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No Plagiarism!GG0UmvXQxwvGh6VKpCkuposted on PENANA 本來當我以為我身上的傷口都康復愈合過後,醫院就會順理成章入我出院。8964 copyright protection236PENANA7A6nLqqSHw 維尼
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但是讓我沒想到的是,事情並沒有那麼簡單的說。8964 copyright protection236PENANARTJqV2sVDh 維尼
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因為前幾天我在醫院胡鬧的行為,為醫院帶來不少的影響和麻煩。8964 copyright protection236PENANA9TTntCYlmS 維尼
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而且我是精神病患者的緣故,他們決定將我移動到另一所醫院繼續留院觀察。8964 copyright protection236PENANAVCdyFJu8Pc 維尼
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我結果來到了熟悉的地方,這就是盧小桐也在住的精神病醫院。8964 copyright protection236PENANA7MHL3gGE3F 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANA24nHtob8pJ
8964 copyright protection236PENANA38iiOEuHBX 維尼
好巧不巧的我也恰好成為了盧小桐的新鄰居。8964 copyright protection236PENANAvAa9sTlL8O 維尼
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“為,為什麼?為什麼小糖大大你會在這裡?!”8964 copyright protection236PENANAnS0YGJwuy0 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANARpYpArGcwO
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我尷尬地對著盧小桐笑著道。8964 copyright protection236PENANAw9qtJUQyXy 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANASOKxdv4v6H
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“這個說來話長,唉...”8964 copyright protection236PENANAuIRdmzOsfP 維尼
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盧小桐似乎第一次看見如此情緒低落的我,比較她所認識的那一個唐可可。8964 copyright protection236PENANAnpQH1HshLV 維尼
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可是十分開朗,對生活十分憧憬積極的人。8964 copyright protection236PENANAEkH8v5hUv4 維尼
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而現在....8964 copyright protection236PENANAo6FHPa87QQ 維尼
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我的視線緩緩從盧小桐的眼睛,下意識移向自己前臂上的傷疤。8964 copyright protection236PENANAr3Fe6xrGEE 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAtrXTjirhGY
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當然盧小桐也意識到我的手。8964 copyright protection236PENANApk4kpwfy1o 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAvR8WDB3MRA
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她詫異地坐到我的床邊,然後緩緩摸著我的疤。8964 copyright protection236PENANArEt7SnSxHO 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAjUmKKvMYuC
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“我終於理解你為什麼一直會穿長袖衣服了。很痛吧?”8964 copyright protection236PENANAVZ1CbdYbuQ 維尼
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讓我更是出乎意料,或者是說很意想不到。8964 copyright protection236PENANAERPCCc0a9E 維尼
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她一邊摸著我的疤痕,居然哭了起來。8964 copyright protection236PENANAeAPWTvLHPH 維尼
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叩叩叩8964 copyright protection236PENANAbcC2AwVnTT 維尼
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忽然一個素未謀面的男人走進了我們的病房,看著他手裡拿著用美工紙疊出來的花束。8964 copyright protection236PENANAOjNA9SE3aX 維尼
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看來盧小桐在這裡也沒有少艷福啊。8964 copyright protection236PENANAgbIQ20mGpw 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAsNIYijLrR8
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當盧小桐看見這位男士走進病房,立馬慌慌張張地擦掉自己臉上的眼淚。8964 copyright protection236PENANAbFwUzOqqBu 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAOdz17iZi0h
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更是春光滿面地,用著滿都是愛意的眼神看著他。8964 copyright protection236PENANAdesHYrrpS3 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANATcF38bvujF
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當我看見臉上全都寫滿了幸福二字的盧小桐,我心裡很祝福她很開心。8964 copyright protection236PENANAz65ssQmnx2 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAfH5IPtsT0e
