那天的台北和柏林一樣冷。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAa8CsKF4nn
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「品辰，你有四號電池嗎？」楊宇涵敲響許品辰的房門，他身上穿著舊T恤和運動褲充當睡衣，楊宇涵似乎畏寒，在室內也穿著羽絨背心跟毛茸茸的襪子。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkR3caPAj4Z
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許品辰轉頭翻找了一會，然而他家沒有四號電池。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggNCax884J
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomoF8VlaJL
「怎麼了嗎？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hvfHhqnwY
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGnAnDRmmv
「我帶來的夜燈沒有電了。沒關係，我去一下超商就好。」楊宇涵困擾地露出苦笑，許品辰跟著皺起眉頭。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVZt9HSlJ2
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCLlyQ4mnP
「外面很冷，而且你一個人去也不太好。還是我去幫你買？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zi9gMUL0S
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFCxFDr3Ju
他們雖然都是男人，但楊宇涵的第二性別是Omega，許品辰則是個Alpha。房子附近的小巷昏暗，他總不放心讓宇涵哥一個人大半夜步行到超商。況且，楊宇涵是來他家借住的，既然來者是客，許品辰覺得自己有照顧好宇涵哥的義務。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdeFqzrW1m
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2U2gceVex
楊宇涵低頭思忖，爾後猶豫地開口，「算了，明天再買吧。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7CvdzdZoQ
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9OHM0kGk4
「宇涵哥，你不是怕黑嗎？」許品辰擔心地詢問。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVA1ERTMSOf
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxELRigJjd
「我吃了安眠藥⋯⋯應該可以睡得著。」楊宇涵輕嘆一口氣，他正要轉頭回客房，卻被輕輕握住了手腕。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEZW8ZRPEK
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aiBYucDo6
「如果你怕，可以跟我睡。」快要耗盡勇氣，許品辰才開口，他個性並不大膽，也沒有跟非交往中的Omega同床共眠過。像是害怕楊宇涵誤會，他又再補上一句：57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNPy5fs1d2
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewnKiSAX8z
「因為我房間的燈可以調小。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYO7vFaGQS
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyNDtUKSeg
楊宇涵似乎覺得好笑，唇角揚起了細微的幅度。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5TEP1pych
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9bKsKxdLV
「我也可以帶著防咬套睡。」許品辰接連補充，楊宇涵忍俊不禁，噗哧一笑。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8kO1QJwDa
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFVvrS2Edi
「好貼心喔。」楊宇涵朝他挑了挑手指，他便乖巧地彎身低頭，楊宇涵順勢伸手揉亂他的頭髮，「但是不用。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0aC4Jh4jZ
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4tKlqtym2
他將楊宇涵的意思理解成——楊宇涵可以自己睡，許品辰莫名其妙地失望，但很快平復了表情。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxb3i3xKtWO
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuF0Rogk09c
「不用戴防咬套，我又沒有不讓你咬。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglJeygBMnu
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ohByMEZx6
楊宇涵笑盈盈地開口，一句雙重否定的話，在許品辰腦中繞了幾秒，他覺得自己的CPU在燒，隨後羞赧地漲紅了臉。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6K9OUiBQd
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真的躺上床的時候，許品辰倒是什麼也不敢做，端正了自己的睡姿，手掌緊貼著大腿外側，躺得規矩而筆直。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKwv0JuEfl
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXfARjscg0
「開著小燈你會不會睡不著？」楊宇涵問道。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJ7t0UvVPX
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6NnyTvqmw
他吞了吞口水。楊宇涵就躺在他的身側，這點更令他睡不著，但他還是故作輕鬆。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnzbyupJAa
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRpk3Oofuk
「不會啦，我很好入睡。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8lmq8l6CA
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPxJXxLY3N
許品辰緊緊閉上雙眼，在心中數羊催眠自己。楊宇涵在旁邊翻了兩次身，又換了一會姿勢。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIISV2zFBe
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「怎麼了，你冷嗎？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1Sr2ShHkH
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX37G2ux8B5
「冷呀。」許品辰聽見身側的楊宇涵回答，忽地，一隻靈活而冰涼的手鑽進了許品辰的掌心，下一秒，略微粗啞低沈的嗓音鑽進耳道：57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPxmXiEoc5
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「那你的體溫讓我偷一下？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YK1uzh0un
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5lUJHslDe
許品辰的掌心立即出了汗。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRBpAFbElY
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「⋯⋯好。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Jj0XNcZxR
