在小學的畢業典禮結束那一天下午，我是最後一個走進教室拿書包的學生。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTG3MCSUCnn
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夕陽西下，昏黃的日光以緩慢的節奏射入。我看著待了六年的教室，不禁有點感傷。想說就要離開這了，或許不會再回來了吧。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoOnLBgmbu
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忽然間，我注意到被擦得乾乾淨淨的黑板。想到自己沒有留下任何東西就要走了，我忍不住伸出右手拿起白色的粉筆，想留下最後的痕跡。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HFtBLhKhY
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不過就在我要寫下第一劃的時候，頭上突然冒出一隻手握住我的右手。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Xzymlv1IW
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回過頭看了阻止我的人一眼，我突然感到心臟一陣狂跳。因為握住我的手的那個人，正是我一直暗戀的導師小占明子。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupUqasvTzX
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GRieJCI2b
「川本君。」明子老師對著我露出微笑「這樣子不可以唷，衛生股長好不容易才打掃乾淨的說。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNZsLB5n4s
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2XHtMi8kt
「誰…誰理妳啊！」我甩開明子老師的手。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlabdiVfGUc
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNegAiVkGe
年紀小的我雖然喜歡明子老師，可是不知為何，我很怕明子老師會發現自己喜歡她。總覺得一旦被發現了，明子老師就再也不會理我似的。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9203o1tBQ
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所以我從來沒給明子老師好臉色看過，也給明子老師添了不少麻煩。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyx9f3YGUxz
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vgCOJewnf
「唉呀，生氣啦…」明子老師雙手插腰，溫柔地笑著「別生氣嘛。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhKIOYMHIt
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43msrZiOmr
其實我原本以為明子老師會討厭我的，可是這六年來她從來沒疏遠過我，無論我做了什麼壞事，她都會像剛剛那樣笑著原諒我。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQvsZGJhtZ
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKIj5RiDAy
可是就算這樣我還是高興不起來，因為對她來說我跟班上同學沒什麼兩樣，我很清楚自己並不是她心中特別的存在。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUpfhaVWX8
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLjl5vbhSm
「不…不要管我啦！」我別開臉，假裝自己很生氣地大聲喊道：「反正我是個壞小孩，現在我要畢業了，你一定鬆了一口氣了對吧！？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Pi8C1UAiZ
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或許是因為我太大聲了，老師突然沒了聲音。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MdIFKcQaG
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmG6ifoy3w
明子老師生氣了嗎？我吞了口口水不敢看她，雖然很想逃離這裡，可是雙腳卻又像生根似地牢牢定住，動都動不了。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QvzZG7lbM
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVq2O2OhENz
「弘太啊…」也不知過了多久，明子老師叫了我的名字「老師知道你在想什麼喔。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8vKJ1rmKc
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzHxhGWHWN
「啊？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmFqkbUbgcT
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCIPtIoPW5
我吃了一驚，難不成明子老師知道我喜歡她的事嗎？457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEi0mGtHtV
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6l4lVIS9x
「其實你啊…」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKRtFy3rPY
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVJ6TW7hI8
「等…等等…別說…」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmf6E3nffn
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dpPdIbRM2
我想都沒想就伸出手想阻止老師說出口，因為這事關男人的尊嚴。可惜還是慢了一步，明子老師還是說了。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhP47ZlKQ0T
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIDPbAauGJ
「其實你是因為要畢業了捨不得離開老師，所以才在跟老師鬧彆扭對吧？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRi4Wg60615
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8awvpbHB0A
「………」聽到明子老師說出在某方面來說沒錯，可是跟我真正心意依然差很多的答案，我不禁鬆了口氣「唉…」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTSw7lXpjX
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8OjBi4Fyy
「嗯？怎了嗎？老師猜錯了嗎？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4SsWk1un1
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NumBZHUaN
「沒…沒有…」就算打死我也不敢說出正確的答案「老師說的沒錯。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcK3TWAZXTh
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIfhkxgE6W
「嗚呼呼…」明子老師往後退一步，靠坐在課桌椅上「你這個小笨蛋，只要你想，隨時都可以回來看老師啊。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNEwqjF22D
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WptutF8yv
「是…是沒錯啦…」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQR5OwP6ek
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9pZuhc0dK
「可是啊…可是…」明子老師抬起頭看著天花板「老師跟你們不一樣喔，老師想見的人已經不在了…」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUHkLpVpX3
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1w3JVE2VQ
明子老師的話讓我感到有點意外，我本來以為她應該不是那種會去煩惱這種事的人。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBddKEetqV
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG9nio8msyA
「弘太…你知道嗎？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5WnPbLpiM
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCi8FFKIYMK
「每個人總有幾件會感到後悔的事。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvoxh8WIXa
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「因為在那個當下沒辦法做什麼，或是可以做什麼卻沒做什麼。所以之後總會不停地問著自己，為什麼當時不這麼做呢？為什麼當時什麼都沒說呢？如果做了會怎樣呢？說了又會怎樣呢？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJR21hdc8o4
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「可是啊…可是無論如何我們都找不到答案，因為時光無法倒轉，我們無法回到過去。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwpeRTzrqz
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RuZxj7Hwn
「在找不到答案的質問中，心裡會漸漸地被挖出一個洞，不管拿什麼東西都無法把它填起來。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeyfJQ79vw
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZk7FvStt7n
「於是直到你死去為止，那個洞總會在最不應該最不應該的時候傳出迴音，空蕩蕩的，好像在偷偷告訴你，其實你什麼都沒有…」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBdCdj8lCs
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpmXOgILmm
