I am dreading growing old.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRyl8t1gIJ
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfSlHY8qqi
everyone asked for a young female.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBw287Z0v1
what happens when I grow old,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPba2taj6FT
what happens when my tits sag 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAn7Q38XUmN
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ieyorCoRi
will I no longer be wanted?171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimDXaeUu69
No longer desired or admired.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUS1f21HE27
will I just be old?171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIuOYgR9dz
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOov3RpMJB
Just171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1JNnbcziB
Old.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarT1p4UlZw
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYzaBy5NEJ
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4LsJ8ArTo
I'll have to be good at something,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AGMCPZ5qR
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTKKoYcqb2
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqIiIbmGjg1
I'll have to be somebody171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWqnzf589b
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1PlQMG8sW
but I know I can't keep it.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsc00ZCLDS
Good things never last.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORgkMmLzYb
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSZpqj3zlD
I don't know when youth became so important to me171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP25xCU5aJc
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRH5bPEhz7
and why so many people died over it171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOERj7ZE7x2
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNKaGxErE3
I would.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOWxhhkcIm
perhaps that makes me a bad human,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFY7Jb9pMm0
a bad feminist171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnt5T6oQKeb
bad person,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJBs8qkacr
but all I know is it's the truth171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToOTkF8CIE
and I would do it,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9oQEuFzMw
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviGS0mfN0L
I would give up so much to stay desirable.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ971hiFbqMw
Because I've never been desired before171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt86gFmX9QT
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnnwYbrf6S
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfSkgFMj0Z
and my skin sags from my bones171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUO3HCU2lq
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwLPWPyw3z
my neck doubling,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBKLgOFTwx
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hETKhiJ4j
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bXMGg0dXr
some people think when you get older looks matter less171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3muQRDfvO
But that's not true, nobody wants that171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJC2RoOOy0
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PbSGR1Ojw
What will I be?171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDyoPKeg4C
Chopped liver I suppose.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6XhtIowOU
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwU7tfz4hh
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Xl10yf2lu
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfwFKhiVvz
I'm young171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufBy5oefQZ
I have done nothing time is flying by171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllVzN6Wvxc
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnhPyW0iha
Keeps slipping from my fists.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5jKOwh3jD
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QpXMYN2NE
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvlkxj2HDo
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRx4N3UGe5
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNelET1reN
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsspePPWwKh
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxU5gSlDtF
I feel it closing in on me171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8ryzpo1vU
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWDxOjGeIS
looking in the mirror I see my painting.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVonAfKaIaN
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPxY6nTQvo
I know they're going to be my demise.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3TY3uvZ6e
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjXSSKMCmp
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPh5CW8JPBx
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfgUbiORR9
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeDzaebB1J
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxW8tXPE9Vv
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2u90LWXrLO
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9CRVrXPz4
because I know myself if not anyone else171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8V0G4QM1h8
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuFbWTYauS
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeP4zVwvUd
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbFgkWvVw2
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi59ghnLSWB
everyone asked for a young female.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn23XtKATO7
what happens when I grow old,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsr7PEFM5Z
what happens when my tits sag 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwr0qygP2W
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZfTWsryJC
will I no longer be wanted?171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoX9fwLfzD
No longer desired or admired.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAhJbrXiWn
will I just be old?171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UEOLXLUNq
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiH0yUZd1Q
Just171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjeNDugpvN
Old.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUTQYWINIy
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXB624Omy2
I'll have to be good at something,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEIr6Th0wA
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOlNKN1VRi
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQy1PfNAOH
I'll have to be somebody171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmhUYQkgfU
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAmjDMZemG
but I know I can't keep it.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEFi7IIYTD
Good things never last.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jd0ALVd8c
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMB7nXMGOEz
I don't know when youth became so important to me171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsfDUgOO2R
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJSy947pz2
and why so many people died over it171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KqsKrfAQ4
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cgBU382fY
I would.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlrrEtO0WK
perhaps that makes me a bad human,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLmDVTNR6S
a bad feminist171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHyw91FemN
bad person,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSC22SdShWS
but all I know is it's the truth171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWJ34JhNyk
and I would do it,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurEPyZyydk
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZ1n98AbTC
I would give up so much to stay desirable.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrkdb7WM4H
Because I've never been desired before171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMFztvEt2h
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjmLU9sCeI
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJs0SErNtac
and my skin sags from my bones171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYo6TtcNab1
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyv46DRLQz
my neck doubling,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjvwOThuUF
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8p1lqcJZW
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDiZw067BC
some people think when you get older looks matter less171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriBBruTUUS
But that's not true, nobody wants that171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGoyF1uGyM
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHIBVu1T6c
What will I be?171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigHLE0WKI6
Chopped liver I suppose.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RvTZjsohg
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRFxzLlEsn
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBbV7BK9OB
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Kpk0qnYJw
I'm 20171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdj7jCvmqW
I have done nothing time is flying by171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjljXdiq8kQ
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4TKKJ51k9
Keeps slipping from my fists.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmrsdtaYiV
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjoqVdZ10J
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSO950TiiPC
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHplkim2LN
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQHTtlSwm7
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyyaQJafJ1
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9E9xUno9PR
I feel it closing in on me171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tOdMBvm0u
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHgIXvmAYe
looking in the mirror I see my painting.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7MjtHztdp
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1a6wEt57r
I know they're going to be my demise.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgQzzFuFD0
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkNeVhkGLL
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOiQoDMYVL
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGruUZgPajA
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZI18gs6Ok1
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFbYdLyElk
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSb2gOvxeWk
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgSVy19G9I
because I know myself if not anyone else171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6gGVZOif4
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyp4hgcPcH
171Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8amBbs4Jca
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
