一個階段嘅治療為期三個月，晴晴每個禮拜都要定期接受化療同電療。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05SYYIGZ82
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然而，兩種療法帶嚟嘅副作用可以話係俾本身嘅病更加折磨人，令晴晴苦不堪言。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg26s01alFW
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兩個月眨眼過去，入院前活潑生猛嘅晴晴，住左兩個月醫院，經過化療同電療洗禮後，面容變得憔悴，身體虛弱，成個人失去左原有嘅光彩。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP16Nur5c4i
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「嘔—」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUTh60u8df
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晴晴喺廁所度嘔吐不止。反胃、嘔吐呢啲正正都係化療後，最常出現嘅副作用。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZihWV6Lp4A
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醫院裡天花板燈光冰冷而灰白，映照喺晴晴臉上，顯得佢塊面更加蒼白。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWy6ztF2B7
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嘔完之後，佢行到洗手盤，用水同紙巾清理嘴角殘餘嘅嘔吐物，前面有塊鏡但唔敢照，佢唔想見到鏡中個咁殘、咁憔悴嘅自己。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNFHdHfUc2
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醫生話佢嘅病停止惡化，只係未見得好轉，要再等多個月完成曬一個階段治療再作評估。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hmqGgI8Yp
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晴晴將醫生嘅說話理解成：你仲未死得，勉強仲可以吊住條命。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLdNbVeyvP
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化療同電療帶俾佢嘅痛苦，使佢有時覺得不如直接死左更一了百了，免得再受各種副作用嘅折磨。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3Cs1tx1ZH
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佢返到病床上，開著放喺床頭嘅藍牙喇叭仔，播放音樂解悶。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VY9IIEKI7
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佢聽嘅係MONO嘅專輯，係以前Alex經常聽嘅Post Rock音樂。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmAjfGcOLd
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「哎呀，死𡃁妹，你又喺度播埋啲嘈怨巴閉嘅音樂？」對面床嘅一個年邁嘅老婆婆投訴。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtRpwHRpN0
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晴晴住嘅係四人病房，本來真係住左四個人，不過另外兩個病人，分別喺前日同今日上午過左身。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgxegaaZQF
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依家間房暫時得返佢同呢個頭髮白曬嘅阿婆。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwriRzQg9XK
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「唓~阿婆，你夠朝朝早開住部收音機聽粵劇，嘈住我訓教，有口話人無口話自己。」晴晴把聲無以前咁有中氣。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjeu38notT
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「邊有得比架，我播啲樂曲咁好聽，唔似你播埋啲咁難聽嘅歌，簡直係噪音，你最好快啲熄左佢，如果唔係我就同姑娘投訴。」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFD3vYO1BMP
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「阿婆，你唔識嘢就唔好話難聽喎，我夠可以話你啲粵劇難聽囉。」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAPIG273jd
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「好話啦，邊啲難聽啲，揾個人評下理咪知。」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopSeChIoKH
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咁啱一名姑娘送午餐入嚟，個阿婆就同個護士講：「姑娘，對面條𡃁妹又喺度播埋啲好難聽嘅音樂，嘈住曬咁影響我嘅心情，你快啲叫佢熄個喇叭啦。」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEmyGZkPwn
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個護士將午餐送到晴晴面前，提醒對方熄左部喇叭。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtHtvJyl6C
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「姑娘，咁唔公平喎，阿婆佢朝早開收音機就得，我依家食晏想聽下歌，都唔得？係醫生都話音樂可以放鬆心情，仲可以增強食慾。」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFUFnnYMnw
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「問題係又嘈又難聽呀嘛！」個阿婆大聲話，「姑娘，你話佢聽啲嘢係咪好難聽？」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnbsovqIvA
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「呢啲叫Post Rock，係你年紀大，唔識欣賞啫。」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3mWhhiOJf
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「好啦好啦，你地唔好一日一句。」姑娘打斷二人嘅爭吵，先同阿婆講，「黃婆婆，晴晴都唔係播得好大聲，咁你咪佢俾播一陣，唔好拗啦，得唔得？」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHnz31ihjU
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「唓~」黃婆婆無奈接受。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLq4WIL4lq2
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然後護士又同晴晴講：「拿，晴晴，我俾你聽半個鐘，半個鐘之後就熄左佢，好嗎？」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXoqEoT1Nk
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「OK，無問題。」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwbfd9CsRN
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「咁我出去做嘢，你兩個慢慢食。」講完，護士就離開左病房。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXoo6rxoU7
今日嘅午餐係梅菜蒸肉餅飯加碗燉湯。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4G8A3Ld2YH
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望落去應該都唔難食，問題係晴晴完全無胃口，食慾不振亦都係其中一個治療嘅副作用。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Foh6OVvWi
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佢食飲左兩啖湯，爬左兩啖飯就放低匙羹，依家嘅佢見到龍肉都無胃口食。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYMDkQejXs
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耳邊聽住起伏跌宕嘅樂章，腦海又忍唔住諗起Alex。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKn76P9fCt
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唔知Alex依家點呢？返左香港未？佢對耳仔又好返未呢？285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjrtJuE7RH
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佢拎起電話，想發短訊問對方，但又怕煩到對方，同埋佢連自己未顧得掂，諗諗下都係唔好理人咁多，然之後佢又放低電話。
