我青梅竹馬同咗個死MK仔一齊//《不懂愛的青梅竹馬們》 - 【第四章女朋友不是你】

12月23日，中四嘅學校聖誕派對結束後，同班嘅小璇叫咗我去天台。

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小璇係一個身高比較嬌小嘅女仔，佢係班入邊嘅開心果，亦都係足球隊嘅經理人。

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佢有啲天然呆，但又唔會令人討厭，結果大家都好鐘意佢，佢亦到係好多男同學嘅女神，因為佢好可愛。

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我都小璇中一起就同一班，所以關係都唔差。幾乎所有group project或者分組活動，我都係同佢一組，所以我哋都叫傾到下計。

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有時放學佢都會主動約我去掃下街，每次阿敏話烹飪學會嘅活動會搞到遲啲先放學嘅話，我都會同小璇行街。

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小璇係繼阿敏外同我最親密嘅女仔。如果阿敏係好獨立嘅女性，小璇就係好想令人保護佢嘅存在。

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我幾享受同呢個可愛嘅女仔行街，我對佢都有啲異性嘅好感。

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靚女喎，邊個唔鍾意。

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我推開走入天台嘅門，發現小璇已經企咗喺度等我。

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佢背對着我，望向操場。佢呼咗口氣，佢口中飄出一縷白煙。

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睇嚟天氣真係好凍，竟然要個女仔等我咁耐。

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「小璇……」

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我叫佢一聲，等佢知道我嚟咗。

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我對小璇係有好感，但又未到鐘意。

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小璇聽到我把聲之後就即刻擰轉身，佢皮膚真係好白，但佢塊面係紅卜卜。

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呢個女仔算係可愛型，見到咁樣都想抱一抱佢。

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「唔好意思呀，咁凍仲要你上嚟搵我。」

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小璇磨擦住雙手同我講，睇嚟佢好怕凍。

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「唔緊要，我驚你凍親。」

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小璇呆一呆再講，再揼低頭細聲小小講：「…多謝你。」

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講完佢塊面好似又再紅咗。

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依家嘅氣氛有啲曖昧，我擰歪臉唔出聲，不時擰頭望向小璇。

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過咗一陣，我忍唔住問：「係呢，你想講咩啊？」

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「其實每一次同你出街我都好開心。」

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小璇一邊扭住上身一邊講。

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我都覺得好開心，同小璇一齊我是都好多以前冇想像過嘅事情。

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小璇續道：「我以前以為迪士尼好幼稚，但其實好開心。」

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我第一次同埋唯一一次去迪士尼就係同小璇一齊去。

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「原來去葵廣食啲平價小食原來都可以咁開心。」

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原來除咗將軍澳，香港仲有啲咁特別嘅平民地方。

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「去旺中迫下都可以咁高興。」

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旺中每一條行都好迫，又多人，每次行都好辛苦。

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但係有小璇陪著，人多嘅焦躁感就好似不翼而飛。

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係小璇但係我離開將軍澳，佢帶我見識到呢個世界。

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原來除咗屋企嗰幾百尺同埋樓下將軍澳個商場以外，呢個世界仲有咁多奇特有趣嘅嘢。

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新奇有趣新鮮嘅事物一浪接一浪。

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同阿敏一齊嘅時候，我哋大多嘅時間都係喺狹窄嘅空間、固定嘅路線，慢慢我哋就冇咗探索世界嘅能力。

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去到迪士尼，我先知道機動遊戲原來咁刺激、有趣。

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去到葵涌廣場，我先發現將軍澳啲商場賣嘅小食原來賣得好貴。

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去到旺中，我先發現原來香港有小店賣衫，而唔係得U記。

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呢一切一切都係由小璇約我出街開始。

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如果唔係小璇帶我出去，我應該唔會知道世界原來係有咁多色彩。

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佢將我嘅世界有少少嘅幾百尺，擴展到無盡嘅天空。

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我唔知點解會將呢兩個女仔放埋一齊比較，或者佢哋兩個都係我有好感嘅女仔。

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小璇抬起頭望住我，用率直嘅眼神望住我講：「你令到我啲人生精彩咗好多。」

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你都令我嘅人生精彩咗好多，你幫我嘅人生填滿左色彩。

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「你可唔可以做我男朋友？」

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聽到之後我立刻心跳加速，塊面開始發燙。

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其實我都有諗過佢係咪想同我表白，但估唔到親耳聽到呢句說話係咁衝擊。

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冇錯，我係對小璇有好感，但又好似未到好鍾意。

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就咁同佢一齊好似唔係太好，因為我唔知自己準備好同佢成為情侶未，我又未知我想唔想拍拖。

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無論我嘅答覆係點，我同小璇嘅關係都唔會去返以前。

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我唔答應佢，我哋就會尷尬到相處唔到。

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我答應佢，我哋就會成為情侶，可以繼續走落去。

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要唔失去小璇，只有一個答案，但我可唔可以俾到呢個答案佢？

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呢一刻我無答案，所以我選擇咗一個拖時間嘅做法。

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「可唔可以俾啲時間我諗吓？」

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小璇馬上由堅定並帶期盼嘅眼神變成失落無神嘅臉容，佢強忍抽泣講：「⋯⋯可以⋯⋯」

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小璇忍住眼角嘅淚水，企咗係原地到無郁到。

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見到佢個人都震晒，我走上前攬一攬佢，佢當刻成個人硬直咗，無再震落去。

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下一秒我就意識到唔應該攬佢，本來攬佢係怕佢凍同想俾啲安慰佢，但諗諗下呢個動作可能俾錯signal。

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「凍呀，我哋一齊走啦。」然後我就拖住佢行返入校舍，我唔想留低佢一個係天台。

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入返室內後，我就話：「咁我返屋企先啦。我會盡快俾個答覆你。」

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我轉身走之後，小璇講咗句：「可唔可以快啲答我⋯⋯」

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我完全唔敢回頭望小璇嘅表情，只能夠一邊落樓梯一邊答：「好。」

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返到屋企之後，阿敏已經煮緊飯。

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「返嚟啦！今日煮聖誕節大餐！你估下我哋食乜？」

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「唔會係白汁雞皇飯掛？」我當堂嚇一跳，細個到依家我已經食過好多餐阿敏煮嘅白汁雞皇飯，如果連聖誕大餐都係白汁雞皇飯，我應該會喊出嚟。

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不過我都衰仔嘅，點解當年我要話白汁雞皇飯好食。

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「你估啱咗一半啦！」

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仆街，聖誕節都逃避唔到白汁雞皇飯。

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阿敏開估：「係白汁雞皇意粉！」

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「屌！」我忍唔住大叫咗出聲。

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「你咩態度呀！有咩唔滿意呀！」阿敏谷起臉頰盯實我。

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「無唔滿意！我係想講：『屌，咁撚正！』」

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「哼！當你兜到！快啲執枱！」

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「知道敏大人！」我快快手手執乾淨張枱攤好枱墊等食飯。

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「你知唔知邊個係小璇？」我坐喺沙化度問阿敏。

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「知道呀！成日同你一組做功課嗰個女仔呀嘛！同埋佢係足球隊經理呀嘛！有時睇波都見到佢。」

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阿敏都幾了解我身邊嘅人同事。

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「佢今日同我表白。」

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白汁滾起嘅聲音好響。

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我擰轉頭望住睇住廚房嘅阿敏，發現阿敏停咗手。佢啲劉海遮住咗佢對眼，搞到我睇唔到佢嘅表情。

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「咁你有冇應承佢？」阿敏有啲冰冷咁講。

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「我話要啲時間諗吓。」

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阿敏聽到之後好似鬆一口氣。

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「你覺佢點？」

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「唔知呀，所以想問下你覺得佢點。」

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「佢⋯⋯幾好，又可愛⋯⋯又善解人意。」

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「係呀，佢好隨和下，又好就得人。」

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「你好了解佢咁。」

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「你頭先咪講咗一次。好多功課同佢一組㗎嘛，我哋又係足球隊，都算熟㗎。」

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「咁你鐘唔鐘意佢？」

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「有啲啦。同佢一齊嘅時候都好開心嘅，同埋佢都靚女喎，性格又好。」

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「⋯⋯」

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阿敏無應我，我又再講：「你覺得我應唔應該同佢試下呀？」

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「……唔好。」阿敏好細聲咁講，我見到佢個嘴郁但係聽唔到佢講乜。

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「咩話？」

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「你話有啲鐘意佢，但係點解當時你唔即刻答應同佢一齊？」

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阿敏一語中的，我想爭取時間去諗乜？

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「我對佢係有好感，又未去到想成為情侶。或者咁講，我想繼續係佢身邊，但係未必係以情侶身份。」

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同埋如果我同佢斷絕來往嘅話，我同其他有啲同學都可能唔能夠就一齊玩。我諗大家只會揀我哋其中一個繼續玩落去，因為表白失敗嘅尷尬其實會將一個圈子分裂。

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情侶呢個身份對我來講其實有啲壓力。

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喺呢個世代，好多嘢感情快來快去，亦都因為係咁所以好多人唔識珍惜。

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更多嘅人係傷害咗曾經嘅另一半，但完全唔會覺得自己做錯。

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另一個原因可能係因為我怕愛，又或者係我唔理解愛。

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單親家庭，同老媽子相處嘅時間極少，我好似冇乜感受過愛，導致我唔知點樣去掌握愛。

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我唔係話怪責我老媽子，佢都係感情上嘅受害者。我老竇一知道我媽媽大咗肚就即刻走佬，但老媽子堅持要生我落嚟，結果佢依家每日都要奔波勞碌。

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一個唔覺意就會成為傷害人嘅人，呢份罪惡感其實好似好沉重。

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又或者小璇唔係值得令我承擔呢份壓力嘅人。

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「表咗白，一係做情侶一係做陌生人，唔會有第三條路揀。」

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阿敏講完之後我就好似俾人打咗一拳，殘酷嘅事實血淋淋咁擺咗喺我眼前。

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「另外，小璇都唔係一個咁好嘅女仔。」

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阿敏講完就熄火，坐咗係我隔離。

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「一個女仔好地地點會加入成班男仔嘅足球隊做經理人。」

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「你頭先先話佢係好女仔。」

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「咁……頭先嗰啲只不過係門面說話，依家先係講我想講嘅嘢。總之佢唔係好女仔啦。」

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「你點可以因為呢個原因就話佢唔係好女仔，講唔過去囉。」

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「佢身邊有同性朋友嘅話，點解要走去得成班男人嘅地方？」

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「咁佢又唔係冇女性朋友，我哋班入邊佢都有好多朋友成日一齊出街。睇吓佢ig都見到啦。乜你好憎佢咩？」

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「我唔理呀，總之佢唔係好女仔。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVt1PC0WCW

「你搞乜啊，你係咪好唔鍾意佢？」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUVDFDapyd

「唔係呀！我覺得你唔好同佢拍拖會好啲囉！佢真係唔係好女仔！呢個係我嘅直覺！」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCw5CMuOl2r

阿敏燥燥地，我都唔明點解佢咁唔鍾意小璇。

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小璇係班入邊都算中心人物，做人又隨和，又容易相處，又冇乜嘢缺點。

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「你咁樣講我朋友我有啲唔舒服，小璇唔係你講到咁壞㗎。」

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「哦。你依家因為佢鬧我啦。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOLq9zguFP

「唔係鬧你，我只係唔明點解你要咁樣講佢。」

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「唔好意思囉。我咁樣話你『女朋友』。」

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「等陣先。我冇話同佢拍拖。」

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「你話要諗吓，其實你心入面都係想同佢拍拖㗎啦！」

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阿敏越講越激動，都唔知佢嬲乜。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMUcZuPH0O

「我就係唔知想唔想，我先同佢講話要諗吓！」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYusivCfJ8Q

「咁你都話咗想喺佢身邊，你唔同佢拍拖嘅話又點繼續喺佢身邊呀！」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeghPBF9d3

阿敏用力咁睥實我，佢好少會咁嬲，我都無謂同佢死拗。

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「唔好講住啦我哋快啲去食飯先啦。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5OngBBIN6

我嘗試拉開話題，講完就即刻走去飯枱，但係阿敏就坐係梳發唔郁。

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「快啲過嚟啦，再唔食就凍啦。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwt4wmmGwR1

阿敏無應我，佢個身開始有啲震。

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「你做咩呀唔舒服？」我又再問佢。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSTWgKRvl9

阿敏都係無應我，佢低着頭咁行去飯枱，然後突然攬住我。

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「……」我唔知點樣反應好，所以我冇出聲。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1fm1W1FaX

「我再問你一次，你係咪鍾意小璇。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7Cc7wV7U2

阿敏個頭啱啱好喺我心口，佢講嘢時呼出嘅空氣都噴咗喺我心口。

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我好似感受到佢嘅氣息，好近。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjuyh1I6Up

同埋我感受到佢個胸，雖然唔應該係呢個時候諗呢啲嘢，但真係唔係太細。

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「都話有少少。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LWwJXlh1a

我都係照直答佢，佢個人震咗一下。

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「咁你想唔想拍拖。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8a41nxs88

阿敏伏係我心口繼續問。

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「想嘅……」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLV4hjO4nwa

我隻手都唔知擺係邊度好，我依家雙手舉高，成個動作好奇怪。

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「咁其實你應該有答案。」

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阿敏講完就推開我，再話：「我冇事啦，我哋食飯先啦！」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Y5eoN3J6T

佢笑住咁叫我食飯，但係佢眼角好似有粒水珠。

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阿敏就返入廚房，𢳂起啲意粉。

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之後阿敏又正常返，同我講佢啲八婆friends點點點，料理學會啲嘢又點點點。

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雖然好正常咁講嘢，但又有種講唔出嘅突兀。

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不過我估唔到佢原來唔鍾意小璇，啲女人嘅關係真係好麻煩。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaISc6r4H6p

佢攬住我嘅時候我都嚇咗一跳，好地地傾傾吓嘢點解要攬住講？

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9i46gbykC

但老實講，俾佢攬住幾時候其實幾開心，有種安心感。

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話說，我未買聖誕禮物俾阿敏。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2u7iZzB18

「阿敏，你有冇聖誕禮物想要？」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZVWA5PAtm

我冇專心聽佢講八婆嘢，唔知道佢講到邊，又唔知佢要講幾耐，索性直接打斷佢。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FDacqARaq

