我想活下去....673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgjoANxmzp
所以...好想流血.....673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ieMyvWtNq
流血的時候才覺得自己還活着....673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1phKXjRzy4
明明流多了就會死....673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtXHAR7M16
會不會在手上多插幾針就會不辛苦了...673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaAxy3d5p1
可是又不是....673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFA9qsioqZ
真的...一點也不覺得痛.....673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1MppACm9x
就像個不合格的瑕疵品...也不能退貨...
就像個沒心沒肺沒血沒肉的人673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ61FnTLg0w
為一次又一次的那種自殘帶來的痛感到興奮673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzBXdACJSm
然後卻又埋怨自己的扭曲....673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsPkDqWlcS
直到真的感到麻痹...可又明知這只是沉淪673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviHnf5LaOZ
睡在過去中一睡不醒673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdemYXn8hWG
明明心裹得清楚...673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsh0eX8jLot
明明並不想死...怕痛...也討厭受傷.....673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDZlhqWrai
但又沒辦法去停止追求痛....673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9VEf4lGNs
也沒辦法離開死亡的引力673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQsiQlc6w5
美麗得讓人窒息的笑話...673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuGsjFYYCW
好討厭自己...673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo433734Pcv
好討厭這無可救藥的自己...673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtO52vGB5V
自殘就像吸毒673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKzkCMzCHn
開始了第一次就算停了也忍不住回頭673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzg6RfTQyze
既害怕又讓人不能停止673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64GRYEGegQ
每次也在想倒不如死了算了...673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCP9AyqDvs
可是你也會在...然後又給予我希望....673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1C3LIdfQKi
捉住後便開始想要更多去填補自己的絕望....673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkc5dvVPbc
然後又一次又一次地發現這不可能...673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmR8dtAt3B5
想死又想活下去673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZG2A9ZoQN
想流血但不想受傷...673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1W0oSgGDD
怕痛但沒感覺....673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8w9Lt2r4X3
我就在這裏苟延殘喘....曾哭著向自己求饒...
也曾找過結束的方法....卻狠不下心....
好辛苦...好累....好想哭.....673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlADqwtpeXQ
血流多少也不夠....673Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DaApFQnQi
淚卻已經流不出來了......
所有鬱結塞在胸口中....無發宣洩這苦悶和壓抑.....
活過的這17年裏我已經自殺了4次在醫院垂死掙扎
聽到醫生課我會比別人早死...我竟然感到安心...
我的是個無可救藥的垃圾
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