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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
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難以脫離。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FS549DXOE
毫無去處，不得不。
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難以忍耐。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ497R4M1Qxn
無法壓抑，不可避。
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轉向他人求助，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpNcj3M3fK
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
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妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
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「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJlS0AdY36
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcSyvcSXNy
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包裝妳的異樣，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4dZMRMVPm
編織出一道厚繭囚住，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Z1u8pd7qc
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
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外表與他人無異。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThxpLM3F54
「這樣的我。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBpjN7AgvH
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhvF4ewh5T
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深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKregJjwVrB
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刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
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妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6ZT8LrJCJ
「將異樣的感受消除。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBuC35J4Q0
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCOPmvARWw
「別再讓那種感覺來了……」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIfCPF6Bzc
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WVm0XGBmQ
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGA1UaSdMu
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妳渴望：913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh32GUtZotH
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「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfpgt2cxh6
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
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「一個也好……」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1G4DoiqsF
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深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOdMZMrPGG
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEuPDPHWYf
「暴露出來。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHIsACWIl7
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvXHb1Xx6J
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「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0So5gp2T01
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoCahIwVtO
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfHgBvuvY0
「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTieGNXjYk
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSJg4D8ut7
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6WyxHq3Co
父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYDdK6lyse
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLBIwf84i0
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2eUtTSWm0
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牽起一絲又一絲，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQyUMmeLcz
有粗大、有細小的，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MR0ycDcey
快樂與憂鬱。
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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3t9lHd1Cy
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrXgKHkXK6
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoh8wNVc2w
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDodQZDahs
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正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7LO32Olrv
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivR84pbiPb
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放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JhT5nXKzF
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IHI9enOpm
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四溢出……913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2WXYwRms3
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「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtZygYfOUq
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNnVUJS5x2
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ui0bNUiO5
「答案是肯定的對吧？」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3t76K9JDZM
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視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1h8x8lbsH
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtP1QfibaH
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「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOKnecnGQX
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7rVI994sl
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVnDQalLfL
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyF9m2qA74
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內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfETAu97TX
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「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡheJ2hzly95
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
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更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNDIvQPqpW
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlKvY9yOCW
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產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiNHo6wNEY
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXWG5PFuUy
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全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsEnMAgqWH
好像也不怎麼在意了……913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJqYuftpbt
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身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjC6lnSFqF
而且從內到外的冰冷。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5hWqBcPY7
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像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeptzRAKfp
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPzmhbwTo1
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtd3PYaav59
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRw8JlNyfbE
「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2Ni9rcgff
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ybAyunutN
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眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0FugJHNxl
913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuK3F8mV2hq
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收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCVC3lWUxG
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。913Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpgUcqFiPd
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那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
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取出，
心之果實。
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終於...
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不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
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