方詠維似乎是第一次來汽車旅館，等待的過程中，他表現得有些侷促不安。雖然他面不改色地看著Instagram，我可以從他鏡片的反射裡看到他不斷地刷著那些限時動態，每一則都沒有細看，他就只是眼神渙散，任由那些光影迅速滑過眼前。三不五時，他會抬手撓撓癢。他緊張時習慣摳他下顎稜線上的痘疤，已經是很久的習慣，我一看就曉得他的心理狀態。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHy55QkkxfU
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他坐在床緣，我走到他面前，伸手將襯衫的鈕扣一顆一顆慢慢解開，再來是皮帶和褲頭。直到我全身赤裸著，只穿一條內褲，站在方詠維的面前，他仍然沒有抬頭。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZgCRoGUfi
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「方詠維，把衣服脫掉。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7ROo4MBm9
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我察覺到自己快要按捺不住耐心，對他語氣不善。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRBsrTOvn8
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「我也要脫？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXPAxnNvry
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方詠維滿臉疑問。我深吸一口氣，揉了揉太陽穴，我需要acetaminophen。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQpJlURDNL
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「⋯⋯求你了。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlf8e3UIfk
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這是請求，雖然被我講得有點像威脅。認識他超過十年，我從來沒求過他。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jpbEIrpJs
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我和方詠維從還在醫學院時就認識了。剛入學沒多久，前室友就偷帶Omega回寢室過夜，於是我與前室友在雙人房大打出手——其實只有推搡，然後釋放費洛蒙針鋒相對。我和前室友都是級別高的Alpha，濃烈的費洛蒙不只噁心了彼此，也順帶噁心了整個五樓的Alpha，很快我們就被檢舉，並在交流版被公審了三天三夜。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3bsYa7I6d
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方詠維被調了過來，宿委會的學長放話，方詠維是全年級脾氣最好的Beta，如果再跟他起爭執，我就準備被退宿。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMICy3NfZar
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我早就知道方詠維，只是跟他不太熟。他是我們這屆醫學系的系代，在系上是個享譽盛名的老好人。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtnU0BTQre
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「段昕，你回來啦。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevcxeirfKq
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我一回宿舍，就看到方詠維拉著堆滿紙箱的推車。他很矮小，大概不到一米七，抬著那些裝滿書的箱子進房間，似乎非常費勁。我沈默地繞過他，坐回自己的桌前。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1sTzYy4x8
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「之後就是我跟你住了，你有什麼雷點嗎？」方詠維一邊拆紙箱，一邊向我熱情的攀談。我掛上抗噪耳機，調大音樂，徹底把他的噪音隔絕於外。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmGg8pGaTJ
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得不到回答，方詠維好像也意識不到——我壓根不想跟他做朋友。畢竟這整個醫學院，大概沒有人不想做方詠維的朋友，連我們系上那幾個沒人想靠近的怪咖，都會在方詠維靠近時給他騰出座位。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepgrYOhC22
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方詠維收拾完行李後，點了點我的肩膀。我不耐煩地轉頭，他轉著鑰匙，一臉笑容。他永遠都在笑，我實在不懂他在笑三小。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHtj43Oi1B
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「等等我們一起去吃飯吧？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAXcYoIqFZ
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「不用了。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BP8msS3pT
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「你有機車嗎？在高雄沒有車很麻煩吧？你是哪裡人？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6mSOdfceX
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「沒車。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6Ur478Hcw
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「喔，那我載你去晃晃啊。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmksAbRVbzP
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方詠維的車鑰匙上掛了史努比的吊飾，在我面前不斷旋轉。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fsR4LXJQQ
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煩人的狗。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasksRRe8ZG
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我承認最一開始不想跟方詠維做朋友，或許有點幼稚，我討厭那些萬人迷。沒錯，方詠維人見人愛，他做對一切事情，來映襯我這種人的不對。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GkC9dAwFD
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自從我跟前室友不合、上了交流版，加上前室友煽風點火後，全系對我的評價就是——一個脾氣很差的Alpha。在人際圈逐漸成形的過程，我就先被排除於外，沒人想跟我社交的結果是——我非常快樂，真心地，非常快樂。就連去學餐吃飯，旁邊都沒人想坐，非常幽靜清閒。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBWvOthloF
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必修課前，我趴在教室後排想補眠，前面卻聚集一小群人，正在嘰嘰喳喳八卦系上的事，吵得我無法休息。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMqfrJv7k3
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「段昕是在跩什麼啊？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVch5S4vdaW
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我的名字鑽進耳裡。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmkzkYRFTu
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我覺得正好，他們都是一群俗辣，只要知道我剛好在教室裡，八成就會尷尬得鳥獸散。我決定釋放一點費洛蒙，提醒他們這群軟跤蝦。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4b6afMtjhu
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「詠維你不是他室友嗎？你受得了他？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhsAxlNbCk
