聽了姚露薇的故事之後，亞克恩沉默了許久。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrC7kW91Ksg
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「我一直都為這件事情感到自責。」李梓秧注視著客廳一隅，彷佛看見了當年開開心心地宣佈想要去幼稚園的姚露薇，心底是一陣抽痛，「如果當時我可以阻止她，也許她就不會有陰影了吧。」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3eoueOYeQ
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「不，我覺得您的做法是正確的。」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aLh4Goc5Y
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李梓秧望向亞克恩，眼神有點不安。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbetNo8DB3j
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「這是她的選擇，您只是順著她的意思而已。如果當時您沒有讓她去嘗試做自己想做的事情，可能會是另外一種災難，缺陷總是要面對才會成長，您不需要自責。」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmH1U1cDzO
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但這樣的回答，李梓秧卻露出了無奈的神情。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7m7lE3UYL
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「我曾經為了這孩子的未來感到擔憂，她的力氣就算是收斂了，看起來能像一般孩子那樣生活，但是……我好怕沒有人能接受她這個力量，如果她因此被厭惡，沒有朋友或伴侶而終身孤獨的話──」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGm06YyMp3J
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咚。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuJUqmVmnE
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樓梯那邊傳來東西掉落的聲響。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQn4mx92WY
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兩人愣地回頭望，卻發現姚露薇不知何時已下樓梯，而手中原本還剩下半杯的馬克杯掉落在地上，杯水濕了一地。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVC9OfoO4v6
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穿著粉紅色睡衣的她背對著兩人，身體微微發顫。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9taF5gEGtt
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「小……小薇？」李梓秧的聲音有點顫抖。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRC6eNYYUuC
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「媽……妳為什麼要把那件事情說給別人聽呢？」姚露薇的聲音聽起來像是在壓抑著什麼，哽咽著，「原來在妳心裡是這樣想的啊……對不起，讓妳擔心了呢。」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8npGDTsUt0
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「小薇──」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8nlc971kX
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不理會李梓秧的呼喚，姚露薇衝出家門。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLz28tGR7p
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「小薇！」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgyXIndoQA
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亞克恩稍微安撫李梓秧的情緒後，趕緊追去。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUUEq3AxJ2
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姚露薇像是要將激動的情緒給一口氣宣洩出來那樣，只能拔腿狂奔，不曉得穿越了多少巷弄，最後是終於累到跑不動了，才緩下腳步。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvEzd8lWTB
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她抬頭，目前自己目前所在地是座小公園。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0c00eaTKW1
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這附近她不太熟悉，平常也很少會路過這裡，她都還沒踏進公園就已經可以看見全貌了──範圍真的很小。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMSTzP1B7D
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小公園裡除了基本的幾棵樹以及休息的長椅之外，僅有一座盪鞦韆，這個時間點，已經沒有小孩子嬉戲的身影，而且這裡其實比較偏僻，目前沒有人在附近散步。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7ssTJLcdI
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她稍微冷靜下來之後，才發現自己居然穿著睡衣就跑出來了，連內衣都沒穿……怪彆扭的，但既然這個時間點沒幾隻貓，應該也不用擔心被誰看到，只希望不要遇到變態就是了。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmf09wJ7AJ
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不過，前提是那個變態挨得過她憤怒一拳的話才需要擔心啦。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF127YL1Enq
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以這種尷尬的情況下跑出來，她也不想回家面對家人。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHz2WU0IXU
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她坐上盪鞦韆，踮著腳尖，隨著鞦韆輕微擺晃。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8G3hWRJXF
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其實李梓秧擔心的並沒有錯，姚露薇確實還記得那麼小的時候發生的事情──更正確來講，應該是傷痕造成的陰影到現在還壟罩著她，她就算是想要忘懷也無法。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrACm9Imnkm
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發生那件事情之後，姚家不約而同地粉飾太平，不再過問之前的事情，姚露薇也從來沒想過，有天這件事情突然又被提起，還未痊癒的傷口一口氣被挖開，帶來的衝擊力道還真不小。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmfuVTkNxW
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畢竟對姚露薇來說，這傷痕至始至終都未被治癒，只是暫時被凍結在心底的某一隅罷了。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11NQ84Nz8h
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四周靜悄悄的，也許是靜謐與思緒沉澱的關係，姚露薇腦海裡浮現了模糊的記憶片段。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6oer02yrj
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果然就算現在想起來，還是覺得很難受。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VOwrWK8ms
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姚露薇垂下眼簾，心底隱隱抽痛。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpL1G3axZV
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自從發生那件事情之後，姚露薇心中有個芥蒂，不僅只是害怕真實的自己被別人發現，更是害怕在被發現之後，原本對自己善意的眼光會瞬間變成惶恐與指責，特別是對自己喜歡的人這樣討厭──370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQXeyis1NW
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那真的太令人受傷了啊。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdFPezXHei
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那件事情，就算他人不知道全貌，母親也不該對外人說的啊……她明明知道姚露薇到底為此而多受傷，為什麼還要說出來？簡直就像是被信任的人給背叛了一樣，感覺糟糕到不行。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeLUadsM7H
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更何況，她一點都不希望亞克恩知道那段往事。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72Hd5MWXCf
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因為她好害怕，就連知道自己真實樣貌卻還是留在身邊的亞克恩，未來有天會不會也像之前那些人一樣，翻臉不認人，造成讓她至今都難以忘懷的傷痛，如果是亞克恩的話，她覺得承受不住。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysXuMn8XJS
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還有，原來母親是這樣擔心自己，太丟臉了……370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkvLA8OsoV
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姚露薇還以為，她是靠自己走出來的，但事實卻似乎不是如此啊。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStXbvtuUGu
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「小薇！」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdHKRx5mdh
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亞克恩的聲音劃破寧靜，姚露薇抬頭，看見他不知何時走進公園。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7tgvv1sxW
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因為公園很小，亞克恩馬上就看出了她的位置，並大步走來。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs00OIMDmyG
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姚露薇雖然沒有避開，但穩下腳步不讓鞦韆擺晃，下意識握緊鐵鍊。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZK5QtAjraa
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「小薇，回去吧。」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3nPF4ft0o
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聽見他的聲音，姚露薇的內心有些許的期盼。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9mVQLVBsm
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也許這樣會被說很任性之類的，但她這時候真的很想確認亞克恩並不會把自己當成麻煩，而是「打從心底希望她回去」。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc66zy4F5Wt
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「我覺得，妳不該這樣對妳母親。」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyUeEhBQ7N
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姚露薇心底一陣落空，原來他只是來說教的啊。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡst6Z4wyDiw
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姚露薇感到空口陣陣抽痛，抿嘴，雖然天黑而看不見她的表情，只聽聲音判斷似乎心情挺平靜的，「不要管我，我等等就回去了。」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnheMa4IFcH
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「都這麼晚了，妳的母親會擔心的。」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bGJYQZQrt
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──那為什麼不是你擔心呢？370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDd9VHaunuo
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