438Please respect copyright.PENANAAXE7SyMq7m
──欸,為什麼那個醫生從來不考慮對象啊?438Please respect copyright.PENANA9k1V3NxGwv
438Please respect copyright.PENANAoN1vUsQkCQ
──恩?你不知道嗎,他是個有前科的人。
我在學生時期是個不良,即使如今身批白袍,過去仍常被拿來指指點點。
「醫生,今天是跟家屬預定好的日子。」
438Please respect copyright.PENANAuufSSVHOv0
「啊啊,我知道。」
438Please respect copyright.PENANAObe4bllCtx
曾經,在這樣的我身旁,有一位愛嘮叨的兒時玩伴。
438Please respect copyright.PENANANULX54R4m9
『我說,你幹嘛要一直做著那些危險的事?』
『那可是男人的浪漫。』
438Please respect copyright.PENANAZUvk0OtvjK
『讓別人擔心就是你口中的浪漫嗎?』438Please respect copyright.PENANAAitsFV0OFI
438Please respect copyright.PENANA4OSUU3VaOd
『放心,沒人會擔心我這種垃圾。』438Please respect copyright.PENANARAaOySUKZJ
438Please respect copyright.PENANAPINLC2ilav
『我會擔心你啊!』438Please respect copyright.PENANA0q5ittgETN
438Please respect copyright.PENANACFvnq9FdLH
有時覺得煩人,但這樣的你卻讓我心裡湧上一股暖流。
然而,直到我和一群混蛋在夜晚騎車比拼、闖下大禍之後,隔天我就再也聽不見你的聲音。
438Please respect copyright.PENANAmyNktjSn9R
被感化院放出來後,我拼了命地矯正自己,當上了醫生。438Please respect copyright.PENANAJU57M9kPuX
438Please respect copyright.PENANAZCQuFXP6r8
為的是再次看見你的笑容,還有,我必須得跟你道歉。438Please respect copyright.PENANAew3laqlHmJ
438Please respect copyright.PENANAWEx9zSOZ4J
對不起,我會更加努力的。438Please respect copyright.PENANAm5yo2DjFrQ
438Please respect copyright.PENANApO6aT3R8fW
所以,拜託你,趕快好起來吧。438Please respect copyright.PENANAnnjGWQ1ttE
438Please respect copyright.PENANAIUTUoT4Hk6
然而──438Please respect copyright.PENANAZsQNQ0AGUR
438Please respect copyright.PENANAkEPF2hQlSB
『變成這副模樣20年……已經夠了,請讓我的孩子安樂死吧……』438Please respect copyright.PENANAjFynCLsNZO
438Please respect copyright.PENANAgc0j2ATjZH
當你的雙親哭著臉請求我的時候,我才知道,我已經無能為力了好幾十年。
『醫生,這並不是您的錯。』
438Please respect copyright.PENANABYIvoB56ON
要是他們能再多責備我這個殺人犯該有多好。438Please respect copyright.PENANALeJr3VfQs5
438Please respect copyright.PENANANnVljgI2x7
「我自己來就行。」438Please respect copyright.PENANAyJr39Afv1p
438Please respect copyright.PENANAXbf4xrZ4V4
支開護士之後,我獨自一人進入病房。438Please respect copyright.PENANALaRgMU6len
438Please respect copyright.PENANAMCArqWvjb3
坐在床上的,是除了會呼吸之外,其他地方都跟人偶沒兩樣的你。438Please respect copyright.PENANAV9hSGxpsFU
438Please respect copyright.PENANAmz1QPXrcrJ
過往的每一天,我都會固定來到這裡懺悔。438Please respect copyright.PENANALxKEBrdBzV
438Please respect copyright.PENANAKXykybaXxh
但這次,已經是最後了。438Please respect copyright.PENANAehPs1kDdYb
438Please respect copyright.PENANAHYiVtAP7IC
如同那晚一樣,此刻,我將要葬送你第二次……438Please respect copyright.PENANA5cyoHI4KI5
438Please respect copyright.PENANAC9v11TuawQ
「嗚嗚……嗚……對、對不起……對不起啊……我明明是為了救你,才當上了醫生……」438Please respect copyright.PENANAjY3Q9GSf7d
438Please respect copyright.PENANAKbKUzD9d0y
我跪在地上,牽起那柔軟到讓人發毛的手。438Please respect copyright.PENANAvHUdhKpDXv
438Please respect copyright.PENANAYRuTImYrRH
而另一隻手則發著抖緊握針管,裡頭裝的是劑量多到足以致命的麻醉藥。