭異的微笑，與玩具熊「聊天」。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡETIW3hFb2h
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雖不至於像死城般陰森，卻少了陽光的暖意，比其他地方更要冷冰冰。過多的花朵綻放，香味濃烈得叫人醉醺醺。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXNgVicXp5
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我把臉趨到玩具熊的頭上，依偎般磨蹭，尋求一絲暖意。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLGdeRvzVA
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「妳怎麼了？」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySnBcpnuZP
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一把陌生的男聲傳入耳內，叫沉醉於自己世界中的我嚇了一跳，即時把臉轉過去，我倆的視線就此對上。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGuxxk2lEN
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「看起來很痛……」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeSyTyLzfj
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我反射性地用力搖搖頭，眼睛卻無法從外面的少年身上移開。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYqcCTrWP7
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「來，打起精神吧！」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhAnPslTMo
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他，就是現在坐在我身旁的這位。當時他送上一抹笑容，是我有生以來第一次感受到，具有暖意的笑容。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64unf8s6iE
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圍柵的阻隔，我們明明身處很近的地方，卻又是那麼的遙遠。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJd4HWT1k1m
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那個時候我沒有回應他，應該是連擠出何種表情也不知道。平時我最擅長的微笑呢？平時我最擅長的克制呢？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4tYgcYbOV
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到了哪兒去？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHbIi23jJi
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微溫的液體從抽搐的眼皮下冒出，一點一點地循著我的臉滑下，同時更多滲入繃帶中，濕漉漉的叫人難受。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYnejdiBsj
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少年走到圍柵前，雖然無法越過，但他依然站在最接近我的位置，如同舞會邀請舞伴般伸出手。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZohOnJfrKD
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一般人遇到這麼的情況，只會覺莫名其妙，不然就開始認定對方是騙子之類。然而當時我的腦海中，沒有對他有絲毫懷疑。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGon4Ynt3p
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呵呵呵，我真是天真得可怕。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAO89F5jA7
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明明看盡社會權貴的醜惡，卻相信這位的陌生人。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsIBQeFSK4
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為什麼呢？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMnzBKTtvT
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可能就是這個笑容，讓我感到非常純粹。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1io7EkeyCB
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即使是否謊言，我依然想作個短暫的美夢。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThrZIi0jVL
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我拖著僵硬的腳步走到他面前，自身的心跳聲清晰可聞。直至走到圍欄前，我才真正地看清楚他的面容。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡco5kqoSdn7
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嗯……595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyOiGjSBL4
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沒什麼特別之處，身高和我差不多，整體看來滿普通……是即使擦身而過，也不會去多加留意的那類人。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprmqZsecaS
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唯獨他的笑容在我眼內，是多麼的耀眼。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCll4zhQCJQ
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他伸出的那手，輕輕地為我拭去淚水。然，被微熱的指尖觸及，卻更叫我想要落淚。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH82zWi487y
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那天，我在這位陌生人面前放聲大哭。他不知所措地說了很多話，可惜我都沒有聽入耳。只知道一直藏在心中的痛苦湧出來，一發不可收拾。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkA0cEu374A
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接下來是如何結束，我已經忘光光了。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvsfzYEugR
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不過從那之後，他每天風雨不改來此探望我。告訴我很多新鮮又微妙的瑣事，反觀我成為聆聽者，偶爾有問過他的事，卻不曾對他提起我的事。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pPtlIBGWH
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從他的話中得知，他是於我入院戒毒療傷時路經此地，被滿園的花香所吸引。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecaXPiwmka
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayWtOywigo
後來又在庭園見到我幾次，而我總是抱著玩具熊在散步，令他憶及亡者，思及自身的無力與後悔，所以他才忍不住和我說話。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvAG5jKclL
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MFN9OiycA
少年沒有多問我的事，也許是不在意，也許是等我說出口。我們維持一牆之隔一段時間，我對有他存在的外面的憧憬越來越強。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpaFtq8KcX
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvFzZ149la
「吶，外面還有什麼的？」靠著鐵柵，我仰望天空問著坐在外面的他。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFxv9ydjHF
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoT7ezlDBUS
「有很多東西。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUXSFR1yY2
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjRWchpIv0
「即是有什麼嘛？」我扭轉上半身，趴在圍欄下的混凝土矮牆上，窺看他的側臉。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKH1JW6D2i