「咁好死！係咪有蠱惑！」阿敏用手指公鑽住我太陽穴。

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「好痛⋯⋯咁我頭先激嬲你咋嘛，當買俾你賠罪啦！」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3hsU6u95B

「我邊有嬲呀！」佢再用多啲力鑽我個頭。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHUlghmq7O

啲女人真係好麻煩⋯⋯

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「無嬲無嬲，係我想送嘢俾你啦，得未呀呀呀呀呀呀！」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEA5UHP0ylS

阿敏嘴角向上翹，偷偷地笑，再講：「係你要送嘢俾我嫁咋！」

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洗完碗之後阿敏就話今日累，要返屋企先。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCH0RG7pUb

臨走前，佢威脅我咁講：「一定要揀份好禮物呀！」

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時間啱啱好過咗12點，平安夜。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYGZIC7dNb

電話收到whatsapp，震咗一下，係小璇。我仲以為佢會尷尬到唔敢搵我。

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小璇：平安夜快樂！

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我：你都係！平安夜快樂！

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小璇：多謝！XD

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小璇：唔係喎，你聽日有咩做呀？

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡva3xiatBMK

我：聽日要出街買啲嘢呀。

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小璇：買咩呀？聖誕禮物？

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOfzYco0ku

小璇：自己一個行？

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Qb9BNQgZM

我：自己去買聖誕禮物俾朋友呀。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyf3RRcwZg

之後小璇typing咗成5分鐘都未send到句嘢俾我。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC65qiaJKWl

小璇：不如我一齊去？我可以幫下眼喎！

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一個啱啱同我表完白，我又無應承佢嘅女仔約我出街。

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我輾轉反側，望住天花板講：「去唔去好呢……」

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我諗起阿敏頭先話我已經有答案，我又望住小璇嘅whatsapp係keep住上線中。

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阿敏點解要攬住我？唔通佢都鐘意我。

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「無可能。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRYgCCpkCr

我諗到講埋出口。阿敏無理由鐘意我，我哋只係由細玩到大嘅關係。

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有時我係會用咸濕仔嘅眼光望佢，靚女加有啲身材，邊個唔鐘意？

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但我對佢嘅應該唔係愛情，咁佢對我嘅應該唔會係。

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但阿敏話我有答案呀……

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其實邊到有？

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我用枕頭蓋住塊面再大叫。

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整理一下，我對小璇有好感，係唔知拍唔拍拖好。

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我想繼續同小璇有聯繫，但我哋唔拍拖嘅話就乜都冇。

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有答案嘅話其實我就唔使咁煩。

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小璇仲係上線中，佢而家係咪mon住我？

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小璇typing……

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小璇：你係咪唔想同我出去呀？👉🏻👈🏻

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我都唔知。

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小璇：定係你唔想見到我？

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絕對唔係。

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我：兩樣唔係呀。聽日1點旺中等，好唔好？

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2E9gMzGd7

小璇：好！食唔食埋中午飯？

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZOJmCPc2E

我：係旺中掃街？

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小璇：好！！

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小璇：聽日見！

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我：我瞓啦，你都早啲瞓啦。

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send完呢個message之後，我就將部電話扔埋一邊，繼續諗嘢。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hxO1pxPKN

俗語有話攝高枕頭諗清楚，其實呢樣嘢係唔啱㗎。攝高完枕頭我就好快瞓着咗，所以我乜都無諗到。

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第二朝我瞓到十一點左右就醒，set好個頭換好衫我正打算12點出門嘅時候，我電話響起了。

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係小璇打嚟。

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「喂，我哋唔係約1點咩？」

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佢突然打嚟，我以為我遲到俾佢催。

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「係1點呀，我係想問你會唔會想同我一齊坐車出去呀？我驚你已經出咗門口。」

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「可以呀？我哋係邊到等？」

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「我已經係你樓下啦。」

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「你又知我住邊嘅？」

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「呀……之前幫教練整理球員資料時見到……你準備好就落嚟啦，陣間見啦！」

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小璇用超快嘅語速講完就cut咗線。

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我出門嘅時候，閂門同鎖門都特別細力，好似好驚俾阿敏聽到。

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落到樓下，推開大堂大門之後，我就見到小璇企咗係到等我。

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小璇佢今日着住一件白色連身百褶裙，長度去到膝頭左右，再對落有黑絲，上身仲有一件薄薄地紅色冷衫外套。

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佢見到我就好細幅度咁搖佢手板同我say hi。

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呢個女仔其實幾可愛。

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「等咗好耐呀？」

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「唔係呀，我啱啱到咋！」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoZZKqhGEv

deadair咗幾秒，我就話：「不如行囉？」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5y8GTeuWeP

「等陣……」小璇講完就係書包拎咗個飯盒出嚟：「我整咗啲三文治俾你食，你可唔可以試下？」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXeq2HqdII5

「好好食咁。」我拎起一舊食，係蛋治，加咗沙律醬。

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「好唔好食呀？」小璇緊張咁問。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiD8YKX8AU

