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因為殯儀館的氣氛太悲戚,我沒有在那邊待多久,看了妳的遺容鞠了一個躬就離開了。416Please respect copyright.PENANARFCBwWaAdw
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我甚至不太想去翌日的火化儀式。416Please respect copyright.PENANAAkyEexknXf
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和妳的家人道別後,我獨自步行下山,思考有沒有避免這件事的方法。416Please respect copyright.PENANAYVQ7Gvxbkk
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而在途中,我看見了一個身穿白袍的女生站在路中心。416Please respect copyright.PENANA3N98ToVD8o
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你希望改變過去嗎?416Please respect copyright.PENANApaykPNOi5t
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她說,我自然地回應她,那當然吧。416Please respect copyright.PENANAWRsWMIcsw4
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她莞爾道,那跟我走吧。416Please respect copyright.PENANAVYcqvaD1x1
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唔?為甚麼我會跟一個在路中心出現的女生搭話?然後又跟她走?416Please respect copyright.PENANApCZuXd8Vyr
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在我意識到問題的時候,眼前出現了一片濃霧,然後又迅速地消散了。416Please respect copyright.PENANAzmwt7dsTGe
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因為眼前的景象沒有變化,我不虞有他,繼續向市區的方向走。416Please respect copyright.PENANAHdnaLoqEm2
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奇怪了,天色突然昏暗了許多。416Please respect copyright.PENANA12hAMixSnS
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我看看天空,黑得好像快要下大雨。416Please respect copyright.PENANA5rQHVhGA01
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這刻的景象,似曾相識有點印象。416Please respect copyright.PENANApTmUJIKxoV
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嘛,反正我帶了雨傘,即使下大雨也不用怕吧。416Please respect copyright.PENANAbLAdtuhGNj
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結果三分鐘不到,從毛毛雨演變成傾瀉般的大豪雨。416Please respect copyright.PENANASKKacp0hb6
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雖然我有帶雨傘,可是這種大風雨使人寸步難行,因此我只好躲在天橋下等待停雨。416Please respect copyright.PENANADYVG9QKDeW
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我終於明白是甚麼一回事了。416Please respect copyright.PENANAU3SFD49rk7
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這是她自殺的前一天黃昏。416Please respect copyright.PENANAGttD0meh98
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那天晚上雖然下了很大的雨,不過雨勢不持久,一小時左右就停雨了。416Please respect copyright.PENANA5FRyEXKkjV
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然後在當天深夜,她打了一通電話給我。416Please respect copyright.PENANAWiHi2ndaaN
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其實那通電話沒有甚麼特別的情況可言,只是一般地聊天。416Please respect copyright.PENANACmh1sR6guz
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硬要說的話,就是她說很辛苦。416Please respect copyright.PENANAnSkKqWq9M2
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「你不去找她嗎?」416Please respect copyright.PENANAQltXmayzGs
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在我思考的時候,一把女聲在我身旁召喚我。416Please respect copyright.PENANAL9oamQrh0y
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那個人是剛剛的白袍女生。416Please respect copyright.PENANA8Rvqv1podW
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「啊……?為甚麼妳跟來了?」416Please respect copyright.PENANA3vyx7Nw9km
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我問她,女生說,你很快就能明白。416Please respect copyright.PENANA1nKKsZRiqV
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她說,她調校了我的手機的設定,我可以打電話給她。416Please respect copyright.PENANAHusCXHc8HB
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我捏一下臉龐,痛感沒有一秒的遲緩和減輕,看來是真的。416Please respect copyright.PENANAWbUu1zReHg
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於是,我拿起手機。可是這一刻,我很猶豫。416Please respect copyright.PENANAzh1WP9clLq
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真的需要這樣做嗎?無緣無故登門操訪,這會不會太煩人?416Please respect copyright.PENANAMAfZnUfZWs
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我在思考著,橋外的暴雨沒有停止的跡象。416Please respect copyright.PENANAnAgjwBz8md
