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不知道夜蛾老師跟悟怎麼跟高層周旋的，但我的學籍問題總算是順利被解決。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVllg20YjEf
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連明裡暗裡來試探我的人都沒見著，聽說才剛進高專就被悟打回去了。物理上的那種「打」。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7l1ptTWtgs
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──這些消息都是硝子打聽來的。在完成例行性的生理檢查後，她像是想到什麼似的，問：你……打算怎麼辦？271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8QbKV8fDO
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翻身下床到一半的我停住動作。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEROIsouE5
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她看著我的眼睛，說，不想當咒術師了嗎？271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkuKelnVGk
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「硝子。」我猶豫著開口，「我不知道該不該放棄。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXT1G17Iyq
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「為什麼不？」理所當然地反問的同時，她也彎下身軀拉近我們的距離。茶褐色的眼眸仍然注視我，就像是想探究什麼似的。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yT7gzyDbJ
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我注意到她微帶倦意的神情；於是幾欲吐出的話語停留在舌尖，最後又重新咽回腹中。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6Mkqr6512
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所有念想於此刻盡數消弭。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEOUT2YrE0
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「……可能還要再想想吧。」我輕聲說。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDLJ20cqAk
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「是嗎。」硝子重新直起身體，雙手插進白大褂中。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkV1JIewmZ
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「反正我也只是個醫生而已。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5DuKYr9Hg
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她又例行性地叮囑我幾句；態度平和，一切尋常，就好像什麼也沒發生過一樣──我卻直覺似乎有哪裡不太對勁。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7f3LJ3fKZ
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「硝子。」我叫住她。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgMPe2h0gh
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即將離開醫療室的少女回頭看向我，視線於空氣中交會，表情是我見慣不驚的平淡。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIFWWSCW9R
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「你可以……抱抱我嗎？」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9HOPWiThd
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不知道為什麼說出這七個字似乎變得很困難。以前總習慣跟她撒嬌，然而現在卻連話音都會不自覺顫抖。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiw0CEnYj8w
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下一秒，熟悉的、夾帶著菸草氣味的，柔軟的身軀，緊緊地擁住我。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnd95QzymP
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下巴擱在我肩上，她什麼也沒說，只感受到帶著濕氣的呼息落在耳畔。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFs4Xiok2pd
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我想起那天她濕潤的棕色眼睛。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaZlvqdNXI
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「你是笨蛋。」她甕聲甕氣地說。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9zGxBLViF
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「對，我是。」假裝沒聽出她在哭，我好脾氣地應和。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwuCuUhKLr
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「你們都是。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6SfPQpgiM
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「……他們是，我不是。」我感覺自己似乎又要喘不過氣來，只能勉強開口否認。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhL9pfBLPW
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「你前面才剛承認你是笨蛋。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuF8zo86PbT
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「……好吧，我是。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBOZTG66si
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於是硝子不說話了。痛苦隨著她落在我背上的撫拍而緩和；我艱難地從她的懷抱中伸出手，試著學習硝子的動作，輕輕地、拍了拍她的背。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3MeccJPl6
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懷中看似鎮定的身體也跟著顫慄。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSAWu5LYOi
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偌大的醫療室裡，只餘她小小的啜泣聲，和衣肩上暈染的濕意。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbFtdKViuj
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硝子的情緒管理能力一向不錯，很快就止住眼淚。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfwj353PoQ
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她沒過問我為何突然向她討抱的原因，反倒是我自己先按捺不住。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuFfQrJi4t
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「你不問嗎？」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTnJnnF1St
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硝子盯著我幾秒之後扯扯嘴角，反正你自己會講原因。說這話的時候語氣裡還頗有幾分勝券在握的意味，一副「你看，這不就自己說了嗎？」的樣子。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmnmQ9TDxl
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真是被她捏得死死的。我心情微妙。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5gQh5T5bz
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「好吧，我只是覺得……」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbDgAbwCl4
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我只是覺得你看起來很失望，我說。感覺如果那時候真的就這樣放你離開的話，大概就要變成陌生人了。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmWU9byGFx
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她離開的背影和方向與少年重疊而合，而同樣的錯誤不能再犯第二次。我不能放她走。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvZhH14du6
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「──我不接受。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWX5uh561c
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硝子沉默幾秒，無奈地笑了笑。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡte7lQW7p1i
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「你要是對待五條也這麼坦率就好了。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSqK7ZXWN4
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「欸……欸？」什麼意思？為什麼突然扯到他？271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwzvCjS0Sp
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人對夢遊時做的事情不會有印象，這你清楚吧？硝子問。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJA65RdTKi
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我點頭，疑惑地反問，「所以我夢遊的時候都做了什麼？」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjg6YYWRBF
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「是也沒什麼，都是些常見的而已。」她含糊地帶過，「不過你前陣子倒是做了件事，把五條嚇壞了。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrtPOPJB4n
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……我突然有種不好的預感。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnf0U3JWzU
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「硝子，等──」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fsSAINSYw
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「──你在夢遊的時候對著五條告白。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzScmJf6ji
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我搖搖晃晃地從病床上起身。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJv2P55vHO
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「你幹麼？」硝子問。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFV48ve4aW
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「退學。」我要退學，就現在，立刻，馬上。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2suTGpTFB
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「可是我還沒講完。」她憋笑。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0t4Xi8YYX
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「你別──」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrMYvaebLk
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她把我按在床上坐好，強迫我繼續聽。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMv0ge2XGrj
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我好想逃。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuqCiTD2w4
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「你抱著人家堅持不鬆手，說『好可愛的貓！』，然後準備親他臉頰──別這麼緊張啦，他頭一歪閃掉了，變成親頭髮；還有一次是抱住他，用撒嬌的語氣說『硝子──我好想你』……」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqEH8uXDGn
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她數了一堆我做過的丟臉事，最後如此總結：「你把人家嚇到現在看到你都會想跑。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8YoE3Ro8i
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語氣裡倒是聽不出指控的味道，感覺更像是看好戲。我的腦袋還轉不大過來，聽見這話直接反射性問：那他幹麼不跑？271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFm1T2De4sy
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……問完的時候才意識到，這種事情好像也不是他要跑，是我要離他遠點才對吧？哪有檢討受害者的道理。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJIlNQ96Eu
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想到這裡，我站起身。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPNnQ1l74c
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「你要退學了嗎？」硝子饒有興致地問。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxcHsnjRCD
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「對──不對、不對。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64AfRh0QW0
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面對她疑惑的表情，我語氣平靜地說──271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaEDe8aoJB
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「我要讓自己消失在這世界上。」271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzad0sryEc
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是速速寫出的摸魚產物。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhg3Tw2ssPr
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很想大修，但是這篇已經兩萬多字了，不太好改，大概要等之後比較有空吧（還在忙考試ing）……唉再放下去都要瘋狂被芥見打臉了。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5ESCe9ByR
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總之希望這篇可以順利在今年完結（好難），可以的話還滿想印一本給自己當紀念的。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlfze2emdd
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祝閱讀愉快。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRB85xFduj
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240306 梔涼｜匿名交流單
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（一個後續）271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Mv90kZ8Hz
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問題：請問兩位現在的感想是？（高舉麥克風）271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmmCr3vkt6
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主角（臉上打馬賽克＋變聲處理）：不想活了。271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEG6fGDZTh
五條悟（離線中）：（還在躲貓貓）271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5GapQXCmR
路過的家入硝子：沒差吧反正是夢遊啊（無情嘲笑）271Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2Q7KdSyIn
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夏油傑……夏油傑持續離線中。
