我和鄰居大姐姐的故事（已完結） - 四百四十六

四百四十六

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xcPmC84Z3

我其實又冇刻意去疏遠淇淇，反而係叫佢疏遠我，所以只要佢唔肯既話，其實成效有限。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1gFFVwLts

不過點都好，我做得出呢啲野，即係我心入面既天秤，已經偏左埋去分手果一面。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFefyJ4bbR

只係我真係未下定到決心要同淇淇講分手，我真係做唔出呢件事去傷害呢底谷入面將我拯救出黎既恩人。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMrPmwVXyQ

而同淇淇二人世界又或者同朋友一齊既時候，我需要強壓住自己內心入面既矛盾，儘量做返一個好男朋友既樣子。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKSeJ0G1kK

不過……

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6IPUnoGyS

其實我又有冇響不經意間流露出自己既感覺呢？

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEiy3nEBI5

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDL1sTwkZW

放學之後，淇淇陪我返屋企都變左我日常一部分。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgm8nBprwM

我有提議過不如調返轉係我送淇淇返屋企，但佢堅持我完全康復之前都要陪我。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Hyobe1AYF

其實正路有咁既女朋友，真係幾生修來既福氣？

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGotGixLkv

唉屌。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuL1cP0rbIg

但我竟然有諗過好唔好同佢分手好，我真係仆街……

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWroIbp0T0

呢一日我如常同淇淇兩個人一齊返屋企，然後準備做啲好健康既拍拖活動。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrxXB8zGac

……

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1wkXwmHLR

做功課。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYj2SqnyA8Z

呢排淇淇響兩個人獨處既時候，有時會比較靜，可能佢都感覺到我想疏遠佢？

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5FMyaYU3c

定會係有其他野煩住佢？

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6jzYOMuRd

作為男朋友我應該係要關心下？

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssAXT1m1N3

但我自己全副心思都擺左落分唔分手既問題，所以完全冇理會過淇淇，相反地我甚至諗如果佢真係主動分手唔係仲好咩？

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5N62QZUAek

屌，其實……我做人男朋友都幾失敗。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZMT5WKwai

一開始又話要報恩又話要照顧返人，但係而家竟然想同人講分手。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2xB2ljPzp

或者……

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHD2dlzlOUo

其實事而至此，我係咪真係應該同淇淇分手？

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNongbehCt9

我考慮既問題，應該係分左手之後仲可以點樣同佢繼續做好朋友，同時以好朋友身份照顧佢。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwntUYuXPkS

係吖，好朋友都可以照顧另一個好朋友架嘛！

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbHiqtqFnr

「淇淇……」

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYvl0raPeq

「唔？」淇淇從功課堆中抬起頭望住我。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpe936trzW

「呃…」我諗諗下野，竟然不由自主咁想好衝動咁同淇淇講分手……

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMbKkZhKuB

唔得唔得。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEw79NFMbfQ

仲有好多準備工夫要去做。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomyp8v0VQ1

唔可以咁快講分手住。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cPzYCSk8A

「都係冇野。」我都係繼續埋首做功課先。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAZr7UQFfb

「……熙熙。」不過，反而係淇淇停低手上面既野望住我。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44bKAQUoAF

「唔？」今次到我由功課堆入面抬起頭。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCu8EfVm0g

「……」淇淇咬左唇咁望住我，好似諗緊開唔開口講某啲野出黎。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSOxEHztzO

呢一刻我有諗過，唔通係淇淇打算首先開同我講分手先？

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZ8tezgOti

係又幾好喎，唔駛我煩惱。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXh9cbk45gT

屌，其實我有呢個諗法，已經好人渣。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtd5mXWdnJl

但事實往往同想像既係完全唔同既走向……

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0O51CM56I

「你鍾唔鍾意我？」淇淇突然爆左呢句出黎。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsmaaBPzcu

要答鍾意呢兩個字好容易，而我身為佢既男朋友都好應該咁答。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXHM1uYN72

但係……

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQq6rI5C6Pd

我竟然猶豫講唔講出口！

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpCQXyOFW1

淇淇咬住唇，雙眼水汪汪咁好似好可憐咁，我終於忍唔住呃佢話：「鍾意。」

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLWpRNr6lG

我心下嘆左口氣。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQ6DcDQFp2

早知反正都係要講黎氹佢，點解我唔一早講？

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHViPN3Nog

「熙熙，我都係好鍾意你。」淇淇用佢果雙水汪汪既眼睛望住我：「我諗…我已經唔可以冇左你…我想像唔到冇左你既話，我既生活會點……」

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEifRtvrowU

「哈哈，有冇咁誇張？」我面上擠出笑容，彷彿佢係講緊個笑話咁。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuUSbS4LJP

不過我心入面其實嚇左一嚇，我估唔到淇淇會一臉認真又可憐咁同我講呢啲野。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZfrfsWsoI

淇淇搖一搖頭，道：「唔誇張架。」然後幽幽地望住我，深呼吸一啖氣，道：「熙熙啊，你呢排好似都冇乜點錫過我。」

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2C6J0eWRGL

「下？乜係咩？」我冇乜留意……

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYexQQGBbdu

但佢咁講落，又好似係……

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoka7nUBZ4f

最近同佢拍拖二人世界，我都係循規蹈矩，淨係拖下手仔咁……

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwER77zbcGv

或者係因為最近盤算緊同唔同淇淇分手，想佢自己疏遠我，所以潛意識入面都不自覺咁同佢保持返啲距離？

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPR5gpVEc2

「可唔可以錫啖我啊？」淇淇望住我。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbJOGJEQJT

……

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGiu41A1o7

呢一刻我仲係佢男朋友……

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhp6fYDdEc

而男朋友錫女朋友係天公地道架呵？

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNWBhSmCwd

再加上淇淇用咁既表情望住……

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczWyeycDGm

所以雖然內心有小小抗拒，但我都擠出微笑點點頭，道：「梗係可以喇。」

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIM4oKQH0S

淇淇合埋雙眼等我錫埋去。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuejbowVbZS

...

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nmeSJrT2I

我緩緩咁伸個頭埋去，蜻蜓點水式響佢咀唇錫左一下。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrtHQU9dms

然後...

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Nk2pronP1

淇淇紅住面咁睜返開雙眼望住我。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfYvlRPQ3a

好情深咁望住我。

4583Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGd7nWNwe7

（待續）

ns216.73.216.169da2

四百四十六

REGISTER

LOGIN

Interface Language:

Story Language: