春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYGgBUrx5N
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOCN6m9ujl
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7mQTcnThT
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6M6nQwtOGo
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUaUwRwG5i
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQ49EOuxwJ
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDo98y7vcz
郭禹震了一下。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREuslZ9iTn
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuesOodM4mq
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5qVPNJFm1
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRjXTwQl9u
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOrg5Pv2OC
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcZUVDBdI4
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmZLgZvfrj
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlpZdnXy6Y
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6xNYxYRYN
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkINstnoLJ
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFs7sE8XTX
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7tZ2uvsX4
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyqeK1sBp5
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvr2ZgqmgU
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JTVA5UvLz
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMegGnIort
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvt1K4TCMb
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVr87C36urC
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4u1ErKfig
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUEWxXRMWn
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbv8WQ2dn3
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgKexhWBP2
「嗯。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeSpEZ7Q3C
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrbTrcAcso
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBKfTQkeYC
被拉得很長、很長。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAmCjjYjvm
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLi9kFCinTM
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKhP5iCplj
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9hiUpcYFX
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP69EDz7HFe
她抹抹眼。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBzTYNpc2V
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPanUJiJjiO
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSjK7vR1gR
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBSW2oi9Ed
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovi0tuYn5X
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbw46pzUaDU
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxEZczW4mj
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iCoD7wuS3
「什麼？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOafc2N79I
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGXWOwUf4b
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYAsm939rx
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDuiG1wrtT
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1Hlcoxc55
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9HCWr5CfJ
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCO7xB48SRg
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0B0R5hkLj
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5Ixit6IxR
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIT3FNXkHCQ
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLafhINi30C
回來了。那個熟悉的她。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0Gvspmkld
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqknKj0gyN
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuDzSLi4ht
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7N5ve0Meb
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStGhWvnwxr
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放學，郭禹回到家。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFqf45L0DP
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2NabLOMqq
「好⋯⋯」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmj98Vohzm
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQ9QTMKDjR
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfA6h9GFOaE
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61LieKA34O
爸爸沈默的看著。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uzvy0j78l
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AiivbM3LI
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeOgV9jYJR
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKf8Tmw46Pj
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vYRClSb8G
她吞了吞口水。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4dC8TAEw1
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4BfBItBBh
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzq3BBPhGW
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2BHRYzMTd
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2nxXpUeVU
唔。她馬上放低眼神。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRxsgDDbvO
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FmFAw4sVZ
安靜的那種。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmKLwAko09
讓人發寒。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvG66BQ4h69
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5F3g15Q6v
郭禹點點頭。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiMRtdjfzz
「是。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyfqVwchlq
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vLeXtn5Iz
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmfblAZF3J
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6nBVHfP3O
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhA0GzPhQwj
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFGQATovJm
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqwJL9ZvGF
然後，是她今天說過的話。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡux7P3cBWwB
——「不會累嗎？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBMzopSzo8
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87PHQWeY0o
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtoiPjflaJ
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00uSK6TCBS
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBgCqVIq28
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLXouRnq0o
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzjAzWhVP4
「是啊。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOKAeTn5Fi
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLSYoOTXxx
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbxNATlAO6
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBky6gbAhvB
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmxKyronMd
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTIHRHqM1a
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZXe73I3Cl
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnFkLuJtcO
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9MBWQfVXj
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7z8ubhRURq
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddkAOQE5wF
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5mNRSJXcm
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4wKGC8wg5
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9tdLopgX2
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2A3GDqqZfw
「腦袋有問題。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBczo7ruwN
「哈哈。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOMtp2CBjH
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmQzkSU5Ms
「啊！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATHnPzxKK4
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWUPI8gFGd
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT84NYd2op7
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lQ0Q04Z1f
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9yAmYBTBF
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNKePcGUw3
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXPkfWxMC4
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwLbKpJ1qA
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHW0eu8Eja
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvG9DDOjKu
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzPKTucQOG
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Gcnbg4cE5
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXSdKRQe5Q
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyc7SUti2Fx
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcYEvqzSz7
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡno1D7AYIGu
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWtrzEi6sJ
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VXrEUiMKb
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvnQDf5IUE
郭禹的表情僵住。 534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvW3KZW9Ews
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNn6zdyvIYY
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9M6N0omhen
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbGp5uueOb
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GOcqHTq8I
「妳——」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07jpz1MH4O
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvyAvn6Y5K
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBYezVmyJx
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kbKSym8w1
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiyhxSbAvy
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmtDVoIxA4
——真是可恥。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuh2d5szg9
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wxlc2GgbU
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLy1MuwfBY
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ62D77z5xX
也許她可以⋯⋯534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPLAbhqTqC
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkkf5CkAx7
她一震。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aSEe39ENz
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQYXCLtBCN
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoyB7UZOe7
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3FcZdzW1y
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1be2ijWLHf
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHSk9ISKv2
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu74cHvy1F9
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60wtv7TnGV
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoUyVyV2lk
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAQUmh0tuZ
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3vS0WdDFB
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGaq5wpS9V
「別再說了！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVKdWUCMq9
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rZBJJaTzA
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwmUdXRnhe
「快追！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlkGFl48wk
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaV59hCkoTl
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxpxGGsLf9
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuC0Vi2ULdI
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8L5TVuRZnO
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FoeHOGGWL
「不要，要走就——」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vY3LxM9il
「拿著。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGz3uCQ3Aaa
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaB0UiqQhxm
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2liiPWaHdy
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Fbo0gEqqX
「騙人——」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaMEvjOnqM
「我像是在說謊嗎？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcM2HJm5uZ
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMb4TqdeGwY
「很好。現在快跑。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ847IOcI2l
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFYYJqGEe6
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpTusegf2U
郭禹。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cdjHZgpVY
突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZtCoLkUYX
而她正在哭。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyclAD2pAgL
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsERPLqX9li
為什麼。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptmIvvezv1
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2PqIuaFqh
而今天，是大考當天。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGIWMeQKV6
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpw12zw7Fo
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0inbFPyuw
「妳怎麼了？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzppjfRi36p
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJnDdiFaeO
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynmpPwHjyW
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuCWySLSwO
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOm8hw6icQv
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8KAXHfA72
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbI2vc1AXf
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwJdxox6YP
「⋯⋯嗯。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wMaFHO1MR
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQya8mU2pk
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAlvbNFzIX
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoNzID9dCl
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDJp1045wv
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhrsF123hO
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpqjJOQxf8
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGT564Shoc
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOfiCZJRXU
那是個墓碑。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IBuDRrA82
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXy9YO35Jvl
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA51hd4JIgP
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUm1f3MVVo
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46JxeKigMQ
「我不——」她試著開口。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSkAVLRuf8
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRxHgD8qeJ
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QgjqTC9Ac
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbad3QDI9pN
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKvgC5coMM
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Oa133lOeH
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxfN8DNhqX
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzhhpLt3Ex
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzKBTNkiFz
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7kGUGfq5P
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aMOpFIyFy
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8OguXSscq
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pWksw6aUQ
信封署名是給她的。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHO0NqXAWp
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVUuL2Xn85
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ozhGs6lzG
郭禹 上534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFJFgLe8a5
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsh1NPB1Hrc
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJO9Ik6OIH
或許，是從一開始吧。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94VgbmAu9K
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChzghuXRtl
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVm5uphdJk
現在這樣、最好。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44RR3mLa3K
看吧，一切都不會改變。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgY7j0lUhlQ
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxYlu6d0CT
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoRuJLMNGg
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcPWCKA81a
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrMdphs65L
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSAwGX4mYz
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkG9TXrjDd
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 534Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrmN29VdvD
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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