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Table of Contents
#0 Intro
#1 新書出版
#2 散文書訂購資訊
#3 介紹文：【櫻雪的疾病書寫】 羅展鳳
#4 #1 談疾病
#5 #2 自序
#6 #3 乖孩子的慘劇
#7 #4 樣子長得不夠努力
#8 #5 創作對我來說像是空氣和水
#9 #6 記美國留學
#10 #7 那天我突然暈倒
#11 #8 腦內的一個疤痕
#12 #9 二十四小時的EEG檢查
#13 #10 不正常的腦電波
#14 #11 掉下床竟然進醫院？
#15 #12 初戀來臨
#16 #13 離離合合
#17 #14 十八歲那年我們仍年輕
#18 #15 弄傷眼角膜
#19 #16 自殺念頭
#20 #17 為什麼會有自殺的念頭
#21 #18 覆診記
#22 #19 沒辦法拿起三杯檸檬茶
#23 #20 憶述找工作的歷程
#24 #21 照顧者的需要和面對的考驗
#25 #22 患者在職場上面臨的困境
#26 #23 友人的病
#27 #24 心臟
#28 #25 打針記
#29 #26 牙痛
#30 #27 看中醫記
#31 #28 漫長的咳嗽
#32 #29 呼吸科新症
#33 #30 呼吸科相關藥物
#34 #31 飛機耳
#35 #32 腳傷記
#36 #33 輪椅記
#37 #34 談成長
#38 #35 孩子的成長所需
#39 #36 無子族
#40 #37 宅女
#41 #38 補習
#42 #39 續乖
#43 #40 比較
#44 #41 成長夥伴
#45 #42 讀書
#46 #43 奇怪的家人
#47 #44 幸運的她
#48 #45 畫畫
#49 #46 面對爭吵的解決方法
#50 #47 交換衣物
#51 #48 記陰天晴天
#52 #49 閃婚
#53 #50 記開玩具店
#54 #51 瞬息萬變的人生安排
#55 #52 久違一篇
#56 #53 參加市集經歷
#57 #54 漂流本之行
#58 #55 天氣轉冷
#59 #56 重溫劇集
#60 #57 劇集續集
#61 #58 整理雜物
#62 #59 玩玩具
#63 #60 無人書店
#64 #61 元朗一遊
#65 #62 傷心的晚上
#66 #63 寫作的苦衷
#67 #64 練習
#68 #65 電影配樂
#69 #66 關於控制夢境
#70 #67 夢見父親的朋友
#71 #68 為什麼人要上班
#72 #69 婆婆
#73 #70 牛肉
#74 #71 街市
#75 #72 夢想
#76 #73 人生
#77 #74 生存的意義
#78 #75 後記
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