老套的不接吻就不能出去的房間。43Please respect copyright.PENANAYphYMNxUz1
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在メノウ面前排列了許多疑問,光是挑出第一優先的問題就得花上不少時間。43Please respect copyright.PENANA1x6b6TxQZP
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不接吻就出不去的房間,為什麼會是這個條件?43Please respect copyright.PENANAYWYk5yRN5g
為什麼會是這個人跟自己待在一起?43Please respect copyright.PENANAlaJyhRd09t
要怎樣才算是接吻?43Please respect copyright.PENANAcclrjVutsH
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接吻這種事,有人認為只要嘴唇碰上就算,有些人卻要求舌頭。相信前者的人和相信後者的人,這兩邊要如何一同達成標準呢?如果只剩一個人在的話該怎麼辦?43Please respect copyright.PENANAFY2itwRbVc
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嘴唇相碰的話,和枕頭接吻能算嗎?43Please respect copyright.PENANAtKWMlYhWdL
如果只有他一個人和枕頭接吻,那另一個人會留在原位嗎?43Please respect copyright.PENANA0QAPgJdoXJ
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如果他們的唇貼在玻璃杯的同樣位置喝水,這樣算是半個吻嗎?43Please respect copyright.PENANAXUFhtkpgsI
兩個一半能組成完整的一個嗎?43Please respect copyright.PENANApTCYtYUGfi
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如果他們做了比接吻更親密的事情,那樣會算是越級達成目標嗎?43Please respect copyright.PENANASvNcfphVQG
還是必須剛剛好才行?43Please respect copyright.PENANAOYrFP4z3L2
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如果他們窩在棉被裡,接吻或不接吻,決定這一切的某人會知道嗎?43Please respect copyright.PENANAJG1PPG6BHC
而決定這一切的人,該怎麼做出判斷?43Please respect copyright.PENANAbkPpbKiCwV
他能分辨出真正的吻和借位嗎?他從哪裡看見的?43Please respect copyright.PENANAWMiQwvoUtu
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最後一個問題似乎是リンドウ最關心的,メノウ發現他正在到處確認監視器。43Please respect copyright.PENANAHU30JqF9Xm
那メノウ應該關心什麼才好呢?43Please respect copyright.PENANAyOjiQjZ0B4
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「有找到嗎?」43Please respect copyright.PENANAKeC0zl62kc
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リンドウ搖了搖頭。43Please respect copyright.PENANAoiXeFHa6W4
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「這樣啊。」43Please respect copyright.PENANAul2aSgLZR1
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在這句話之後,兩人相視一眼。43Please respect copyright.PENANACAHsTsJ8fm
那要「接吻」看看嗎?不知道是誰的眼睛說出這項提議。43Please respect copyright.PENANAdBVJEmEuzA
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桌巾是接近黑色的深藍,加上纖細的白色條紋。リンドウ的右手貼靠著桌子,然後メノウ疊上自己的手,リンドウ微微彎下腰。43Please respect copyright.PENANAevPzBuZa2H
他們先是碰上鼻尖然後錯開,在彼此的臉頰上分享溫熱的呼吸,翹起的髮梢摩挲著皮膚。43Please respect copyright.PENANAAS6d3a9nTN
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メノウ低垂著眼,看著自己空著的手揪住リンドウ的上衣。43Please respect copyright.PENANASowtuSzz1U
連帽衫的皺褶從腹部延伸到胸膛,リンドウ的手輕輕順著他後腦杓的頭髮,接著微微施力。43Please respect copyright.PENANA5rCM51jwEz
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他想像中的リンドウ的吻,會有個溫柔的開始,確認般的舌尖輕觸,在得到答案後會像蜂蜜一般甜美且滑順,填滿口中每一個角落。43Please respect copyright.PENANAhRRoyArz0E
他們換著角度「接吻」,想像這是個リンドウ式——又或者メノウ式——的吻,僅僅想像。43Please respect copyright.PENANACOp2CdQcir
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他們親密得可以感受到彼此臉上極其細微的毛髮,關鍵的唇能吻到的卻始終只有透明的空氣。43Please respect copyright.PENANAbgGYWIUDMS
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是叫蝶吻來著,跟睫毛有關的吻。43Please respect copyright.PENANAksh2X480aV
拂過臉頰的呼吸和柔軟的觸感讓他想到這件事,這世界上有許多不同的吻。43Please respect copyright.PENANAKhEXM1yORW
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メノウ的視線順著手指向上,鎖骨、頸側、耳垂,那雙微張的翠綠,深情的一對寶石,以及為這一切降下陰影的纖長睫毛。43Please respect copyright.PENANAz0J8Pdn9vI
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閉上眼睛接吻會更好嗎?但閉上眼睛的話要怎麼知道對方是不是也一樣呢?43Please respect copyright.PENANAEHep2pwHcl
能毫不猶豫閉上眼睛並相信對方也是如此,這是關於愛情的試煉嗎?43Please respect copyright.PENANAlvt4c3ZyCG
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メノウ閉上眼睛。43Please respect copyright.PENANAjrxNB1wYAr
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於是他們之間只剩下呼吸,隔著紗一般輕薄的距離。43Please respect copyright.PENANAtEvADs6fO2
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這世界上有許多不同的吻,但他跟リンドウ只避開特定幾種——因為他們相信的接吻是用同樣的事物構成的。43Please respect copyright.PENANApIxi1h9l99
他們的信仰和流淌的血液,都來自同一顆心臟。43Please respect copyright.PENANAiSKPJ5Pcdu
