No Plagiarism!H3lkoYIdkKLLSkA1cC5Uposted on PENANA 優鉉翻身,感覺到旁邊躺著一個人,愣了下,睜開眼,看著那熟悉的側臉,是他?真是他?我是在做夢嗎?帶著那不確定、迷惘,顫著手,去觸摸他的側臉,感覺到他有些溫熱的體溫。手猛地縮回來,只覺得那麼的不可思議。做夢真的能夠感受到別人的溫度嗎?還真疑惑阿。想了想,也不再去管是否在做夢,伸出雙臂,緊緊的抱住他。心想,不管了,無論是否在做夢,我都不會再放開他的。漸漸地,不自覺的又進入夢鄉。8964 copyright protection283PENANAY7dhrfisWe 維尼
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再度睜開眼,看到身旁已經沒有他的身影,優鉉覺得失望。果然,是在做夢阿。想了想,帶著些許的無力感,緩緩的走到廁所前,正想進去時,卻看到他站在廁所裡的鏡子前面,正刷著牙。8964 copyright protection283PENANAwBQRANupuw 維尼
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優鉉睜大眼看他。而他見優鉉露出詫異的表情,有些好笑的說:“你發生什麼事?一大早就怪怪的。“8964 copyright protection283PENANAUIb4t0ka8p 維尼
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頓了頓,又說:“你該不會做惡夢了吧?死死的抱住我不放,害得我還得花大力氣才鬆開。看不出來,你還真夠膽小。“8964 copyright protection283PENANALJAnDVD81J 維尼
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優鉉聽他這麼說,才開口說:“我..我哪裡膽小了。“只不過,無法相信還能夠再次看到你,好好的站在我面前。8964 copyright protection283PENANA1ZOtkFG9NK 維尼
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想了想,優鉉忍不住的把之前想說的話,說出來:“對不起,我一直都沒能信任你,以後不會了。“8964 copyright protection283PENANAkVsUMDuSHR 維尼
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直樹聽了,沒有多大的反應,只是說:“是嗎?“說著,把水龍頭打開,低頭,洗了洗臉。又用毛巾擦了擦臉。8964 copyright protection283PENANAtR9fXf7Wjd 維尼
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然後,才說:“你還杵在那裡?今天不用上班啊?“8964 copyright protection283PENANAtskZRI5Hgo 維尼
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優鉉聽了,露出笑容說:“不,今天我想請假。“8964 copyright protection283PENANAtsUoQQOq02 維尼
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直樹聽了,說:“還真不像你阿。“說著,就要走出廁所。8964 copyright protection283PENANAPgFiGp8Ci3 維尼
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但被優鉉攔住,一手有些用力的拉住他的手,另一手卻關上門,說:“時間還早吧。“說著,廁所門關上,沒多久的時間,裡面就隱隱約約的傳出斷斷續續的呻吟聲。8964 copyright protection283PENANAZF54HEUtp9 維尼
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中午,兩人有些餓了,換了身衣服,就出門去附近的餐館吃中餐。8964 copyright protection283PENANAPXA8ntNBG5 維尼
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優鉉心不在焉的邊吃邊盯著直樹看,看的直樹有些莫名奇妙,說:”喂,你今天真的很奇怪啊。“8964 copyright protection283PENANAOyq8MVgdX5 維尼
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優鉉聽了,愣了下,說:“才沒有。“8964 copyright protection283PENANA6A8QXjIngF 維尼
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直樹聽了,不信的看他說:”該不會出了什麼事?“8964 copyright protection283PENANAxwDwmQt7k5 維尼
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優鉉聽了,搖頭,心想,總不能說我以為你已經死了..8964 copyright protection283PENANAa4Gabu3oAG 維尼
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想了想,只是說:”沒事,只是做了個惡夢。“8964 copyright protection283PENANA2zXM1vOmhk 維尼
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直樹聽了,說:“惡夢?不會吧?你還真那麼膽小?“8964 copyright protection283PENANAaDOGNzKLdT 維尼
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優鉉聽了,反到承認說:“是阿,我很膽小。“8964 copyright protection283PENANAlTKA5KWgG5 維尼
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直樹聽了,很好奇的問:“是夢到什麼啊?“8964 copyright protection283PENANAWpgkbgnMqH 維尼
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優鉉聽了,遲疑一下,說:“只是,害怕有一天,我又是孤身一人。“8964 copyright protection283PENANApYprbuW0ff 維尼
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直樹聽了,沉默幾秒,才說:“這樣啊。“8964 copyright protection283PENANAQJp7MbOfa6 維尼
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優鉉盯著他看,說:“改天找個時間,咱們去旅遊吧。“8964 copyright protection283PENANA0Vu8tJtYQA 維尼
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直樹點頭,答應說:”好阿。“8964 copyright protection283PENANAsCGd2InOaz 維尼
優鉉想了想,又說:”要不,今天吧?“8964 copyright protection283PENANAuaA49FSJfv 維尼
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直樹聽了,有些驚訝的說:“今天?“8964 copyright protection283PENANARN9YuNCmHo 維尼
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優鉉聽了,看他說:“對,今天吧,好嗎?“8964 copyright protection283PENANAlAAJr2SPZ1 維尼