我並不是完全明白明子老師說的話，但約略聽得懂明子老師想說什麼。一股難耐的情緒在心底翻滾著，可是我卻抓不到那股情緒的形狀。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjE9IfIkHd3
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlvWmVfmKL
我抬起頭看著明子老師，發現這是我第一次認真地把她的話聽完。因為總覺得如果不好好聽的話，一定會失去什麼重要的東西。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPv3Tr4suPM
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnC16Iz8rW9
「弘太…無論如何都不能變得跟老師一樣喔…」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtu1hwYuJQG
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECiBV2dRAC
「想跟誰說什麼，一定要趁著那個人還在的時候說。不然要是等到那個人真的不在了，就真的什麼都不能說了…」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBIcefBSHv
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明子老師說完這一長串後便看向我，再度對我露出微笑，可是那微笑好像有點逞強，讓我看得很心痛。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQjtTvyTq1
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「明…明子老師！」我低著頭，結結巴巴地說出連自己都不敢相信自己會說出口的話「我畢業以後，一定會回來看老師的！」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgf3HZom4z8
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9qdRbzFmY
我很清楚說出這句話並不能改變什麼，我也沒有把自己真正的心意說出口。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNav0WmXmeo
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDuZLkL0T1
可是…可是，我很害怕畢業後明子老師跟自己就這樣失去關連。很害怕從此之後我跟明子老師就處於人生的平行線上，再也無法見面。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSVOsEBf6l
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然後，老師遇到的學生會越來越多，最後就這樣把我忘了。因為我不是老師心中特別的存在，對老師來說，我肯定只是個「比較難對付的學生」而已，不管怎樣都只是個「學生」。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijGRneUsIg
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如果什麼都不說的話，最後一定就會像老師說的那樣，這愛慕的心將會化為我人生的第一個空洞。所以如果這時候不說點什麼做點什麼，我想我絕對會感到後悔。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGjSXA56p9
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxBBKyv3bT
我靜靜等待老師的回應，雖然總覺得她會跟往常一樣摸摸我的頭帶過，但我還是在心裡抱著一點小小的期待，希望她能因為這句話而把我當成特別的存在。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlY1aGkzOUl
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEHZXIiWmd
隨著時間一點一滴的過去，我心裡的緊張也到了頂點，但我還是壓抑住想拔腿就跑的衝動，硬逼自己留在原地。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwJbWTNd6L
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不知過了多久，直到夜的黑暗完全吞沒教室，我的等待才獲得了回報。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94YQSS33e1
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnrfQitMzS
在經過對我來說宛如從出生到死亡般漫長沉默後，明子老師突然緊緊抱住我。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHkGJoZB25
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「弘太。」明子老師的朱唇在我耳邊低語著「這是約定嗎？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8al1zD0Eez
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkWPKC1oBr
明子老師溫暖而柔軟的胸部包覆著我，害得我緊張到全身僵直，憋了許久才勉勉強強，很小聲地擠出一個字。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqnmFDitiw
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「嗯…」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10SW2O9YMz
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「那麼老師也和你約定，一定會等你回來的。」明子老師把我放開，在我面前伸出她的右手小指頭「就這麼說定囉，我們來打勾勾。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBNQjDJXDC
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkS2nPGXgb
我看著明子老師纖細的小指頭，吞了口口水後才抬起頭看著她，然後伸出自己的右手小指頭，跟她的小指鉤在一起。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyVwTxE21h
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWyRk5hKB4
「嘻嘻嘻。」明子老師燦爛地笑了「老師很高興呢。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDLBlVdIAl
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3b08pbo7oc
夕陽就快消失在海平面彼端，四周安靜到不可思議。我將老師的笑臉烙印在自己的心底，那天晚上璀璨的星空成了我這輩子最難忘的一刻。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIAGE69Krq
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但是，我始終沒有實現老師跟我的約定。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIIvTGTkXM
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMpmO2oBdR
畢業那年暑假，由於父親工作調職的關係，我被迫離開住了十三年的小鎮，來到一個離這裡少說要兩天車程的大城市。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjRRWLdn96
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殘酷的現實打碎了我與明子老師的約定，讓我充分了解到自己的無能。我無法為自己做的約定負責，因為我只是個離開父母就活不下去的小孩子。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgOH26YDr1
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這樣的我領悟到一件很可悲的事，那就是當時的約定對老師來說，或許只是不值一顧的童言童語。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GBo6xKINu
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOkxEcDza7
就像大人在哄小孩一樣，明子老師之所以會和我做約定，只是不想讓我感到傷心難過而已。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrTXxM6deQ
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSaItvy6qI
或許只有我一個人一頭熱，只有我一個人在高興而已，想到這我就覺得自己真是丟臉丟到了極點。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuUPwCH0CZ
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUi1hjYKdPX
因為對自己的無能與天真感到羞恥，即使後來有辦法靠自己搭車回小鎮了，我還是沒有臉看明子老師。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrNu839AvC
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAgjAVW10L
我總是會這樣想，就算回去看到明子老師了又能怎樣？找機會跟明子老師告白嗎？不，她不會把我的感情當做一回事的，因為我只是個無法為自己的約定負責任的笨小孩。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtH0hFnEUOS
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而且說不定明子老師早就有人在追求，甚至已經有男朋友了。那些人肯定比我還要成熟，還要有能力。這樣的話我怎麼可能有機會贏得老師的芳心，既然如此那我又何必回去自取其辱？457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCEk0eZZeB
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每次只要想到這，想見老師的衝動就會減弱不少。可是即使腦中充斥著這樣的想法，我還是無法停止自己對明子老師的思念。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvShQrJQacY
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlAnJJqBxG
於是我的青春就在矛盾與叛逆中渾渾噩噩地度過了，幼稚而笨拙的我也花了很長的一段時間才找到自己心中真正的答案。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDFujSACPd
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那就是無論如何，我還是想跟老師在一起。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdyt0yJqfl
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Pji8Kl6Nc
雖然我很清楚現在的自己是沒辦法讓明子老師注意到，但是如果我能跟明子老師一樣成為一個老師，讓自己能夠和她站在相同的立場的話…457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOoJjYflGO