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWJniAo4D5
沒料到他正巧往我的方向瞧，使我嚇得立刻縮身，不好意思地抱著頭，將臉湊到玩具熊身上。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHotLUngJT
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPQOsYI19H
沉默良久，他打破了悶局，再次開腔說話。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwkHkL9Lql
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XIM8QAoem
「這個世界中，好的壞的、美的醜的、對的錯的都存在在一起。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkYV9BuHiG
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfkQATeIgR
「……我不明白。」背對著他，我突然不想被看見。回想自身孤單一人的過去，為著不懂宣洩的情感、為著想逃避痛苦而沉淪毒海。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFxGbHzhsB
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGSVI3jAcN
「不明白，就親自去感受吧。」他淡然地吐言，完全不像平時的悠閒語調，帶有些微嚴肅感。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IXkHyszq5
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2J6iLfjgl3
微微偏側著頭，我瞄向外面的他。他正背對著我坐下，正因這不高又不矮的柵欄阻隔，我根本無法去看清楚。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemUOcxgfOl
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUZzHVAgJR
我咬緊牙關，幹出連自己也不可置信的事——不顧儀態地攀上欄柵。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LCrlWVoRt
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxo5SnCw3mu
「接著我！」別於往常的陰柔之聲，我高聲地叫了出來。同時心底累存的悶氣，盡數吐出來。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9vDTrMHqc
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0pVM9sYDh
見我一躍而下，嚇得他目瞪口呆，真的站起來張開雙手。呃、但我也不怎輕，結果一起撞倒在地上。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dE4Xm201x
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28NIEeu0Y4
這是我第一次自己作出決定。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVE5NOyUwCd
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGC3ePOoCu
由於他充當軟墊，我沒有跌傷什麼地方。我倆相對而笑，我翻過身直接坐在略為骯髒的油柏路。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfFvQ3j7qi
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPS4kuRyYOj
仰望灰藍色的天空，一點也不漂亮，但我覺很美、很美。在牆內的天空和這裡的明明是一樣，可是我就是覺得不同。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYx0lnU15cA
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61tWMH63sA
是一種類似自由的舒泰，同時亦是在未知空間產生的不安感。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeD5XfJ2tL
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCWlrOUHm8
啊，對了！我將柵內的玩具熊勾出，如常地抱在胸前。如此一來，就好像平時那般吧？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHwHDHtq9S
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5GkkRJCOy
嗚——595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLQM0kx1fX
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDV7RsOsgGA
警報倏然響起，刺耳得叫我心頭一緊，腦海一片空白。這時他一把拉住我的手，帶著我死命向某個方向奔跑。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkVS9BUWc6
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMpus9NG7M
開始時我有點不知所措，然越是跑下去我就越興奮，沒半點疲累。不知不覺間，我們就跑到市區去。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMm48JYYnY
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAckuKpT8Ay
「妳還真是……」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvJ8lk7ldR
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqEIXgiqpi
好不容易才停下腳步，他對我露出一抹苦笑。少了欄柵的阻隔，我真正地面對他。縱然他是每天也接觸的人，但這般靠近我真的習慣不來。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27DLPyPUWc
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSq5dVAaYVq
用力地抱住玩具熊，將它夾在我和他之間，只是我倆的手依然沒有鬆開。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5QrutvdFN
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerXGATt7q9
「有想去的地方嗎？」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjN08OozRG4
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJ95YSsSXd
「唔，有點餓……去吃東西吧！」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9p0paydQY5
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3dm63ui6O
「沒問題。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqADdp2s7eF
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEgKNGIV6r
穿過大街小巷，我們吃盡街頭的小食。他還買了個有我生日日期的鑰匙扣送給我。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMH28RXHxT
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45BfwwJBJS
來到滿是人的海邊，我們挑了某樹蔭下並肩坐下，眺望在夕光下光光發亮的大海，連平日吱吱喳喳的鳥鳴，也變得如同夜鶯的歌聲美妙。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeC3FKcQBtK
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUC8iwi0CWw
凝視他亮眼的笑臉，儘管不是帥哥俊男，但我仍覺他最棒了！595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0pcihUYm4
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddcs0GWIWh
「喂！」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMFwrnGDXr
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3x66OLwvOf
正當我想得出神之際，他的臉就在眼前放大。此般突如其來，使我反射地略略往後仰，但在下秒即浮現些微的期待。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoT7njSQhlE
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qOaA89PiM
可惜他凝視我數秒，就把臉移開。接著他拉住我的手，繼續向某處走。在悠閒間，我心血來潮地問道。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTEBHkgUxB
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtNHviFKXD
「吶，幸福到底是什麼？」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYovuNV72Jc
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5Dw1OBk0m
「這個很難說，始終每個人的定義也不同。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCro9dK6X0J
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ln9FxqWQw
