我想活下去....824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eu7Oy3I27
所以...好想流血.....824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTDRlEk1Cv
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjiq2YDoDc
明明流多了就會死....824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPX4ByusPT
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwXfKENv2M
可是又不是....824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67IRvoUQv8
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9cWQShfY3
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwN2eqhmdK
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fab7Qg37a
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhL9pbh1OLj
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8ZwdtS18R
睡在過去中一睡不醒824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcpa354PMr
明明心裹得清楚...824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3eGV6Apif
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpnDSx1oRg
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudo1u9tLKn
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOocfR5ZFwN
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNSPoATtz4
好討厭自己...824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ViCz3mQUO
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2osKjF99h
自殘就像吸毒824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5ZdTfQis3
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EZkEiwMct
既害怕又讓人不能停止824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TvJbdBHFK
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Z4GpnL6vA
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSwD05wcAU
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9M7gkdAag
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJBCzccZiD
想死又想活下去824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKp2rRNNo4l
想流血但不想受傷...824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSo3EcfkHn2
怕痛但沒感覺....824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTbVIwZMJH
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYeBEUR4dB
血流多少也不夠....824Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzfKnlsiEr
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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