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那麼或許，或許有那麼一天，明子老師會把她的目光放在我身上。或許到那個時候，我就能把自己的真正心意告訴她。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhAHLrT3nr
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回憶到此為止，在與老師約定的第十三年後，我總算從師大畢業，以實習老師的身分重回母校。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnm3s8x92hk
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「歡迎回來啊，弘太。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfzfnNoDUc
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RfzXWkfqa
滄海桑田，過去那個瘦瘦的男主任已經不在，現在這位則是個看起來約莫五十歲左右，曾經是學校廚房阿姨的稗田和。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPvOeZ9BOO
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「沒想到以前那個調皮的搗蛋鬼，現在竟然變成正經的老師啦。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulRuBigGTB
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2V13q3uNYC
即使已經離開十三年了，我在小學時代到處亂來的事蹟還是被稗田主任記得清清楚楚。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllpl1q8a4u
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAv8bfmVka
「不…不好意思。」剛回來就被這樣消遣，我感到十分窘迫。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HXTsXsKJ4
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNsBM04by0
「可是你還真有心啊，現在的老師大多往大都市發展，很少有人想來這種小學校任教了。我想這一定是因為你對這間學校特別有感情的關係，對吧？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQFJJ80gWr
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj4OZHnmio
「主任說的沒錯。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxnNQ5a37P
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaR7vfbF9dh
我口是心非地答應著，其實我只是想回來見明子老師，實現我的約定而已，不過這種事當然不可能說出來。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMPIrjUsUy
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1o58yQPWVK
「因為你是實習老師，經驗還不足，所以我會暫時把你交給小占老師帶。」稗田主任一邊走在我面前，一邊說：「她是你以前的班導師，讓她帶應該很妥當吧。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDr8fYf7XIR
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PpwWgEmzh
聽到明子老師的姓時，我的心臟漏了半拍。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcd8KDwX3gU
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jxrZBQVdu
「明子…不，小占老師還在嗎？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSk6oU8S7Z
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFJOECvjyn
「當然啊！她才四十幾歲，怎麼可能退休？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkRXrB9Y0s
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXHZBoiRjb
「也…也對啦…」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKceD3sr5L8
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEEAe31Vbx
「她現在在教三年級，我們直接去三年級的教室找她吧。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QEjkXkxOi
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIipSTCsnSi
「嗯。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNLPyw3PBg
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iGxaJ1s2V
沒想到這麼快就要跟明子老師見面了，我感到有點措手不及。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUUDflwE0w
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcW0wNe4bKR
原本以為至少得等到中午吧，可是現在馬上就要見面了，我卻不知道該跟老師說什麼。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0xZ1HohLA
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMk8qOEowwz
要說好久不見了，妳還記得我嗎？還是要說老師您好，我又回來了？457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AHOkJZwi1
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkydCcon4J
腦裡充斥著一堆疑問句，但只有一件事是確定的。不管怎樣，我已經不是過去那個無能的臭小鬼，現在的我是個老師，已經可以跟明子老師站在相同的高度說話。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCkn3i7zx5
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfTvDLMzDt
我在心中告訴自己，這次絕對要把我的心意傳達給明子老師。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9HKjpdMwF
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ggskN121C
「啊，小占老師。」稗田主任的聲音把我喚回現實。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCefwTi9Ji
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwD03xDOTUW
我抬起頭看向教室的講台，卻只看到一個年約十歲，身高只到我的腰部，穿著奇怪的太空服，有著一頭銀色長髮，頭上還戴著一個紫色大蝴蝶結的小女孩站在那。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWz9lasQBN7
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYCe0e0Q5t
「稗田主任，有事嗎？」女孩開口說話了，那聲音聽起來很沒力，有著慵懶的纖細高音。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FZTaAINyK
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkRDOQkBUK
「小占老師，這位是今天剛到任的川本弘太老師。」稗田主任把我請到女孩面前「他以前可是你的學生呢。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDGQcz3hzS
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmI8m2H3XfC
女孩歪著頭看著我，我則是露出一臉不可置信的表情。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2vbuqyb1s
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SD9SC7vrX
「這個人是誰啊？」最後我們兩人不約而同地說出同一句話。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjr3g0k4K0u
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPXXmVNhNO
「欸？難道小占老師你忘了啊？」稗田主任拍了拍我的肩膀「他就是以前那個搗蛋鬼弘太啊，他以前總是惹了你不少麻煩，你應該還記得吧？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mRvw9rRyp
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcdKQ99Fxl
「很抱歉，我真的不記得了。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrsUpHhyAH
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIRsid5hE7
「稗田主任，這個人真的是小占老師嗎？」我指著女孩的鼻子「怎麼看都不像啊。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbhkWpPgGN
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQrDQRpD55
稗田主任看了看女孩又看了看我，最後嘆了口氣，說：457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOFi9sqH3o
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehAAXdxnae
「弘太啊…你要知道歲月是很殘酷的…女人只要過了四十就…」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3G66zjiyji
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJFoBYdSiD
說到這裡稗田主任就好像想起什麼悲慘的事，就沒再繼續說下去。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9ZI2CIiSV
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39GYukjMTM
「我不是這個意思，是…」我正想提出自己的疑問，卻被稗田主任給打斷。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXs2KnINhpq