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女生沒有說甚麼,只是默默站在一旁看著猶豫不決的我。416Please respect copyright.PENANA1EIqiORE20
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「你不會不甘心嗎?」416Please respect copyright.PENANAXkb2c2dMv5
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她冷不防蹦出這句話,不知為何,這一句好耳熟。416Please respect copyright.PENANAaE1mGaf5uw
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「人生可不是經常有這樣的機會讓你重來的。」416Please respect copyright.PENANAiXTLkt8XXm
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她說。越發不安的我終於按下了屏幕的電話鍵盤,打了一通電話給妳。416Please respect copyright.PENANAttzvB0F2Jp
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有空嗎?416Please respect copyright.PENANA3RV76Ql7eE
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我生硬地問,電話另一端的妳慵懶地問,為甚麼突然打電話來。416Please respect copyright.PENANA4xbMm1LrC1
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「這可不像你的作風欸,突然打來是有甚麼事嗎?」416Please respect copyright.PENANAknavyHRrEM
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妳問,我問妳現在是不是在家。416Please respect copyright.PENANAp4mO8J5wgh
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「那當然,不過我現在不太想見人……我明天才找你,好嗎?」416Please respect copyright.PENANAjgxbZbqrYe
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妳疲倦地說。要是我這一次像從前般不干涉妳的私事,那麼明天我看見的就是妳的屍體。416Please respect copyright.PENANAxBgQbViaoE
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「……要是今天以後妳不會再見到我呢?」416Please respect copyright.PENANAPtbyXepRwL
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我說,妳立刻害怕地問,是不是之前說錯了甚麼。416Please respect copyright.PENANAIcwGGEKrMX
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「你在我家附近?那你想上來還是我到樓下接你?」妳問,我說我自行上來就好,妳替我開門就可以了。416Please respect copyright.PENANAhs6geBVUWL
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妳隨口說了句好吧就掛線了。416Please respect copyright.PENANAzmKtoaUeMY
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雨稍微減弱了,我就立刻衝上妳的住處找妳。416Please respect copyright.PENANAnBoqxVKEig
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這段路我一直在想,要是可以重來,我定會珍惜這一次的機會。416Please respect copyright.PENANAIRIAWsvXEE
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跑了十至十五分鐘終於趕到了,妳披頭散髮迎接我,我沒有一絲介懷,馬上給了妳一個擁抱。416Please respect copyright.PENANAdVu0KMZxdN
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我眼前抱緊的是我最愛的人,是那個讓我經歷各種第一次的女孩子。416Please respect copyright.PENANApKZuFdx0yD
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這個不是夢,是現實!416Please respect copyright.PENANAknc3TUQpLS
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妳撫摸我的頭安慰我,問我是不是作了甚麼惡夢了。416Please respect copyright.PENANApUiW2TXc9W
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我笑笑搖頭,以孩子腔說沒有這樣的事。416Please respect copyright.PENANAaN4xpe1ZuX
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溫馨的氣氛在我們重遇的大門口縈繞,我幾乎忘掉過來的目的。416Please respect copyright.PENANAWdOjEKzW12
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然後,妳把我帶到了妳的房間。416Please respect copyright.PENANAwvK6OEsv0E
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妳一關上房間就直入主題,問我為甚麼突然那麼緊急地找妳。416Please respect copyright.PENANA5pttMVdsHr
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我問妳,跟朋友吵大架的事和好了沒有。416Please respect copyright.PENANAXJnRBWeENU
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「我跟她已經決定好重修舊好……不過她男朋友的事就不能提及了……」416Please respect copyright.PENANASj6ataJk6j
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妳碎碎唸道,真不懂自己在搞甚麼。416Please respect copyright.PENANAhbAGkectC7
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好討厭……416Please respect copyright.PENANAYAjaanZxmh
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妳潸然淚下,整個場景急轉直下。416Please respect copyright.PENANA97sHsiuzsi
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「明明已經做好打算這樣一勸朋友也當不成了,要是勸阻不成日後不見還好,現在這種結果卻是那麼四不像,豁出去的勇氣全白費,像個傻瓜一樣……」416Please respect copyright.PENANAg156u6nYIt
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「……身邊沒有一個人理解我,我好辛苦……」416Please respect copyright.PENANAg8cEYzSCpN