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「真慷慨。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlfnzlHFF7
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他仍然沒有睜眼，腦海裡卻想像著楊宇涵的笑容，楊宇涵笑的時候會瞇眼，左臉會出現小小的單邊梨渦。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzD4s0yusfi
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原先只是牽著一隻手，楊宇涵很快便變成環抱他的手臂，整個人貼了上來。許品辰感受到自己的呼吸滯了幾秒，楊宇涵似乎也察覺了。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxlaQUGYtj
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「品辰緊張嗎？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJauyBt2fL
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3jpesOgdh
「不緊張。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlrmwXIPsZ
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXii0yAF8Vk
「但是我好緊張。」楊宇涵說道，許品辰倒是在心裡吐槽——楊宇涵哪裡緊張了，明明就是老手。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nhmp7cODk
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHqYoit78Z
冰涼的手貼上了許品辰的臉側，又捏了捏他的臉。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS091x4MQWz
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZo5bsQuNX2
「你好可愛。」楊宇涵笑道，「你這麼純情，是不是不跟曖昧對象接吻？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BOyE8wvKK
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOouu5NwOgx
「我沒有跟曖昧對象接吻過。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZlsO1qrMi
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5GD3ce381
「那可以到哪一步？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoFuQ0lPXb
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「牽手吧。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEamsOHGLO
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「那今天就只牽手吧。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtuIpHRzPcd
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楊宇涵輕輕嘆氣，乖乖躺回他身旁，許品辰卻埋進了楊宇涵的肩膀。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSypwx14RN1
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcU8kRTuH4b
「宇涵哥哥。」許品辰的聲音有些顫抖。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8feFcTxShq
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzn9C2pMJqQ
「哦？要破壞自己的原則？」楊宇涵調笑。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLGUuu0Yzo
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpm28SJkZ8Z
許品辰默默點了點頭，鬈髮搔著楊宇涵的下巴。楊宇涵沒再繼續調戲他，只是轉身抱住許品辰，手指不安分地觸上他的耳垂，又揉了一圈耳廓，逐漸按摩向耳後的肌膚，最後托住他的後腦勺。楊宇涵帶有牙膏香味的唇瓣停留他的鼻樑上，落下輕柔的觸碰，沒有親嘴，只是繼續向下，在許品辰剛刮完鬍子的下巴磨蹭幾下，最後停在他的喉結上輕咬啃噬。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lPlOeVocW
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSobBerLhA0
許品辰感覺自己的血液正往下衝。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MXfs4iwWC
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFW6JHBkzw
他伸手抬起楊宇涵的下巴，嘴唇相貼。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYppQ6RX1u
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJLQ3dj62z
楊宇涵毫不猶豫地加深這個吻，靈活地撬開許品辰的嘴，許品辰的舌頭被對方吸得發麻，只能笨拙地在空隙間舔舐楊宇涵，像一頭動情的小獸。他暈眩的腦袋閃過了無數思緒，最後停留在「楊宇涵的吻技開掛了」的念頭。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhYju6sosj
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPu4JwPI4YC
兩人的唇齒分離時，拉出一條唾液的細絲，楊宇涵笑著用指腹抹去口水。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aK3MmSJ14
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「我們這樣會不會太快了？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRb5YuKg3s
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLhre3jhnY
許品辰微喘，忍不住問。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡim2G3ezpPf
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRtk7Lmi3j
楊宇涵被這個問題哽住，「快嗎？我們都曖昧一個月了。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfP9rxW1X2
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MezV94KPx
「嗯⋯⋯」許品辰偷偷喬了一下自己微熱腫脹的褲襠。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbC9eQZywlp
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlc2CZ3n0pJ
「沒關係，我可以等你準備好。」楊宇涵沒有注意到他的小動作，親暱地伸手捏了他的腰間肉，「等你準備好，我就跟你告白。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqgZjg5fAT
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當晚，許品辰花了很久才入眠。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86AIybSJ9V
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他夢見了楊宇涵與他的初見。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcylRWVlytK
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWPm6YDk9F
