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百貨公司的冷氣開得太強,夏季的陽光卻還是從透明玻璃天頂直直灑下,讓這片購物街顯得比平常明亮許多。8964 copyright protection19PENANA7WqlIAyuUH 維尼
小佳走在玻璃牆前,看著倒影中那個刻意畫了淡妝、還硬是把雙馬尾紮得高高的自己。8964 copyright protection19PENANAwuRS9f4wBZ 維尼
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「妳今天穿得蠻好看的。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAYRpH9bYgfo 維尼
清禾一邊走一邊淡淡開口。8964 copyright protection19PENANAdCQ3cQamJY 維尼
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「嗯哼~本小姐可是很久沒認真出門了呢。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAWn9nRXTvP0 維尼
小佳舉起手比了個V,語氣還是調皮的,臉上還掛著一點笑。8964 copyright protection19PENANAA7f7A8MuNH 維尼
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但那雙眼睛──紅紅的,浮腫得像是沒睡飽好幾天。8964 copyright protection19PENANADXqCxMnhtI 維尼
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清禾沒說破,只是點點頭,像是把話收到口袋裡,靜靜地陪她走著。8964 copyright protection19PENANAgsGUaSCKhJ 維尼
她說什麼,他就聽什麼;她指著哪家店,他就陪她進去。8964 copyright protection19PENANAuLTWfdcqIr 維尼
就像習慣了不問太多的湖泊,溫柔包容一切落下的雨滴。8964 copyright protection19PENANAAzZFx1bS5p 維尼
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「欸,我說清禾,你不覺得這包很像家瑜那種會背的嗎?」8964 copyright protection19PENANAZM0FkoyXEF 維尼
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「嗯,很實用的款式。她應該會喜歡。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAAJ9A1GxcSL 維尼
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「還有啊,那邊那件西裝外套,有點像湛霖…雖然她應該不會買那麼淺色的。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAljSZ7DfPLR 維尼
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「……因為妳很愛她們,將她們放在心裡。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAhSxj920kPd 維尼
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小佳腳步頓了一下。8964 copyright protection19PENANANKcjXDYEPI 維尼
站在女裝區與咖啡香氣交錯的交界,她終於沒忍住。8964 copyright protection19PENANAFADuRfhj5p 維尼
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「我失戀了。」8964 copyright protection19PENANATLiJAHaV0U 維尼
她輕聲說,眼睛望著一個沒有具體形狀的遠方。8964 copyright protection19PENANA11zJ9wcIsq 維尼
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清禾沒有動,只是微微側頭,等她繼續。8964 copyright protection19PENANAwrHxVjXCQQ 維尼
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「我愛湛霖也愛家瑜…很久了…那種會心悸、會想親吻、會想把她們藏起來的喜歡。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAD2kOQGmYbl 維尼
她慢慢地說,每一個字像是從心口割出來的。8964 copyright protection19PENANAKnQJvb3YBm 維尼
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「但我…知道我不能越線。她們不是我的。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAa9EXp2kVrD 維尼
「我沒資格讓她們痛苦,尤其是家瑜,她……她會愧疚,她會不知道該怎麼辦。8964 copyright protection19PENANAaDjA59Cdnn 維尼
她會在心裡責備自己為什麼沒有早點察覺,會一遍又一遍地質疑是不是她做錯了什麼,才讓我遠離──」8964 copyright protection19PENANAmsEaOwlIaB 維尼
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她突然啞住,嘴唇抖了一下。8964 copyright protection19PENANAidCMjirOYT 維尼
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「我怎麼還是讓她有這種感覺?」8964 copyright protection19PENANA1tzZBPT1q8 維尼
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清禾站在她身旁,沉默地打開手臂。8964 copyright protection19PENANAoDaHKEd1xu 維尼
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小佳愣了一下,接著就撲了過去。8964 copyright protection19PENANAivPgakrmZc 維尼
她的頭埋進那個永遠帶著體溫的肩膀,她的眼淚像被打開的水龍頭一樣,止不住地流。8964 copyright protection19PENANACALO96b7DE 維尼
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「她們……真的很值得被愛啊……」8964 copyright protection19PENANAysygce0WPY 維尼
「可是我……我不行了……我不能再愛下去了……我會壞掉的……」8964 copyright protection19PENANAfzyRw7Icr8 維尼
「我不想變成討厭的人……我真的好努力不讓自己討厭……」8964 copyright protection19PENANA0x45NuJ3vy 維尼
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「妳沒有壞掉,小佳。」8964 copyright protection19PENANA9nuG3DBp1w 維尼
清禾終於開口了,聲音低得像是怕驚動她的脆弱。8964 copyright protection19PENANACMMyZ03rEW 維尼
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「放下不是因為妳不夠好,是因為妳夠溫柔,才願意不奪走屬於別人的光。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAgbPvHrhnwY 維尼
「但妳也該記得──」8964 copyright protection19PENANAxt2KraliRy 維尼
「妳本來就是會發光的人。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAq33YettgiS 維尼
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她的身體微微顫抖著,抓著他襯衫的指節泛白。8964 copyright protection19PENANAbFn4n6fL7Y 維尼