「好好味呀！好似出面餐廳整咁。」

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「你好誇張呀，不過多謝你。」

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小璇拎張紙巾幫我抹手，佢塊面紅著咁抹。佢應該唔習慣咁樣同男仔接觸，據我所知佢之前未拍過拖。

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怕怕羞羞都要做，因為呢個女仔鐘意我，但我就仲未有答覆俾佢。

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佢抬起頭幫住我講：「係你俾答覆我之前我會更加主動。」

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佢堅定而純粹嘅眼神令我有啲心動，隔住紙巾，我仲感受到佢手心嘅溫度。

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佢應該好痛苦，唔知眼前呢個人俾唔俾到佢想要嘅答案佢，但佢都向前邁進，即使要做佢平時唔會做嘅事。

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小璇下定咗決心要前進，我都唔能夠猶豫咁耐。

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「我會盡快答你。」我講。

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「多謝……」小璇都仲係怕怕羞羞。

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「去坐狗鐵囉？」

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「不如坐巴士？」

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「但係巴士會兜好遠路喎。」

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「唔緊要，我想同你坐巴士。」

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就係咁，我同小璇就去咗坐巴士。

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我哋係上層尾二個行坐低，佢坐窗口位。

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坐低之後，佢就拎咗個藍芽耳機出嚟，俾咗其中一邊叫我戴住。

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「我哋一齊睇片呀。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS24YuFvVsZ

佢開咗條Youtube小薯茄嘅冰戲富嚟睇，嗰集係玩辣手同接住。

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簡單啲來講，個遊戲就係其中一方講「接住」另一方就要接着對方泡出嚟嘅嘢。如果講「辣手」對方就要立刻放低手上嘅嘢。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRGHauZhhh

睇咗三分一，小璇問：「我哋都玩呢個遊戲好唔好呀？」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiwqb0dLaL

「但唔好玩食物得唔得？」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVDnz0WcMC

「當然啦。」小璇吸一口氣再講：「接住。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0saadgldYR

小璇打側將個頭挨落我膊頭。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6DZL44uxy

卟通。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZTljshkkN

小璇再講：「我話咗會主動。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEoDeKRkUZ

佢挨住我，我兩靜靜咁睇住冰戲富。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sOJSHxuT5

心動嘅同時我又有罪疚感，我尚未回應呢個女孩嘅心意。

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我感受到佢對我嘅愛，但我能唔能夠將佢轉化做另一種關係？

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaJMNTE7oO

「你對我有冇丁點感覺？」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWg2xBqCA8

「有……唔止丁點。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFed7l5maBp

「已經好足夠。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlG3owjyjoG

小璇伸手去拖住我，唔係十字緊扣，握手式咁拖。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbtsFnz6Oy

我無縮手，俾佢慢慢咁拖，但我冇握緊返佢。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gjx20pnYp

佢隻手好滑好細。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4uD3DzqiA

同對我有明確心意嘅女仔拖手，第一次。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CIELsJpSh

我哋保持咗呢個狀態成個車程。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRDPhnvbdV

心跳加速，我手汗會唔會好多？

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjMmZw4DYt

呢個為我世界填上色彩嘅女仔又帶俾我新嘅嘢。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBL9Wkxyhk

呢種心動、呢種甜蜜、呢種刺激。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6b3HEclVfH

將軍澳坐巴士出旺角比狗鐵耐好多，架車又要去寶林，又要上秀茂坪再出彩虹經九龍城先到旺角。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj32oc1JThC

我唔肯定係咪鐘意佢，但係呢刻我想拖返佢，呢個時刻，只要我拖返佢，感受嘅嘢就會完全唔同。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7JJFWCKkW

當我隻手打算動起來嘅時候，小璇講：「辣手呀。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0BABm3xmj

我呆咗咁無反應，小璇又再講：「要擺低我隻手呀。定係你唔捨得放？」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9CQ579VE3

我慢慢咁抽起隻手，慢慢咁劃過小璇嘅掌心同手指公，佢嘅體溫透過掌手傳過嚟。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsY6nxd3gOR

呢種溫暖，我好想留住。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CiWiwCiI7

理性啲睇，呢段關係我佔上風。小璇向我表白等緊我回覆。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxWP9kWCUw

我哋關係嘅未來完全取決於我手上。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLN9yWk6Oq

我有嘅係時間，我想嘅明明可以拖好耐。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQqDrK0iYt

「接住。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSndICNMPj

我俾曖昧嘅氣氛牽動，動下嘅心動再加上一點衝動，我做咗好矛盾嘅決定。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxal8hE5taw

我明明抽緊隻手走，但就想小璇捉返住我。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsTl162heQ

小璇用力咁捉實我隻手：「唔俾走。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpn6rv9ypjB

平時乖巧嘅小璇變到好調皮，佢為咗一個段愛情改變咗自己。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClkVJu0Buc