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdjbOBwMgr
「好了好了，總之呢現在可是上課時間，有什麼問題等下課你們兩個在慢慢討論，我先走啦。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfJFp2SrsC
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYSWCTDxw9
完全沒打算聽我的話，稗田主任就這樣自顧自地走了，只留下我和這個穿著太空服的銀髮女孩在教室裡，無言地對著眼前的三十幾個學生。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvlzDCmvxh
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCgm6kRV0M
「有問題等上完課再問。」銀髮女孩瞪了我一眼「可以吧？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddv6LtCmRb
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtZxZSgSXD
「嗯…」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9W3Uy1qJ6
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCZeODjrAn
看我沒什麼意見，女孩立刻把我帶到講台前，開始跟其他學生介紹我。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrvX5PRit9
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLVB2k4HgL
「各位同學，這位是新來的實習老師川本弘太，以後也要跟他好好相處，知道嗎？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSo9OH7YID
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JFhxEtn3a
「知道了，老師！」全班異口同聲地答應著。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2aAGKVjkk
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4xQPMCxdZ
後來我就這樣坐在副導師的座位上，看著銀髮女孩踮起腳尖努力地寫黑板，還有講台下的學生們乖乖坐好不敢亂動的奇景。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrxRE9QYc4
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9Z4ckG54X
我相信我的眼睛沒有看錯，我的記憶也沒有錯。那天下午明子老師的身影依然深深烙印在我的腦海中。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPeWJdVScD
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1NRaSnOhX
明子老師是個有著一頭烏黑長髮，笑容甜美的女生。眼前這位女孩頭髮是銀色的，而且她恐怕連笑這個字怎麼寫都不知道。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpglB051tQ5
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XBCqoHcMh
明子老師的身材不錯，我還記得那個擁抱帶來的觸感。這女孩根本就是個洗衣板，而且還是標準的幼兒體型。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AuVUhPPNG
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1N71OeumA
無論我怎麼看，都不覺得十三年的時間可以讓明子老師變成這樣。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7bBQvw8ZXX
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7wsifBImO
更重要的是，她竟然連我是誰都不記得。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ARQjCCX4m
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0ism0pX2a
就算我在她心中並不是特別的，但我心目中的明子老師是不可能把自己教過的學生給忘掉的。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhT9ZuMo8TA
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUQux8VZFN
所以這個女孩絕對不是明子老師，我得探個究竟才行。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWM2rZbDyO
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxIb3zjVAu
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457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DtA47PMCv
下課後，我跟著女孩來到學校的屋頂。即使已經過了十三年，這裡依然是這個小鎮中最棒的瞭望點，小鎮的全景連同漁港都盡收眼底。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XbFUg5MMB
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEfJdi3whn
「川本君。」女孩開口了「真是對不起，剛剛竟然沒把你想起來。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fod4jE4Ot
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MeGKhWvn4
我愣了一下，的確只有明子老師會叫我川本君。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe53CfNdt9c
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NnVhk6Zms
但是明子老師這樣叫我的時候總是笑咪咪的，可不像這個女孩連嘴角都不彎一下。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5yWmyE5VK
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeZxZslAaD
「………」我一臉狐疑地看著女孩「你真的是明子老師嗎？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS17KXGNDTN
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOm0LHDvo3
「討厭啦川本君。」女孩睜眼說瞎話道：「我一點也沒變啊，你怎麼會認不出我？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgv4hODX2v
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9dNWRH8Jb
這傢伙…存心耍我是吧？457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExU26a3wwL
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJIWuW1wg5
不知從哪來的怒氣湧上心頭，我忍不住對著女孩大吼。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxSLoiEQlK
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNX4brsoTh
「別開玩笑了！妳怎麼可能會是我的明子老師？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLJLqpOQXd
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2QXeTO7tX
大概是被我的大叫給嚇到，女孩的臉第一次出現了動搖。她眨了眨眼睛，似乎是在確認什麼。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVwYQPxZjD
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxHwlXzAN0
「川本君，我真的是明子呀。」女孩轉過身背對著我「為什麼你就是不相信我呢？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVoezpnAzp
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOOAKjhRhq
女孩的聲音聽起來好像自己受了什麼傷害一樣，原本就有點虛弱的聲音這時聽起來更是讓人不忍。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiht4EuHb1w
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKbArfrPd2
但是我可不會因此而可憐她。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngkhjbJb4W
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt18L2FgwHb
「無論如何，妳就是要說自己是明子老師對吧？」我閉上眼睛，把雙手交叉在胸前「那麼我問妳，妳還記得我們之間的約定嗎？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61bF53JHe9
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNPElaMVFE
「約定？」女孩的蝴蝶結微微震動了一下。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbSISgoCZZ
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoc33brtTzz
輕柔的春風緩緩吹動櫻樹的枝枒，婆娑的聲響自遠處傳來，可是我依然等不到女孩的答案。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuvsAoWEcQ
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1JSTrAcor
沒多久，上課的鐘聲響起。我原本以為女孩似乎要開口說話了，但直到鐘聲結束，她還是什麼都沒說。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9AcAM3Ds7
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZB85Ma3ONF
「看吧，妳果然什麼都不知道。」我逕自下了結論，原本的怒氣卻不知為何消失無蹤「我不知道妳是為了什麼，又是用了什麼手段騙過全校的人，但是請妳不要在我面前假裝自己是明子老師。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmbeC8vDWC
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlw1sbcxHz
我轉身離去，在下樓前又拋下一句：457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIhg09EPqG
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJra4eMR9pg
