春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVT1J1axvxS
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvq2ByQYGAK
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wIhw3RHwD
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLr5ZX7DS6t
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiaIO4trA1
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83u2KLe3cr
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWmtXDlnvn
郭禹震了一下。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcy6TvXs3W
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1B1oV4ZOk
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88zrpS3mB0
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQiFxy9CQh
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFST3meArpX
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHRkgwACRL
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFeNNNAUl0
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfJWKGJfpK
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlJgAVi9LP
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKXlndZ4vx
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdtxMVeIxZ
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlq2ZLmwuQ
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutvgpRo2Wy
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfKefmBmCO
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxdNZBJ6AA
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldFlNh27Jy
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBBrHP0vTE
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NnxLyMLSs
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcPOn6oiBy
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1iQwjW0wh
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvutum2jgte
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkG7eoRfTe6
「嗯。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXbwQDh0KU
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTBD2RpvdH
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3a3acVDwB
被拉得很長、很長。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFmpsXeKT7
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4rpS21RsK
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaAGUVRl5J
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtuUeGquZi
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIKZplhDRD
她抹抹眼。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjGKf3deSe
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbNVMPVibn
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyU1hugRl0
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqYHP4LdhF
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ndg3CRUcG
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpRdx43Hzz
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvyxt3EGMx
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TZ72BrMhD
「什麼？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlISfVWbUV
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZafPrcDqf
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36jOkmIkrP
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmzfOUlPhz
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo41xBAynXp
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqkRinmNAJ
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6JWwvtiGt
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUf4oh6z00p
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTs3KIdubZW
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1VeXPfnfm
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkKhMG2XVO
回來了。那個熟悉的她。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEuNCYZ0FX
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQZT2bjmvR
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcmVMJqcWv
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMr64hXSFrJ
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCIV4DskfJ
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放學，郭禹回到家。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw85CLkV0TH
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRJdOYWfJm
「好⋯⋯」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaEHjWbZfh
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPdWcGdB5z
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcgEiOklYx
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Bue60jyKG
爸爸沈默的看著。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeK7Eel8Qn8
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadXPGOhiai
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQu6BTate9
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hqpYyxHwG
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qjCHH98eL
她吞了吞口水。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuutvXx16c
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2QcwLVCMY
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC130Pbevq1
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLsUJbflSO
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡct7be2DcPD
唔。她馬上放低眼神。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYL3RCaaD4
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvHK5oukZm
安靜的那種。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFCtb9k4ju
讓人發寒。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnldZyXHiEA
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqqzhrRHTc
郭禹點點頭。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYOholhU1K
「是。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumFsLZ5WjR
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrewX0SLhR
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEZi25yyYC
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1GVs2tpbg
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0bpdPc5rF
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8U9Hb9YV7
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rWzGQJLXk
然後，是她今天說過的話。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnc1nt84iqe
——「不會累嗎？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHfefQAWuZ
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlL7ylaPal
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNreDxM6U4d
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrY7dve2ROQ
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEssJfrGJK4
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBdve3ABDv
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDznzmuDXG
「是啊。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSt9bNpU37a
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFg4XJhaJP
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nziN7pXYf
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPgEb4ES59
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0wZnkvQsp
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFgdc9VLJd
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4mKCBnDHc
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Lx8Tlr0gs
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8FLh2iiU8
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NFe0H1Mm2
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sWeSgWqUX
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXz4pQWcbI
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jW4zA0LdY
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXFJK4kUl4
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4sXmUeMmW
「腦袋有問題。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrO3z3Duoi5
「哈哈。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWMWjaZZeR
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2R7lkNvgS
「啊！」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJUsGDDIBl
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1RMfE4hlM
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqJiZKz9ye
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lXGoIqaXH
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYEURVGbOe
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPkZwazOj8
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAiEjbUtK6
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNxY14Uunf
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nLpSwYNUE
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡal47Esyii2
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYQqEbKL2C
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvB6VyErYgM
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTUCJqMgTs
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRzNe8FeRM
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1IBD98gbG
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgKpJW2VcB
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ239Cz9nopl
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvXq6PY9jZ
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwow24EqZNV
郭禹的表情僵住。 490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39NBF0vgX0
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡee8Xyeonqf
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF26GBzaszZ
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWLwmStwb1
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJFUomQAnL
「妳——」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLqBjBMkDq
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6daZMYcZA1
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmIl5QEkYK
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEGE7xXNfI
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESGYCmegaL
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9dw3gt264
——真是可恥。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cgZKUwYn0
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOi47JVuRPs
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQBeZCgvAq
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKl7vbMILpm
也許她可以⋯⋯490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJ37VWlcbW
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyVTUmDoHh
她一震。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXAAaYZ45Y
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtg8L3kZba
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDMYhsO6pJ
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXW4IwGy58U
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgehlPuQZG
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNljfYYfy0H
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8iRDHVEqL
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXdun8OPCS
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKDqS4GJPf
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaV4pgUp4Oo
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xmSXPaLiG
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ697Y3VkQSe
「別再說了！」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOgzR34GQ2
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiK42QQwRtU
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ72fzYuKl4
「快追！」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOhjGCeKcg
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1nsilKiKJ
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVObN3a0Ql
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHH5YJO6TV
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiDhJoQXKp
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaun3V0Bpje
「不要，要走就——」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EhblUsHx1
「拿著。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbZFqZRV4K
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KKmEmq0pF
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOnUGWtBMm
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQShThDZOq
「騙人——」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSW19o1mSF
「我像是在說謊嗎？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmYeH4Xw6k
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mJvhZkEXE
「很好。現在快跑。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTFpq27JkK
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprsw0U6m8e
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXdMmiLpn6
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突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yC3tRrNPV
而她正在哭。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCCcCVBfjO
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7MbSQD4Zt
為什麼。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaj0RyMtGkn
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20XVZCV5H4
而今天，是大考當天。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SETkUwKKb
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCcEDzXbEw
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHGUcPITPZ
「妳怎麼了？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgg743NjAt
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGNozyvGO1
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCStTSFGXsQ
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuAUn6DV0K
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5YLCrkRDu
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvBDGdLNZS
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcVK4IqUVA
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7f8xCqK0O5
「⋯⋯嗯。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjN114OGWC
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOu2aG1WpP
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7C3skdfhdk
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1Lszs2IrF
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nOncbrGlq
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBzeayDqZd
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZFktJROxX
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezBDdlsknV
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHfR9CUBLU
那是個墓碑。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoulpqe29NW
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNmGgLYJ5A
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLo7vldaj5a
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANFWva1Zef
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcibGynLtp
「我不——」她試著開口。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxMY2dVH7u
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvZiMeZgtq
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJPLh8nHOP
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3eW1u7w6u
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDI3ALBKnfe
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUdw60VGeU
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXYAOCWpuu
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRQRdhn2Yy
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlaPnTHbuD
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfnHGfVAJt
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Byxbcl7MI
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlIVg5vyfk
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yoD9S4SnE
信封署名是給她的。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1cRexVI3f
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOb80gLV77H
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHcmTqiVTw
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyaQN4mcMm
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJCdo8A3dP
或許，是從一開始吧。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzsIeFbskH
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmzU7rnaKB
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoxiBXcGZ5
現在這樣、最好。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiknc09CgbJ
看吧，一切都不會改變。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonz4r1iW19
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhDHog09l1
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7ue5CmAes
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxL04QirHX
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkvCbbWgdD
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IEh6Y6zXV
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXiDueDNiX
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 490Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyMU8ff7q7
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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