Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,454Please respect copyright.PENANAscBMEEMud9
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed454Please respect copyright.PENANA21lwvMKvUq
You were all I ever wanted to be454Please respect copyright.PENANAStlVzKplgc
(And more)454Please respect copyright.PENANA16auZ4Z7tZ
You had talent and brains,454Please respect copyright.PENANAebdrcfi2lC
And was also physically neutral454Please respect copyright.PENANAZACvVSQGKX
But when I tried to be friendly,454Please respect copyright.PENANAhK4k4xEsnL
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,454Please respect copyright.PENANA8TFd6z3QDM
I'm being too kind, too generous.454Please respect copyright.PENANAHkjnsHlka2
I was pushed to the ground454Please respect copyright.PENANATxpiOOxkqk
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,454Please respect copyright.PENANAnARmDTwPxC
But what's done is done454Please respect copyright.PENANAvN3Xl6G0La
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,454Please respect copyright.PENANAf2C99cCG5L
Harsh words and insults454Please respect copyright.PENANAeJMMKGWDoP
It became an irreplaceable friendship.454Please respect copyright.PENANAsCsiQNmsOT
However, in mine,454Please respect copyright.PENANAjwwNJYYjOG
Glares and sharp glances454Please respect copyright.PENANAznLoe0kV3F
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself454Please respect copyright.PENANAQN1twHXOhq
"When did our loathing,454Please respect copyright.PENANAnbbJbogVqB
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015454Please respect copyright.PENANAXm6kOkP09G
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016