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直樹“嗯“了一聲,說:“好阿。“8964 copyright protection283PENANA1VyKq4Bkz4 維尼
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就這樣,他們吃完中餐,結了帳,就回去整理好行李出發,地點嘛..他們也沒想好,坐著火車,隨便找了個站下去,然後,就去旅行。8964 copyright protection283PENANAdow4690GFg 維尼
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這一天,對於他們來說,是那樣的隨意、自在。如果時間能一直停留在這時刻,該有多好?8964 copyright protection283PENANA4jdcfGXmlJ 維尼
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時間一天天的過去8964 copyright protection283PENANAbKPT9oaN9I 維尼
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優鉉一直偷偷的注意著直樹,深怕他再度離開。想起那時,因為自己不信任,到了最後,知道了真相後,卻後悔,但已經來不及了。這次,他想做出改變,甚至想要改變在未來某一天直樹會離他而去。但那是不可能吧?直樹的病,不是說治,就能治好的。這也就是當初直樹選擇離開的原因,而自己那時又對他不信任..不不不,這次不會了。至少,在那日子來臨前,兩人還有多點的共同的回憶,這樣也好吧?8964 copyright protection283PENANAyatBpHs1tD 維尼
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於是,優鉉盡量抽出時間陪著他,直樹隱隱約約的也猜到了些什麼?覺得很驚訝,又..有些感動。可是,他不想到了最後,死在優鉉住的地方啊。8964 copyright protection283PENANAPJdP9H7id5 維尼
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這天,他想偷偷的整理行李,卻被優鉉發現了。8964 copyright protection283PENANArqyWsGjyCG 維尼
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優鉉有點生氣的看他說:“想走?“8964 copyright protection283PENANA3IH0KRQVn9 維尼
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直樹聽了,回說:“是阿,待膩了。“說著,又繼續整理行李。8964 copyright protection283PENANAxIjtrJTKwJ 維尼
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優鉉聽了,走過去,把行李弄在地上,欺身上去,把直樹壓在床上,說:“我不讓你走!!“8964 copyright protection283PENANAROnxEMhyXm 維尼
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頓了頓,有些傷感的說:“我知道,你為了什麼而想離開?別離開,好嗎?哪怕你只有一天的生命,都別離開我,算我求你,好嗎?“8964 copyright protection283PENANAtatAG1Z0dK 維尼
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直樹聽了,掙扎著。8964 copyright protection283PENANAEcsZDkLWwh 維尼
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優鉉見了,又說:“別走,好嗎?如果你現在走了,我馬上自殺。這樣等到你死了,我就能過去找你,然後,我們就不會再分開了。“8964 copyright protection283PENANAKsidnCcoi2 維尼
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直樹聽他說的話,停止掙扎說:“你何必呢..“8964 copyright protection283PENANAMuHc8Wm1bN 維尼
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優鉉湊過去,親了親他說:“從來,我都不曾承認過,我愛你,這三個字。但現在我想這麼的對你說。不管你是否同樣對我也是..這樣,只要你不離開就好..“8964 copyright protection283PENANAyS8RSdCzDG 維尼
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直樹聽了,笑出聲說:“你真夠傻。“8964 copyright protection283PENANAoDlB9yRFFn 維尼
優鉉聽了,也笑說:“是阿,我是夠傻,所以,才會承認真的愛你阿。“8964 copyright protection283PENANAsEkJdOHCyo 維尼
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至此,優鉉乾脆把工作辭了,每天每天都陪著直樹待在家,又或者四處遊玩,製造回憶,不去管旁人的想法和感受。一心的只想待在直樹身邊。8964 copyright protection283PENANA7MWJMC6DvO 維尼
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才剛洗完澡時,直樹就感覺到胸口很悶,喘不過氣來,優鉉發現了,馬上叫救護車,想要試看看,有沒有奇跡的發生,答案,當然是沒有。8964 copyright protection283PENANArQZyiy261G 維尼
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當握著的那隻手,垂了下來,看著他緊閉的雙眼,原本以為自己會大哭一場,然而,卻意外的冷靜。8964 copyright protection283PENANASgNVqSABpc 維尼
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把所有的一切都辦完後,看著直樹的遺照,優鉉心想,該出發了。雖然,對哥哥和嫂子來說,會有些抱歉。可是,不這麼做的話,就不能再見到直樹了,明明那時就答應過了。雖然,可能是我單方面的一廂情願吧。8964 copyright protection283PENANAS2BtKJ5esH 維尼
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拿起筆,寫了一封信,放在桌上。然後,把適先準備好的安眠藥拿出來,一顆一顆的放進嘴裡,喝了水,下定決心的吞進去,心裡卻在想,用這樣的死法死去,會不會太懦弱了點,不知道直樹知道了,會不會笑話我啊?8964 copyright protection283PENANAls8aetIssx 維尼
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漸漸地意識慢慢的模糊,隱隱約約的,看到直樹站在身旁看著自己,便對他露出一絲微笑,心想,再等我一下下,很快的,就過去找你了。8964 copyright protection283PENANAJLcS0tbvU4 維尼
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作者有話要說:阿,第一次寫悲劇,只是想把看文時的遺憾給弄沒了,所以就寫出這篇...。8964 copyright protection283PENANAM0Gmtg0sLk 維尼
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