「這麼啊……」他的話害我一時間接不下去，便再次安靜下來，想想更現實的事。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKewKBPOHh
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmv0kIgA98
之後要如何是好？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OOkkVjzga
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pQ5deuuUR
我望向他平靜的面容，心中浮現起絲絲的憂慮。這時，他面對著我露出真切的笑容，彷彿要將我的憂鬱掃去般。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTmHPqBxTW
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyA9zss4Xgm
「來！」他再次繫緊我的手，穿過數條小巷，來到了一間花店前。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8kPgmbEkW
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvU1o313vE
鮮艷的花朵帶著無比的活力，與在我家庭院中見到的那些感覺完全不同，這裡有著生命的色彩。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrFDO9mXS2
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IarAhVPb2
轉了一圈，發現有張尋人告示張貼在櫃檯上，儘管已經發黃，但店家卻絲毫595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06qEJt6ZU7
沒有要拆下的樣子。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzNGcyhTmZ
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgi6idXVSyE
「喂！」他用力地拍了一下我的肩，害我嚇了一跳。倒吸一口氣，本來打算瞪他，可是又被他手上的花吸引。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThspc2bezy
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Lp6pDQgof
藍色，代表抑鬱的藍色……595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7xOIV2BSo
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiR9TThTOVm
「送給妳。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9u6D12cUXz
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKmDfV2oOT
「呀？」幹什麼送這色彩的花朵給我！而且還未完全綻放呢！595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWA2RoAnwA
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbMTDZS8Lh
不顧我面有難色，他強將花塞到我手上，還要一臉笑呵呵的樣子。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgd9T52myp
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLViP9AcCDk
我好像不太懂他……595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RGtqzUmMl
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0iasXaSBj
接著我們繼續在街上溜，我小心翼翼地保護手中的花，免受人群的壓迫而弄壞。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAkuVd7whZ
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡll8lP0Syqi
「妳為什麼這麼相信我？」突然他打破沉默，淡淡地問道。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2X0mcDVnAe
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGD9HGoKFd6
我愣了愣，沒想到他會問這類問題。不過，他沒有給我太多時間去思考，就轉移了話題。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpnzCyvNz0
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydeNMRQPbq
「妳知道什麼是戰爭嗎？」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8I2xpxxta
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeag4l4IQy
「戰爭？」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpanyyRjuIS
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvx7dKeCVL
我當然不會不知道戰爭，這是在歷史書時常見到的「名詞」。修讀歷史的我，是總會見到大小戰役。年化而言是很接近，但又好像是極遙遠的一件事。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeirgxmKnc1
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZH1PhxLDTo
「其實我……」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbghUgzOid
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1890c8wGSq
嘶——595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOds0fatTz
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoTDP74HJg
刺耳的緊急剎車聲在耳邊響起，一輛黑色的房車停在我們身邊。從裡頭走出一個男人，既陌生又熟悉……595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49GnCYa591
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPmABawDOs
少年拉緊我的手，叫我不禁隨他後退，但視線卻被眼前人虜獲。抖擻的雙唇不能自我，好不容易我才吐出面前人的稱謂。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBsQd2adFb
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBVLkhRJW0
「爸、爸爸……」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsL8jSnBFn
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8c8Iwt3Ya
為什麼爸爸會出現在這兒？他不是總是隨我自生自滅的嗎？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhNc4PiyfR
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIPWpud993
「過來。」他和平常一樣，沒有因我的行為發怒，平淡得如湖水平靜地對我說話。只是視線所投的方向，是我……身旁的少年？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7VzaVzoTG
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kubNKtPGF
「還是你想以我女兒作人質？」爸爸的語氣中，難得透出微微的尖銳。同時間，從房車中走出幾名保鑣，雖然未有拔鎗，但總覺他們正戒備著少年。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEY7q2EaAFD
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkCPUinfHp
糟了！他被爸爸當拐騙我的犯人！595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfmQWGu95h
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijdDTwkVJy
我緊張地甩開少年的手，走到他和爸爸之間。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mjuefCvbu
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT17IqVsjwa
「不是這麼的！是、是我偷跑出來，呀……因為太久沒出來，就迷路、所以，所以……」我努力地堆砌出理由，一副手足無措的模樣，真是太丟臉。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1v62Z1ORbO
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsGqXMW2jX
或許是爸也是首次見我表現這麼熱烈，注意力終於從少年身上轉移。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxaPFqssMc
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsSkEqs3cX
「我、我們回家吧！」我走近爸爸努力地擠出笑容。而爸爸亦沒再說什麼，只示意我上車。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIVH0pgKW5
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7EeJFjxvh
順著爸爸的意思走，在踏上車廂前的瞬間，我悄悄地望向少年。他一臉平靜地望著我，不知在想什麼……595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Fn3hzilv3
