#1 Entry: Why I Started This.1038Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWe31RS06Vo
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.1038Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1arhqHpzeC
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 1038Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9mGux6bO4
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.1038Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMadmf1ifx
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 1038Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6S1oreFfE5
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 1038Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIQvdQgqMl
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 1038Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGhGVuu6fQ
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 1038Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsq498ckFbX
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 1038Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWF5KZEm4s
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And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?1038Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7eaF3g9Ju
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.1038Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZYFXEqIVJ
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)1038Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcWPZqnwTH
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 1038Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrCxHRmEnz
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 1038Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNEfH3Vq9v
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?1038Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUiWgYU6Tg
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 1038Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVYecfs6O5
So calling it off, was it that bad?1038Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DoV7SXKsp
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 1038Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtOMTCvPfS
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)1038Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVyF7UNik9
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 1038Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImPdEaA4fn
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 1038Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPgNVtVxnG
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 1038Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbVrx6UgTJ
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 1038Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxijvjBEQAq
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 1038Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLs0GllYSkO
Henceforth, we have this. 1038Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqX2YFUhjqj
Thanks for bearing with me. 1038Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHX5UXbC4p
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