母親胸前的右側分給了弟妹，71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCv4Skrx3N
僅存的左側也被我割下奪去。
費城實驗則拿走了母親的雙手雙足；
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詢問：
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「我的母親，還有什麼是留下給自己的?」
「生命由妳所給予，但代價是妳的青春年華與自由時光。」
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「71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYEPww5vzWl
我所在處境由妳所把控，不論是優渥或貧困，71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFMXYAZ0ET
不論是霜冷與熾熱、不論是寵溺或侵愛。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aQ5RIKE8a
」
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自白 :
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「71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiohjMCvzkG
過去我因疼痛而被妳切下的苦痛之處，71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QhmMpqPnx
令我能同妳效仿妳過往對待我的親愛。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XHXo9rYvV
」
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年幼時媽媽說過：71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTsL3BVFyH
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「71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXS94DHg5c
如果很痛，71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdb8wlk66S
我們家沒錢看醫生，
所以要忍著，如果很痛，71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASNI0F942Q
那媽媽可以幫妳切掉會痛的地方。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0323lhCx5g
」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahyKzeJkEg
那之後還身為孩子時的自己，71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88qx7QtJr1
沒有能抵抗坦白自己無法忍痛的情緒。
成年後的今日，71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVfCXXZPLs
母親也發生忍不住痛而嚎叫的情況，請問該怎麼做?
我想此刻的心中應該有明確答案了。
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「
還會痛嗎?
會痛說出來，我可以幫妳再割掉一些，71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44Pm22A0ln
把痛的部分都割掉就好。
我有自己的生活要穩固，71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJViT9iYpoW
我只能這樣做，妳要體諒我。
沒關係，現在是我在照顧著妳。
痛，說出來，我可以幫妳，不用害怕。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynxnQV7G0o
我們只是沒錢而已，還是可以解決的。
而且習慣割掉痛的地方之後，71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpE0vtaF7L
會覺得很舒服，
妳也會這樣習慣不感到疼痛。
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「為什麼？」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPoQOrLhmS
「因為我們是家人。」71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGbQ7m7gAg
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回想以往，以旁觀者來說如此荒誕之事:71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21IUqIpg1t
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是什麼樣的母親，71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogXeb24CxA
於孩子的撒嬌下，71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmcYUn1mYk
於貧困、於匱乏，71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiTKhwsQLb
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將父親未能下葬而遺留的骨骸，71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtX3RsedruC
作為玩具獎勵給子女。71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEY4WKTKCx
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並甚至如同非自身血肉一樣，71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMyil7tfCX
將左胸，那肥大柔軟的哺育器官，71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGWBxterYu
輕易的如無痛覺般割下，賞給長子把玩?
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於遙遠之後，71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYx63pmEFIX
手上似乎仍舊有餘溫、71Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ288vy22wSg
與觸感、與厚大沉重。
