gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyb6F62AJbJ
like a bright message to the future.992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbVLisxQyY
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwhfGxQ80C
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77m2BN75SZ
and instead, I find out with days to spare.992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkPspZlkjX
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJhwFgfxJP
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoO75UGAX4J
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBwKhjF8QC
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSA88AweAJG
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazI6OCdoex
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IlMxe2XgG
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoe9PGpV7bb
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHUfjosLVw
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYshsZ5YvBj
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrp3ifFbsJQ
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIPkbYIg0A
and a broken heart. It could be worse.992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsFRRkmK8G
I still want you here thought, by my side.992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfO68GR1Bot
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45vM7IDxrN
that chooses to visit once in a while.992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcRAVrqcG0
I just have the recollections of our good days.992Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucq8mAclrt
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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