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妳哭著說,我不發一言,給了妳一個擁抱。416Please respect copyright.PENANA1nZXfvZRV2
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有我在。我說。我會支持妳的。416Please respect copyright.PENANARKph0nKcPb
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然後妳哭得更大聲了。416Please respect copyright.PENANA1bdvybGD8k
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「你真的會與我站在同一陣線?你會支持我?你不會抛下我的對吧?」416Please respect copyright.PENANAcL7VCxu6q8
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妳哽咽著說,哭得淒厲的妳說話也不清楚了。416Please respect copyright.PENANAjJvPXkYHkE
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「我會,就像現在一樣,我不會再讓妳一個人承受這種痛苦了……」416Please respect copyright.PENANAUaJlQq9eww
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答應我,以後有難題就一起面對,不要窩在心裡好嗎?416Please respect copyright.PENANA3NiS7SrzY1
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我問,她點點頭答應。416Please respect copyright.PENANAeBo3BdZKOb
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過了一段時間她才冷靜了下來,然後就直接梳洗睡覺了。416Please respect copyright.PENANAtOp7L2U4x1
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我陪伴了她一整個晚上。416Please respect copyright.PENANAQwPgoipYid
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到了凌晨時份,我也沉沉睡去進入夢鄉了。416Please respect copyright.PENANAQGzKwmbaoR
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到我醒來的時候,天已經亮了。416Please respect copyright.PENANAhF5CxVgOJo
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睡眼惺忪的我看一眼手機,日期是四月十四日。416Please respect copyright.PENANAyt3q62xE0Z
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也就是我回到現實的時間了。416Please respect copyright.PENANAtNfXCRM8lN
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後面突然一個女生從背後擁抱我叫我早晨,說今天天氣很好。416Please respect copyright.PENANAbpWC40VEHr
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「不過肚子就不太好了……下輩子得投胎當男人。」416Please respect copyright.PENANAcFQsGygsV7
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她搓搓肚子說。416Please respect copyright.PENANAardzqTYcds
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阿咧?時間線不同了?416Please respect copyright.PENANADdMdI7upUb
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我狐疑地想,為甚麼整個場景不同了。416Please respect copyright.PENANA1jl22mQbQT
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過來一下。我們到廁所討論。416Please respect copyright.PENANAKA0h5iQndG
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一把熟悉的聲音在我的後方響起,原來是送我來的天使女。416Please respect copyright.PENANAhADNIpzYrL
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「恭喜你,你改變歷史了。」416Please respect copyright.PENANAxo4mPnosh0
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她問,想不想知道為甚麼我讓你回到過去改寫歷史。416Please respect copyright.PENANAzxAgR8ubeH
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「為甚麼呢?」416Please respect copyright.PENANADI52mDlHrV
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我不作任何推測,單刀直入反問她。416Please respect copyright.PENANAK3Dlg3TruT
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「這篇文你寫的嗎?」416Please respect copyright.PENANAxX8z0CjQF9
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她把我女朋友忌日那天的日記的一頁拿下來問。416Please respect copyright.PENANA44aKiucQQo
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喂不要隨便拿我的日記啊……幸好沒有寫下甚麼具體色色的內容。416Please respect copyright.PENANAlKXE5E2pKr
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我僥倖地想。她說,既然我說自己經一事長一智那就要表現出來,要看到有改變。416Please respect copyright.PENANA9BxZKVGyHb
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「原來是這樣呀……總之謝謝妳了,讓我能力挽狂瀾。」416Please respect copyright.PENANAyUnYxdBDKW
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我莞爾著感謝她。416Please respect copyright.PENANAfJK7LDj4ZC
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不用客氣。她微笑著消失在空氣中。416Please respect copyright.PENANAehAKID7sM6
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我握拳暗自發誓,這一次重遇一定要讓我成為一個成熟的男人。