眼淚全濕了他肩頭,但他沒有推開,也沒有要讓她趕快平復。8964 copyright protection19PENANA4eO7UPsnit 維尼
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他只是陪著她,像靜靜立在雪夜中的那一株樹。8964 copyright protection19PENANAzqVPHCL6Az 維尼
不多話、不催促,也不急著讓她快樂起來。8964 copyright protection19PENANAbP8aSIuUJX 維尼
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因為有些痛,只能自己慢慢走出來。8964 copyright protection19PENANAHPU4kKXngA 維尼
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清禾低頭看著她哭累了的臉,輕輕摸了摸她的頭髮。8964 copyright protection19PENANADMCcGjS9e4 維尼
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「今天就哭夠吧,小佳。明天妳還是能笑得讓人羨慕的那個女孩。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAtlbRr3BqRk 維尼
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「不過──如果哪一天,妳想要有人陪著慢慢忘記,我也還在。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAErwkpfoLWJ 維尼
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那天傍晚回到家,小佳並沒有立刻把東西拿出來整理。8964 copyright protection19PENANAnyHy0SUobT 維尼
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她只是癱坐在沙發上,雙手還握著那杯沒喝完的拿鐵。8964 copyright protection19PENANAveF5nYcqJ0 維尼
咖啡早就冷了,但她的指尖卻還殘留著清禾的體溫。8964 copyright protection19PENANAP33UGSVmLf 維尼
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她閉上眼,腦海裡浮現的是他說的那句話——8964 copyright protection19PENANAAUUcuVIkSc 維尼
「如果哪一天,妳想要有人陪著慢慢忘記,我也還在。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAQGB9ho5vZX 維尼
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不知道為什麼,那句話比任何承諾都讓人想哭。8964 copyright protection19PENANAQkryHWYVFM 維尼
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過了很久,她才終於起身,把今天買的東西一樣樣拿出來。8964 copyright protection19PENANAI85oh9wm4x 維尼
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就在拉出一條純白棉大衣時,一張折好的小紙條從袋底飄落下來。8964 copyright protection19PENANAuUlowVSO3E 維尼
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她愣了愣,彎腰撿起,展開。8964 copyright protection19PENANA4BJg9GNNvh 維尼
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上面是清禾的字跡,整齊、卻不冰冷:8964 copyright protection19PENANAQ5oD1TAjxs 維尼
「我知道妳會說:『沒事。』,8964 copyright protection19PENANAUibqYeTPFX 維尼
但妳也可以不必每次都那麼堅強。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAV2PbsecK1z 維尼
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「這件大衣是我偷偷放進去的禮物,8964 copyright protection19PENANA4azFwYzs89 維尼
希望它可以擋風——也能擋掉那些妳藏起來的淚。」8964 copyright protection19PENANA2nIdS4Dbmc 維尼
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她看著那幾行字,一時間說不出話來,只覺得心臟慢慢被什麼溫熱的東西包住。8964 copyright protection19PENANA22Lzu53wt6 維尼
然後她走到書桌前,翻開自己的筆記本,在最空白的那一頁寫下——8964 copyright protection19PENANAOjGQXijAGG 維尼
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「今天我對他說了——8964 copyright protection19PENANAi42Dh0pwrq 維尼
我失戀了,我愛過湛霖,也愛過家瑜。8964 copyright protection19PENANAFHNH0lgOnc 維尼
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愛得很安靜,也愛得很痛。8964 copyright protection19PENANAoqWLeVrZu5 維尼
我沒有從她們那裡得到過什麼,但我不後悔。8964 copyright protection19PENANAeuksqfDUMY 維尼
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只是有一種心情,是藏久了,連自己都會忘記它原本有多澎湃,8964 copyright protection19PENANAk0pEVWGwPi 維尼
直到今天我說出口才發現,我已經快撐不下去了。8964 copyright protection19PENANAL37jp9Hg2L 維尼
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然後他沒問為什麼,只是抱住我。8964 copyright protection19PENANAqkwsA9t5Io 維尼
讓我哭,讓我不必裝成沒事的人。8964 copyright protection19PENANAA31yKIMWj7 維尼
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他放了一件大衣在我袋子裡,還寫了紙條。8964 copyright protection19PENANA13To2vs44S 維尼
說它可以擋風,也可以擋掉那些我藏起來的淚。8964 copyright protection19PENANAGScU7GhjXu 維尼
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……我好像有一點點,被照顧到了。8964 copyright protection19PENANAZt6lhfIm0t 維尼
也有一點點,不那麼怕自己一個人了。」8964 copyright protection19PENANAP9xwqe7Uz8 維尼
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她寫完日記,靜靜地把紙條夾進那一頁裡,然後把大衣摟進懷裡。8964 copyright protection19PENANAZpE22ded7J 維尼
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第一次,她覺得有個角落是為她準備的——不是戀人的懷抱,也不是朋友的應酬式陪伴。8964 copyright protection19PENANASEdMB60bp3 維尼
而是剛剛好,不說破、不勉強、也不遲到的靠近。8964 copyright protection19PENANAmOgWqi3wwm 維尼
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