「因為明子老師對我來說是非常重要的人。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyTC1AfvfG
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLBmLrZau1
※457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcK0QKOS6m
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvIsOoeoyw
「川本弘太老師，你遲到了。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQ2Hob7VBr
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmR3Ss55hv
看著比我早到教室的女孩，我的嘴巴張得老大，完全搞不懂是怎麼回事。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrmGJOgFsi
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVN5RV4EsO
太奇怪了，我不是比她還要早下樓嗎？為什麼她會比我早到。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLV6kX8IVQ
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOA02tqj8NX
「還呆在那幹什麼？快回座位坐好。」女孩沒好氣地說：「真是的，你比小朋友還不如耶。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4Gi2cepoo
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWJmgthW2w
女孩的話引起教室裡的小鬼們一陣偷笑，我不好意思到連耳根子都紅了。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8iiknz2Wp
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgwhlc6iRh
「為了處罰你，放學後留下來陪我打掃導師辦公室。」女孩對我眨了眨眼「知道嗎？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOlyczzRVK
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBX2PlcPAZN
我看著女孩面無表情的臉好一會兒，想想剛剛的自己過於衝動的言行，再想想現在教室裡的情況。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvXQxBRhiB
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrUZkn4oAT
學生們睜大眼睛看著我，似乎在等待我說什麼。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8hBtadpxM
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzKn9wZSTV
最後我嘆了口氣，說：457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePQ2ALD9iJ
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1RR5YBk0I
「我知道了。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZRZ3Blrbl
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HMqgGS4MT
後來這一整天我都看著女孩上課的背影，想搞清楚這女孩到底是誰。不過除了她身上那件可笑的太空衣可以讓我做個這傢伙可能是宇宙人之類的假設外，我完全找不到任何線索。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HfrzxflQ6
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0w7uMI1jA
因為還在氣頭上，為了避免被當成怪人，所以我不打算直接問那個女孩，而是在下課時間找其他老師詢問。不過不管我怎麼問，都問不出什麼異常之處。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGrXDbyNy2
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeG39yW0WB9
「小占老師從以前就是這樣，沒什麼變啊。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtY8NzJFrkN
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcndk4YEfbr
「雖然年紀沒變大這點有點奇怪，但那也是保養好的關係吧？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ou63uDO5D
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIonCN11w4
「我認識小占老師十幾年了，從沒發現她有什麼異常之處。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5WjKL70nj
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡny209cg4fo
「川本老師你大概是太久沒見到小占老師，才會這樣懷疑東懷疑西的吧？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcFPL1hSJ9
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7pdhVaGPf
從學校老師口中得到的答案大多是這類的，沒有任何人懷疑過明子老師已經被這個女孩替換掉，所以我得不到半點線索。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0LxCffal2
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76doPTDy4C
結果反而是我的怪異舉動引起那個女孩的注意，在中午吃飯的時候又被她拉到屋頂去。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jo1si6E4D
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GRv3mTvub
「你到底是想怎樣？」女孩的眉心微皺，露出有點傷腦筋的表情「為什麼到處打聽我的事情？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0vavzhNOb
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlaoakyZn3
「沒什麼，只是想知道妳到底是誰。」我從女孩的頭上睥睨著她「還有妳把明子老師怎麼了，就這樣而已。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6qV1KFYpw
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYJPWSjyjj
「你真的很煩耶！我真的是小占明子啊！而且…」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTAj8SvNBO
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAl1HfgZDEa
「妳這個騙子！」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBzf2Qviam
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPelpt78b74
女孩的話說到一半就被我打斷，因為我實在無法忍受她繼續假裝明子老師。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNe5SxLETv
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLLCuhwkqz
深吸一口氣強逼自己冷靜下來後，我才無力地說：457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXT26AyNCyL
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMQ5m579oj
「真正的小占明子已經四十幾歲了，怎麼可能會是妳這個起來才十幾歲的小鬼頭？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRusrtsEsA9
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0n3wqf2DdB
「什…什麼？」女孩被我的話嚇了一大跳「你…你看得見真正的我？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGUy4ndb6w
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Z3wAVU2ou
「是啊。」我不耐煩地抓抓自己的後腦「妳當我眼睛有問題啊？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83dqvTm5Q3
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGP6743Rsx
「不…不可能…」女孩低下頭咬著自己的大拇指，喃喃自語道：「催眠裝置沒有成功就算了，為什麼連光學模擬都會失敗呢…」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbw4R8fj2Kg
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2DhDRSNnD
雖然聽不懂女孩剛剛在說什麼，不過該問的還是得問。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebtV3rxhIp
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCkCu1X2Uq
「所以說啊，我再問一次，妳到底是誰？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeg4jX2Akv
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMBnRChnnR
「………」女孩並沒有立即回答我的答案，好像在猶豫什麼似的。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oBOITqoVv
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgbH38cQ5g
不知過了多久，她才抬起頭用十分為難的眼神看著我說：457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDMeOjssEX
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgBMsb1giC
「川本先生，拜託你等到放學，放學後我會告訴你一切，好嗎？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qVgNxhJek
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohhNkKk4k7
我看著那個女孩，她那青金色的瞳孔並沒有閃爍不定，看起來不像是在說謊的樣子。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyeShS1VdG
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdzqP7VuEW
