#1 Entry: Why I Started This.1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnolLOfzq1
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYY899sC2d
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEnTaPEqH5
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfQ8Ifcw0h
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJCOoAYoE6
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjekn4lCr0
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWc8cin57Q
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYY8L7HfS9m
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXMzExyRCN
...1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkWLt5AlPA
And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5becb8KqzL
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLLtGHhhB0
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJIMTT5rzP
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YLD69atss
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYS9On7xJLL
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9GDXlCLGk
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5CLyLNi1V
So calling it off, was it that bad?1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWvLAyrqeJ
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3e3Fp3ontd
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzJv0F0eNY
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHDBmgWY9X
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eVAa6uaLu
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkx50dvGdD
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UhZS4IXz5
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRofa20Eh2A
Henceforth, we have this. 1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78k6Uh7Epi
Thanks for bearing with me. 1000Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhBCW748Dh
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