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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkokcib2f2L
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『嘩啦——』814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHubpkcFqAH
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「這都下多久了......」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAdxrdATpt
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEgrO7Euzq
意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9HPLpr6x6
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeu98soyEtO
枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxw6MceuLMH
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhoyOXZOat
尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8ln10ZFqr
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUEosc35v9
能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrriGa9LPpm
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuG1FXsG6c
『鈴——鈴——』814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHU6ugvT4Q
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfE1Gqh1WoK
終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVxWADjiIC
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCjPYZwRJC
一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFVkzSI91B
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYDqHVw4ct
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8fZ56DSAu
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyu0uiNSF2F
「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGp84F1M98i
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhp0Aj7h2UA
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeitJ5VrNPA
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrvv27hhqI
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZ0BYLx8mf
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeosRutaTlo
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAC1xJhVVVa
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwAaceYvFN
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerEY0a0B6G
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmFJCVodQ0
到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikOEErznw8
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLBCPGJWFV
依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPfRmqGjvw
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4cnSLywMa
某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KETUfbdAE
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSqxEGCKb8
從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tyhHYlDdy
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqDQDIELSf
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VBAeoISf8
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8XoxoosR8
「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXZXxyPWGE
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLHRl7oEYi
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hIky9Nw0S
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mZS43HwRv
「還會痛嗎？」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUaO5l8wiE
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUn6f23QPCo
「不會了，謝謝。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8ftNpm7Bt
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7m6UKiqt9L
他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlX8RIupRQ
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtb2NUnRDWA
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxctjkHxWGS
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxiAK6dWyB
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadjNHglUWp
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAHRdOyLqj
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVi2rE0FtX
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUA0hGlLzM
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgRKNlaPhi
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6n3ezSShIS
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1kMXd0vZP
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiC1PrhrJz
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xQREjepYf
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaw2pOTCDZ
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17pkJxAGG0
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbsTS8O40E
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfImK1BofA
恍惚之間，我回到了現實。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RBmwinzCR
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI04mynWFEI
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvR1xpdHP7
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiI6BtNFKf
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8sbHUvsm8
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreeZTBSffH
「也是。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXvpfqIgye
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmod5jPYzSG
我只是在逃避。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNin21bYm9X
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxu3pmbExP
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilpYgJKT3Q
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjEbrCRlSa
我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvHNEnFgkx
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2VQIrRXAV
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwIRWShjyp
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucLXL5GA1d
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeQDeyptAm
夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMqodOts3x
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1iez9qeoS
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4NNuvCVBg
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tD7lJZ5GW
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgWlaGaXLy
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPWNPs4fJD
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPi2wiPeJ8S
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTftNKEsg2C
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0xQpOO7G3
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwAqW0s5my
「別走！」
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QnL5jG56g
總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZhYlmnvDJ
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6CWlpuKf7
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXQEtFE0n7
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBWh2RUBDR
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMB6YCRvJu
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlotJmaehb
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfK6rpCNJwl
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeRnbLMdfJ
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRoW12kYCK
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBDlSRTwJP
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCqXXm8PFB
「過來！」他對我喊著。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyMSwX3lq2
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2tsOEIh1p
「不。」我退後了一步。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uHna17TEC
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfVfHVV6sI
他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImBYQVhBEl
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0Bay885w5
就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNEgJ8fPs5
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEFVRg7k5z
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7R28H6sdR
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvdcD0WAI6
「我......」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1D5ewV9wa9
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpmJp0MfJk
「不要靠近我！」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnV1AwJykGT
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttcjcOUSe6
我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAizDsLfSty
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yUDC4IqQI
但是，我卻無法相信自己。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3ABN4FYkk
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7B98xVoU1
「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCJ9qMrF7S
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjt01Lf6Vqi
「你是傻子嗎！」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ479rWIHMmU
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfscQmxJy5A
一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1mUBs0yAw
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgDNQPpS6z
「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxUvuywHI2
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevlYdGKZzh
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqKUh3VAA6
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PrVfAyzp6
像烈日的太陽一般。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroghiFQGnJ
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3chgOx0NYa
一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNddlldQah
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wc2ijXqwc
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlLOLUBxvj
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VulLUHlOQ
「我們回家，好嗎。」814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhF34Y5fgaR
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡor04zskhkx
即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ngg2KwPte
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HyCDKaj0M
就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxPQW0F9Cn
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzh1MSBDKZ
我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8duovIoeTa
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVJv1Pl0Tc
我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrZYyBCtAg
814Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0INi34d6DJ
到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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