I am dreading growing old.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgCdAFjaxb
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSxoVjVbHN
everyone asked for a young female.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVfvpJD4Dk
what happens when I grow old,292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsCCrfGHEd
what happens when my tits sag 292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6RdpNmZG7
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UqdVEzKKC
will I no longer be wanted?292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LY6ZzUoy3
No longer desired or admired.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpINqqexkJG
will I just be old?292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9kgGd4UcL
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94xyxsMSlB
Just292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxRyg4Eg4q
Old.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6D9I4NmvC
292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYe2Hwkgjmd
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5VA5a2to2
I'll have to be good at something,292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHn9fmSp9d
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRdnJaqAcy
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2d8PuUupfL
I'll have to be somebody292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBn747ChG3P
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKv2ekjFcQl
but I know I can't keep it.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkzeDjLrxj
Good things never last.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRvKq5hH1r
292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CtQwQrhc2
I don't know when youth became so important to me292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3f50av5F2h
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7LTMRgSOD
and why so many people died over it292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0HbLWggcP
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JpAgqTzOI
I would.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabXGtRngff
perhaps that makes me a bad human,292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmx0wmY5RA
a bad feminist292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFksMjOf6jW
bad person,292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevw9x3pYeW
but all I know is it's the truth292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQQmTfKrON
and I would do it,292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgvzXmVq0Z
292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RHsncJo9V
I would give up so much to stay desirable.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrDsNEu9eh
Because I've never been desired before292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjTtsa0th6
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRgycAh0na
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYZpRgiqHX
and my skin sags from my bones292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa55TQHCpLD
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvCmXl6D4D
my neck doubling,292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdIEfGAJn7
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWJmEx66Xo
292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy09DgRCRg9
some people think when you get older looks matter less292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaQ1fH3Cvk
But that's not true, nobody wants that292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACPVwiOynh
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQknm50QIgY
What will I be?292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1JZzm2UCg
Chopped liver I suppose.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDsS69Ksjg
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7xAeUBHtm
292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7tUPlUPnJ
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8THlvZRczh
I'm young292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUMHvSn95L
I have done nothing time is flying by292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7B1W8pHXi
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMadrmVMRA
Keeps slipping from my fists.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIx7bUuIcn
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LKPqhBx50
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKJSOirM3N
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrc1dKMQB6u
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWyQkbDtiD
292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfdc9DLNYo
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIarL6MAkwi
I feel it closing in on me292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFd51R6562P
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOKnjEKTwh
looking in the mirror I see my painting.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaRgZV7Cu0
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGZV7gE3Zi
I know they're going to be my demise.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozt0kHLgUC
292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxgDI6Ns6M
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7wIru2zPJ
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96R2IUuoHF
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTAITyAkVH
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpb8no63cvl
292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2L4NU4X5v
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4snMA4KXp
because I know myself if not anyone else292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0UmvJDpWl
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWC4NwQBq4N
292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPnfGd3t8N
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9WeW8TUF7
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2i9mmKV4v
everyone asked for a young female.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQdhz7v3gB
what happens when I grow old,292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZehAyrL3Pa
what happens when my tits sag 292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzF7l5FKrH2
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkIl32xA6j
will I no longer be wanted?292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6bGxwUei2
No longer desired or admired.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLhzu0itFo
will I just be old?292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1u7Dezdjd
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCtd1UnSOx
Just292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35XhzQKaai
Old.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHItzAQhVsm
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VxQUeAivA
I'll have to be good at something,292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AXdPFrWip
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaxYv5qnCY
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8XHk6g0e3
I'll have to be somebody292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwtFCSB6x3
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0m9DNRYY0
but I know I can't keep it.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9vQ71ivkk
Good things never last.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBiOBz7K78
292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CvWhdGBxD
I don't know when youth became so important to me292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaO92wCxiXZ
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKM0fSbC14
and why so many people died over it292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7olHPolyD
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrC5Z6TycV
I would.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLmupEHu2j
perhaps that makes me a bad human,292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVJtC8ncaA
a bad feminist292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6dyKuyjpS
bad person,292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31g22qihlZ
but all I know is it's the truth292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNhQV1qaKJ
and I would do it,292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZI12ez19Y
292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYufO2XigL
I would give up so much to stay desirable.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zKiW6JSLH
Because I've never been desired before292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMmrhIbsty
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFW8RRF8J7M
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HxNik5unM
and my skin sags from my bones292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0WJgq6ShA
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUp7vSdZolX
my neck doubling,292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZEl8qlZ5x
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCs1I5AV8Jb
292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYbq1Y9UWr
some people think when you get older looks matter less292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBBWbuo5mp
But that's not true, nobody wants that292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10OAXEhj8i
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCe7dx9VoJ
What will I be?292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ULwb0Oy3k
Chopped liver I suppose.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRA7likh6i
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwhrdIB1Iw
292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8ancR9Mbt
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyShIEtAQS
I'm 20292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQMOx9KGDJ
I have done nothing time is flying by292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWF5Ac5HLrr
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBDQzBeNOy
Keeps slipping from my fists.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HVfB5puSI
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVt74NEKxxS
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJASn1FLuP
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3mwfLytn8
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkM8duyHO7
292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriKimPXlsU
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmE9xjSaauY
I feel it closing in on me292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpgCk7b5JS
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcuc0kAG0g
looking in the mirror I see my painting.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKt6cvXaMg8
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgHxzqF329
I know they're going to be my demise.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvP8noPhFb
292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKQEECNIq9
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIcgRJIh2P
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2m1mB9tp1
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UxfscBIwC
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYEK5kn1F3
292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQNJfU1KWL
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8AcEuAY3w
because I know myself if not anyone else292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbexhO280n
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjc9kn9M0a
292Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27zyZ8wLy9
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
