Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,452Please respect copyright.PENANA0DYg72Fer1
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed452Please respect copyright.PENANAk4zx8idMin
You were all I ever wanted to be452Please respect copyright.PENANAzNaar13W4x
(And more)452Please respect copyright.PENANAbMFhYaOaAQ
You had talent and brains,452Please respect copyright.PENANAfkem7pq1MD
And was also physically neutral452Please respect copyright.PENANAiMInlgYNTU
But when I tried to be friendly,452Please respect copyright.PENANAJUkC3k3foZ
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,452Please respect copyright.PENANAM0o7MZEoJ6
I'm being too kind, too generous.452Please respect copyright.PENANA3rRSfC8OCO
I was pushed to the ground452Please respect copyright.PENANARvqQAVOXY8
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,452Please respect copyright.PENANA7vrc1u2APp
But what's done is done452Please respect copyright.PENANAJtAjA42itG
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,452Please respect copyright.PENANAJBI3c1VuWo
Harsh words and insults452Please respect copyright.PENANALitIXapQ4y
It became an irreplaceable friendship.452Please respect copyright.PENANApEdSGAudjr
However, in mine,452Please respect copyright.PENANAd8LNqShTYB
Glares and sharp glances452Please respect copyright.PENANAdwAYM0AF2T
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself452Please respect copyright.PENANAWgB53iD4M2
"When did our loathing,452Please respect copyright.PENANA0QaYq6jTRh
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015452Please respect copyright.PENANAxN0ghZtAFN
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016