一個可愛嘅女仔對我追求，我享受被人追求嘅感覺。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LvP52Y9MY

我未確定自己心意，但我享受小璇帶俾我嘅刺激，曖昧嘅氛圍令人衝動。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5XEbQ7zlw

唔知係咪鐘意對方，我嘅行動可能會俾假希望佢，但我就係俾衝動拉住走。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01jkD1AZbF

我拖實小璇。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySXWNrYWKG

雙手牽著，兩心卻並未相通。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeCjpZszfQ

男人俾靚女追求，又有邊個可以好似我忍咁耐？

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Qiinb3vrx

合理化自己低賤行為嘅藉口。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3mIQ61VOn

小璇係好純、未拍過拖，或者我咁做會傷害到佢，但係我無咗考慮咁多。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMB3nebtEMo

我哋一直保持拖手嘅狀態直至落車我地先鬆開手，係我先鬆手。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TUb7KSYeP

我哋係旺角東鐵站附近落車，再慢慢行去旺角中心，其間我哋不發一語，肩並肩咁行，手背不停碰撞，但就無再拖手。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcpeVZudfs

去到旺中，小璇問：「你要買咩呀？」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYVsqkEtWA

「我想買份聖誕禮物俾朋友。」我強調朋友一詞。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlqZAooOpP

「男定女先？」小璇講完就不停篤我腰間。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINS7xHDoSG

「兄弟嚟㗎。」我唔算呃佢，我同阿敏本身就情同兄弟。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaKjB4LmTd

「em……咁你想買咩？」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVt9lHyjzyS

「無咩目標呀，諗住嚟睇下再決定。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlIxd2YjCn

「咁我哋行一個圈先啦。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcAUKDcYx8J

我哋由頂樓開始向下走，我哋係三樓一人買咗一杯台式飲品。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5wDWZQ8bu

小璇拎到嘢飲之後我哋企埋一邊，突然小璇拎部電話出嚟，仲開咗自拍摸式。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwNfOhFYDP

「影住相得嗎？」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4cvvAYvt9

小璇望實電話裡嘅我哋問。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCt2oLfMRom

「好呀。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgzgNvIVnL

我哋拎起各自嘅飲品放係臉側邊，擺出笑容自拍咗幾張。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPe6nVN4Y9
827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WTZ8c62Kx

「係我哋第一張單獨合照。」小璇笑得好開心。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAo529vys2

假日嘅旺中人山人海，人同人就好似魚群咁擠嚟擠去咁前進。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtL2zX8c1L

「哎喲！」小璇係狹窄嘅人群中俾人迫開，我本能地伸手捉住佢，佢都伸手捉返住我。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxRUaV8g6f

跟著，手又牽起來了，還是握手式的拖。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUjvp1uwpj

其實，跟這個女孩拍拖，一定會係好事。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ixeijXT8q

一齊咗之後我應該可以慢慢咁更喜歡佢。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXj8tiZy5o

愛情、感情都係培育出嚟，大概。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAQTCXCR8G

我哋行咗幾間格仔鋪後我睇啱咗兩樣嘢，第一樣係皮革銀包製作包，另一個係月亮球。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmBvVxBxU6

手工禮物好似幾好，個皮革銀包睇落都好易整咁。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUcWEi5Am4

阿敏個銀包都用咗4年幾，由中一用到依家，都用到有啲殘舊，呢個時候換咗佢都係好事。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡez7Lo00WHi

個皮革銀包又有阿敏鐘意嘅棕色，呢份禮物真係好適合佢。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfL5b8tlqZ

「小璇你覺得銀包定月亮球好呀？」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYyjNVOcDP

「兩個都好女仔喎。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhbMlktpf8

我都係好鐘意呢兩份嘢，我再問：「咁你自己鐘意邊個？」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtNmhTjyzv

「我鐘意月亮球多啲。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUX1DTNBTwC

「咁我買月亮球啦。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgu1ntRNUP

間鋪好細，又愈嚟愈多人入嚟，所以我分開拖住小璇嘅手，叫佢係出面等我買嘢。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJz6SohYPuF

然後我兩件嘢都買曬，我將皮革銀包放入書包，放喺紙盒入面嘅月亮球就用手拎住。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehbvRTyMHd

我行出鋪頭，將個月亮球遞俾小璇：「月亮球，送俾你，聖誕快樂。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSjSna2Wqg

小璇嘅表情比上次夾比卡超更開心，佢雙手捧住紙盒：「多謝你……」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzZQBo40ij

笑到見牙唔見眼就係形容呢個樣。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsG7w3JK1a7

「我真係好開心，好多謝你呀！」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqueZBzWAQ5

「唔洗客氣。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvanOxtz40

小璇主動拖起我隻手：「接住。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxWUWMz0Rv

佢再講：「我送返回禮俾你，跟我行。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiC8zXdFCy

小璇拖住我走去地下嘅機鋪影貼紙相，我唔太了解用下filter再畫下啲字、圖案上張相有乜好玩，但係小璇就影得好開心。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrgM5KPziv