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「我覺得沒有啦，不要這樣講，他就只是比較喜歡安靜。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9HCXYzIf3
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熟悉的聲音傳來，我才注意到方詠維也在其中。我抬眼，恰巧與他對視。他抬手向我打招呼，似乎不在意與我牽扯上關係，他的社交評價會跟著降低。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0piD9En1v
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方詠維那種爛好人，被我在宿舍無視了幾天，熱臉貼我的冷屁股，他也能替我講好話。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUtvFE1GhP
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下課後，方詠維甚至主動走到我座位旁，依舊是笑臉盈盈。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtpq5C8Ayq
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「一起吃午餐？我載你去校外吃。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyYXvY3UCK
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這傢伙對載人到底有什麼執念，他不會覺得會騎摩托車很了不起吧？54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGZPs5SSH4
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我懷疑他會沒完沒了地邀請我。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NTxHf0xLl
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我開始懷疑方詠維有Saviour complex（救世主情結），他把我當沒有朋友的邊緣小可憐，他想拯救我，從而獲得某種滿足感。他不曉得我最煩他這種自戀型人格障礙，他要扮瑪莉亞是他的事，但別在我身上找人生意義。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfajclXW5nQ
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但是他也不是只想救我，他想救全世界。他是我見過最努力的Beta，也是最聖母的，他把筆記整理到雲端硬碟上，然後分享到班級群組裡，一整排訊息都在「謝主隆恩」。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcAcmQgalN
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我倒是覺得方詠維有病，我跟他都很在乎成績，經常挑燈夜戰。他就這樣讓其他人蹭他的筆記？這事關我的排名，我當然討厭他的聖母行徑。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpPNHMOwAV
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為了保持名列前茅，我只好更加努力熬夜苦讀。然後在期末考當天，光榮病倒。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVaL6Xh2n4
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我高燒不退，卻不願意成績被打折，拖著病體上戰場考有機化學。剛出考場，眼前一片暈眩，下一秒我便倒在走廊上。聽到巨響，方詠維急急忙忙跑出教室，矮小的他抬不動將近一米九的我，只能喊人幫忙。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvlbxmo0ll
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「段昕⋯⋯」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3Pr6iCWv5
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再次醒來，我已經躺在我們學校的附設醫院，方詠維緊握著我的手，終於沒了笑容，滿臉都是擔憂。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hlA4rnRfq
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「都是你。」我忍不住埋怨，但方詠維不曉得前因後果，聽不懂我在說什麼，只當我在胡言亂語。他認真地坐在病床旁削蘋果，然後將叉著切好的、一口大小的蘋果，直接遞到我的嘴邊。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VSfBNy78Y
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「你要注意身體，以後是要當醫生的人，怎麼可以先病倒。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsj5aizQnYt
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我閉上眼睛無視他，只希望他趕緊滾。滾離我的病房，滾出我的生活。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQXSqXvEZn
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然而，方詠維沒有如我所願，相反地，他佔據了我整個青春。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScXQp8llkd
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方詠維雖然老愛碎念我的生活習慣不健康，但基因優勢擺在那，我其實身強體壯，隨便鍊都有肌肉。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9uLGhNOhZ
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方詠維才是缺乏鍛鍊的人，他在宿舍換衣服時，我瞥見過他的身材，骨瘦如柴。我從來沒見過他這麼瘦弱的人，他的皮下脂肪很少，肋骨非常明顯。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gCrdpFI7I
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主流審美的確喜歡纖細的人，但他屬於瘦到很難看的那種。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3XKacOZD7
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從外貌、性別到個性，都完全不是我的菜。方詠維還讀Ｏ性主義，他書架上都是性別相關的書。我大學的時候，真的有點討厭Ｏ性主義者。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzUV14zXRl
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他佔據了我的生活，純粹是因為他死纏爛打。我以為他頂多撐一個學期，但他撐了十年，這件事始終是個謎。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yrxnpDeH0
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我對自己很有自知之明，我是個爛人。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOO18vk5bkM
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與我相反，方詠維是個做對所有事的人，雖然我講了這麼多他的壞話，但我承認，他就是那種你不得不為他鼓掌的人。他出身貧寒，一路拿獎學金讀書，還兼職家教，供養他讀美術班的妹妹，他考醫學院是為了階級翻轉，但同時也胸懷懸壺濟世的理想。他是個醫科生，但他關心性別議題，甚至在平權NGO當倡議志工。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHMEodHgKU
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我不知道他幹嘛對我好。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡta85Y36RSG
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我能確定他對我絕對沒有企圖。雖然我個性很爛，但憑藉著臉、身高、頂級的費洛蒙，也被不少Omega或Beta追求。我知道他不是在追我，他看我的眼神清澈無比。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ByCq4JI95
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真的是個謎。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptawuZUlf7
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這種不確定性讓我抗拒。其實我寧願他對我有所圖，我就可以順其自然地厭惡他。我就可以無視他會幫我帶早餐、借我筆記、幫我佔座位、轉發好笑影片逗我、載我去忠烈祠看夜景、邀請我去看他彈貝斯、跨年拉我在校園裡偷玩仙女棒。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIjuHgo6oY
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方詠維三十歲當上了小兒科的主治醫生。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6ytgaZC8q
