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EP 6 背叛的滋味是苦命336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAqcloV71Q
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蠅王的紛爭為奪取譽名戰爭，那怕腐敗中誕生，唯皇之稱乃永不朽般在，逢生者誰願做奴隸下等，只因敗家門戶已滿，爬上去是絕對合理且正確
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逃出這煉獄，從中獨立一桿作目標的前提336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZPLyhHzNx
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卻，總有例外336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5xmSB5Iwz
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如果無法達成條件：覺悟
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在徹底清理了思維之後，我對那傢伙的記憶，開始浮現，只是通通都很虛幻，畢竟失憶的自己無法分開那一個是記憶，那一個才是假336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15FVtIJRgx
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舉個例子
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在某年，我被那傢伙委派去「借物」，結果是一個設局
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我的來臨，是敵人的計算之內
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那時候，KDUL還沒成立，只有國際保衛聯盟，又稱世界治安局存在336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hydS5OaNu
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始終內戰後，資源和秩序皆四散，權力分裂的不穩定國家局面，以及香港亦未開始總邦化，〇〇在那時間不斷有行動
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口上說是確立資源336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSjdip729X
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實際上是在折磨大家336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWB5OHf6a6
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「是鍛練」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ygyvHrlC9
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那片段中的自己仍是忠犬，努力告訴自己要堅持下去，但痛楚對當時的我而言，已經是超越極限了
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敵人是軍政府，在對方眼中，自己是革命份子，至少我的身份保持那樣的話，才是最好的選擇
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酷刑，對你而言是什麼？
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單純地摳打自己？單純使你受苦？
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才不是
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酷刑是要精神折磨336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBBxgy2o4q
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火燒，用紅亮的鐵塊在眼皮上試驗神經敏度；電麻，用強勁的伏特去流通於膀胱；刺傷，活摘下自己的器官；淩辱，根本在為作樂摧殘自己
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一點一點，理智的流失速度比失血更快，但是忠犬奴性比所有更強，在大腦被不中止的神經素反覆輪姦時，口中仍然是在默唸那傢伙的名字
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〇〇會來救我的336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGae5EGEJpk
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怎可能
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全身皆被詞語形容不了的痛楚折磨著，淚水分泌不了出來，因為缺水，中毒的身體不停流著冷汗，好痛、好凍
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為什麼沒有人來救我？336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWi5197Zxd
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片段的結局，有兩個
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一個就是有誰人出現了，以黑暗包裹了視野，以黑暗冰冷的手，抱自己到一盆暖水中，慢慢地，痛楚又好其他感官也好，溶解在身處的水中
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而另一個是336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHdFQiyDRH
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沒有人
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在逐漸死去336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MoeIZlWj4
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在意識完全離開身體前，出現的瀕死狀態，思考不到任何事的情況中
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身體在死去
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痛楚化為唯一扣連自己靈魂與世界的存在
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除此之外，我的自我認知不再存在
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直至，突然之間，我看見一團紫光
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一團火，顏色是比黑色更黑，超出人類光譜的顏色，所有顏色合一，暗色被四周純黑突出，錯覺下彷彿亮色
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似紫色336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHahtGeirL
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我忘記了之後發生了什麼事
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但對這份片段只有一個感覺
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最好的理解方法就是不理解
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那傢伙⋯
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利用了我
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遺忘是最好的選擇336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdTnX0gysk
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在這個世界存在崎品之前，所謂的「超能力」已經存在於這個世上了
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道理正如對於石器時代的人類而言，數世紀前出現的飛機，若與巫術幻獸
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不過如此老套的狀況，這也不難猜測如何推移吧
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是弱肉強食嗎？336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaP0DfsRw8z
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對，但好聽一點
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稱帝者在上，愚民在下方336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xU1O4OD8G
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有這麼一個存在，這個傢伙是一切的人上人之上，把世界掌握於指間，同時，亦把我掌握於指間
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就是⋯那傢伙嗎？336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9IsC1brJg
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對，作為名字的同時，正正是那個禁語：〇〇336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uhL4fcWYW
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「當然，那不是真的名字」 ⋯ 他們都說，唯獨是蒲公英的大家也清楚一點
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是什麼？336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB28JccZegk
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那傢伙本身就沒有名字
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什麼意思？336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nqosi7tSd
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正如你一樣，沒有名字，是因為我沒有賦予你名字這般東西，畢竟如此的東西是由別人所賜予的，始終名稱的存在，是為了認可、確定
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人的身份、事情的經過、地方的位置
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是反映著認可性、絕對性，存在之所以存在的目的，換句話說，凡沒有名字的存在並不確實，改變了本質的存在，也要新名字的理由
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所以⋯你放棄「姬」是因為 ——336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkn5BIR0Szp
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因為我配不上，我違反承諾的行為和身份不一，我不認為自己可以被接納，和你一樣，「不配擁有」，但儘管如此，我的名字仍然存在，始終曾是也是真實的一種
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這也是為什麼，我選擇了由那傢伙改的名字，更符合身份的名字
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「櫻」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQwvssB2BT
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不掛住忠犬的名牌，敗犬的身份又怎會被注意
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那傢伙的名字呢？336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nC6ydpChd
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忠犬要有主人
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所以唯一的名字，是真實的名字
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但只有在被肯定的時候，名字才能作為名字，真相才叫真相，受認定的模因才可以確實存在影響力，是同樣道理
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又比如說，他們覺得大家要「統治世界」，這個是真相嗎？336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvE9kIEKxkp
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對，他們都說336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLV1sBpspPw
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卻「統治世界」，老早於那傢伙成立蒲公英計劃前，已經是能力之內，且，我相信幹部成員的每一個，亦有相對的能力
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不過，「統治世界」不是大家想要的事情，始終在成王之前的鍛煉，不只是改變了能力，更是磨煉了意志336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMiGiGlKrp
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使精神和肉體同步336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMM8yAkn7T6
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幼稚的想法會被淘汰，只留下最純正的決心；「神聖的」決心，正正是區分人類和動物的特質
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成為「完全」的決心336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkQwIY3mpW