佢整完啲貼紙相之後就遞俾我：「送俾你，樂仔。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDdrN17QV3

小璇可能太怕羞唔敢望住我，所以低住頭講。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ORwlSEKux

「樂仔？」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKewCJftSG

「我可唔可以咁樣叫你呀？」小璇又用隻佢水汪汪同帶點可憐嘅雙眼望住我講。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01B8YDLy18

「可以呀。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUK0FO0hNv

「樂仔！」小璇繞住我隻手好開心咁講。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHMuR0sHBr

之後我哋行多咗陣旺角就一齊坐車返屋企。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QsA4HzqEo

分別前，我同佢講我會好快俾到答案佢。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IIDQTYFnQ

「係你俾答案之前，我會繼續主動出擊！」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOT4ZzRcL6o

小璇淘氣地講，然後好唔捨得咁鬆開拖住我嘅手。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTAPCv2TOi

返到屋企就五點，我立刻開工整銀包，希望可以係阿敏煮飯前整好。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYtABl6u2N

阿敏7點到過咗嚟，但未整完銀包嘅我鎖咗自己係房。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEoTEk8O2m

「樂文！你食唔食飯㗎！」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mrHW5jHk3

「食呀！你煮先啦！食得我會出嚟㗎啦！」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAF1UxMY5oz

銀包整到八成到，其實呢個銀包好易，攝卡嘅位佢一早整好曬，我只係需要將兩塊樣縫埋一齊，但就係呢樣嘢都搞好耐。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡul82CxTSHn

半個鐘之後我終於搞掂，我收好啲工具同呢份禮物就走出去。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzHLaAZYZx

「今日有咩食乜呀？」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJzoHxbspx

我走去坐係梳化阿敏後面揉住佢膊頭講。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJCqKqCUGa

「我叫咗外賣炸雞，今日想食好啲，頭先你又匿埋係房唔幫我落樓下拎！」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVktZsmYxzm

「你早啲講呀！我仲以為你煮飯，對唔住呀！」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61kybel3UI

「你奇奇怪咁匿埋係房都唔知搞乜！」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXnySazLQo

「你等我一陣！」我入房拎個銀包俾阿敏：「拎去！我整嘅銀包，我哋琴日講好嘅禮物！」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wjkkYqCqb

「自己整！？」阿敏有啲不置可否咁睇住個銀包，睇兩睇佢再講：「縫得咁差，係你整架啦！」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaLFgXVeey

「俾小小面嚟！整得好辛苦㗎！為咗你我先整呢啲手工嘢咋！」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOX35LwtaA

「得啦叻啦！多謝你！」阿敏用銀包邊拍打我心口邊講。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1IWv8SC5K

阿敏再講：「你等我一陣，我返屋企拎啲嘢。」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDu9sOifOYc

阿敏返完屋企再過返我屋企，佢俾咗個盒仔我：「呢個盒仔銀包嚟，有插卡位，又可以向橫打開佢再用佢個夾仔夾現金，細細個好方便你！同埋佢係你鐘意嘅深藍色！雖然唔係手整，但係都送俾你！你個銀包用咗好多年啦！換咗佢啦！」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXboo6LOE95

阿敏一輪咀咁講完就將個銀包卡盒塞俾我，我打開睇一睇：「多謝你！估唔到我哋都會送銀包俾大家。哈哈！」

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmvywWkhdC

然後我哋就一到炸雞一到睇電視，去到10點幾我老媽子返嚟，阿敏就走啦。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfm4cKnMkE7

小璇突然打個電話嚟，我無接到再text佢。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaxhmsdytq

我：做咩？

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqDdggFQMp

小璇：你唔方便聽電話？

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPC6uUpDANJ

小璇：我想去食糖水，你會唔會想一齊去呀？

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfz8RmP6Xb

我：你突然打嚟我嚇親姐。你想去邊到食？我可以出去呀。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7ormHivro

小璇：去富康糖水鋪好唔好？老細個仔好慘，俾人拉咗。

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxdKgod90F

我：無問題呀，嗰到等？

827Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2j2FrxwR3

小璇：好啊！我坐uber出嚟，10分鐘後到！

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我：咁我依家行過去，陣間見。

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小璇真係有錢，uber明明都唔平，可以話坐就坐。

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我笠件風褸就出咗去，行到富康間糖水鋪我就坐底咗等小璇。

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小璇好快就到咗。

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「你等咗好耐呀？」

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小璇仲係著緊今朝套衫。

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「我啱啱到咋。」

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可能小璇見我打量佢，發現咗佢無換衫，佢解釋：「我同你邊完嘢我就去咗同屋企人食飯，依都完就直接嚟搵樂仔你啦。」

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「做乜……無嘢啦，坐低食糖水先啦。」

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本來我想問點解佢要咁辛苦走嚟走去，不過我知答案，就係佢鐘意我。