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他還是樂此不疲地約我吃飯，即使我們的經濟水準提升不少，最常吃的還是醫院的地下美食街。但方詠維不用再騎小綿羊載我了，他買了車，雖然是個Beta，副駕駛座的手套箱拉開，擺滿氣味中和劑跟抑制貼片，不知情的人或許會以為他有交往對象，但就只是他有個Alpha好友。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcfuJANgYw
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那天，我們又去地下美食街覓食。一群嘰嘰喳喳的不分科住院醫生也在，我皺起了眉頭，社交達人方詠維看到認識的學弟妹，眼神發亮地湊過去。我只好端著餐盤，跟在方詠維的後面。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YzdJGZtLE
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「方學長怎麼樣？他不是對你很好嗎？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQnwylvjGe
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「他是個Beta，而且他五五身、又長得⋯⋯不怎麼樣。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEG2msmry86
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一個有病的Omega和周圍的朋友正巧談論著方詠維，方詠維肯定是聽到了，他腳步一滯。然而，那個Omega恰巧抬起頭，和當事人對上了眼。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53AnEGCrkl
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方詠維卻笑得跟沒事一樣，將餐盤放在了Omega身旁的空位。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0r4q4s8uQ
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「你們在說誰啊？這麼巧，我也五五身。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbcvAoipTM
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「矮子到底要怎麼穿搭？你們能不能教教學長，我上次看你們出去玩的限動，每個人都好會穿搭耶。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WsdDDGj0X
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許是方詠維表現得太過自然，原先面帶尷尬的眾人，臉色都漸漸緩和。很快，大家你一言我一語地聊著穿搭。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9ML25Mch4
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方詠維什麼時候在乎穿搭了？我認識他十年多，他就算三十歲了，私底下也只穿帽Ｔ棉褲，還是大學就開始穿的那幾件。而且，那個有病的Omega才剛說方詠維五五身又不好看，方詠維還在對他笑臉盈盈，一聲聲溫柔地喊「文里學弟」。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6rqKzrmZO
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不知道是「文里學弟」，還是社交模式的方詠維，哪個更倒胃口。總之我沒心情吃飯，隨便扒個兩口就上樓了。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxvyEfvLr8
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宋文里來我們科的時候，我當然沒給他好臉色。客觀來說，他是一個長相不錯的Omega。他輕易得到所有人的喜愛，包括方詠維。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUMqGrdzne
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方詠維開始送咖啡給我跟宋文里，不知道誰是順帶的那一個，但他給兩個人都貼了便條紙，還一天到晚畫圖在上頭，非常有閒情逸致。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzS7f8CK96
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那天方詠維臨時有手術，所以托了小兒科的林醫師送咖啡來。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooCs8xx00y
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一杯咖啡上畫了貓咪，另一杯咖啡上畫了狼。林醫師很自然就將前者給了宋文里，後者遞給了我。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWzv094gKr
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「老方好有才！小宋是貓咪，段醫師是狼，真可愛。」林醫師端詳著便條紙上的塗鴉，掩著嘴輕笑。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOJYwafHCb
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宋文里喝了一口熱咖啡，結果像個白癡一樣被燙到。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLPjfkKWfm
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「小宋小心點啊，原來你有貓舌。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FocIjUUTt
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「謝謝。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwD50ZfFsY
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林醫師友善地拍了拍宋文里，又延續著動物的話題：「不知道老方會覺得自己像什麼動物？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvgxisaP87
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「嗯⋯⋯學長像⋯⋯狗狗？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzXzDEaMQb
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宋文里認真思考這個蠢話題的樣子，令人看了煩躁。方詠維又不是你的舔狗，我在心裡咒罵。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZdCKCbe6U
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「狗貓絕配，好可愛啊！」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgH65wkaty8
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林醫師合起手掌，笑得瞇起雙眼。我知道這傢伙又在腦中意淫方詠維跟宋文里的配對了。我撕掉便條紙，塞進白袍的口袋，冷冷地打斷他們：54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTGxHJJtVN
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「好好當個人吧。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWBbU2BYyD
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我以為宋文里對方詠維沒有意思，才沒有接林醫師的話。直到晚上，我上了方詠維的車，發現車裡一股香味。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWvm7ejKv0
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我的嗅覺很靈敏，自然聞得出，英國梨、小蒼蘭、琥珀、廣藿香⋯⋯這麼複雜的味道自然是人工香精，不是人體的費洛蒙，因此噴費洛蒙中和劑是沒有用的，我只能任由這股氣味肆虐。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfrpSPLQ9M
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「噴香水了？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokqBoBDo8d
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察覺到我的不悅，方詠維搖下車窗，讓風吹進車內散味。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRnFDW29ry
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「對。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteOkLjk34u
