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年齡:17(女)401Please respect copyright.PENANAmwqQuyCWgb
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希望的死法:被殺401Please respect copyright.PENANAhVcCTJ07AR
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預算:我願意傾盡所有只爲能夠真正自由401Please respect copyright.PENANACcEPkPcT9N
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理由:
「你一定可以的!你只是沒有盡力而已。你要更努力一點。」每一句的鼓勵與稱贊就像獎牌一樣挂在我的脖子。表面看起來光鮮亮麗,但卻給了我巨大的壓力,挂在脖子上獎牌讓我喘不過氣,脖子快要被勒斷了。當想要埋怨,想把心裏的各種負能量釋放,得到的回應卻是「你那麽好還有什麽可埋怨的。你真的很煩!」這些話像利刃般插進我的身體,讓我傷痕纍纍。滿身傷痕加上脖子上的重擔我已經走不動路了,想就這樣躺下被時間治愈,直至身體和靈魂化爲塵土,消散在大地中。
想從高樓跳下,結束自己的生命,讓自己再也感受不到獎牌與利刃。可是,自殺被世人視爲逃避視爲窩囊!他們把這條生命消亡的責任歸咎於死者,讓死者的靈魂也備受折磨!可是被殺就不一樣了,成爲受害者可以被可憐被同情,所有人都會怪罪殺人的人。死後我不但能夠擺脫生前的傷痕與壓力,我的靈魂也不會受到折磨,這樣的死亡才能讓我真正地自由。401Please respect copyright.PENANAEHXdNaUrNt
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備註: 希望能不入輪回,能就此消失與天地之中。
簽名處:Anson Ching
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