幾日後，我終於出院，而出院後我都冇乜點再同茹姐聯絡，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuU0T12Jown
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRleATGEiEB
我只覺得我個心好痛，我邊個都唔想見，好多時候我都匿入間房喊，因為我真係唔捨得阿欣，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡky0yGaTLc7
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeb8PjqVWSD
腦入面不斷浮現我同阿欣以前嘅回憶，我每次諗起都會覺得好痛心，就好似有隻手緊緊握緊我個心臟，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEt9oyRmlBb
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWxe3W5SY7
雖然我知喊都係無補於事，但我真係控制唔到，阿欣就好似寄生左係我腦入面經常都會跳出佢嘅影子，令我日日都過著消沉嘅日子，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfrEskfoAz
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXEsjdQEyJ
而茹姐呢幾日就不停地炸我機WTS我，佢安慰我、約我、氹我、主動開話題同我傾計，但我都冇理會佢，我已經對周邊嘅任何事、任何人失去樂趣，我邊個都唔想理。162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qZ0JFgWEY
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlm0zwZiRfl
而呢晚我就獨自地出左去海濱，因為始終呢度係我同阿欣第一次約會嘅地方，所以我想黎多次呢度感受一下戀愛的味道，我會好重視呢個地方，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3jVMqIQZY
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBRkKwQqIH
去海濱前我去7仔買定一pat藍妹，我決定今晚不醉冇歸，我要係海濱陪住「阿欣」。162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjwtxa0RnT
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozjcGQKB0S
買完一pat藍妹後，我拎住頹住咁行去海濱，今晚海濱並唔多人，顯得好冷清，正好係一個適合借燒愁嘅地方，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSbRdkPwf2
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0QO4TbVLO
點解?因為我總覺得一個又靜又舒服嘅地方可以令我好好思考，我可以享受一個人獨獨的自由，拋開一切煩惱，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jSloGRO2C
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMzh9KqJ7H
望住漆黑嘅海面，十分寂靜，只有陣陣寒風吹過，而望住一條無窮無盡嘅海濱長廊，我亦只見到我地以往虛無嘅影子，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyE5n021D4
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7nzFQfVDS
我依家真係好想阿欣再次出現我面前，我好掛住佢，但我依家再掛住佢仲有咩用，已經太遲。162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSH85fa5NRT
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGXLEcu8n0
諗到呢度，我就拎起一罐500mL嘅藍妹不停地罐，真係好奇怪，平時飲酒我會覺得好苦好難飲，但我依家再飲我竟然會覺我呢陣苦味好好飲，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsEr7wGNd0
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4xBKGqGM9
我個心真係好痛，眼淚再次不自覺地流出，我真係恨我自己咁冇用，明明我已經入左去阿欣間病房可以救到佢，但最後我都救唔到，乜都做唔到，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEhEdot49o
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ccnEwSJIL
我話過要保護佢，但最後點?最後佢死左係我面前，親眼睇住一個人殺佢但我卻無能為力......162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwOmgdDBbA
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyIhvxwdM1
責怪期間，我好快已經將一罐藍妹飲晒，身體開始有啲不受控制、搖搖欲墜，而視線亦慚慚變得模糊且搖晃，然後我坐低左係木板造嘅地下挨住塊玻璃，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Ev4vO1yuw
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8l89jv7dc2
但我並冇理會，我拎出第二支出黎罐，今晚嘅酒真係特別好飲，我唔想停，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhQK64MjHi
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaYd6URn90
飲係好飲，但我個心依然仲係咁痛，我更痛恨個天點解唔可以俾我回報，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKF7tCzP5nm
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2t5hIOyLu
以前我對阿欣做左咁多衰野係我虧待左佢，點解就唔可以俾我回報返佢?點解唔可以俾我將功補過?而係推佢去死，真係好唔公平，最應該要死嘅就唔死，反而要一個受盡苦難嘅去死。162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OowoQn66d
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjZMcXGlY9
我望住坐係度望住漆黑嘅上空，嘴邊喃喃自語，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPf63I2Qaf
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRPSYNYSXX
「阿欣，你係上面過得好唔好?我真係好想黎陪你。」162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLdaqCxETr
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WXY7GOxws
說罷我開始拎起第三罐酒開始劈，頭腦十分搖晃，我見到漆黑嘅上空竟然識旋轉，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDXfsLIMGK
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfdGl2EvhA
唔單止上空，周遭嘅事物亦開始旋轉，睇野已經睇唔清。162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZB7EP63mWm
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNb6wCXIdw
不過呢個時候我忽然見到有個身影行緊過黎，我睇唔清佢個樣、睇唔清佢著咩衫，只略略見到佢一步...兩步...三步咁行緊過黎，越黎越接近我，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlT3khp9Bfj
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfw00XA2Wt
直至佢行到我身邊同我講野我先知佢係邊個，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUc7THcCEfC
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPfPWQmhDY
「阿豪，唔好再飲啦，你已經醉晒。」162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQpwJiPLfZ
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXgU8ZaS9c
原來佢係茹姐，佢拎走支酒唔俾我。162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ce30P682f
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUh0yLQaC2
「你俾返我，我未醉...我未醉。」162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYh0gafBaR
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eAZ2NeRby
我伸手想搶返支酒，但我根本搶唔到，周圍都係度旋轉緊，我搶到嘅只有空氣。162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ufUYKSF4D
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8E3pa6BZG
「唐富豪你醒下，阿欣已經死左，呢個係不變嘅事實，你成晚係度飲酒又有咩用，唔通你係度喊苦喊忽佢就會復活返?唔會嫁啦。」162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9mAsgyqaw
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlOJrELUu2
我聽到茹姐正係度大聲罵緊我。162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfh9JYGwbI
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKZY9WSI36
「我真係好掛住阿欣...我想去陪佢。」162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHi8QF12QD
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqmAuoNfst
「阿欣生前最大嘅遺願就係要你振作，唔好為左佢放棄自己，你睇下你依家點嘅樣，你估下如果阿欣見到你依家咁嘅樣會唔會開心?」162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYMXSIk9An
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTICIOY8nBs
「你唔好理我...我想點就點。」162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqe4v67B3E4
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcV1rg0B0y
「你日日咁消沉都冇意思，唔通你成世都想為左個死左嘅女仔而愁?你咁樣做就即係唔聽阿欣嘅話，你當佢嘅遺願係耳邊風!!」162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6P6LS6x757
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUP2XnV9Z05
「你知唔知?佢俾伯母殺唔只係覺得罪孽深重，仲係想救你，佢情願自己死都唔想再連累到你，因為伯母由始至終最大嘅目的都係要阿欣條命。」162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pdfOdwlNM
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbe3wF63Dh
「你諗下，佢寧願自己死都唔想你有事，睇得出你條命係好重要，莫非你就咁唔珍惜佢對你嘅死?」162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc37ewvl2iJ
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2T1dsXpE8j
茹姐講完後，我終於頂唔住瞓低左，眼晴慚慚合上，瞓左係茹姐肩膀上，冇再回應佢，162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDywXCPXpl
162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZw1syUYJmm
呢一晚睇黎就此隨著夜幕結束吧......162Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8V93NGbRA
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