Flashes and more flashes745Please respect copyright.PENANAw2n18qAzO1
Shouts in the air, suffocating me745Please respect copyright.PENANA25yamaZzHU
Their bodies closer and closer 745Please respect copyright.PENANAanf14U6z20
Until its so hard to breathe745Please respect copyright.PENANAo93jHhIarP
Everyone screaming your name745Please respect copyright.PENANA802Wcu0I8R
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces745Please respect copyright.PENANATFbHug112U
The men around me take my arm gently745Please respect copyright.PENANA3ElvKmQ8Qw
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes745Please respect copyright.PENANAok4jYf7iot
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life745Please respect copyright.PENANA4eRCaj4dG3
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down745Please respect copyright.PENANAbCD3PCV7hu
Faking a smile towards the ground745Please respect copyright.PENANAiqSRJUkU11
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 745Please respect copyright.PENANAy19TPIeOMu
For fear that it will start over again745Please respect copyright.PENANAvpKdai396s
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains745Please respect copyright.PENANAVt9R1o3a74
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest745Please respect copyright.PENANAeeOLVpUDZi
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step745Please respect copyright.PENANANjyO0KJHdq
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths745Please respect copyright.PENANA6Q20G82uEM
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together745Please respect copyright.PENANAcivLzHgJZY
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess745Please respect copyright.PENANAqQut1W2BuC
My feet seem to be moving on their own 745Please respect copyright.PENANADePSmFrvB2
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?745Please respect copyright.PENANAT4BP489RKp
Cameras and fame and people all around me?745Please respect copyright.PENANAYGBcDwFcuk
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!745Please respect copyright.PENANAEmHtksaMPX
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!745Please respect copyright.PENANAShb3VWxP0h
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another745Please respect copyright.PENANA4gJ8gNVWry
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some745Please respect copyright.PENANA8GPLrfBgIW
But my life should've been peace and quite745Please respect copyright.PENANAljEWIhjIHt
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children745Please respect copyright.PENANAEIM5Hm8V6N
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion745Please respect copyright.PENANAYwYhAIwJGN
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets745Please respect copyright.PENANAiyjxNxrvKi
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life745Please respect copyright.PENANA3LT7MFilRU
When I stop and think of how blessed I am745Please respect copyright.PENANA317WAL71sx
I realize how much I love my life745Please respect copyright.PENANACGW0wcBarD
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through745Please respect copyright.PENANAJyceQ7E7py
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model745Please respect copyright.PENANACDhNGCBTBv
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on