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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWqDI2KQKT
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『嘩啦——』815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOSYWWZc9g
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「這都下多久了......」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNE1VuUiqt3
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意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fdiDHSTO2
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枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcS9ngGKqR8
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尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXR0dUSzN8k
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能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Q9VOg4hsy
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYHZav0z4U
『鈴——鈴——』815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9iDW6vprx
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAXGRWhQDK
終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWPypcWs3g
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauMZ4YpNNT
一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCA92thxk6u
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfEyifQAwG
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jDjc9gSaK
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDre9ZSolaQ
「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1kSApbq6z
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoKhwh1pO6
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYwfMig3iM
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNaTv7r7ji
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwELSQNAPH
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWBUabmK83
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPYNWpvsfg
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsBWTADhGq
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNu56D4jja1
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2l8MaLWy0b
到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIhVDSf85B
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovuHBHhqJP
依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqEk8lL1BL
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJd9m9HvWGv
某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsFlDcqQjl
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9rX8I8cdw
從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqv6gMEml9L
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtl7w2BVJhN
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAg35hAl7GN
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Vp8VVcYpA
「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKQ4rnclK8
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6bSWrVKrD
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmq9UydPsEL
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqSkii3UcP
「還會痛嗎？」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcnZiZ7MAZ
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWK4VuD48Y
「不會了，謝謝。」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMsw5VZELS
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAIr2kYGvt
他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgrm8jhE8K
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFHyipU6Fc
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKtNKug6zK
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7rzuoZz4K
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HzpGOLQ2r
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfokSTBNEn
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAAfLTp0ZN
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLwsgsxG1M
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudsBMlDtsR
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2hKEybaXl
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqPw3cuD2e
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpa5kcjHGeu
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2EBDO7UUH
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKetPP5N0Oe
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzibDMW5a4
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiKJVEa8Wz
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAZuPlOP4f
恍惚之間，我回到了現實。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5jRCM2oWO
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXndtca2Bng
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3mLScjfcC
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbulRt0Z0u
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPuh4olW4x
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5liGQvWK5
「也是。」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOocqRx4ZTA
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我只是在逃避。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgNkeSArpc
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因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRS0ZQv4U5
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMrOF9NGiS
我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJioEUgzrc
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAZs5quct1
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVr3yuuezBq
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cL89iQkB9
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSCQeBvha1
夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BiiUAezBu
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6dBuBGswp
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNwASe4KlI
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4ndppAJgk
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIlx4RHH8Q
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVTXJ5VRwm
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXzmvVhutW
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg47ajCfdYM
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUL79V5aBP5
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY42cViSTHe
「別走！」
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5Vfba2Qwm
總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsqKo9UQDF
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUCASwSwv2
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qcKy965RY
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Zm7xd103O
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvivAQpttid
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZKT3j3vzS
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJZt4bEEYE
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1l5bl5Lfn
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQNBDGUD5i
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfb9jFxKvC
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQ8y5Uuaon
「過來！」他對我喊著。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlp4fV9MCg
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0g876Q5ibv
「不。」我退後了一步。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqk3UlMOvqz
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqnJ7A5Gx1
他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBtsoBM3Rf
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHRh5h1FYu
就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6J1A5szLla
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgi7nPJECG
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KVQJqoos7
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHg5Q2pGDT
「我......」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpXlUiNNPK
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TA035BtsZ
「不要靠近我！」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQXOYEppxS
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0f1OFlMyu
我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEQBRi24CU
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但是，我卻無法相信自己。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoEaJQv6T5
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「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSm6NZyyXx
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「你是傻子嗎！」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ51EsXfhGy
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一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhO7nZ1CKix
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「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BWYun5E7Q
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcmiKizgEN
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNIVP3IzEU
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像烈日的太陽一般。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rm2p9sab9
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一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDnDon6fMn
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就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKO0jooIBka
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「我們回家，好嗎。」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tMycCvpAi
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即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwp2p6w8GD
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqHrephIM5
就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBhS8Id0NQ
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我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKveyuBD4db
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我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6ccEFEA4A
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到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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