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無題 |じんとにっく
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EP 6 背叛的滋味是苦命296Please respect copyright.PENANAcXtBneNkO1
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蠅王的紛爭為奪取譽名戰爭,那怕腐敗中誕生,唯皇之稱乃永不朽般在,逢生者誰願做奴隸下等,只因敗家門戶已滿,爬上去是絕對合理且正確
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逃出這煉獄,從中獨立一桿作目標的前提296Please respect copyright.PENANArUNGxu0Lr2
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卻,總有例外296Please respect copyright.PENANASvjxxbz0Rf
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如果無法達成條件:覺悟
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在徹底清理了思維之後,我對那傢伙的記憶,開始浮現,只是通通都很虛幻,畢竟失憶的自己無法分開那一個是記憶,那一個才是假296Please respect copyright.PENANABRvGynetBS
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舉個例子
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在某年,我被那傢伙委派去「借物」,結果是一個設局
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我的來臨,是敵人的計算之內
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那時候,KDUL還沒成立,只有國際保衛聯盟,又稱世界治安局存在296Please respect copyright.PENANAuECa5fTbve
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始終內戰後,資源和秩序皆四散,權力分裂的不穩定國家局面,以及香港亦未開始總邦化,〇〇在那時間不斷有行動
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口上說是確立資源296Please respect copyright.PENANAhKFRcDIs4H
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實際上是在折磨大家296Please respect copyright.PENANAE7lsO1dTi0
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「是鍛練」296Please respect copyright.PENANAXn2q8SsDU3
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那片段中的自己仍是忠犬,努力告訴自己要堅持下去,但痛楚對當時的我而言,已經是超越極限了
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敵人是軍政府,在對方眼中,自己是革命份子,至少我的身份保持那樣的話,才是最好的選擇
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酷刑,對你而言是什麼?
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單純地摳打自己?單純使你受苦?
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才不是
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酷刑是要精神折磨296Please respect copyright.PENANAXcLNzhYfo7
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火燒,用紅亮的鐵塊在眼皮上試驗神經敏度;電麻,用強勁的伏特去流通於膀胱;刺傷,活摘下自己的器官;淩辱,根本在為作樂摧殘自己
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一點一點,理智的流失速度比失血更快,但是忠犬奴性比所有更強,在大腦被不中止的神經素反覆輪姦時,口中仍然是在默唸那傢伙的名字
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〇〇會來救我的296Please respect copyright.PENANAd61z9O4sJu
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怎可能
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全身皆被詞語形容不了的痛楚折磨著,淚水分泌不了出來,因為缺水,中毒的身體不停流著冷汗,好痛、好凍
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為什麼沒有人來救我?296Please respect copyright.PENANAhgQfLzBq7N
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片段的結局,有兩個
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一個就是有誰人出現了,以黑暗包裹了視野,以黑暗冰冷的手,抱自己到一盆暖水中,慢慢地,痛楚又好其他感官也好,溶解在身處的水中
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而另一個是296Please respect copyright.PENANAeRYf1wPUrd
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沒有人
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在逐漸死去296Please respect copyright.PENANArAITgDxiAp
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在意識完全離開身體前,出現的瀕死狀態,思考不到任何事的情況中
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身體在死去
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痛楚化為唯一扣連自己靈魂與世界的存在
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除此之外,我的自我認知不再存在
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直至,突然之間,我看見一團紫光
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一團火,顏色是比黑色更黑,超出人類光譜的顏色,所有顏色合一,暗色被四周純黑突出,錯覺下彷彿亮色
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似紫色296Please respect copyright.PENANANUad6QqL1D
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我忘記了之後發生了什麼事
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但對這份片段只有一個感覺
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最好的理解方法就是不理解
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那傢伙⋯
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利用了我
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遺忘是最好的選擇296Please respect copyright.PENANA6gAETEhrLS
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在這個世界存在崎品之前,所謂的「超能力」已經存在於這個世上了
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道理正如對於石器時代的人類而言,數世紀前出現的飛機,若與巫術幻獸
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不過如此老套的狀況,這也不難猜測如何推移吧
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是弱肉強食嗎?296Please respect copyright.PENANADo2RhmLPOC
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對,但好聽一點
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稱帝者在上,愚民在下方296Please respect copyright.PENANAEhvDRWhLfV
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有這麼一個存在,這個傢伙是一切的人上人之上,把世界掌握於指間,同時,亦把我掌握於指間
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就是⋯那傢伙嗎?296Please respect copyright.PENANAGbDT5D0666
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對,作為名字的同時,正正是那個禁語:〇〇296Please respect copyright.PENANA5vZLJ7psi8
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「當然,那不是真的名字」 ⋯ 他們都說,唯獨是蒲公英的大家也清楚一點
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是什麼?296Please respect copyright.PENANAJaUaEJ3dN7
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那傢伙本身就沒有名字
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什麼意思?296Please respect copyright.PENANArGTq3Dw2GN
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正如你一樣,沒有名字,是因為我沒有賦予你名字這般東西,畢竟如此的東西是由別人所賜予的,始終名稱的存在,是為了認可、確定
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人的身份、事情的經過、地方的位置
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是反映著認可性、絕對性,存在之所以存在的目的,換句話說,凡沒有名字的存在並不確實,改變了本質的存在,也要新名字的理由
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所以⋯你放棄「姬」是因為 ——296Please respect copyright.PENANAvVGnmkuAdc
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因為我配不上,我違反承諾的行為和身份不一,我不認為自己可以被接納,和你一樣,「不配擁有」,但儘管如此,我的名字仍然存在,始終曾是也是真實的一種
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這也是為什麼,我選擇了由那傢伙改的名字,更符合身份的名字
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「櫻」296Please respect copyright.PENANANcQQ6176IH
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不掛住忠犬的名牌,敗犬的身份又怎會被注意
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那傢伙的名字呢?296Please respect copyright.PENANAchsZkI9xTB
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忠犬要有主人
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所以唯一的名字,是真實的名字
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但只有在被肯定的時候,名字才能作為名字,真相才叫真相,受認定的模因才可以確實存在影響力,是同樣道理
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又比如說,他們覺得大家要「統治世界」,這個是真相嗎?296Please respect copyright.PENANAtzCO61fszD
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對,他們都說296Please respect copyright.PENANA68qQiREOFO
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卻「統治世界」,老早於那傢伙成立蒲公英計劃前,已經是能力之內,且,我相信幹部成員的每一個,亦有相對的能力
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使精神和肉體同步296Please respect copyright.PENANAohCXgExZDE
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幼稚的想法會被淘汰,只留下最純正的決心;「神聖的」決心,正正是區分人類和動物的特質
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成為「完全」的決心296Please respect copyright.PENANAUK3Uw08h54