CHAPTER TEN : Kiss Me Like You’re Not Hiding Something20Please respect copyright.PENANATngsMJFXgl
(Her POV)
He touched her the same way.20Please respect copyright.PENANALehuK6zG2c
His hands were still gentle.20Please respect copyright.PENANAUbH0AXrd1v
Still slow.20Please respect copyright.PENANASL4IPfzDto
Still reverent.
But his kiss?
His kiss… had changed.
She couldn’t explain it—not with words.20Please respect copyright.PENANApqeTFoWSIB
But she felt it.20Please respect copyright.PENANAAS3RG6iWj3
Somewhere between the breath he took before his lips met hers…20Please respect copyright.PENANAB35UQQiCev
and the silence afterward.
There was a kind of goodbye in it.20Please respect copyright.PENANAZnlruVCgUf
A kind of “I might not get to do this again.”
He pulled away too soon that morning.20Please respect copyright.PENANA1KHqBroiTk
Said something about needing to “review files.”20Please respect copyright.PENANA8Zh599buED
Didn’t kiss her forehead like he always did.20Please respect copyright.PENANAImMtfim97L
Didn’t ask her what she wanted for dinner.
And yet, he looked at her like she was his air.
It was confusing as hell.
She spent the rest of the day pacing in her apartment.
Staring at her phone.20Please respect copyright.PENANAxzKGueTKRR
Checking if he’d text.20Please respect copyright.PENANAYlx7vEzMow
Telling herself not to overthink.
But every woman who’s ever been loved and then unloved knows this feeling.
That gut-level ache.
By nightfall, she was in front of his clinic.
No appointment.20Please respect copyright.PENANAFpkcPwjwXS
No plan.20Please respect copyright.PENANA9DSn7856rL
Just need.
She knocked.
He opened.20Please respect copyright.PENANAvuQDLAxgr0
Surprised.20Please respect copyright.PENANABCWZMRwCWI
Shirt slightly damp.20Please respect copyright.PENANA0xlNRiPse6
Hair tousled.20Please respect copyright.PENANAdF70swfLmr
Eyes tired.
But his lips curved. “You’re here.”
“I couldn’t stay away,” she said softly.
“Neither could I,” he whispered.
He let her in.
She stepped close.20Please respect copyright.PENANAWMVapkz0JR
Tugged gently at his shirt.
“I want you to kiss me,” she said. “But this time…”
He looked down at her, brows furrowing.
“…kiss me like you’re not hiding something.”
Silence.
His jaw tensed.20Please respect copyright.PENANAdiAA7JWH4c
Hands flexed at his sides.
Then, slowly… painfully… he leaned in.
And kissed her.
It was warm.20Please respect copyright.PENANAko3894qXBj
It was slow.20Please respect copyright.PENANAUwZPJrSZwK
But it wasn’t honest.
Because she felt the tremble in his hand.20Please respect copyright.PENANACUS9USyac4
Felt how tightly he was holding back.20Please respect copyright.PENANAv0Uw6SKifL
Felt how scared he was to give in.
When he pulled away, her eyes were wet.
“You’re scared,” she whispered.
He didn’t deny it.
“What are you afraid of, Matteo?”
His answer came barely above a whisper:
ns216.73.216.169da2“That if you knew everything…20Please respect copyright.PENANAE7lXMGxeO1
you’d never kiss me again.”