旅館的房門「喀」一聲被關上。
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賴夏陽拖著行李走進房間，動作慢得像耗盡了全身的力氣。
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他沒有立刻打開燈，只是靠著門板緩緩滑下，坐在冰冷的地磚上，額頭抵住雙膝，靜默得像時間停了一樣。
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空氣裡有股冷冷的霧氣，窗外是一片陰灰色的天。東北的冬天還沒正式降雪，但空氣已經結冰。
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他從沒來過這裡。選這個地方，只因為這裡夠遠，遠到好像能把那些眷戀和眼淚都隔在另一個世界。
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眼前的旅館房間簡單而乾淨，沒有什麼裝飾，像他心裡現在這片空白的地方。
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他站起身，把外套脫下掛好，打開熱水壺，開始燒水——動作有條不紊，好像還是那個什麼都會、什麼都能扛的賴夏陽。
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可只有他知道，他的胸口在隱隱作痛，那不是病的痛，是……寂寞。
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從醫院聽到「癌末」那天開始，他就明白自己的時間變成倒數。他以為自己會恐懼、會絕望，但沒有。他只是越來越安靜。
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因為他捨不得。
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捨不得那群朋友的笑聲，捨不得小月亮每天在他身邊嘮叨，捨不得還來不及說完的話，還沒走完的路。
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他拿出手機，螢幕暗著，沒有未讀訊息。
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他早就關閉了定位，也沒有告訴任何人。
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「這樣就不會有人難過了吧……」他喃喃自語。
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但說出口那一刻，他的眼眶紅了。
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沒有人會知道，這個在朋友面前總是嬉皮笑臉、吊兒郎當的賴夏陽，其實一個人住進異地旅館後，會偷偷用力吸一口氣，壓下想回頭的衝動。
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他望向窗外，雲層厚得像壓在心上的石頭。天氣預報說，明天會下雪。
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他輕聲說：
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「等雪來了……就當是我的最後一場煙火吧。」
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他閉上眼，靠在牆邊，第一次覺得，時間過得那麼靜，那麼重。
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冬月站在校園後門口，手裡握著那封賴夏陽留下的信。紙張邊緣有些捲起，像是被她反覆讀過。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKVrhUJeOa
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曹敏紅著眼：「……妳瘋了嗎？他就這樣走了，連句話都沒說，妳還要追？」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHNUbBrGfK
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黃炫承低著頭，一直沒開口，握緊的拳頭微微顫抖。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOcMKJnfsf
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冬月把信貼近胸口，語氣冷靜卻堅決：「如果他決定悄悄離開，是因為他不想讓我們傷心。可我現在最傷心的，是他不相信我們能陪他一起痛。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXLcXdaKXp
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她的眼眶濕了，但眼神前所未有的堅定。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhBBntTLfD
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「我不知道我去不去得了他身邊，也不知道他還願不願意見我……但如果我不去，我這輩子都會後悔。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj06Gmz4Ss1
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曹敏忍不住哭出聲：「妳要去……去哪？妳知道他在哪嗎？」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1W5G2aVzm
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冬月點點頭，從書包裡拿出一張列印出來的機票與一份地圖：16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2ZsgP9q6H
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「他寫信裡提到的，是東北一個滑雪小鎮。我查過了，有個旅館在那附近，是他提過一直想看的雪景。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLZaPBwEkJ
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她吸了口氣：「我已經訂好機票了，明天早上出發。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3B9lK8B0pD
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炫承低聲問：「妳媽知道嗎？」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBzAi4GFFa
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冬月搖搖頭，頓了頓，才說：「我等一下要跟她說。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9qwmdWPKm
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那天晚上，家裡餐桌一如往常擺好兩人份晚餐。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk94LjilDvc
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冬月放下筷子，看著媽媽，緩緩說：「媽，我想去找夏陽。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3fp4Gs4D3
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她媽媽愣了一下，眉頭立刻皺起：「妳瘋了嗎？一個高中女生，自己飛出國？他都離開妳了，妳還去找他做什麼？」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVIizYab1m
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冬月抿著嘴唇，沒有辯解。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbp5pI5i6Y
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只是輕輕從口袋裡拿出那封信，遞過去。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIr4x1jfsOo
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媽媽一邊讀，一邊皺眉，最後沉默很久。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYtCAanZiJ
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冬月眼中泛紅，聲音卻很輕：「我不是任性。我只是……真的不想他一個人走過這段路。哪怕他什麼都不說，哪怕他推開我，我也想告訴他，妳不是一個人。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGVMs3AhBA
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媽媽沒說話，只是看著眼前這個女兒。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sPGFCYTom
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曾經軟弱、曾經迷茫、成績不好就哭的女兒，現在卻像一個撐傘的人，要逆著風雨去找一個快凍傷的人。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9r6wkwlL9
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她嘆了口氣，轉過身去擦眼角。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6VnpmohRr
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「去吧。」她低聲說。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvXdbpO3Lc
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「妳爸走的時候，我沒來得及說再見。那是我一輩子的遺憾。我不希望妳也有一樣的。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccRsvtVeb5
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「但妳要記住，不管妳去多遠，做什麼選擇……妳都有家可以回來。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31jE4m6Fip
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冬月猛地站起身，走過去抱住媽媽。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lwVPGRU4Z
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「謝謝妳，媽。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsnqhzxyDU
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媽媽拍拍她的背，笑中帶著哭音：「帶夠衣服，東北會下雪了。記得拍幾張給我看。」16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAJBMCHHBP
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這一晚，冬月在房間裡收拾行李。外面風聲微弱，媽媽沒有催她睡覺，也沒有進來干涉。16Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwr3Kpj7zhR
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就像她終於明白了：女兒不是要遠走，而是去完成一段愛與告別的旅程。
