I’ve typed and retyped paragraphs but801Please respect copyright.PENANAplYz8Whr4R
then left it with I’m fine.801Please respect copyright.PENANAgizgRTZGVe
I’ve got a lot on my mind.801Please respect copyright.PENANAQknjZVZhiA
Sometimes sentences become so long and drawn out that I’m not sure801Please respect copyright.PENANAgz08gKADNK
when to stop them, or where to end a thought because the thoughts801Please respect copyright.PENANAQAPypIx9m8
drag on without stopping, without pause, without anything at all801Please respect copyright.PENANATJ4RWCZzIt
to make them stop.801Please respect copyright.PENANACVWQrURFsl
She crushed my heart.801Please respect copyright.PENANAUJKhWChEvi
But wait, I was actually the one to crush my own heart because801Please respect copyright.PENANAGMAXDoAld8
I made the stupid mistake of holding on to something that can’t801Please respect copyright.PENANA6vq6DZZykR
exist; what did I do to deserve this?801Please respect copyright.PENANADPGc8tRsMM
Then again, I’m not a good person so why am I even801Please respect copyright.PENANA9e6xsHyzZw
asking myself that? I’ve said awful things, done awful things801Please respect copyright.PENANA5wR1SIknC0
and this is payback.801Please respect copyright.PENANAZMuLMr7FOV
I’ll leave it with I’m fine because I start typing everything801Please respect copyright.PENANAPLH16HkUKb
I want to say and then erase it; second guess it, because801Please respect copyright.PENANAm1xWRbTtGr
if anyone should be hurt it’s me, and I don’t want to say801Please respect copyright.PENANAZQ5capMFBd
the awful things that are racing through my mind,801Please respect copyright.PENANAZvb0FXNCk9
and I don’t want to hurt her even if all I want801Please respect copyright.PENANAmzfVdqaugV
is to make her mine; make her see that I’m good, I promise801Please respect copyright.PENANAty5IbJnti7
I’m really good. I’m doing my best and I know801Please respect copyright.PENANAdmlBpfR3wF
I’m far away but I can be the greatest.801Please respect copyright.PENANAuuHkzXGJyB
But then I remember I’m unloved, incapable801Please respect copyright.PENANACTzVz4svKj
of falling for someone who might fall for me.801Please respect copyright.PENANAldMs6HuJSQ
I have this habit of loving those that have801Please respect copyright.PENANAZP6jci4lgM
no interest in me.801Please respect copyright.PENANAoiGdBOmIXR
I’m trying not to drown in the liquid flooding801Please respect copyright.PENANAxPwA9oTWeu
my lungs as I try to breathe, or fall asleep801Please respect copyright.PENANABdiMvAAcmD
after cutting so deep.801Please respect copyright.PENANAY7YvsbqGqB
The best thing to do is just let it go, I know, but801Please respect copyright.PENANAHSXe1pqmMH
what happens when that chick starts to make801Please respect copyright.PENANAuOgXRAGmEV
all the rules?801Please respect copyright.PENANAhpwimC9BVg
What happens when I’m kicked to the curb, told I have no place801Please respect copyright.PENANAZsPulOhiR8
in her life, in her world?801Please respect copyright.PENANAKZrjaWRhsv
I just thought if we met face-to-face801Please respect copyright.PENANAOghU10N4oU
things would change because then I could give her801Please respect copyright.PENANAAM8L1AeBfh
everything she ever wanted, everything she ever needed801Please respect copyright.PENANA83I9EXxcI8
and I’d finally be enough…801Please respect copyright.PENANAkubXKzZjN9
But yeah, when it comes down to kissing someone else801Please respect copyright.PENANAaZh6ZpkFj9
or sending me another message,801Please respect copyright.PENANApXpS5PXsyV
I guess I don’t blame her for choosing801Please respect copyright.PENANAke8FeNesVv
the better option.801Please respect copyright.PENANAhJvdLebIoc