Flashes and more flashes783Please respect copyright.PENANAfRPg0h2WIt
Shouts in the air, suffocating me783Please respect copyright.PENANAUYnmMKRg2b
Their bodies closer and closer 783Please respect copyright.PENANA26y4s5Cuja
Until its so hard to breathe783Please respect copyright.PENANAU34oDjXZ7n
Everyone screaming your name783Please respect copyright.PENANA5eqRnnQbLB
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces783Please respect copyright.PENANAiThzc8UnBR
The men around me take my arm gently783Please respect copyright.PENANATfBpl850SZ
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes783Please respect copyright.PENANAgkXcrtUOkP
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life783Please respect copyright.PENANAZV8wbQoGC9
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down783Please respect copyright.PENANAUuHYk4Zlru
Faking a smile towards the ground783Please respect copyright.PENANAuvIFpVfbg3
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 783Please respect copyright.PENANAAs0ODZSRlG
For fear that it will start over again783Please respect copyright.PENANAyUipDSKyFh
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains783Please respect copyright.PENANAvgYlnIGm4N
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest783Please respect copyright.PENANA3VzZ2iNFZW
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step783Please respect copyright.PENANAFDr5g5Srsk
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths783Please respect copyright.PENANArTbq5KpWBF
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together783Please respect copyright.PENANA0yua5uugAk
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess783Please respect copyright.PENANAwW1AL9qzXn
My feet seem to be moving on their own 783Please respect copyright.PENANANc1o5jCjX0
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?783Please respect copyright.PENANA8CYplWv8bp
Cameras and fame and people all around me?783Please respect copyright.PENANAaCtK30bDze
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!783Please respect copyright.PENANALvwV7aAXHf
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!783Please respect copyright.PENANANtTljqUWfW
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another783Please respect copyright.PENANAKRRVqscypV
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some783Please respect copyright.PENANA6JHHAhbskU
But my life should've been peace and quite783Please respect copyright.PENANAbxBWPCoapf
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children783Please respect copyright.PENANAhPLsx9A5N6
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion783Please respect copyright.PENANAHDhlmra8iO
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets783Please respect copyright.PENANAixnyvxD6wi
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life783Please respect copyright.PENANAwDotDrsE3J
When I stop and think of how blessed I am783Please respect copyright.PENANA9rLHx1WOq3
I realize how much I love my life783Please respect copyright.PENANAU0UGA66o9X
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through783Please respect copyright.PENANAZgcveisDxX
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model783Please respect copyright.PENANA1olRAJlRr4
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on