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAimLuk8UkD
我被帶回家去，爸媽依然沒有責備。反之彷彿沒有發生任何事，二人將我喚到面前，單純地將他們的決定說出。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuupHEb1pwM
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0neshQ7Wzn
美其名為出國留學，事實要我嫁到遠方去。而且日子更是明天……595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcbXXgTLHd
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwO7enND9Q
那麼不就連道別的時間也沒有嗎？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8reObaGdf
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrydsRdQjn
感覺如同上個世紀才會發生的事情，現實仍然會不斷發生。我可以如何？不能拒絕。未成年的我，依然在父母約束下生存。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2etewc8Xwe
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNBLrCdMVY
沒多久，我就回到自己的睡房中，將他送給我的花插在窗台上的花瓶，透出淡雅的花香從中傳出。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnwn4laerE
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wdXYHkslo
沒有心思欣賞，我一腦兒趴在床上，從口袋中拿出少年送的鑰匙扣。回想起今天的種種，變冷的心漸漸浮出點點溫暖。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdHCd8R8Ws
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ471qRRnxEF
然而，所有事都要過去了。明天一早，爸爸說親自帶我到國外……595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPHSpbRvvj
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3U72clg3Ln
咚！595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Zlzneg4ed
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLDD3AKvHh
是什麼聲？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSIhdPHOK5
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiiw3txAix
我把臉轉向窗外的音源，竟然見到……他爬了上來！怎可能！595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWECTf2W4z
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2ZAYX55t2
心思一轉，我急步跑到窗前，推開了單一面，再把頭探出去問道。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FvKPNKJy9
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSEFinwgoD
「你幹什麼在這裡啊？」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8uoXMgkOG
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKHS7ouSUg
看著他的出現，我很開心但也感到焦急萬分。想必他是偷偷溜入來，嗚呀，如果被爸爸發現，這次要如何蒙混過去啊！595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhn5OgeSmiQ
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFamcmJ2PID
「跟我走。」他沒有平時的笑容，一手抓緊繩子，一手伸到我面前。這、這難道是私奔的邀請？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWtPeMOx1D
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9a17V1eSTY
以一窗之隔，我倆各處一側。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWMdx99ruI
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現在，只要交出我手，就能打破這個距離吧？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8124CN6JwD
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxU0JeeTGy
盯著他那戴上手套的手，現在他的模樣叫我感到陌生。正當我猶豫不決之際，房外傳來吵雜的聲響。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPKoBog8zq
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0bZbQX1xc
糟糕！被發現了吧！595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDNAgNOb3b
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeXoZAgQ1J
「我……不能走，你才快點回去！」我推開他的手，拒絕了他的好意。頓了頓，鼓起勇氣吻了他的前額一下，然後開腔。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUeMitGhm8
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtBFSR7cHI
「謝謝你，還有再見。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfvZ05k4Ns
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxs5Kzelv41
我以身擋在他的面前的同時，一群武裝的保鑣撞門跑進來，並上前慰問，順道將我帶離房間。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlWmFKPA3T
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43fWzprzTR
我回望窗台，他已經不見了。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCndjbyV6s
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgBqyN6g15
這一夜，我被關在一間沒有窗的房間，整夜都睡不了。只是在我從口袋中，再次拿出鑰匙扣時，發現夾著一張小小的紙條。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhteG5kylVf
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcxmP6GXfn
「不要上飛機」。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpI6AP1SgMS
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhFkVpGkth
沒有上款、下款，沒有多餘的字句，字跡更有點撩草。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWu6eylVow
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHmtTrNWkM
是他寫的嗎？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OqHlGZis7
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYddzTTetKE
將之握在掌心中，像是有什麼重要的環節卡住，一股莫名的不安湧在心頭。然而任我如何思考，都沒想到問題所在。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3039gccPe9
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDFPPHIvWI
輾轉反側了一個晚上，終究到了第二天的早晨。女僕為我送上輕便的早餐，拿來一套黑色的簡單連身裙讓我更換。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0B8eYpcDLX
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UmzoWcVcv
沒有睡覺的關係，我根本沒有多大的食慾。可是若果被爸媽知道，必定會以冷眼盯著我，所以唯有勉強地吞下大半。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vaIF9lgDa
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEf9ckf1Ic
將裙子換上，抱起玩具熊，我就隨女僕來到大廳，見到爸媽站在一隅，神色凝重地不知聊什麼。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhzH57D3aJ
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQhCEn9Fvn
「早安，爸爸、媽媽。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm35V42IQ0E
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaokhdN16u
「……那快點走。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsB7jXXPYx
