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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
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難以脫離。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7Keg4Mmyo
毫無去處，不得不。
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難以忍耐。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeKCWPfAz8
無法壓抑，不可避。
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轉向他人求助，832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tvX97S4VL
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGU0KVgxBo
妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
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「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2k0NTvd5u
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9vU7OMYvw
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包裝妳的異樣，832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNywWT0kf06
編織出一道厚繭囚住，832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWDWqmKHkX
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
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外表與他人無異。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SMs8jqbpU
「這樣的我。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZ0dEVhW65
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNCSZVy80F
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深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQn9xKPFLDU
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGKVDsYx7L
刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
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妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnqxFpPBcX
「將異樣的感受消除。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtGi3wbEzT
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBKQxX2uoJ
「別再讓那種感覺來了……」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ys8a1SRai
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyz5J50JwK
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzGzVxnnPx
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妳渴望：832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxHO22w2x1
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「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVnQFDc2kD
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
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「一個也好……」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNXHsljndE
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深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQUQcoG3se
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6rIDH2kvu
「暴露出來。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmN2waJyCf
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31KFtTdaEQ
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzj0AqlYcwx
「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCCKfKXc05
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5Kgg51Jtw
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsb2oR6lwrd
「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqakcJumne
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ak7QbdW8z
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCwGOmCJeR
父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kXcUaNPxl
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVfKEy7zIN
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJterYXjtcy
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacvUJ7xOIV
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牽起一絲又一絲，832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FLFjKzxP6
有粗大、有細小的，832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyoeUNYj2m
快樂與憂鬱。
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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GouiVLoCN
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mDOz1vMRg
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVR8k1zJc3
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnjGdtAoVp
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正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBl3sb2M4Dk
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cG3GH0ieZ
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Hf7WNtx7F
放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtd3dyHKEQ
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OLZQJsryH
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四溢出……832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvY57zuW9T3
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「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBONN5F4acu
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡra3ES9tYXR
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgYQRpSkCj
「答案是肯定的對吧？」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sYktlES87
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視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlM7TieXaSu
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaoA1STTxA
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「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3fQ43YxX9
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEbQa0pRAz
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8hjiB2ENS
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwarJfzIg9C
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內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4I6EcvOUkT
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「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkLVeb5VvO
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktjVqHwVmd
更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFygSxSlXI
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQ1QmxAPmU
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgDZA3QSii
產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNp6xpFkSy
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2xLeJEfKn
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全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzz7Rnc6Kf1
好像也不怎麼在意了……832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dquJfb0Tr
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832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfJ93Si0Ys
身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOVZrdyTHJ
而且從內到外的冰冷。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrYwsm1SCz
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfmi7H62a6
像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHAXjOHbZq
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedv4yz2TQO
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVWW4wVo66
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6c3GyTvTG
「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOr958Q51c
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCDxPriSKC
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUfkWTZDKY
眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SpTm1wnsi
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4hOzlaFkP
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收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtTONCGmkQ
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Rt6acUUlW
832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kE8EfOAzq
那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
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832Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuU6s0pEAB9
取出，
心之果實。
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終於...
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不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
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