又是 70x ,日南拿著飛單,心裡浮起不安的念頭。他想起 HL8354 ,也想起在翠屏裡叫喚自己舊名字的男生。聽說他叫藍信孝,是 70x 的後備車長。他並沒有見過這個男生,而記憶中也沒有男生的存在。384Please respect copyright.PENANAK5KYIR0Nnm
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然後就是 8354 。他想起在車裡看見的身影,還有手機裡,少女被的士撞斃的新聞截圖。日南不相信靈異之事,但每每憶起 8354 ,他卻希望自己所見的是真事。384Please respect copyright.PENANAGfpxgdqCXe
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他拿著飛單,從 9314 中走出,可怕地,後車 8354 已經追上。384Please respect copyright.PENANAUx57VCF7sE
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「明哥,後天去吃放題嗎?」384Please respect copyright.PENANAzdaXKc51LT
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阿信從 8354 裡衝下來,完全無視站在站長室外的日南。日南吸口氣,眼睛不禁向 8354 望去。眼利的阿信瞄到日南還在旁邊,他沒理會日南,反之轉向挨在站長室另一端的男人,「阿宏!你要去嗎?」384Please respect copyright.PENANAWcjf1CuB6s
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「甚麼?你們歡迎我這個非九巴車長嗎?」阿宏嘻嘻一笑,但在望見日南後,他裝吃驚的打量日南好一會,再問準備下班的明哥,「明哥,他是今天的後備?」384Please respect copyright.PENANAljdyOsVuau
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「啊,他是日南,這陣子都來 70x 幫忙。」明哥看著日南笑了笑,「明天他還是 70x 4 車,阿信你也別給他這麼多壓力啊!」384Please respect copyright.PENANAhag6FFaOCS
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「我才沒有!」阿信在站長室外大叫,他又跑回 8354 裡收拾東西。384Please respect copyright.PENANASB84mfhwZj
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這時日南離開站長室,而阿宏則靠近日南。他向日南投以好奇的眼光,再用不確定的語氣問,「…蔣書彥?」384Please respect copyright.PENANAsXYcbYKgAd
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「你認錯人了吧。」直接了當,好像已經有心理準備阿宏會這樣問。384Please respect copyright.PENANAB1Bbj2cFcd
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「沒理由的,明明你就是書彥。」他拉過日南的領,但手立時被日南打甩。但阿宏沒放棄,繼續握著日南的手腕。384Please respect copyright.PENANACUYbq44kMu
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「我不懂你,你別碰我。」日南用兇的語氣,企圖令阿宏停止追問。384Please respect copyright.PENANAP3rky7Avic
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HL8354 ,月媚。384Please respect copyright.PENANAxqj2luB9DG
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空間彷彿靜止,耳窩迴盪盡是那架車的車牌,和她的名字。阿宏嘴裡說出這兩組詞語,再盯著日南的瞳孔。日南愣住,緊握的手頓時放鬆,眼神閃出不相信的感情。阿宏清楚日南內心動搖了,再繼續追擊,「李日南,不,我的朋友,蔣書彥, HL8354 就是張月媚。」384Please respect copyright.PENANA1Vj3BHCRuU
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他看見日南眼神越發錯愕,也沒有說出話。阿宏姆指一指 8354 ,「沒告訴你,我本來就『看得見』。你可以不相信,但事實擺在眼前。」384Please respect copyright.PENANAqBElZYImzN
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「…月媚…」384Please respect copyright.PENANA0MS1dv3oZv
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日南退後一步,他用猶如喝醉的步伐撞上石柱上。他的眼睛看著 8354 ,卻又轉眼矇糊。阿宏沒再進逼,他輕嘆口氣,繼而轉身。384Please respect copyright.PENANAFc3QRQbg58
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「那些事,你就自己解決吧。」384Please respect copyright.PENANAz7tEtQT3UA
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巴士公司是一間永遠沒有秘密的公司。只要有其中一個車長聽說過,秘密,很快就傳遍四廠。384Please respect copyright.PENANA5PEHwdqvhY
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李日南是蔣書彥這件事,在各個廠份風風火火地傳著。有同事直說他就是蔣書彥,但他全部否認。本人的否認無疑是一刀把所有流言止息,令其他人也不敢在他人前明言。384Please respect copyright.PENANAFtwRTyMnNv
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日南站在上水廣場的天橋裡,遠遠地看著泊在 70x 車坑的 8354 。384Please respect copyright.PENANARHOXr4Xg52
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他沒走過去,也不敢走過去。384Please respect copyright.PENANAKQoIyDWOcv