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但卻心底有一絲一瞬間覺得十分嫉妒的感覺。8964 copyright protection236PENANAR12t56F9Vk 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAkoBs7U9TuJ
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為了不打擾他們二人,我準備要離開病房之際。8964 copyright protection236PENANAmYpYKkhMHt 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAateBfAjsTj
8964 copyright protection236PENANAt6hJ45CHJt 維尼
這男人視線緩緩看向了我。8964 copyright protection236PENANA4HGH9HJzRr 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAV2dR63zLUy
8964 copyright protection236PENANAsTn3LbpX1b 維尼
“小桐,這位不是之前一直來探望你的可可姐嗎?為什麼她會在這裡?”8964 copyright protection236PENANAN7IWRTsD0q 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAeyiWjI0vzg
8964 copyright protection236PENANA4GvwRun8se 維尼
雖然這聽起來好像只是普通的一句疑問句,但是我看著他的眼神和語氣。8964 copyright protection236PENANATTEBVRoweh 維尼
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壓根就不是那麼一回事。8964 copyright protection236PENANASsJvwXSjJ0 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAue5ovRyGsS
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但是此時此刻的我,快要分不清到底是這個人真的不懷好意。8964 copyright protection236PENANAuAWkhZsgd1 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANA9UV9bOcO2i
8964 copyright protection236PENANAMj49mqUqX7 維尼
還是單純我的情緒病受到影響,看著誰都似乎不喜歡我。8964 copyright protection236PENANAkUQEyQm0No 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAkM5nDuixOs
8964 copyright protection236PENANALk1SaBEtia 維尼
腦袋再一次不受控制地,莫名其妙有許多奇怪的想法冒出。8964 copyright protection236PENANANu1RtHH5y8 維尼
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8964 copyright protection236PENANAYbSq4BbmPi 維尼
停下來丶停下來丶不要再說了。8964 copyright protection236PENANAwHA5ViVnnF 維尼
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8964 copyright protection236PENANAuRjkyqXYFh 維尼
許多不懷好意的聲音,不斷在我耳邊環繞。8964 copyright protection236PENANALv0boUiH8I 維尼
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“對不起,我先出去,你們兩個好好聊。”8964 copyright protection236PENANAMxkV56KPaF 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAtbm1B7ZCI5
8964 copyright protection236PENANAa4BeAQvUCW 維尼
我二話不說,一鼓作氣衝向病房外。8964 copyright protection236PENANAYdH1eHniMp 維尼
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8964 copyright protection236PENANA5eKxvVU8y1 維尼
我也不知道自己走到那裡,在那裡。8964 copyright protection236PENANAcPs163X2QM 維尼
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8964 copyright protection236PENANAgb8L1sY8Lx 維尼
只是找到一個陰影的角落,蹲坐在那邊。8964 copyright protection236PENANAVuNink3w8k 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAeT3S9eecmR
8964 copyright protection236PENANA9zI4pL8wVO 維尼
用力地按緊了自己的耳朵,希望聲音快點消失。8964 copyright protection236PENANAqC3i3Xkvfn 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAVG0rRgvm4K
8964 copyright protection236PENANALEhUidzJNV 維尼
這些不知道哪裡來的聲音,能不能快點消失。8964 copyright protection236PENANA83FGIBsHno 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAaqdJlGcKu6
8964 copyright protection236PENANAd2LmovDDIA 維尼
他們不斷在我旁邊告訴我,我的人生多失敗,我這個人多可笑。8964 copyright protection236PENANA28Bov3ND6l 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAY8BMAjMZzt
8964 copyright protection236PENANAAzS6rXgRua 維尼
身邊沒有一個人喜歡你,你只是一個存在世界的負累,毫無意義的存在。8964 copyright protection236PENANAZfSpyQG13v 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAuwXJXjVb5t
8964 copyright protection236PENANADFPiM1uxws 維尼
這些聲音丶這些聲音丶拜託....拜託...停下來好不好。8964 copyright protection236PENANAxgEZWEROID 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANARdaVHs8uNG
8964 copyright protection236PENANAyZIsF3S7QG 維尼
我的情緒又再一次不受控制地,瘋狂在哭。8964 copyright protection236PENANAkphkucp1eS 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAclyYjl5v9N