「好吧。」我沒好氣地說：「反正都等了十三年了，不差這半天。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzmEImkSUg
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2s5mZF2wp
※457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpmQKwpBHV
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXLyXVA5Fv
放學後，女孩帶我到教師辦公室裡。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCQvLrESp2
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNzrsFTjbi
「我問你。」女孩打開自己的辦公桌抽屜「你真的想知道事實嗎？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4PJyQ6AT1
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qaQyh435E
「嗯。」我點了點頭。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjnYiVLnka
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBfuUOexIa
「我知道了。」女孩從抽屜裡拿出一封信「原本我不想說的，因為我今天就要回母星去，接下來的事情都跟我無關。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqdX5HFFoR
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTae5ORTVp
「這是什麼意思？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KxgJVH9x3
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1EKDAyt9l
女孩沒有回答，只是默默地把她手上的信交到我手上。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdfQ7YaQtZ
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUB3Vl2eWD
「這是什麼？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeVwgKtUto
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcaYcU9DkQ
「你老師的遺書…之類的吧。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPCwjkTuNj
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2Wefs25cI
聽到遺書兩字時，我的腦中突然一片空白。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fYGsMQRAD
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAY1MKLvEu0
「她在離開這裡前把這封信留給我，說如果有個叫川本弘太的人回來了，就把這封信交給他。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2jwEU8Ffu
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00wA52FFgm
我急著把信拆開，從中拿出一張茉綠色的信紙。稍微看了一下，紙上的筆跡的確是明子老師的沒錯。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7GlQDinBl
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPH3bIMk4Qz
「給親愛的弘太：457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPPG2GwJ29
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9ZlYzH7kl
對不起，老師可能沒辦法遵守跟你的約定了。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEo7dZpNPJ
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNnwdPmcsr
因為老師得到一種地球上沒有的怪病。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtA1n4RRyDv
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61jCSB55xo
老師也不太清楚那是什麼病，只是當那些外星人開著飛碟跑來告訴老師的時候，老師才知道自己只剩下不到一個月的壽命了。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IH5rRVmie
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkD5Yk7gEtq
雖然他們還跟老師說，只要老師願意可以幫老師醫治，不過存活率也只有兩成不到。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhRy6Kxnqo
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiM8GzRIkQ
如果可以的話，老師真的不希望你會看到這封信，因為… 」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxF3K3lJ1rY
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8wGsIuwUk
我還沒把信看完就看不下去了，因為當那個女孩告訴我這是遺書時，我大概就猜到了一大半。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn67dTQU40F
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVnZyYXH1a
「事情就是這樣，為了避免我們的秘密被洩漏，所以我被派來代替明子老師的缺直到她康復，或者…」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8UnTeRwaP
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkzs2pAWD5
「這不會是真的吧？」我打斷女孩的話。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57KiEE8Sd3
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tUNN6D536
「是真的沒錯，因為小占明子得到病的是由我們星球過去研發的生化武器Ｃ病毒引起的，基於宇宙法的生化武器處理公約，我們必須將她帶回母星醫治。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iilnbiSkR
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFJnmUyhTF
「那是什麼時候的事情？」我抬起頭看向女孩。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmM3GE2DdHe
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡESmW0LHuW5
「大約十二年前吧。」女孩頓了一下，又說：「不過也到此結束了，昨天我接到總部通知，他們要我回去…」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3uwpyoSEy
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4vsVrHU1W
「別說了！」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoMTXp0iPj
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tZZFgNnPZ
我並沒有把女孩的話聽完，因為我不想再繼續聽下去。這裡的一切都讓我覺得好痛苦，現在的我只想離開這裡。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8dqGaF1ak
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWDIhN8He9
打開門逃出辦公室，逃出校舍，逃出校門口。我不停地跑著，腦中全是最後一次與明子老師見面時，老師對我說的每一句話。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJqXgry5wb
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOXBFJmGHN
「老師…對不起…」我一邊跑，眼淚一邊不爭氣地流出來。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDG2dJe0jGE
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwTnaMXzN9
弘太…無論如何都不要變得跟老師一樣喔…457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vKM6PlCPf
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkV9e9Yc9lS
「我應該早點回來的…」淚水模糊了視線，我幾乎看不清楚前方的道路。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSbirMBefZ
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuepvZQjUpc
想跟誰說什麼，一定要趁著那個人還在的時候說。不然要是等到那個人真的不在了，就真的什麼都不能說了…457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIU3UvVwQWZ
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqNrSdqPU6
「對不起…真的很對不起…」我跑過河堤，跑向漁港。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8PoBdeWKI
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrSKcYt8uA
就這麼說定囉，我們來打勾勾。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmajfIgNLZ
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mGn8FtSvL
「真的很對不起…真的…」我跑到海邊，在沙灘上無力地跪了下來。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyVm3ZCLak
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1INYtmXfs
不遵守約定的人不是明子老師，是我才對，如果我那個時候能夠坦率一點就不會這樣了。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBbJsmZsiK
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZ0a7Hk31o
