Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28DCRGRDwq
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBP4zSLZCx
You were all I ever wanted to be501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNKG1JS7qO
(And more)501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58DvbnqsXU
You had talent and brains,501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjwtPP6C6y
And was also physically neutral501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡId6fwC4nvW
But when I tried to be friendly,501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35zU5fZzfx
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsV1pP5YX7
I'm being too kind, too generous.501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMIwX7SOfQ
I was pushed to the ground501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckwU5EfwP2
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYVk1NGBBR
But what's done is done501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4xeFj853L
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7VQYn8rTV
Harsh words and insults501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlup7IJnboD
It became an irreplaceable friendship.501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiEUksKTP7
However, in mine,501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YzKpWgGss
Glares and sharp glances501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDredVtTCQ
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4WaZ4bWru
"When did our loathing,501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACq9LPnfYf
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015501Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6X7p5L81C
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016