8964 copyright protection236PENANAPkNyLWHGMi 維尼
直到有人輕輕地不斷拍打我的肩膀,溫柔地輕聲呼喊我的名字。8964 copyright protection236PENANAiuKeRV4dCq 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAHQnYT9NrLT
8964 copyright protection236PENANA0b2dMBCvcD 維尼
“可可?可可?可可?”8964 copyright protection236PENANAE0HzT5LEWu 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANA1r8rIoiRc9
8964 copyright protection236PENANA9V7LJac0Sk 維尼
直到我回過神來,發現自己不知從哪裡撿來了一把膠片。8964 copyright protection236PENANAgzXgKAfFKJ 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAvlkllwpo8K
8964 copyright protection236PENANA33XzyQIJ2P 維尼
又再一次嘗試著傷害自己。8964 copyright protection236PENANA8PIRqyIDrt 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANASDNjMPBAQ5
8964 copyright protection236PENANAzkX73ZhNt6 維尼
幸好這裡有許多的護士醫生看著,他們在我失控的時候一直嘗試。8964 copyright protection236PENANA357kh53AWT 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAHj8571guIq
8964 copyright protection236PENANAr4DtsZ79FX 維尼
不傷害到我的情況下奪走我手上的鈍器,結果發生了現在僵持的畫面。8964 copyright protection236PENANAPOAZRJhiM5 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANARHfrCfHthV
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然後另一位護士,嘗試不斷叫我的名字,讓我恢復理智。8964 copyright protection236PENANADxUcaDY9I9 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAMSu0Jj2kxl
8964 copyright protection236PENANAtUL7NAcw0y 維尼
大家發現我開始平復情緒之後,也緩緩鬆開了我的手。8964 copyright protection236PENANAeelktYoZQX 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANARjbmoJTpKq
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除了被自己用膠片磨破皮的手腕以外,還有各種被大家用力勒出的紅印。8964 copyright protection236PENANAI2SH08xKTH 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAdZ0mQDLHX6
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“對不起,對不起。我不是故意的,我不知道自己在幹嘛,對不起丶對不起。”8964 copyright protection236PENANAYKyoWM718H 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAAV2JzNzoLf
8964 copyright protection236PENANAmiCBgWk7Ts 維尼
護士仿佛在呵護一個三歲的孩子一樣,溫柔地摸著我的頭。8964 copyright protection236PENANAfTT1e0Wlw2 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAu7yHIPtPkE
8964 copyright protection236PENANAE9HMzAYXkI 維尼
溫柔地一直對我說,沒事的,沒關係的,不是你的錯。8964 copyright protection236PENANAmf42B2nYRQ 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAOvTDcRkRA6
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其實這些情緒早在我小時候就開始出現,8964 copyright protection236PENANADipm6H9zRx 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAnq0oh29Gb4
8964 copyright protection236PENANAuCJhHClK1K 維尼
但是因為這些情緒困擾了我很久,我早把他當作理所當然習而為常的東西。8964 copyright protection236PENANAQx4QH0h2wm 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAWmdxGgzpFM
8964 copyright protection236PENANAiiMc0y9eSQ 維尼
我也以為習慣用美工刀自殘自己是正常事。8964 copyright protection236PENANAbCWr3gyFcm 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAZeImZKmBuv
8964 copyright protection236PENANArNIDg6a0iL 維尼
是從開始創業壓力特別大的時候,發現一直伴隨著自己耳邊的聲音越來越大聲。8964 copyright protection236PENANAE5C68lDBiT 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANADpKwPUOI0Z
8964 copyright protection236PENANA1mmeTIwQdU 維尼
說的話越來越清晰,我才意識到自己原來有幻聽。8964 copyright protection236PENANA1W1y3lwrde 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAs01mUzJkdT
8964 copyright protection236PENANA9gMUaRj36v 維尼
自己主動去過醫院接受心理輔導,才發現原來這些事情根本不正常。8964 copyright protection236PENANAF3nD89EWQx 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAtdoWtkycqu
8964 copyright protection236PENANAYgY6d5KCNb 維尼
當醫生詢問我是從什麼時候開始,我便說我從小到大就能夠聽見耳邊奇怪的聲音。8964 copyright protection236PENANAbCEEV2CyFg 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAVgg9MqBeUz
