#1 Entry: Why I Started This.943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqitwSPshL
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOizd3WcoJq
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0f1yU7Sk0
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQe8kTcDsx
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5rk1WRYLx
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvlnaIrIgA
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbC5J2wlyZ3
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBwK34Leyl
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOlB9j5Hpz
...943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIABPWO65n1
And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGpKpl1RI9
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVdMYzG0R6
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTCINai6I1
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡef9MrtfVcv
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUDRL8CtPo
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXD54QpkZvm
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYud4PC4gN
So calling it off, was it that bad?943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIpoR3Rl6A
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtk9ATYcHrm
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSoivJyAnT
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00Ys53x0kQ
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsu7H2gGSi1
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhe6iOr7QA6
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDLRvAUwk3
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFAtpDM99V
Henceforth, we have this. 943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPNSeTzMeD
Thanks for bearing with me. 943Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DisDBl6Gr
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