我想活下去....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSGYQxITZJ
所以...好想流血.....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUdUKnDZik
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQ4h2k8VWU
明明流多了就會死....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqFUoTqDrg
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5hgBzB2PM
可是又不是....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoA2k0hQrp
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94sFCOf8b9
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1fGlIk218
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJb9RjWegKd
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41H3KG9yFb
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0edt6qFGn
睡在過去中一睡不醒749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAaZfDoPER
明明心裹得清楚...749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCcR6aUyj8
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzeakWaZmS
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUST1a7YJoy
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXPAlzwzgE
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9E0vDcXmya
好討厭自己...749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjj33kmdQW
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Qdb2SIlsL
自殘就像吸毒749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNN2h3tNYSf
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCCzy66ulH
既害怕又讓人不能停止749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvZv0Jbm7O
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwF1yaBWXxW
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQw27BkqnK
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1N75YEfOi
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvu8b0AbkY
想死又想活下去749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCt6TNeCPU
想流血但不想受傷...749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN39n0ixROO
怕痛但沒感覺....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjH8XQFI1lB
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVKGiGQ9oG
血流多少也不夠....749Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVHpILjsxy
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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