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但是並沒有把他當一回事。8964 copyright protection236PENANArbI8OpPVYZ 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAyWoYVGRwHz
8964 copyright protection236PENANATqoWvzGAGX 維尼
然後他開始嘗試問關於我童年的事情,也讓他找到了答案。8964 copyright protection236PENANACYlG5hUiho 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANA5IIDWu4haI
8964 copyright protection236PENANAHvpxb5mfto 維尼
沒錯,就是唐靈靈帶來給我的童年陰影造成的。8964 copyright protection236PENANAN3hfLZ0eab 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAlDicYhbzdj
8964 copyright protection236PENANAZkyQ3zY0xt 維尼
隨而伴隨著的壓力便是,來自父母那傳統觀念無形的壓力。8964 copyright protection236PENANAcQ3XuB4s5K 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAkVDTHlE2JG
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因為內向的自己,選擇將情緒收起用自殘的方式令自己舒服一點。8964 copyright protection236PENANAE67S0uWRLN 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANA3olRghRJAg
8964 copyright protection236PENANAzrZJH2JPuj 維尼
一直以來都沒有人告訴我這是不對的行為,所以我一直在用錯的方式來發洩情緒。8964 copyright protection236PENANAoZ6oAcM9eV 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANA8IauFZZzUp
8964 copyright protection236PENANAnmKGiKSFfq 維尼
我曾經也有嘗試向父母表示,我有情緒困擾的問題。8964 copyright protection236PENANALXR90Mp9rW 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANA8Nc99d5C9h
8964 copyright protection236PENANAcm3JkBHcHt 維尼
經常性莫名其妙擁有自殺的念頭,認為自己的存在是多餘的。8964 copyright protection236PENANAxNZwGLSQYh 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAD8JBMRPr65
8964 copyright protection236PENANAJ6AxGwqdka 維尼
但是在父母的眼裡,只認為這是我逃避現實的藉口。8964 copyright protection236PENANAkZgoruUlkI 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAkA7Dztjzrp
8964 copyright protection236PENANArnFVmECsdM 維尼
認為我作為成年人,應當由自己承擔去處理自己的問題。8964 copyright protection236PENANAcAr82YjTXI 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAElpZQ2Nrd5
8964 copyright protection236PENANAYKXlDHfURY 維尼
認為我顧作用自殺作為威脅,讓他們覺得自己是不及格的父母。8964 copyright protection236PENANAYiDu8PlNXb 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAJO0YwLWtG8
8964 copyright protection236PENANAkQnY9ssONV 維尼
但我只是希望得到他們的支持和陪伴,希望他們能夠相信我的困擾。8964 copyright protection236PENANA36R7YE15AL 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAgSMHg6bhqK
8964 copyright protection236PENANARuT779LOVU 維尼
我有嘗試過向很多人表示自己的困擾,自己的情緒問題。8964 copyright protection236PENANAPRbUByvcZj 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAMAMXPKXHQX
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卻是得到的答案只有8964 copyright protection236PENANA2tUwNJwxAp 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANA9iPHgyL2F1
8964 copyright protection236PENANApFksZuJ5XG 維尼
“是你自己想太多了,別想那麼多就可以了。”8964 copyright protection236PENANAH72j8uFOqX 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANACxOP4cd51H
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“你看開點就好了,這沒什麼大不了的,而且比你慘的人還很多。”8964 copyright protection236PENANAg3q1kuDODz 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAekniNJ2p6a
8964 copyright protection236PENANAIqW3mRuvbF 維尼
但是我想得到的說話只是簡單的一句。8964 copyright protection236PENANAH7tgNcJWgo 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAjLWcTztLqs
8964 copyright protection236PENANAXZCCj6qkU4 維尼
別怕,我在呢,我會陪著你。8964 copyright protection236PENANAuNurGtBe35 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAq8pNE5gAZv
8964 copyright protection236PENANAxf7An7kmwL 維尼
就那麼簡單的說話而已,偏偏這簡單的說話,不知何時變得那麼奢侈。8964 copyright protection236PENANAnhV8ZoZIWU 維尼
240Please respect copyright.PENANAqVEZmWd7iJ
8964 copyright protection236PENANAG0eED7W4H3 維尼
久而久之,我自己的情緒問題變成了我心底最深處牢固地鎖起來的箱子。8964 copyright protection236PENANAmhfF7anV5n 維尼
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