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「喂。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06CiOTfuQn
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聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcDY2zQpYq
「我失戀了......」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ341E8PWGdh
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「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk87n43ATQS
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUDrlNnlu0
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姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMMBBAxA1D
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3pUyUCy0m
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIrvh5pjOg
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtaGkVDKAw
人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBT5SSnuJfk
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTsy5bWs9p
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUAi6zRWXC
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrGKfXlnQQ
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被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmodp8Dg0s0
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNQF8OEuuh
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaa8p67jM8
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyaTPIFKOQ
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlvZY4Ftka
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOc44EJwCm
但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqpKBqpfgx
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8h0fU2yaDh
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBLGVqytnV
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTY2sPzjq9a
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡED884oc5dX
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkE1dQUwZ3d
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡad1QHzlfjc
「我要一杯威士忌！」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34NPOwvRnR
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbUPHRN0Yb
酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwRsGV0ndV
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG03VJXtmDT
「先生你的威士忌。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgV4LbGHPmY
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJofz6abPg
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF46Y2jgly5
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7XBQk5Lqa
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHi0bBeNaP
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFAW8qMwC7
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOvSOisPuY
不妙，他超生氣的…918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx67nLEP2o0
唰。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxchAN5Zj8s
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDQAtyluVE
一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfoWZh4lao
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1eyDXrkSt
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTE9z6YqWPy
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LLU9NJeFQ
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AFJ8K5ruV
「威士忌。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84DEZ8aLLw
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0fn2NY9Yy
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡya7k6Gadph
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvUm6sC0Tb
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yk6lsLoR7
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5elAYOBgp
我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7VpeUpnBh
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOj5BkvdG4
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0RLg2bP1f
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDJkCkGrXG
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918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTTsdsIIn1
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計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTEhcsFOdU
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8I5A7I1xIX
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvQYtofPOW
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBDz7E0i8Y
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfjPpzUkH3
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGlrKh6RCb
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNalTyKKEM
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0o2Vwx0HUc
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25NemloJdo
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9mHCU1k4t
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnq5y1q7Mi
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOm3Bgzhi9
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaCS8OMS3E
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3C4MDkSbx
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXMwLqUMaF
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyS8xaLlHuE
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVijos8O6zQ
「嗚哇！」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkA44FvHqkg
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjjA39pwEO
「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcVE7qwUie
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCLaMzTzCt
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNr3Q53CYMS
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WrK1wuMUL
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoLnJ4mx0i
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqV4RSQZcZN
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuKYe4B1ac
哇，眼睫毛好長…918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4R1CLpMYK
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB05okKUCsJ
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzuEzdixXw
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGsQsBYsJM
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPxHl1vmU0
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwckkJVx1sM
…咦？918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAwwASjWZT
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLAYtOEcIN
還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAxyu7jSwW
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VuM9zyKNT
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6k9DpClW2
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgUWmtIUHM
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9b4crxz5c
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RVguMwxSa
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FslQoHUp3
嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHufqo5dzhC
「愛你，不可以嗎…」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YyX2qv3nd
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcUp0hs6jz
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOXuzZI3kP
…他把我，誤認成誰了？918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0h9xkYNZLI
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNi1Xhqh6ka
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfP3pSR6zDj
我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLH9KJfMYp
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65HElaRI2H
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoNaMGEbZl
他，沒有挽留。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8xxNLsQaw
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3yQCrLgis
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3Ok1OKhE4
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918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQO4wee7Rt
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9EsAZWsrp
我喜歡姜幸宇。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtuV7Uc7fe
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbEWXleDZ4
小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfJs1eXA0W
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSn2IRbBub5
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdSNoUmUUh
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOk3GeX3NM
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXlxtVuhUD
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCcjJbcEhr
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuCWr3ovLf
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreaVRpsWXf
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjxRwb4vgR
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvuLrVv65C0
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuABuywgrI
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfs9s01XSn
聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjBrN4WpEX
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFq4mjJJgfd
我愛上了姜幸宇。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzhw6o0HZn
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11dAirviWZ
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQFGh5Snl0
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGoRsxkbA9
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsjkseO68U
□918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bsxGt0biD
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHIVJkTCIJ
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GMV19CBeS
那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHoDQ0hWGY
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2a7o8zlNjK
但，這並不是自己想要的…918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEern9jj3Ip
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡox6HvJcG7n
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09KJ5tk1f8
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5r01qeCqy
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx17cWJVmF2
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCyi8SiRqD
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoMXJWGcDK
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxE7iXhGRs
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMmLwgapp0
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4DOA8vOB3
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoryteiVip
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0AqpPjxFR
918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfac0uMfQ1
「啪！」918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4sg4J1OiZ
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我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoX1CLWvUw0
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvY2y9cicLz
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。918Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lLhAht5um
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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