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不知道月媚當年看著自己時,是否擁有同樣心情?他想起阿宏跟自己說的話,HL8354 就是張月媚。湊合自己讓 8354 撞車前的影像,那麼阿宏說的話完全不無緣因。384Please respect copyright.PENANAkG9KQdsCkt
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人鬼殊途。他這樣想,但握著天橋邊沿的手越發收緊。384Please respect copyright.PENANABnFCv4RmUV
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他看著一個後備跳上 8354 ,車子緩緩駛離總站。他沮喪地目送 8354 離去,正要轉頭坐火車之際,橋下傳來行人的尖叫聲,還有響亮的撞擊聲。日南立時四處張望,剛駛出總站的 8354 ,車頭卡在行人過路處的路駁上,差點撞上交通燈。384Please respect copyright.PENANAcieNVccKtz
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在 8354 的前門衝出一個男人,他衣衫襤褸,一整個瘋人模樣。有幾個乘客也跟著衝出巴士,然後把那個男人按倒。384Please respect copyright.PENANAAwtlJGtUgH
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日南匆匆跑向 8354 ,好幾個在總站閒聊的車長,也急忙跑出幫手。384Please respect copyright.PENANAbJtS7HnTxw
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他的耳窩無法聽進任何聲音,只有心跳聲萬馬奔騰。他手心冒汗,跑動的雙腿繃緊得不像話下。這時,一陣強光影入眼簾,一架急剎的的士在身旁停下。的士司機在車廂探頭出來,指著日南大罵,「想死別衝出馬路!想搞死我嗎?」384Please respect copyright.PENANAzhx6Prt40z
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日南慌張得說不出話,他呆住讓的士一邊罵他一邊駛走,再衝到 8354 前。384Please respect copyright.PENANAGJCK9BnYWl
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8354 在交通燈前停下,但安全島的燈卻被撞倒。危險警告燈一閃一閃,連同一聲聲滴答滴答的告示音, 8354 就這樣欄住兩條行車線。在路邊有個躺在地上的男人,他被幾個乘客按倒,而車長側坐在路旁,難受的摸著頸項喘氣。384Please respect copyright.PENANAWEcZH2Yn8t
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上水廣場總站的車長也跑來,其中一個是阿信。384Please respect copyright.PENANAgiaVwbQ51D
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「是 8354 …」剛好和大少二少打完羽毛球後路經總站,阿信才跟其他車長聊了幾句,便聽到巨響。384Please respect copyright.PENANAb2W9EZN5kF
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沒想過是 8354 。384Please respect copyright.PENANAW8I0yAVFUq
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他看著便服裝的日南,知道那天阿宏跟他的對話,成功起了作用。384Please respect copyright.PENANA8EmozQcST7
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「還沒叫稽查嗎?現在幫你打電話啊!」熱心的車長們關心那個受襲的 70x 後備,而打開前門的 8354 ,如今還被涼著。384Please respect copyright.PENANAjqjPR4ARS7
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阿信也關心那個可憐被打的車長,然後,他看著日南偷偷走上 8354 。在眾人都留意著地上被制服的男人和車長時,日南的動作並不明顯。384Please respect copyright.PENANAHy1jtsurkb
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「…他想幹甚麼?」384Please respect copyright.PENANAokDxGhZARC
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阿信呢喃著。384Please respect copyright.PENANAVujEFsAhGm
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8354 上空無一人,只有引擎聲和告示音不斷響著。日南仔細地看過每一個位置,一點發現也沒有。明明那天看見的絕對是月媚,但這刻卻甚麼也沒有。他沮喪地坐在車尾,抱頭遮掩快要溢出眼眶的淚。384Please respect copyright.PENANAUxyWPmP04t
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一切來得太遲了。384Please respect copyright.PENANAWcGuVuBtzT
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日南想起當年年少無知,決定行不法勾當,運輸毒品、走私貨、受保護動物,意圖賺取快錢。後來,錢是多了,但危險越來越高。漸漸地,他慢慢少接受這些勾當,並當起巴士車長來。好幾次大佬叫日南幫忙,他也只是亂說一些屁話,然後推卻對方。384Please respect copyright.PENANAT3RDkqO36e
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後來,月媚便出現了,在他準備為大佬做最後一次不法勾當:偷運為數不少的冰毒到日本。為了不沾污自己的手,日南出價,找來幾個急要錢的小伙子,為他運毒。384Please respect copyright.PENANAaaI0ORxVBg
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好景不常,人總會在洗心革面之時永不超生。384Please respect copyright.PENANAYNM2jQuxIn
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在日南將貨物交給小伙子後第二天,他收到兄弟的短訊。貨落在姥姥手上,而且大佬已經知道了。姥姥視大佬為眼中釘,作為大佬準退役頭馬,日南也是她要剷除的目標。384Please respect copyright.PENANA6cWPTY7mos
