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859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2WDBiPW8y
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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
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難以脫離。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnF0KSLrZr3
毫無去處，不得不。
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難以忍耐。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEgQ4uQUPd
無法壓抑，不可避。
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轉向他人求助，859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBQiFFahqz
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoigoDxseL
妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VLIIOPK8u
「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQKL1s9jq7
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMZtQBtv5L
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTzJWkt4fC
包裝妳的異樣，859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1lN2DJ6CX
編織出一道厚繭囚住，859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2NZZXmiRn
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYfB74xp7y
外表與他人無異。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡId5CKJ2aLM
「這樣的我。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlGO7w2zU3
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSawV3uNvl
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7oALk7tgD
深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQLOFTOAGL
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsc93cb05hE
刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeGweJFk2R
妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkE0MNUC7o
「將異樣的感受消除。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkaYxoOE7B
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHhIQeW8bv
「別再讓那種感覺來了……」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYMy2sNt7o
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetFax4TKcI
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANFyAkNLeq
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpLRJD1ii4
妳渴望：859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTOoKMBg5h
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7x4rc7K8gK
「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvqGQj9bKx
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GEkQ6rQfF
「一個也好……」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5Y7bjGOn4
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5rHtSAoHx
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1n5Md4AVK
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7JLnkrQtN
深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qptV0VhfR
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ209S359GL9
「暴露出來。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPRohicjZ3
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fmBFrGDVz
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4v4PY89Y6A
「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9SrExylZN
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40XiJNGkKo
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeH7by1uG9f
「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuJg6gTMEt
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VqAuzEH8I
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8LRTpsfFr
父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlFHW4b4TC
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7ks7J74AX
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rc8cOUYFG
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojIykIz8bm
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GHCOruiMV
牽起一絲又一絲，859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcg44yUewYy
有粗大、有細小的，859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHygavXInr
快樂與憂鬱。
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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ByXDyUaaX
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDzl1NoT9H
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ig1BCwhMa
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLnmFDlY7s
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4hWMsxhq9
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3NC3O9FKw
正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilk2aCOqRt
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aIv0Q8fLz
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpijTOfUOZw
放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGllpXutW5
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpISyu6u7p
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FqzI5XSTA
四溢出……859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuf5uHDODDT
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPyZOWgnDl
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PQwAAItsq
「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduCVeRTgKp
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnt9w0pmtu3
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfaGKudf2F0
「答案是肯定的對吧？」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebHf8AJmU2
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxKOj2owz4
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBz7Aqywjy
視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQQwVrKAnz
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaMqobm82P
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtHDAQOlMW
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TavKdZEZf
「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkp1d0SCiYP
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YRRTYOTHF
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQt5OHeWMMP
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhfJZuT6zz
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8NpFw24f0
內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6HKb3vFi5
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tx17lBVqE
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55e7UVVL6G
「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14Mwgr23hn
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEgMIZxPAj
更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mpa3YJ2TG
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwWMUzja3O
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpd0Pgy06fz
產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvYnGoFKte
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQLuUCQ8Rv
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rbNXIXf71
全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVV3jAjEZj
好像也不怎麼在意了……859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhj58EFFRaG
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lUtM8gpW0
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfzmhPaXfN
身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9JqNgIhXW
而且從內到外的冰冷。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2791TRssiX
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SQzhg7GSe
像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZeJ6lopgY
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTtVRu0NGz
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4DqPXgKjV
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LAGTrlctU
「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfTWIkJdxj
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKajEobO7p
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23TGyh7NL7
眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwffHnXC3kV
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvb3kvkZIHU
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4AtJBpBlb
收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHY7jKtbdr
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzCNbPQrdL
859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6e3UZUF9A
那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
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859Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡid4foZZYlt
取出，
心之果實。
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終於...
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不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
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