我成晚都訓唔著,不斷係度諗呀文同Nicole嘅嘢。我好驚就算我地一齊返,Nicole 都會不斷纏住呀文。咁我地就算一齊返都冇意思,我都係會每日提心吊膽,好似一直有個心結解唔開咁。我唔知呀文會點決擇,但最後我都係接受唔到三角戀。我甚至乎已經做定心理準備要離開呀文...,唔係我只會傷得更加深。我有啲掛住我同呀文一齊訓....,同佢一齊嘅時候,我訓唔著佢就會播歌同唱歌比我聽。佢唱攰左我地就靜靜地聽歌,傾下計。而家我自己一個人係床上面戴住耳機聽歌,好寂寞...。呀文,你可唔可以搞清楚..我先係你女朋友..。Nicole根本都唔值得你愛...,佢傷你傷得咁深。但我一直陪住係你身邊,我先係值得比你愛嘅人。481Please respect copyright.PENANASNspadyffV
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我將梁靜茹嘅《情歌》不斷loop不斷loop,因為我同呀文都好鍾意呢首歌。用呢首歌做背景,我個腦不斷亂諗嘢,精神到我完全冇睡意。天已經慢慢開始光,而我一陣仲要返工...。我嘗試訓一兩個鐘,但係我真係訓唔到。我合埋眼就係幻想呀文同Nicole錫嗰一幕,好自虐,但我冇辦法唔去諗。之後嗰兩個鐘都係諗住嘢咁過,望一望手機,已經差唔多夠鐘起身。我知道呀文會打過嚟叫我起身,但我唔想諗佢住...,一聽到佢把聲我又會諗起佢同Nicole。所以我send左個wtsapp比佢。481Please respect copyright.PENANA9TB2XgDiSs
「我起左身返工啦,唔洗打比我」481Please respect copyright.PENANA1wpNEGjP0H
然後我去刷牙洗面,食早餐...。我好耐冇係屋企食過早餐,有啲唔慣唔係同呀文去茶餐廳食。佢應該未起身?我有啲擔心佢遲到..。唉....我send message震下佢先..481Please respect copyright.PENANAnLrsDhp7c2
「出左門啦,唔會遲到」我話。481Please respect copyright.PENANAnD6jvDuyue
「咁就好,我都起身啦」佢過多幾分鐘就覆左我。481Please respect copyright.PENANADOmYRvW14R
「嗯」481Please respect copyright.PENANA1JCTbHMorr
「你食左早餐未..?」佢問。481Please respect copyright.PENANAGbwyKQxiie
「yes」481Please respect copyright.PENANAoGZzlLkfTq
「好啦」佢話。我出門搭車嘅時候仲係好精神,好彩今日應該唔算多嘢做,因為唔多booking。返到去啲同事話想約今晚食飯,因為有個同事生日。481Please respect copyright.PENANAzfiS3bInLO
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「Rachel應該唔嚟啦?你同男朋友出街?」Christy問,佢係我其中一個女同事。481Please respect copyright.PENANA16mTIN5lUL
「我..可以嚟呀」481Please respect copyright.PENANAo0ngvL77HC
「真係?你唔嚟我都冇所謂喎」呀Tom話。佢今日生日。481Please respect copyright.PENANA5FlrMExcNx
「你生日喎~點好意思唔比面」我話。481Please respect copyright.PENANAk9sgb5WVSM
「你男朋友唔嚟接你咩?」Christy問。481Please respect copyright.PENANAl1QGN4cSzO
「我地..嘈左交」我話。481Please respect copyright.PENANA2UzDwaNs5j
「下點解嘅?」Christy問。481Please respect copyright.PENANAekCQNKkAHD
「唉..好難解釋」我唔想比佢地知呀文同Nicole嘅關係,唔想佢地覺得呀文係仆街..481Please respect copyright.PENANA5o0d2j9Ifx
「唔緊要啦~今晚食飯!」Tom話481Please respect copyright.PENANASN4YTCq9qY
「好!咁我諗下食咩先~」Christy 話,481Please respect copyright.PENANAZxNdynKQon
「又唔係你生日!」Tom話。481Please respect copyright.PENANAaHjJ2uz9cs
「我鍾意諗喎~」481Please respect copyright.PENANAICqZP2jkeb
「係係係,你揀你揀」481Please respect copyright.PENANAuZotKyAwhm
佢地兩個成日都打打鬧鬧,有佢地係度我個人都冇咁唔開心,但係我...開始眼訓啦....481Please respect copyright.PENANAmtjcWHN9Id
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「食lunch未呀傻妹」呀文lunchtime 嘅時候搵我。481Please respect copyright.PENANARFL4WMzljH
「食緊啦」481Please respect copyright.PENANAZowrmrGSRS
「今日食咩呀?」佢問。481Please respect copyright.PENANANV7jwtsJbU
「食飯」481Please respect copyright.PENANAjVEHDbCejU
「好啦~記住飲多啲水..,你前排喉嚨痛」佢話。佢又關心我...唔得...我唔可以咁易原諒佢嫁..。481Please respect copyright.PENANAv8YYOvaX07
「嗯,知道啦」481Please respect copyright.PENANAaltN6Yw9ua
「乖~錫哂你」佢話。點解佢可以扮到冇嘢咁..,明明佢琴日先做左啲咁過分嘅嘢...。我唔知應該點面對佢,但我冇辦法扮咩事都冇發生過。我地兩個中間好似有道牆咁...,道牆就係Nicole。一日唔打爛呢道牆,我地兩個中間都係有啲嘢隔住。481Please respect copyright.PENANAKtMHGHhohT
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但我真係冇諗過,佢放工會過嚟接我收工....481Please respect copyright.PENANA7djvON03Eg
「Hi..」481Please respect copyright.PENANAiQ2BXoycJR
「你點解係度嘅?」我問佢。481Please respect copyright.PENANAy0HVZiRh08
「想接你收工嘛~」481Please respect copyright.PENANAQjgXz9qa6W
「我約左同事食飯,你返去啦」我望一望佢地,今晚真係約左。481Please respect copyright.PENANAB45Z6KXTfq
「Hello...」佢同我啲同事打招呼。481Please respect copyright.PENANANokbS6H6jt
「你返去啦,我地去食飯啦」我見到佢都係未冷靜到。481Please respect copyright.PENANAYxVmnNmP37
「....凝凝」481Please respect copyright.PENANAZBFchFchMk
「你唔好搵我住啦,你比我靜下好冇」我有少少惡咁講,但我講完就有啲後悔...,死啦我會唔會太惡。481Please respect copyright.PENANArqzAxGVSCB
「好..好..我走」佢話。481Please respect copyright.PENANAyd7QTdv2gx
「行啦」我同佢地講,一見到佢我個心就好亂。我唔係唔想原諒佢...我好掛住佢...,但係佢同Nicole嘅問題唔解決,我就冇辦法再同呀文一齊。冇人會接受到自己男朋友同另一個女人有咁樣嘅關係...。我唔知可以做啲咩,所以只可以逃避...。我岩岩甚至乎諗,如果我惡啲,呀文係咪就唔會追返我....。我想試探佢,我想知道..481Please respect copyright.PENANAhjY9t7sXLl
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想知道佢究竟有幾愛我 481Please respect copyright.PENANAMRf9nn9fVw