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愛，原來在我觸手可及嘅地方。

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間糖水舖生意好好，我哋好快食完就走咗。

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我陪小璇行返屋低，原來佢住天晉，唔怪得咁有錢。

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我哋沿住將軍澳海旁行，聖誕節嘅海旁有好多情侶係到kiss，小璇尷尷尬尬咁唔知望邊好，但佢又係咁用手指撩我掌心，過多陣佢就主動拖住我。

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行到一個無人嘅避雨亭，小璇話不如坐一陣，我又無乜所謂咪坐下。

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小璇坐低之後係個袋到拎咗舊嘢出嚟：「送俾你㗎，係聖誕禮物，不過唔知你鐘唔鐘意。」

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一個正方型嘅盒仔，有好靚嘅色紙包住。

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「咩嚟㗎？可唔可以依家拆開佢？」我搖下個盒聽下佢係咩嚟。

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「可以呀。但係我唔知你鐘意啲咩，所以⋯⋯」小璇好無自信咁講。

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我慢慢拆開包裝紙，係一隻手錶。牌子我唔講啦，但呢隻膠錶對中學生嚟講算係有啲貴。

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「呢隻錶幾貴㗎喎，你送啲咁貴嘅嘢俾我，我有啲唔好意思喎。」

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「我爸爸做手錶公司㗎，所以呢隻錶係因街價嘅一半買返嚟，同你個月亮球差唔多價錢咋。」

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小璇慌張地解釋，佢再講：「你試下戴呀。」

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我戴起呢隻黑色嘅手錶係我左手，好靚。

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「好靚呀，多謝你。」

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「好襯你呀！好彩你鐘意！見你平時無戴錶我仲好驚你會唔鐘意呢份禮物。」

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我本身無帶手錶嘅習慣，好大原因係唔想晒錢買。但係有人送嘅又何樂而不為，同埋一個女仔送俾我嘅禮物，我一定會珍惜。

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我心情有啲澎湃同感動，小璇呢個女仔真係好特別。

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「我會戴住佢返學㗎啦，多謝你。」

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一輪對話後，我哋又沉寂落嚟。

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海風吹過，浪水翻滾，我哋望住光紋係水上嘅郁動，不發一語。

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「樂仔⋯⋯」小璇牽起我戴住手錶嘅手，再講：「可唔可以俾一次機會我做你女朋友。」

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小璇隻手好細但好溫暖，佢堅定嘅眼神好似又帶點淚光。

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我唔知我係咪真係對眼前呢個女孩有足夠嘅愛，可唔可以一齊之後好好咁做好男朋友嘅角色。我對小璇半吊子嘅鐘意又係咪適合將我哋嘅關係推向下一步？

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小璇好可愛，性格又好好，絕對會係一個好好嘅女朋友。

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我同小璇嘅了解又係咪深入到適合做情侶？

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定係情侶係一齊慢慢了解對方？

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我搞唔清楚，諗咗幾日我都未有答案。

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「我⋯⋯」

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我唔知點樣回應。

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小璇突然雙手放到我雙頰，然後哄前佢個頭。

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吻下來。

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嘴唇嘅重合，咸咸的味道，原來親吻是這種感覺。

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小璇緊閉雙眼，但我卻雙眼瞪得大一大，然後我慢慢也閉上雙眼享受著這個感覺。

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初吻。

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心跳瘋狂加速，身體都開始熱起來。

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唔知保持咗呢個狀態幾耐，重疊嘅嘴唇分開，我哋都唔知係邊一個離開先。

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小璇塊臉紅曬，眼角有啲淚光，但佢都望實我。

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「對唔住⋯⋯」佢別過頭無咗望住我。

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「唔緊要⋯⋯」

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我哋兩個都開始怕羞起來，唔敢望住對方。

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心跳得好快，思考開始亂。

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「樂仔，你係咪完全唔鐘意我？如果有少少嘅你可唔可以俾我知？」

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小璇講完就用頭頂撞落我心口，佢頭頂貼實我心口唔郁。

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「我⋯⋯鐘意你。」

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小璇抬起頭，再錫我一啖：「做我男朋友好唔好？」

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腦內已經空白，我當刻只想抱實眼前嘅女孩。

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我主動錫咗小璇一啖：「女朋友，請多多指教。」

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「樂仔⋯⋯」小璇感動到流眼水，我將佢擁入懷中，之後佢都抱返住我。

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就係咁，小璇成為咗我嘅初戀。

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而我當初話要時間諗清楚、唔要半吊子咁一齊，一切都化成空話。

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係節日嘅夜空下，我同小璇相擁。

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佢嘅體暖係寒冷下嘅一點慰藉。

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然後，即使有啲缺陷，即使心意有啲亂，呢一刻我拖住咗小璇。

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不過，就係有啲唔妥，心入面覺得好唔妥，但依家只能夠見步行步。

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