Flashes and more flashes788Please respect copyright.PENANATiNdebOl2c
Shouts in the air, suffocating me788Please respect copyright.PENANAAh3QBRTcWS
Their bodies closer and closer 788Please respect copyright.PENANAUPPFfALzJ2
Until its so hard to breathe788Please respect copyright.PENANAyBR0BfqGab
Everyone screaming your name788Please respect copyright.PENANA0oyWpR5Ps1
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces788Please respect copyright.PENANAqBUUaGDpR0
The men around me take my arm gently788Please respect copyright.PENANAlgJ1MKgZVH
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes788Please respect copyright.PENANAZIk3rApkSZ
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life788Please respect copyright.PENANAz9gMuwWCHP
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down788Please respect copyright.PENANAgGknMzah0B
Faking a smile towards the ground788Please respect copyright.PENANA9XifaQ7aXs
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 788Please respect copyright.PENANAQtXQ49Ev2u
For fear that it will start over again788Please respect copyright.PENANA6NFBe9ujIK
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains788Please respect copyright.PENANA9KhxuMhgOm
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest788Please respect copyright.PENANAgzYo9dm9DK
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step788Please respect copyright.PENANA8SQfFW0VCL
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths788Please respect copyright.PENANAcIlva0Iy6H
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together788Please respect copyright.PENANABQLbLSkPjm
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess788Please respect copyright.PENANAFWj2SJ0cGj
My feet seem to be moving on their own 788Please respect copyright.PENANAINm7Nn7LBg
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?788Please respect copyright.PENANApWIz8sCXL2
Cameras and fame and people all around me?788Please respect copyright.PENANA3PnS2FyY3t
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!788Please respect copyright.PENANARj2pBevI05
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!788Please respect copyright.PENANAh22B51lOE5
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another788Please respect copyright.PENANAEZZpKnE2LF
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some788Please respect copyright.PENANA9FYBR0maAQ
But my life should've been peace and quite788Please respect copyright.PENANAqPncyBI7y6
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children788Please respect copyright.PENANAdiMACWn7AD
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion788Please respect copyright.PENANA5Mu9q2mS7C
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets788Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1D86MWkkQ
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life788Please respect copyright.PENANAI0ohhOUjnF
When I stop and think of how blessed I am788Please respect copyright.PENANAA1USscAzST
I realize how much I love my life788Please respect copyright.PENANAMOTJ5s53pL
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through788Please respect copyright.PENANA2ta4flvbeE
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model788Please respect copyright.PENANAd311TXDUiR
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on