咖啡廳門口的年輕男人一身鼠尾草綠的毛衣，搭配灰色的小高領針織衫和落地西裝褲。成人口罩掛在他小小的臉蛋，居然顯得過大，甚至略為戳到眼下的臥蟬，雖然大半張臉被口罩遮住，但遮不住眉宇間溫文儒雅的氣質。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxtD94G8sg
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「Noel。」他輕輕喚了一聲，男人便抬頭，笑彎了雙眼。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYw65k2Y6F
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「別再叫我軟體上的名字了，聽起來好彆扭喔。我真名叫楊宇涵，直接叫宇涵就好。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbL1cFw6sAz
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許品辰點頭稱好，叫了一聲宇涵哥。楊宇涵迎向前擁抱了一下他，後頸貼了抑制貼片，即便貼得很近，仍然聞不到半點費洛蒙。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4twEJFu6x2
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其實他們已經先聊了半個月，許品辰才敢跟楊宇涵見面，他是怕生的人，如果沒有足夠的認識基礎，見面肯定會尷尬。楊宇涵是一個雜誌社的美術編輯，許品辰則是工程師。明明兩人的domain knowledge大相徑庭，楊宇涵卻能讓話題總是不間斷，有著恰到好處的熱情。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2Qso2mLY8
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楊宇涵說過的事，他都記得，像是前男友故事集，像是對藝術的熱忱，像是怕黑。楊宇涵說，夢境愈五彩斑斕，真實的夜愈闃黑、愈濃稠，總是爭先恐後地淹入鼻腔，最後連呼吸都做不到。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡom7hmWv9bg
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他心疼宇涵哥，也意識到自己喜歡上這個不同世界的男人。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiRhGW1K3x
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而楊宇涵對他的好感也早就溢於言表，聽說他沒被追過，楊宇涵就說要對他告白。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBbDk4KYeH
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在同床共眠那日後，許品辰繼續過著他的獨居生活，差別是，他一個人在黑暗裡的時候，總是會想起宇涵哥撩人心弦的吻。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUjbmdhJ0M
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不過，楊宇涵假日偶爾會來睡。楊宇涵愈來愈習慣在睡前吻他，他則慢慢習得以唇齒回應。楊宇涵喜歡邊親邊喘，起先許品辰以為是克制不住而溢出唇間的呻吟，直到楊宇涵親口承認，他是刻意喘來助興的。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4P7dCmkj5
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「喜歡我喘嗎？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSxyCfHDTZ
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「喜歡⋯⋯」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBdoatwNau
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「等你準備好我就告白，我寫了一封長信給你。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0QbCXUlMy
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「那我也要寫。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcrdZ8gnbO
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他們許諾好要寫信給彼此，確認關係當天卻連拆封都來不及。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLhDUjMQE3
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許品辰的易感期跟楊宇涵的發情期撞在一起。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmtmLz1jX5
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先是燥熱的手指相扣，再來是唇瓣相貼。楊宇涵的吻不斷落在他的身上，嘴裡的情話連連。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wcEkY8wCY
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「寶貝，你是茉莉味的Alpha耶，好可愛好香。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYn586BO4EE
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「你幹幹我好不好，我好想要你。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2PF5sHnYy
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許品辰已經完全硬挺，嘴裡卻是純情的要求。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNXjLdrdGC
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「宇涵哥哥，快點跟我告白，我想答應你了。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhW1wFr0aa
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「跟我在一起吧。」楊宇涵在吻的間隙開口，許品辰匆忙地點頭，然後就被楊宇涵扒下皮帶。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYVkUYMT38
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於是他當晚得知了，他的宇涵哥哥真正爽的時候，跟接吻時助興的叫法不同。靡靡水聲間雜著綿長的低吟和喘息，疼痛的摩擦讓楊宇涵的眼眶蓄滿生理淚水，於是他失神地閉上雙眼。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohvy1yTRnM
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「哥哥，看著我嘛。」許品辰親吻他顫抖的眼睫，撒嬌地要求道。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8rw3rJO6m
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快感積累地太過洶湧，許品辰很快就射了。楊宇涵明明在發情期，卻沒有他敏感，一直到後半夜用玩具插得盡興了才高潮。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRLlyfUA8I
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「對不起哥哥，我下次會表現得更好。」許品辰愧疚地說，楊宇涵溫柔地安撫他、摸摸他的頭。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTujjPZL3j
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許品辰陪楊宇涵纏綿了整個發情期，在下一次發情期來到前，楊宇涵搬進了許品辰的房子。那是許品辰父母買給他的房子，2LDK的家庭式套房。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WE9OOcLks
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但其實楊宇涵也沒有睡過自己的房間幾次，他的房間拿來堆放英搖專輯跟純文學書籍，許品辰的房間拿來睡覺。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPe1aox4m0f