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「為什麼突然噴香水？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDy4jlUHzz
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「喔，別人送的。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuAQSBGtV9
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我馬上想起宋文里，雖然不知道他費洛蒙的具體味道，但我記得是花香調，八成會是小蒼蘭。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbYObPmgN6
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「停路邊。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQOiOOxLAh
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方詠維訝異地轉頭看我，「這不是費洛蒙，你也有排斥反應？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYuNGQeWcd
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「停到路邊，放我下車。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZO88npyeHp
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「你不喜歡這味道，以後載你就不噴了。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnBAE0upcQ
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方詠維好脾氣地哄我，我自己也知道我沒道理，純屬易感期鬧脾氣。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZYLeTcG19
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但我去他媽的小蒼蘭。我仍舊冷著一張臉，什麼話也沒說，方詠維嘆了一口氣。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeeP5PfLu3
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「至少載你到捷運站，現在尖峰時段不好叫車。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHgRBOmlmK
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方詠維把我放在捷運站入口，我甩上車門就走了。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4ZH0iEgJV
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我只想狠狠做愛，咬爛別人的脖子，把陰莖插進某具身體，把精液射進去。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7P9MzXu1io
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打完手槍之後，我的腦袋終於不再只是那些白花花的、豐腴的肉體。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuInN5b6ym
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我打了一通電話給方詠維，我知道不用跟他道歉，找藉口請他吃個飯，他又會跟我和好如初。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4OMtyYyqN
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「喂，你在哪？要不要吃宵？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgIHYaKTTN
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「我在醫院。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzmydP0w5t
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畢竟方詠維也是醫生，他在醫院沒有什麼好奇怪的，我接著開口：54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBx9EFoeCD3
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「我去找你？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbe54noJFz
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「文里住院了，我沒心情。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPZ6l6pQWG
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「什麼？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUeJY0Zd9H
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方詠維語氣很低落，我隔著電話都能想像他憔悴的樣子。方詠維向我解釋，宋文里發情期來了，因為注射抑制劑，引發嚴重型皮膚藥物過敏。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLjV6q88GX
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「他長這麼大不知道自己抑制劑過敏嗎？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmhhG0mZKu
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我沒那個意思，但話語一出，就像在譴責宋文里。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoLicZnSTM
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「你別這樣講話，他真的不知道，他之前一直有Alpha男友。」方詠維難得的不開心，他頓了一下，最後還是坦白：54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpzwfrUQSy
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「他是因為跟我交往，只好靠抑制劑。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KZM6NpxgI
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我其實並不是沒想過這天，方詠維三十了，總要成家立業。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0m2NGBuJm
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他作為我唯一的朋友，我的確是對他有些，稍微不太正常的獨佔欲。但這也不能怪我，只能怪我的基因。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYpWFIx2AQ
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對方詠維有獨佔欲實在是最蠢的選擇，方詠維會借所有人他的筆記，他的後座也可以載任何需要的同學，甚至連那些搞笑影片，他都是群發。在蛛絲馬跡裡尋找自己的特殊性，是我倖存的方法。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUV6yoPWTQ8
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或是乾脆就怪罪他的殘忍，然後把身為一個Beta，卻交了一個抑制劑過敏的Omega男友這件事，當作上天對他的懲罰。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMDe5ZfWwX
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「所以你們沒分手？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuT233XQHm
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宋文里住在我們科的病房，方詠維天天都上來探病，我終於忍不住把他堵在樓梯間。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxX3sbszY2T
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他的黑眼圈很顯眼，整個人似乎又變得更加消瘦，連臉頰都凹陷下去。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRijZY4XXK
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「⋯⋯大概會吧。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VLR6nvAoe
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還沒分手，但大概快分了。我不知道他們在堅持什麼。我倚在牆邊，手指摸進白袍口袋，搓著一張摺好的白紙，努力按捺自己的煩躁感。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmeelX8Gih