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本來大佬要日南親自托運,但日南將所有步驟外判,令大佬損失一筆大生意。兄弟警告他,要不立刻逃走,要不就死在大佬手上。日南驚愣又害怕,他沒想過為大佬出生入死,但最後的失敗卻引致自己步向死亡。384Please respect copyright.PENANAYHr9LGeXg4
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他踏出 HL8354 ,把車交給阿基,便回到九龍灣廠。交出一筆即時離職金後,日南立刻買了單程機票,飛向加拿大。384Please respect copyright.PENANAw1m60TQVSc
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但日南並不知道,他這個舉動,令自己和月媚天人相隔。384Please respect copyright.PENANAMZwb9O8Vtu
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他到達加拿大,躲了兩年,直到大佬和姥姥交鋒兩敗俱傷,社團解散後,他才買下第一部智能電話 iPhone ,並以真面目示人。然而,蔣書彥這個名字背負太多罪惡,他不忍直視這個名字,便改成「李日南」。384Please respect copyright.PENANAHoaCJrnmna
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日南在網上努力尋找他和月媚的共同記憶—— HL8354 。他想起自己離港時,最後一架駕的巴士,同時,也是最愛的巴士時,他總想起月媚。384Please respect copyright.PENANAXHWtjDkunJ
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不知道她怎麼了,日南這樣想。接著,他在遇而的情況下,搜到一宗交通意外。384Please respect copyright.PENANAuY51p6PIQV
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『少女追巴士慘死』384Please respect copyright.PENANArQUlpW2La3
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因為巴士兩字,他停下滑動手機。384Please respect copyright.PENANAXYAAzrNfwL
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然後,他不自覺地流淚。他的手在抖,止不住的痛苦從內心湧出。他雙手握緊手機,發現自己全身控制不住地抖。384Please respect copyright.PENANA9RdazbDf9Y
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這是一個難以接受的現實。384Please respect copyright.PENANAMCeOJ26pUR
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日南把手機上看過的新聞都刪除,再把自己困在家裡,瘋狂地傷春悲秋。他不吃飯,不打理自己,直到一個從前的舊識找上門,並著他回香港打理大佬的後事時,他才意識自己只能接受這個事實。384Please respect copyright.PENANAsAzFc7c2Eb
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『社團都解散了,大嫂也不想再吃這行飯,回去吧,書彥。』384Please respect copyright.PENANAgAKVPzCzNB
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舊識看見日南糟糕的情況,出動大嫂勸告他重新振作。然而外人從不知道,日南的心傷是所謂何事。得到關心的日南,再次返回香港。沒手藝的他為了生活,也為了懷緬往昔日子,便重投巴士行業。384Please respect copyright.PENANACLFftPdQMp
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直到重遇 8354 ,並看見一個像月媚的鬼影後,他發現,仍從來無法放下過去的一切。他失控, 8354 撞上交通燈。384Please respect copyright.PENANA5aCksNxmAK
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就像這一次, 8354 差點再次撞上交通燈。384Please respect copyright.PENANA8tH9rgoPmu
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危險告示燈使舊打亮,連帶平穩的警告音答答響著。日南在清冷的車廂裡掩臉,年少氣盛所犯下的錯啊。連帶一個好女生為自己而死,日南擦去眼淚,在雙手中抬頭,「月媚…」384Please respect copyright.PENANA1OGcHvUWw8
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他叫著月媚,希望那個消失了的人給他一個回應。384Please respect copyright.PENANAszLYWZG1lF
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哪管是一個微小的回應。384Please respect copyright.PENANAgcBkFHTAzc
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「…我愛妳…我真的愛妳…但沒想過妳會變成這樣…」日南哭得臉容扭曲,眼鏡被水氣掩沒。384Please respect copyright.PENANAbLQPPvXHPt
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一陣氣泡卻在矇朧的鏡片下升起。384Please respect copyright.PENANAR5HxPMilxw
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日南立時抬起頭。384Please respect copyright.PENANAfxhZkhDa8n
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一個臉無表情的少女站在日南眼前,兩行淚劃過她蒼白的臉。384Please respect copyright.PENANAG7zA0F8qXK
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是月媚。384Please respect copyright.PENANAnYsaQjoRnN
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