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楊宇涵怕黑，於是許品辰也習慣了開著燈睡。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3LBiBjVcp
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如果不是發生那件事，也許他們會一直很幸福。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LDA3H6hF0
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那是如平常一樣的日子，楊宇涵刷完牙便躺在他的身側，許品辰伸手將頂燈調成最小的亮度。床頭櫃的手機震了幾聲，於是楊宇涵抓起手機，在昏暗的光線下回了一則訊息。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqMFLOomzL
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「宇涵哥哥，熄燈了不要玩手機，會飛蚊症的。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItL1VxoGJh
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIDPW6oZeV
楊宇涵笑著答好，卻起身走出房間。被扔在床上的手機再次震動，於是許品辰撈起了手機。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2TkJmSMAV
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【童恩：奇萊後書也在你那嗎？】57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWtUHl85Wj
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掃過鎖定畫面的訊息，許品辰很快想起這個名字。童恩，楊宇涵的前男友。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSEFj638iO
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBx95yUjMN
楊宇涵在認識許品辰的時候，剛跟前男友分手。於是許品辰其實聽聞很多童恩的事，大部分都是楊宇涵的種種抱怨。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7yelGm3le
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楊宇涵好像只是去確認藏書，很快就折回房間，見許品辰醒著，便主動去吻許品辰。許品辰別過頭去，於是吻只落在他的臉頰上。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwkgv6BvXz
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLJuHY1mam
「你跟童恩還有聯繫嗎？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXF0l6Zz3Nb
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0rl0Y9RKF
楊宇涵發愣，隨後眉頭低垂。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmFlRTVEbV
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「你看我手機？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb56AoistdV
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許品辰沒有說話，楊宇涵嘆了一口氣，主動解釋。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5hwq2afAD
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「只是他要回國了，他借我的書我一直沒還。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmOueVXoHc
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許品辰很早就知道，社群媒體很可能是潘朵拉的盒子，包含他男朋友的推特。要找到楊宇涵的帳號並不困難，他只需要藉口幫楊宇涵更新瀏覽器外掛，對方就會放心地交出自己的電腦。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxT81J8lAZP
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甚至都不用駭。而且那還是個公開帳號，他只要記住ID就好。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpP9i7TvUok
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRR4bPpQTH
許品辰開始看楊宇涵過往的推特，就真的一發不可收拾。循著楊宇涵的帳號，立刻就能找到童恩，他們是彼此最活躍回推的追蹤者。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrquNmRV29e
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楊宇涵是個狡猾的人，他可以輕易提起前男友的壞，卻不曾開口說過去有多愛。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcj6EyPkMzh
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc406acNOsF
楊宇涵很久沒更新推特，所以時間軸還停留在他跟童恩的熱戀期，楊宇涵不是楊宇涵，也不是洋氣的Neol，他是よる君。其實據那些推文，楊宇涵是よる君，但不等於よる君。よる君是抗拒喜歡童恩學長、又為之深深著迷的人格。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFx8eUQLQK
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屬於他這種理工男很難理解的設定。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mN4jQvGme
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許品辰會自虐地雙開視窗，左右對照著兩個人推特的時間軸，他幾乎能拼湊出整個故事，童恩風流又迷人，現在看來游刃有餘的楊宇涵才是沒有安全感的那方。童恩是個Beta，所以他們之間也沒有AO標記——不曾被庸俗的情慾束縛，兩人之間只有純粹的靈魂牽引。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nNbfvj7HL
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童恩去了德國讀哲學博士，楊宇涵始終擔心著童恩出軌，因此在仍然最愛他的時刻，斷然選擇分手。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrjxatozZe
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至於許品辰這個人，自始不存在。楊宇涵在推特變成Ｘ之後就不玩了，他們的相遇都是後來的事。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFigKIpQ05N
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よる君曾經發推說到雞尾酒會效應。人類的大腦具備一種能力，去選擇性地注意環境裡重要的訊號，忽略掉其他不必要的背景雜音。愛情中的よる君似乎有一種能力，精準地在這嘈雜的世界裡，捕捉到童恩釋出的訊號。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPoUmKdJ0U
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至於那些背景雜音，大腦其實都接收到了，只是忽略。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGyWNWHQ66
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許品辰也很擅長忽略。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXdCUaSpwU
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宇涵哥哥口中的「我有一個朋友」，我有一個朋友喜歡Blur、我有一個朋友愛讀馬奎斯、我有一個朋友沈迷東部的海，其實都是同個朋友。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qsW1vG554