我還有好多話想跟她說，我想告訴她我有多喜歡她。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sVssrtq7m
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtH6fbPpFD
可是已經來不及了，明子老師已經不在了。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7ipCXtH8E
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStAOYCCCKd
無論我想做什麼，最後都只能後悔自己為什麼沒能在那時就說出來。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7fePhJ9xI
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5XAzeu98S
結果到最後，我真的什麼都沒有，我依然是那個無能的小孩，我什麼事都辦不到。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDBQwCirb3
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6d0JomgtL
我趴在海灘上不停哭泣，直到夕陽西下落海，溫柔的月亮隨著夜色自山的那邊探出來頭來。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0saX3pLA1
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWxUXu9Scx
入夜的海風吹到我的身上，抬起頭看著漆黑的海上幾點漁火閃爍不明，我的腦中突然有個很傻的念頭。於是我站起身脫下鞋子，步履蹣跚地往那片漆黑的海前進。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzQQKL9tyG
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3ZhUwApQ9
海浪的呢喃啪唦啪唦地環繞在我的耳邊，就像是哈梅爾的笛聲在催促著我加入它們。而我也毫不猶豫地邁開腳步，希望能成為它們的一份子。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXzIH7Br93
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtXb7nPlAf
不過就在我的腳即將踏入海水前，女孩那略嫌虛弱的纖細高音打破了它們的呢喃。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVEA3Dmqjy
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqorETVKDz
「真是笨蛋，這樣就想死了嗎？」女孩站在我身後冷冷地說著：「沒必要為了已死的人賠上性命吧？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4OXHK3pap
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYMKBb6xDG
我停下腳步，回頭看著那個女孩。月光照在她的蝴蝶結上，讓她那蝴蝶結閃閃發光著。海浪湧上我的腳邊又悄悄退去，我別開臉，小聲地說：457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdEmaSoBXc
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡci6tx80g35
「你說的沒錯，我只是想如果就這樣死去，是不是就能見到老師而已…」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rRY1wYbpu
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoEtdToZvB
「我真的搞不懂，為什麼你要對她那麼執著。既然已經死了，那麼做什麼說什麼都沒意義了，不是嗎？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdum0nrqNuh
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjb38xNXbJ
「我知道。」海浪的呢喃忽大忽小的，聽得我有點暈眩「可是告訴我這個道理的那個人已經死了。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyr7hocnI8
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IReA1FSNE
「所以你就要放棄自己的人生？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSG6X7myvso
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hHZmWSjh6
「妳不懂啦。」我往後退了一步「我只是想要去找她而已。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kK9eRyztB
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIXkoNInrX
「不可能，人只要死掉就什麼都沒有了。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCDj2PrzOl
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlQIn35uCV
「誰曉得死掉是不是真的什麼都沒有？說不定有靈魂，有天堂或地獄啊。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNu61RDXzvf
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5P1FztH2e
我已經不知道自己在說什麼了，或許我只是想宣洩這十幾年來對老師的思念而已。我的嘴巴完全不受我的控制，拼命說出許多難為情到死的告白。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kAWUxfAVr
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYAcGegjHM
「我從小時候就一直喜歡她，好喜歡好喜歡。這樣的心情即使到了現在，也絲毫沒有減弱過。可是我從來沒有告訴她過，也不知道她對我真正的看法到底是什麼。所以我才想去找她啊，我想要好好問個明白，就算…就算…」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tEqvn75jo
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突然間我的喉頭像是被什麼梗住似的，什麼都說不出口。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Wbkfa0asH
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女孩沉默了好一陣子，最後嘆了長長的一口氣，說：457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZ4NTj0D24
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「我明白了，既然如此，你親自跟她說吧。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94oF4zBU5W
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「欸？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk35lUihcZr
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYNtYW7tUV
一艘巨大的ＵＦＯ突然出現在我和女孩的頭上，我抬頭看著巨大的ＵＦＯ，還搞不清楚現在到底是什麼情形。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJM81JHtrB
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一道綠光從ＵＦＯ中央照射而下，綠光中緩緩降下一名和女孩穿著同樣款式太空服的年輕女子。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tcizKSWh7
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女子降落在我的面前，因為綠光的關係，我一時間也看不清楚女子的容貌。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtRECm16SG
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直到綠光完全消散退去後，我才看出眼前的女子到底是誰。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGf3ND5YC3r
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ujLX0fzzr
「不可能吧…」我不敢相信自己的眼睛，所以用力地用手揉了揉，可是眼前那熟悉的臉蛋依然沒有改變「明…明子老師？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKF8fTDRsjk
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5gtdOl4za
聽到我的聲音，明子老師長長的眼睫毛微微動了一下。接著她緩緩張開雙眼，呆呆地看了我好一陣子。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcOwmAP1Bh
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「哎呀，你是弘太對吧？」明子老師笑著摸摸我的頭「好久不見了，你真的長大了呢。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡem0DiuQpXe
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzagZWh5NW
明子老師還是沒變，依然維持著十三年前與我分離時的容貌。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwYUf3wzhl
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2eGzF3VHW
「明子老師！」我伸出雙手緊緊抱住了明子老師「太好了…原來妳還活著…」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWuB3WFxJ5
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiizRsdZy75
「欸？啊勒？」明子老師有點慌張地說：「娜爾妲沒告訴你我的病已經治好，所以今天要回來嗎？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRnyxFF2z3
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「啊？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBdoyC1oF7
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我轉頭看向女孩，女孩原本不苟言笑的臉這時竟然在嘴邊掛上惡作劇得逞的邪惡奸笑。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXB8zg7JTQj
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmu60NeKQf
「所以我說你真是個笨蛋，難道不是嗎？」女孩擺出一副事不關己的模樣「不把信看完也不把我的話聽完就急著衝出去找死，地球人都像你這麼蠢嗎？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BDutpNPaW