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「你們申請Alpha社工了嗎？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCXKwZucM2
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「嗯，但不知道要排多久，你也知道，社工供需不平衡。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFTe7PD4en
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方詠維一屁股坐在樓梯上，將臉埋進掌心，他的聲音因此變形：54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmYyncWMhs
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「段醫師，告訴我吧，我到底該怎麼辦？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWzvkO2Rxb
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我深吸一口氣，煙癮突然泛起，要知道我可是很久沒抽了，我忍不住抖著腳。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAfoCSsV9q
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「兩個辦法。一，分手，讓他去找一個Alpha。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFi2lMgjJw
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方詠維顯然思考過這個辦法，只是淺嘆了一口氣。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVVWZvmYL9
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「第二個呢？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0g24gWOM5K
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他八成是在等我提出什麼先進的療法，沒有。很遺憾這方面也沒有邁入臨床試驗階段的新藥，甚至連抑制劑都是近年剛上市的。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJlAY63tSl
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「二，考慮我。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCXDmKN3as
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我把口袋裡的白紙掏出來，在他面前甩開。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyw2ry3HjBE
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——宋文里和我的費洛蒙檢驗報告，兩人適配度90%。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIgVKzUdbD
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如果方詠維跟宋文里不想分手，我或許不是唯一的選擇，但絕對是最好的。我身強體壯、定期體檢、跟宋文里適配度極高，我們可以做比較少次的性接觸，就達到相對高的費洛蒙融合度。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYl5EADMhC
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再者，Alpha標記Omega之後，會因為費洛蒙的融合產生依賴現象，這也是為什麼這麼少人投入社工這行。但我絕對不會愛上宋文里，我分得清楚本能跟真心，其他Alpha倒未必。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrUMxrkNiY
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當然對宋文里來說，跟方詠維分手，再去找個Alpha交往，是最快、最安全的方法。所以聽說是宋文里說服想分手的方詠維後，我感到十分訝異。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vhr74O8h2
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我們可能都發瘋了。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdphLVwq37O
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方詠維似乎是第一次來汽車旅館，我懷疑他是個處男。我刻意走到他面前脫衣服，居高臨下地盯著坐在床緣的他，將他的侷促不安盡收眼底。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8oUsbA1Vk
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「方詠維，把衣服脫掉。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NVxHGsAii
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「我也要脫？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqpUf3taL2
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他滿臉疑惑，我只好開口求他脫。但他似乎今天要徹頭徹尾當個局外人，只是坐在原地不動。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQi53pOGF1
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「你難不成打算衣冠楚楚地坐在一旁，看我跟你男朋友，像野獸一樣做愛嗎？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHcoinhd8d
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我講了狠話，方詠維愣住了，半晌才開始動作，他顫慄的手指按上鈕扣，花了很久才解開最上面那顆。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMReGAnnw8s
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「阿昕。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAQk6w35Hw
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他叫喚我，我還是心軟了，屈膝跪在他面前。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wXakN7PJQ
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「方詠維，現在還來得及後悔。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1e7ZUfUUR
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他沈默地解開所有扣子，用行動表示，他不後悔。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTbwFmffav
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他的身體還是骨瘦如柴，我用手指輕輕觸碰他的肋骨，他嚇了一跳，卻還是任由我觸摸。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNf5V5S6TT
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「你太瘦了。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wxK85eqgF
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他轉頭看向打開的浴室門，我追隨著他的視線，宋文里穿著浴袍出來，露出白皙纖長的腿。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLvekno4Qv
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宋文里爬上了雙人床，從背後將方詠維解開的襯衫褪下，然後環抱方詠維。方詠維好像到了極限，緩緩閉上雙眼，顫抖的眼睫濕潤。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIO6TJSoBU
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「對文里溫柔一點。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAWVwnbW2q
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宋文里隔著方詠維的肩頭盯著我，與其說是挑釁，更不如說是憐憫的眼神。要不是方詠維在場，我可能會揍他。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguNKjIWioY
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其實我知道方詠維不會喜歡我做愛的方式——又dom又S。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HixTb3Joz
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跟他認識十年多，他滿口宰制與權力不對等，我當然知道他信奉什麼想法，他會覺得，我把施虐情色化不能改變支配與暴力。我不會在他面前提自己的性癖以供他批判，也沒想過有天會跟他上同一張床。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fCOr3nb4B
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現在是他需要利用我。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gq37n8dro
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方詠維靠在床頭，宋文里趴在方詠維懷裡。宋文里其實也偏瘦，背脊骨很明顯，他跟方詠維像兩把柴禾疊在一起。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWFcR3MKft
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宋文里翹高渾圓的屁股，那是他身上唯一有肉的地方。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8lTLHoj0P
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「進來。」宋文里命令式的語氣令我不悅，所以我扇了他的屁股一巴掌，很快留下清晰的掌印。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuBO8ljJ4i
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「阿昕，不要欺負他。」方詠維抓住我的手。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2Ppt7W3GR
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方詠維一邊討厭我的宰制本能，一邊利用我的身體，但我還是將手指插進他的指縫，跟方詠維十指交扣。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEde7ZG1Vgd
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我拿他真的沒辦法。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hzIAeSIK2
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宋文里倒是很快進入狀況，他掰開自己的臀縫，語氣放軟。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUJsoqLJL9
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「學長，請進來吧。」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfy2VPyKdl
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我沒有繼續為難宋文里，在方詠維面前對他男朋友dirty talk，方詠維絕對會崩潰。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6ipDUvSDx
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另一隻手扶著宋文里的腰，我從背後插入他，他身子一直顫抖。我感受到他其實不夠濕，就要我插進去。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGf5OKZF1A4
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我意識到，方詠維把我的屌當一根按摩棒，宋文里把我的屌當成——自殘的兇器。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjubzc5YXPG
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「文里、文里⋯⋯」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICx9IdSyU2
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方詠維察覺懷裡的宋文里在顫抖，不斷以吻安撫著宋文里。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhQgbcfxZ8
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「文里⋯⋯」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRvZFZIKfC
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「詠維哥⋯⋯」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAQ0uBFgrc
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「文里，痛不痛？」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKL7qPm74I
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「不行了詠維哥⋯⋯」54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeW23AyxIBu
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對宋文里施暴式的猛插最終還是得到了Omega身體的接納，他的小穴逐漸濕潤，他被逼上了高潮，腸道一陣收縮，將深埋其中的那根陰莖死死絞緊。他後頸的腺體被咬破，威士忌和小蒼蘭的味道在汽車旅館內交融。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyJ63yvyIo
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這一切就這樣完成了。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZ5mhuALcm
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即使我好像，不覺得自己在這裡。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjju0TpBEAf
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被退房的電話鈴聲喚醒，已經是隔天的中午。方詠維跟宋文里都要回醫院上班，我一個人躺在旅館的大床上。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsYR2fLeXb
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我輕輕撫平床單的皺褶，明白那裡已經沒有餘下的體溫。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBaoekmIqs
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陽光照進網膜，微微的刺痛感讓我生理性地分泌淚水。床緣是兩雙紙拖鞋，一次性的、可拋棄的。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMJz3Br6wd
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我心裡明白，沒有哭泣的理由，我翻了個身，那滴淚便滑落到臉頰上，很快就乾了。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLAlQVhDUa
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新的一年打算寫五個ABO短篇，並帶來性別不同的幾種配對，這次是AB！54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGi8WNcXTU
不知道大家喜歡什麼ABO配對ㄋ～54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqTXQO3G1c
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我很少寫第一人稱小說，盡力揣摩了段昕的感覺，跟膿瘡的憂鬱文青風完全不同。54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAes8JHfOW
希望大家不要讀得不舒服，雖然討厭小段非常正常XD54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdlTENMnmp
我很努力想讓段昕立體，雖然可能不討人喜歡54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyAZ9NpN3b
希望能在段昕沒有一句喜歡或愛的狀況下，描寫出他對方詠維的情感與痛苦迷惘54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeySOCiCCl
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有任何感想都歡迎留言><或是到噗浪找我：54Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0XH3LXKtN
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