Living A Lie648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucZEnyO8Eo
Thoughts that she cannot unthink;
A life that she cannot unlive648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUHURUxE21
Skipping stones to watch them sink;
She envies how they easily
Sorrow wraps her like a scarf;
Waiting for a small reprieve- falling in and out of love
_ Lang leav
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Lies small or big, always have same affect on the host. Either they break its heart or its life. But what difference is in these two?? 648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeE39kyYedj
Because both causes pain, both causes tears. And guess what, my life was broken since my mother died, but today, my heart broke.648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1s2oH0wYiu
Today i was broken, beaten and defeated. Today i got to know that the person whom i trusted whole my life was nothing but a fraud, a hypocrite, a enemy. Nothing in my life was going good.648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTu7kjJiWAo
Alex had betrayed me, i was bullied in school, my teacher were fed up of me because of my poor academic results, i was not selected for basketball competition, i had no mother to love me, to adore me and neither a father to stand by my side all the way down.648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveZf4dc13W
"Its just me, who bears hard,
Its just me, whose tears are apart,
Its just me, who mistakenly has a heart"!!
I don't want to live this life, where all you have are enemies. I am also a human, i also have a heart, i too have tears and i also feel pain. I don't wanna live this life where all you have is a pure heart, where all you do is forgave your enemies so that they couldn't face their karmic lessons which will cause them three times more pain than they cause you. 648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXkJ1sRoRS
Sometimes, i wish i could turn my heart in stone, so that i wouldn't feel guilty if God made them face their own actions. But what can i do?? When ever i tries to curse them or to take revenge, my heart aches and kept repeating me, emphasizing me to forgave them. Because my mother once said me,648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4tz85XtrQ
" Forgiveness is a great act of kindness"!!648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlDoLSMzcx
That night after Alex left, Josh dropped me home. He was so worried because he hadn't seen any one near the tree.648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkowBmnvrnv
He said i was chasing the thin air. This confused me a lot because he was clearly in view. That night Liz came to my house, she gave me encouragement and told me that i was dreaming Alex. Then she talked to my grand ma in private but i had heard her conversation. 648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrx1jPB5VsS
She was saying my grandma to take an appointment to a psychiatrist.648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6P3uF72Ve1
Now even my best friend thought that i was mad, i was a psycho path. Now my own trusted ones were betraying me.648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuK8ZSeip5
Why weren't they trusting me, why were they thinking that i need a psychiatrist?? 648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFh0YsDosEQ
Next day, i woke up and with out any breakfast went to school. As i parked my car on the parking lot, i saw a group of student moving near my car. I grabbed my bag and moved out of the car. 648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjPqaVlCUK
The group came in front, and by seeing their faces, I guessed something bad was coming. Rose came out in front, her rossy lip and white face glowing.648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0zzoV83R0
She said, 648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡng3jo9lRU7
"So trissy, I hadn't known that you were a psycho beside a loser"!! 648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVYErIAFbw
As she said it, the whole group started to chuckle, some giggled while some gave me a look of pity. My eyes widened because only Josh and Liz had known this. Liz had promised me that she wouldn't tell any one648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVfvH1SEIe
which means.......no no no.........Josh had told every one.648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWXldpbQkx
Disappointment and betrayal sank inside me, I tried to move out but rose shoved me back and pinned me on my car door. 648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0XHKs7dn3
Two other boys grabbed my arms to control me, while Rose took my bag and unzipped it and shoved all my books out of it, then she threw my bag in the dirt. Then she looked me straight in the eye and barked,648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkuvqtufQD
"Psycho and loser only deserves dirt and defeat, you don't even deserves to live, freak"!!648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAp7jcMT1W
With this they all moved towards the class as the bell rang. I hurried and packed my bag which was so dirty. I ran towards my locker and saw that some one had painted two words on it. 648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOYz8PjnN4
"Psycho" and "Loser". 648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhVKfJ9IOt
Tears threatened to come out but i controlled my emotions. When I came in the Bio class, I saw every one had settled. Mr.Dimitri saw me and waved me inside. As i entered the class, I heard whispers saying psycho, fool, mad!! I hurried towards my seat beside Josh who was looking straight ahead.648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHM32UKLnWJ
After i settled I asked him648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpu5qWn4LY
" Why did you told everyone about it"!! 648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuLbV0QGNG
He looked at me in surprise and said648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpViRbWqJm
" Why would i tell any one"?? 648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfC5rYL1wfy
I was surprised after hearing this. I asked, 648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubWylCFpyj
"Then who told this"??648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0s9fnsA1a
He hesitated a moment and then said648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaxXYTxbs4
" Liz"!! 648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn78zaqFzyR
I was moved by this answer.648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH48OUnAbDu
No no no, Liz could not betray me, this cannot be happening. I hurried and glanced at Liz who was sitting beside Owen. As our eyes met, she glanced away. 648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmbVXYTRa6
My heart gave a loud Thump. 648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIS6saarAr6
It was Liz who had told Rose, but why??? 648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WyVEXOSMS
After the class was over, i moved towards the cafeteria and saw that Liz was sitting at Rose table. I moved towards Liz but Rose blocked my path and said,648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxh12RWvTHE
"She don't want to talk to you"!! 648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTd1IPpzZAG
Adrenaline rushed through my blood and i said648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsqqoSjjqL
" Its none of your business, she is my best....."!! 648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DUBBgzGSv
"She was "!! Rose interrupted me. 648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgdCPz3ijd
"Now she is mine, oh i miscalculated a bit, she was mine from the very first day, Tris, I planted her with you and asked her to be your friend, Do you know Liz is my bestie?? When, from the very first day you both joined hands, we were laughing because this all was a prank, today you lost you filthy creature and I am victorious again"!!648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWV5iT6gpax
I stepped back because this was now my end. Tears came out of my eyes, I glanced at Liz but she didn't meet my eyes.648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3f4Ze1UjN
With this i moved out of the school with every thing left behind. I started my car and drove away!!648Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpSTcRqPQt