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUC3VGIYSY
「可是你不是說這是老師的遺書…」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNewU1dvxjH
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk88pPeqkbN
「我可沒說是遺書，只是說是遺書之類的。」女孩無奈地聳了聳肩「是你自己會錯意的。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp56PScR2Sz
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Yx4cwBr0m
「我…我…」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKi002isOIK
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一瞬間發生了許多事，我的腦袋都快停止運作了。不過女孩並不打算就這樣放過我，還乘勝追擊地問道：457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZwSRD5ODs
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpctxhj6bA
「對了，你不是還有很多話要跟明子老師說嗎？趁現在明子老師回來了，快點說吧。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5D9SujEbb
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKrYPC1X1K
「欸～～～？」明子老師抬起頭看著我，一臉好奇地問：「弘太你想跟我說什麼呀？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡemtTMmf2h9
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「那個…這個…」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAAUkWBJSl
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我想起剛剛說的那些，還有在這之前自己幹過的蠢事，深深覺得自己真的是個大笨蛋。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSm5GdkAEls
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「笨蛋，快說啊，不說的話明子老師怎麼知道你的想法？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhBU3E9ivo
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcT5op63Bv
「對呀弘太，快點說吧。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGKrJxTaiP
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiF4k5P136
因為受不了被兩個女人逼問，我的神經一時斷線，竟然掉頭拔腿就跑。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNpMXBzAjj
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgXeFZILtQ
「大笨蛋，你想去哪啊？該不會想逃了吧？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7M7Rkoofn
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlH2rYxAqPF
「弘太！老師不是教過你不可以逃避嗎？快點回來呀。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseabNAGopg
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWT3KiC8UXt
「少…少囉唆！」我回頭朝那兩個麻煩大叫「我絕對不說！絕不～」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbz4dGKxoT
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第二天一早，我拖著疲憊不已的身體和黑眼圈走入教室。迎接我的是全班的學生，和真正的明子老師。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKG6aJjGPa9
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「怎麼這麼沒精神啊？」明子老師對我露出她的招牌爽朗笑容「這樣可是會被學生看不起唷。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYy9SO6msR
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明子老師看起來還是那麼年輕有活力，不過學校裡的人還是沒有發現她離開學校前往外太空治病的事。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAYdj7Wtw3
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5AcDD5aPy
「我…我知道啦！」我不好意思地別開頭「明天我會早點睡的啦。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKe9bvnDlZv
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7dr2HDrfB
即使過了十三年，努力成為一個老師的我還是沒辦法在明子老師面前坦率。這樣的我真是沒用到極點，丟臉死了。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKuspWqNdY
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmStM2y0N0E
「噗，真是的…」老師露出有點傷腦筋的表情「你得振作點啦，不然怎麼成為一個好老師？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukl9HT2k2M
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenbX1i6JsE
「還不都是因為你…」我小聲地碎碎唸著。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHtdgdPe48
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「欸？什麼？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhdu6Idfsr
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「沒…沒啦！」我別開眼不敢看向老師「快點上課吧！」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlGlChKJzy
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原本以為可以這樣矇混過去，可是沒想到學生中竟然有人舉起手偷打我的小報告。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSKbTtbDGA
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「報告明子老師，川本老師是因為對你…」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVBb6a0nGY
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXjzL7OpHb
「哇！哇！哇！」我趕忙大聲打斷那個人的話「死宇宙人，明子老師不是已經回來了嗎？妳怎麼不回你的母星去啊？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYMVedX7Xc
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被我打斷的正是昨天那個外星女孩，不過她今天沒有穿太空服，而是和其他女學生一樣穿著小學制服。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFrFGvnroE
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「我本來就是研究人類的學者，留在地球是很稀鬆平常的事啊。」女孩晃了晃她頭上那對大大的蝴蝶結。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzWJlkLyU3
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvkyh6XK5M
「什麼？」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRtwlGDG2q
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnptTJPcz4
「原本我也以為自己的研究已經夠深入了，不過自從你來後我才發現自己還很膚淺，非得加把勁才行。因此我只好成為這座小學的學生，這樣才能隨時待在你們身邊做觀察。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzCRZjOrN4
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5CQPr6gvu
說到這，女孩對我眨了眨眼，笑著說：457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj22PolYcjZ
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「所以請多多指教囉，川本老師。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmB5jz30Wpi
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7Pu8fuwHe
「是呀，請多多指教囉」一旁的明子老師跟著附和道：「川本老師。」457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPVdvBDXi2
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvYKI4yjzI
我看著老師，又轉頭看了女孩一眼。兩人份的微笑讓我覺得自己果然很笨，被這兩個人耍得團團轉的我竟然毫無招架之力。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlB6YsnY6FF
457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLgZ7FtMiJ
每個人總有幾件會感到後悔的事，不管是誰都一樣。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTyyqeHiLI
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如果真是這樣的話，那我想最令我感到後悔的，大概就是遇到她們兩個吧。457Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmkNfHw10J
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