I’ve typed and retyped paragraphs but731Please respect copyright.PENANA6aODVdK4de
then left it with I’m fine.731Please respect copyright.PENANAj63sMfIIRl
I’ve got a lot on my mind.731Please respect copyright.PENANAS6K7dOc3Ll
Sometimes sentences become so long and drawn out that I’m not sure731Please respect copyright.PENANADDGSkkT0Kw
when to stop them, or where to end a thought because the thoughts731Please respect copyright.PENANAQHUaOEt48O
drag on without stopping, without pause, without anything at all731Please respect copyright.PENANAWVTKC9Igj9
to make them stop.731Please respect copyright.PENANAuQ5kdQSosb
She crushed my heart.731Please respect copyright.PENANACgAjNIoXwb
But wait, I was actually the one to crush my own heart because731Please respect copyright.PENANADcdRSgbVqC
I made the stupid mistake of holding on to something that can’t731Please respect copyright.PENANAqH7vLrHrr7
exist; what did I do to deserve this?731Please respect copyright.PENANAO5fJxbQ9hH
Then again, I’m not a good person so why am I even731Please respect copyright.PENANA2xoXHfLz6f
asking myself that? I’ve said awful things, done awful things731Please respect copyright.PENANAtsgH1xplBA
and this is payback.731Please respect copyright.PENANAsIRqBnCCFm
I’ll leave it with I’m fine because I start typing everything731Please respect copyright.PENANA3wcQqcDOlM
I want to say and then erase it; second guess it, because731Please respect copyright.PENANA0IYn2jGLpu
if anyone should be hurt it’s me, and I don’t want to say731Please respect copyright.PENANAzYev7vY3AG
the awful things that are racing through my mind,731Please respect copyright.PENANAZkV7i7cdfN
and I don’t want to hurt her even if all I want731Please respect copyright.PENANAw1L0l6Mm7H
is to make her mine; make her see that I’m good, I promise731Please respect copyright.PENANALPibglWpMM
I’m really good. I’m doing my best and I know731Please respect copyright.PENANAgtsGXydqL5
I’m far away but I can be the greatest.731Please respect copyright.PENANALFqg88kxTF
But then I remember I’m unloved, incapable731Please respect copyright.PENANAbHZtWnfyx9
of falling for someone who might fall for me.731Please respect copyright.PENANAluZXW0wTe2
I have this habit of loving those that have731Please respect copyright.PENANA8litldMypJ
no interest in me.731Please respect copyright.PENANAXN4EvehKa7
I’m trying not to drown in the liquid flooding731Please respect copyright.PENANAyxoIf1f5oZ
my lungs as I try to breathe, or fall asleep731Please respect copyright.PENANAbZ3heKOfeM
after cutting so deep.731Please respect copyright.PENANAXEj1bjZkea
The best thing to do is just let it go, I know, but731Please respect copyright.PENANAGDXvaKd93e
what happens when that chick starts to make731Please respect copyright.PENANAl39yAm7wSc
all the rules?731Please respect copyright.PENANA4XGf1vO6U5
What happens when I’m kicked to the curb, told I have no place731Please respect copyright.PENANAxhZctRHXDU
in her life, in her world?731Please respect copyright.PENANAIjx3XJkRbD
I just thought if we met face-to-face731Please respect copyright.PENANAvead3JiYGU
things would change because then I could give her731Please respect copyright.PENANAwC2W16ZJCM
everything she ever wanted, everything she ever needed731Please respect copyright.PENANAHrhvNrB0uq
and I’d finally be enough…731Please respect copyright.PENANAMlznUFYkcC
But yeah, when it comes down to kissing someone else731Please respect copyright.PENANATK6fVvwxX1
or sending me another message,731Please respect copyright.PENANAeQTKlOOiPM
I guess I don’t blame her for choosing731Please respect copyright.PENANAwBW8pkxjQV
the better option.731Please respect copyright.PENANAd7fn0gT9C1