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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
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難以脫離。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6XILbYeCz
毫無去處，不得不。
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難以忍耐。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFbzNEhIGg
無法壓抑，不可避。
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轉向他人求助，912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyLJgDfSh0
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHa3kzbR6Y
妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gDriS8K0W
「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanyhnRudGx
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQ5MNIMwdD
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkhGFqqf8u
包裝妳的異樣，912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZh1pr2Zf6
編織出一道厚繭囚住，912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HrliSRnBB
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
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外表與他人無異。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRZeN0BLIS
「這樣的我。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIaUrfBDv8
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYL4IP238m
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTP5VSq5jEH
深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaqJ44Zhof
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68DG37jQsV
刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
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妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiXI7MnzJ7
「將異樣的感受消除。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqMfp8yfnb
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWdGS75blg
「別再讓那種感覺來了……」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAUTRcprQ4
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWH1lUBkZI
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ZIP2wMiSS
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2A8fqfcwn
妳渴望：912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbpGpU1Zex
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYMwn4mdcJ
「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QXQZV30iz
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
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「一個也好……」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZAUtBjxc5
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFsHuQr4Dt
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsjPZY8Z0d
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJnRZo56fp
深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJP5LllpXsG
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMI9Yn1tTU
「暴露出來。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbLn1UYF07
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8hUNqI9b8
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHsbVbgzIF
「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnZMKrB7pu
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3cCsHxBeg
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMejiQJpb8F
「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaTZQiREJ0
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxvM47TY06
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbrW9Whb6W
父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxgpn6v3En
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTIbmMkeN6
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqsjMp80yF
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf91e8Q1llJ
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDAFh7PoV9
牽起一絲又一絲，912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjUwGDfCG5
有粗大、有細小的，912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgygdJwWgg
快樂與憂鬱。
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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKKYMk8glq
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaU7ypO68Q8
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaaoUwqvCN
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbU9OpCnL8h
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGt3MPOSLS
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ342mE08hhi
正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfARfQXOJy4
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRR0oqTeqQa
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eBRKyrnxj
放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTH0oIgWbS
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqVt8t4VR9
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKOABYK9og
四溢出……912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhuih7Sh5q
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaotaHubauo
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OdrO6l8Au
「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1l0BpvueK
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpmsjCtZYl
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxWQyFStDZ
「答案是肯定的對吧？」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDRnmXIiZ8
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoH09uAfx6
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABn8aHqf0C
視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyulQ3CyUhj
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCtuzNFeWK
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZquhFIrGc
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhAf7qDPvn
「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3caJRQq85I
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvkKjYwmhU
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAtwwQwDBg
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQVvpQKyie
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEgQT72Zmv
內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvSadMEc7w
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3EBxWYpZJ
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkVp8AByML
「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgP4jvz1WRc
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuKmo8fIHU
更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3N1ntc4guj
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7X3zraHzSM
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Q3XrFyO62
產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTil5kzdPBY
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdsgD7K1hx
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHi0MGTyZm
全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalYike5TIs
好像也不怎麼在意了……912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapUg98881k
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhoPPNdmjP
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjW8OJjVLL6
身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcsw3tLnIr
而且從內到外的冰冷。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNSsxeYA1X
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOj6zLX0R7b
像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5P9DHQ5kA
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqMAqX1Rar
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGI0C293EHP
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVYilVrDJo
「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUUkdgjNG2
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uyWGKYwt0
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SiKdbWKYr
眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1JGwXsCXN
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4vnoxecYH
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUeoI3mN6Q
收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyZTXbG0IE
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9FY8pR1VZ
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxz6OaYbpS
那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0Zv5Jg2oU
912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGICCmY4xJj
取出，
心之果實。
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912Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lQAoQlwBX
終於...
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不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
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