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一下子通通想起來其實並不好受。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoo5IRRnGkD
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童恩推特上放了某張房間照，書籍在床尾的地板堆得高聳，看起來隨時會崩落一般。許品辰告誡自己不要放大、不要細細去看書名，否則那種既視感，彷彿他走進了他家的客房。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpZvgesAQK
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許品辰也不是故意要跟楊宇涵吵這個。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZc2hbkVKvV
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只是他夢到了楊宇涵。第一次見面那天，他其實比楊宇涵早到，由於咖啡廳限時，他便先到對面超商等，由於前晚興奮地失眠，於是他買了罐能量飲料，坐在座位區複習聊天記錄。隔著玻璃，他看見頎長的男人緩步走向咖啡廳門口。他發呆的時候，會看著楊宇涵的line頭貼失神，所以雖然男人戴著口罩，他也能辨認出那就是楊宇涵。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbxaDp3vsR
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyndx0B08B
他輕輕喚了一聲，男人便抬頭，笑彎了雙眼。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUEF5Y9jW3
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其實他有種直覺，楊宇涵口罩下的嘴角根本沒有笑，只是瞇起了雙眼假裝。他水腫的眼皮殘留著一抹紅，明顯是剛哭過。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9FUHC7Awo
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為了誰哭，毋庸置疑。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgGgV5W8Vm
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許品辰醒來後，又發覺楊宇涵正在全身鏡前整理衣襟。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy23bZ6ih7Y
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgLXEud2Ri
「你睡得好晚。」許品辰從背後摟住楊宇涵，楊宇涵便自然地側頭吻他。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc774WXF4UU
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「不是假日嗎？你要去哪？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUmWxGhDu8
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「機場。」楊宇涵抓了一下頭髮，好像非常在意自己的儀容。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEEoqhSgLt
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7awXe2oVo
「為什麼還要聯絡？明明封鎖就好了，為什麼還要回他的ig限動？為什麼還要約吃飯？為什麼要去接機？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYvBMREp8N
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyVF7EDEhV
他發覺自己失控地傾倒所有話語，楊宇涵被他放大音量的質問嚇了一跳，好似非常害怕他生氣。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckgHNcEHD7
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「我跟他分手了，但還是朋友呀。」楊宇涵解釋，「不要鬧好不好，乖乖。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYOdB6qter
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許品辰神色愈發陰鷙，因為楊宇涵完全當他在胡鬧。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjWyF2voAG
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楊宇涵看了一眼手錶，「回來我再跟你談。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHJRaw8nbz
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「我是你本能的選擇，他是你心的選擇，對嗎？」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJbzAp7uTv
57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sS6rsu2EW
許品辰以為楊宇涵會服軟，會跟平常一樣哄哄他，但楊宇涵只是站在原地，抬手揉了揉眉間的皺褶。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQP593McLG4
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「如果你要這麼想，我也沒有辦法。」57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68VXvZzIxF
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要不是許品辰確認過那是他男朋友的推特，よる君跟現在的楊宇涵實在差得太遠了。よる君會因為缺乏安全感而跟童恩分手，楊宇涵卻不曾表露出一點沒有安全感。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pLBhIs7H5
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許品辰身上留著其他Omega同事的氣味，楊宇涵開車來公司載他的時候，眉頭也不曾皺過一下。同樣地，楊宇涵其實也不太能接受許品辰展現出Alpha的佔有慾或不安全感。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRRg0vsxOi
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「你長得好看、工作待遇好、家裡有錢，我這麼普通還高攀你，你有什麼好沒安全感的？是我該沒安全感吧。」楊宇涵總是開玩笑打趣他。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtyZHWTO5M
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許品辰治不好自己的沒安全感，跟楊宇涵大吵一架後，楊宇涵不回家了，也沒提分手，只傳訊息說等雙方都冷靜下來再談。57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJxUEmL45z
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楊宇涵不在，他本來可以直接熄燈，但他做不到。熄燈瞬間，楊宇涵與他的種種畫面便如幻燈片閃現。他一個人蜷縮在床上，按亮了小小的螢幕，在光線滅去之際——57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHNFFdGvhT
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【許品辰：宇涵哥哥】57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqyuHVvbjd
【許品辰：我發現】57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIHHIxBHEo
【許品辰：我開始怕黑了】57Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUCy3hxyNL
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