Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,498Please respect copyright.PENANAl8MjqvzZQQ
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed498Please respect copyright.PENANACdxibVvtbV
You were all I ever wanted to be498Please respect copyright.PENANAft1vy4sh7S
(And more)498Please respect copyright.PENANAMOgRl29z6Q
You had talent and brains,498Please respect copyright.PENANAQw1STwdLag
And was also physically neutral498Please respect copyright.PENANAeHnQ6hTANQ
But when I tried to be friendly,498Please respect copyright.PENANA9tF58NytX7
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,498Please respect copyright.PENANABwxMpXH02O
I'm being too kind, too generous.498Please respect copyright.PENANAZbGyvLvOK8
I was pushed to the ground498Please respect copyright.PENANAxGELvE2QUS
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,498Please respect copyright.PENANALKvTupK5qo
But what's done is done498Please respect copyright.PENANARLph6p8lSX
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,498Please respect copyright.PENANAbfM19WFrPI
Harsh words and insults498Please respect copyright.PENANA7XwGCdWzdU
It became an irreplaceable friendship.498Please respect copyright.PENANAEL64ZsGp95
However, in mine,498Please respect copyright.PENANAWr6E4vtRQP
Glares and sharp glances498Please respect copyright.PENANABzRCQkqvrE
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself498Please respect copyright.PENANABzMkxURxSf
"When did our loathing,498Please respect copyright.PENANAMgmRbVb5d3
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015498Please respect copyright.PENANArVISuarjEn
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016