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtDMmtOiyq
他們止住本來的對話，一起將視線投到我身。冷淡的語氣如昔不變，唯獨調子中有著微微的焦急。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6fssTWrW0
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6doSskcTmV
我望向他們，正想跟他們走之際，突然想起留在房間的那支花。我即時扭轉身奔跑，不顧爸媽在背後叫著我的名字，筆直地衝回上睡房去。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpuYnvZbor
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgjKiO10JI
只見窗台上的花兒已經綻放，淡淡的藍色在陽光中如我所料般哀傷，但不能否認是很漂亮。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8xHpkxjEC
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqb4FatzniP
緩緩地走近花朵，指尖觸及帶有朝露的花瓣。我……595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2itnrHVIF
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQkboR661l
「矢車菊，花語是虛心、優雅……還有遇見幸福。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuEiSHHeHt
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJchrmYrgw
爸爸的聲音從背後而來，我頓時全身僵硬。只是他沒有繼續說話，伸手越過我，將花瓶中的花朵遞到我面前。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHTBC3UbZ1
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrX4SO2CGD
「拿著。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwLzfsXIGp
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSFRxKmJZK
「唔。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPE1wmOmD4
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzRUQm045g
接著爸沒有多說話，就拉住我離開這個家到機場去。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNoLkC7qJG
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7itm6DGbji
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMCiL5slnW
我們經由特別通道過關出境，坐上乘客只有我們的私人飛機。整個過程中，我們都沒有聊天。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuN3AW2f9R
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZxjVbxPTn
只是當我跟著爸爸的步伐邁步，注視他那高大的背影，我燃起一種怪異的感覺。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsylzYUFvNn
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGceaESk0u
爸媽真的不愛我嗎？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOKPsVXIV8
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxixE5b1XXL
踏上機艙，我們各自坐在相連的坐位上，靜候飛機起飛。我盯著矢車菊，想起了那個「他」。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpcDHEcq4O
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklGVpwph24
很懷念。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZFfDzHO0b
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxZxadqV30
不過一切都要完結了。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXlCCt6bt6
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRJ43OQdTA
飛機慢慢地在跑道滑行，我的心開始動搖不安。凝望窗外的藍天，沒一會兒就穿插上雲層置身在空中。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sD57RXeLj
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2IzxgwNqz
在又長又無聊的旅程中，我默默地回憶和那人一起的日子。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Z6Uu0XU3M
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHbAJ7bb2f
「不要上飛機」。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTrbmo4zsP
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkqeoc6Zc0
為什麼他要留下這字句？我現在還是不懂。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcHNJiDmnf
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHd7e9vIMMG
轟！595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSW0EvDDMB
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lyPU5PpwH
忽然飛機強烈地震動，更有些奇怪的氣味出現，絕對不會是亂氣流。此時，爸爸冷哼了一口，握住我抖擻不已的手，目光銳利地左顧右盼。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMadqZB6lg
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXed3Udi4ok
「來，快點穿上這些。」雖然有些手忙腳亂，但爸爸依然先替亂成一團的我穿上救生衣之類。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcplXGU31o
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuduiGIShfF
「爸爸……」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYxqkrtOr0
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLGRXwx9gS
「什麼都別說。」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFe50YWmk9
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdqkbak4YI
正當爸爸打算穿上救生設備之際，猛烈的震動越來越強，機身更急速傾斜。我瑟縮身體，爸爸連救生衣也放棄穿起，以身保護著我。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JMMvhZcer
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFJr0SPmAR
只是瞬間的事，在一陣強烈的沖擊，我眼前發黑，口鼻間更帶有濃烈的血腥味。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDXpzvYn8I
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WkheoHw4P
爸爸？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgvHTMGEbn
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爸爸在哪兒？595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5e21hGwmeH
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7rapR0cqz
很痛啊！595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPMcx04Bkt
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BfWkkFBer
我動不到，連指頭也動不了……595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpf2QKqUCqP
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfwrJJTCgW
意識慢慢被吹散，我好像聽到某人的聲音。595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQR4RgFQpN8
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoYejL7SmZ
「……我不是叫妳別上飛機嗎？」595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqOly6rVNu
595Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Vyx9ribOz
語畢，我感到被什麼一刺，之後——
