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「喂。」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6XBX0MmvV
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聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylePeCCB6R
「我失戀了......」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmXUkCcixQ
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「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhDAlgCHie
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJRdRl0LwV
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrV8rUgJkw
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姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWM6TPpZYD
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1fzkNXyOH
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815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxdWDRVV84
人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9JQvDoBge
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3drtJYN0wy
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0d9JzypMO
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815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpDBmESR4p
被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKt6MlUr8od
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvWjppdK4c
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNhWht4Dm3
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUeXDCmMUk
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEEKDb5Smr
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIke0jbZPA
但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8efLzng5L
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyfssFUeS2
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAMaCtaIQl
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jrZQMJtHU
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Vn6P4FQkB
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk26KoQMbgG
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVFqFUj5AE
「我要一杯威士忌！」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoWj7HoWKm
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XQlYxQTTG
酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLKhqJTHrc
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbx2K3OEsFB
「先生你的威士忌。」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4q5sMFTYIH
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4z2d9zk9cK
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzPRjOHWvR
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsNUXu0Uz5
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrun2o2m5Fz
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwdIOaTyFf
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaYqtiF05g
不妙，他超生氣的…815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77H76aUvGO
唰。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKSgGe2aCJ
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKJ8MlbxUn
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhk2PVCR1qn
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nTqi9A13i
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcaz9pjPQr
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwI5DYUdm5
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoICcySwYh2
「威士忌。」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyB0TJeQGT
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRBSKAMscZ
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreEAjfRfhj
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHwzppLbCm
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWXA6rqj2d
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3hQHFJezy
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5OmOSI752
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以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKW0NJHPB0
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cfJFmsQJ4
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815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcf8smTls3B
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZTUgVRevV
計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusuoWUuLfm
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9dDH4KucO
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GJ51QXBMT
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvq5RpYnA3
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCCWymE3qn
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bDe7Cu111
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAZoyMUQqn
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnXfSF82CZ
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHIcFW6Xvo
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfsSPqFKTF
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSSNaJ88Fe
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gp6ys0VGl
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb31ZKF1HHe
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWX1VUtIG6
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtobrSeNfii
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKk5TMQFYp
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdar9p8bdVu
「嗚哇！」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NVtTAqdht
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0f875o9wY
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGo2uyYK8er
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqBp4FmCij
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSP3R1fpcsZ
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8700aqRf2
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuT75i6gTD
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPPfcHcb1Q
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DbC4Foj6a
哇，眼睫毛好長…815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhVTxkRsVs
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSITOK8J0Z
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytCamY9DJ0
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EkBfl0R21
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIYYHi8VAK
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEr99UKYnM
…咦？815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQzfwTGfuM
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrlzW8V1GP
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlgjYliQ9E
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsq3PQugDz
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYo1gudrjt
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkkueGXqU1
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHGDy2SFE7
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwajAxk1XC
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1beQvBkgA
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBdRdyIXA5
「愛你，不可以嗎…」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lvFMC7Xvb
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4H9x1KzJqi
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEG1QsJj8l
…他把我，誤認成誰了？815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4m374HiurP
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUnKmAHYn8
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzuD4wQETX
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5OP9cCAcK
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4S2wxXihw
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXCNIPkn5B
他，沒有挽留。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIgWQH5uMX
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SVpGrWoxJ
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4ZHUmJ8mG
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815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW12JeMiVW4
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我喜歡姜幸宇。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSN7qCuYO3
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpJgqbV9iZ
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRBRP2ohab
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aP0kcI0Ap
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LqvI8z1h5
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUQmXDbxbS
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yGI5MXTrw
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQlry0zDPZ
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnMiZ01xOm
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgN21rjXZR
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXgRhwLNIZ
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqmVFY6tCs
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2r8v6MROsv
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAKeiHVidZ
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqH8buSlRj
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLm5L6mS0B
我愛上了姜幸宇。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsv3OFMASuX
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMQGB7j8xE
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3se8EEQTuZ
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRX6oZODlTx
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815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FeOublnPp
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LeMPxhS5j
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdO6pvJs3Li
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCPpDWaXBp
但，這並不是自己想要的…815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uEDm9X80q
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXfnFROL15
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWggRfgB7x
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejtgsiBF1F
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4GhQIhWuK
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUvJBt3muC
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9PAFtnmfd
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvsTywrnWk
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYgaLfRSSa
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtjvVAIpeR
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCePdeOSyMX
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQdzYXOczQ
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVXsNDGSub
「啪！」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9NBmeFaNg
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我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtajotbx9Yn
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWgsOiYn9x
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfnHpQddcu
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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