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「リンドウ覺得剛才自己的表現怎麼樣?」43Please respect copyright.PENANAZQDOpXlyxp
メノウ給自己倒了杯水,抿一小口後遞給リンドウ。43Please respect copyright.PENANA2NroKCFLPk
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リンドウ接過水杯,看著杯中的水猶豫了一下。43Please respect copyright.PENANA0PpuBBUgaW
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如果目的是讓他們接吻的話,水裡應該不至於下毒。メノウ想。43Please respect copyright.PENANAy4TM1vFMdQ
リンドウ大概也想到這點,於是就著メノウ嘴唇碰過的地方也喝了一口。43Please respect copyright.PENANAYSUup5h2tO
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「是少了什麼嗎?」43Please respect copyright.PENANAEa7Se3CEGa
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他看著リンドウ的雙唇沾上淡淡的水痕。那會是柔軟的嗎?他突然在意起這個問題。43Please respect copyright.PENANAwmrFbynz3X
美麗是理所當然,因為長相是商品,リンドウ絕對不會輕忽這點。43Please respect copyright.PENANAWgEeLovBLV
但嘴唇的觸感,到底要到什麼程度才算「好」呢?43Please respect copyright.PENANAQjQjNl8k0x
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「是少了什麼呢?」43Please respect copyright.PENANAtvUwwmubd1
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曾經有過一次活動的訪談——雖然完全無法理解為什麼會找上他們——,問起嘴唇的觸感,接吻時機等問題。43Please respect copyright.PENANAwXkEb1AmbN
那次訪談的成員沒有リンドウ,所以他的唇還是個未公開的秘密。43Please respect copyright.PENANAHKcKwMUbU2
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秘密是甜美的,因為一無所知,所以即便本質苦澀也能在想像中孕育出蜜水。43Please respect copyright.PENANAkf92lxw6Zb
但リンドウ的秘密,即便什麼都不知道,他也能找到能與之相比擬的事物,他只需要確認,且永遠不會失望。43Please respect copyright.PENANAZy1JMRBiDt
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即便知曉卻還是能抱有期待,為什麼會有這種感覺呢?一眼就能明白的事物雖然舒服卻總是無趣的,但在リンドウ身上卻只會剩下好的部分。43Please respect copyright.PENANAamuvpReBsE
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メノウ將身體前傾,貼近リンドウ的臉。他將拇指伸進リンドウ唇縫裡,把水痕抹平直到難以分辨。43Please respect copyright.PENANAFAZ1EnOOpy
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一點也不柔軟,單薄得能輕易壓出血色——這是當然的。43Please respect copyright.PENANA1OGi6JHnZ5
接吻時舒不舒服還不得而知,但可以肯定的是,所有的吻都會在他臉上留下鮮明的痕跡——這般純粹也如他想像那般。43Please respect copyright.PENANAr7Y73Zgxdc
貧弱也好,豐滿也好,他總是能從リンドウ這裡挑出美好的部分。43Please respect copyright.PENANAiAnBQLIfXG
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「是顏色吧?得再鮮豔點……」他低聲說道。43Please respect copyright.PENANATKSBUzfrXW
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リンドウ聽完後露出微笑,是那種嘴角紋風不動,眼角卻展露出笑意的纖細笑容。43Please respect copyright.PENANAjrW71XwC2G
那被メノウ的拇指壓出血色的單薄皮膚朝他接近,碰了下耳垂,接著廝磨著蹭過臉頰到嘴角,メノウ抿了抿唇,擠壓出鈍重的疼痛感和曖昧的鮮紅。43Please respect copyright.PENANA6SiRmPUWph
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要更進一步嗎?桌子底下有誰的腳掌爬上了對方的小腿,腳趾慢條斯理的隔著布料磨著皮膚。43Please respect copyright.PENANATaC9X5E9Lv
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「吶,リンドウ。你覺得接吻應該跟誰一起才好?」43Please respect copyright.PENANAAlQi5xr47D
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他們在床頭櫃裡找到保險套。43Please respect copyright.PENANAhojHdhDTIS
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為什麼會是這個要求?43Please respect copyright.PENANAF5BlDXjvtu
為什麼會是這個人?43Please respect copyright.PENANAz5bpfPWQXo
為什麼會是這麼恰到好處的發生在沒有任何演出和練習的日子?43Please respect copyright.PENANAlIRvTwjcWf
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為什麼會有換洗的床單、保險套和潤滑液?43Please respect copyright.PENANAsfvGy88trz
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メノウ睜開眼睛,リンドウ和他罩在純白色的床單裡,衣櫃裡多餘的床單沿著較高的那方像是頭紗般垂下,邊角被壓坐著,他們躲在透著光的白色尖塔中。43Please respect copyright.PENANAsyjaJo6OnN
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「開著燈有種被人注視著的感覺。」43Please respect copyright.PENANA9J4nG4DbcK
「那要關上嗎?」43Please respect copyright.PENANAzU21RvMPxQ
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「不,開著比較好,我希望能打出足夠的影子。」43Please respect copyright.PENANALDVpxyH7AX
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メノウ伸手撫摸リンドウ的臉頰。43Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8BoG125BE
那張臉就跟外觀看上去相同,白皙平順,不會僵硬乾癟,也不會柔軟得讓人難以下手,沒有任何一處多餘或缺少。43Please respect copyright.PENANAxjt8E5e4rn
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像是要用手指記住他的面容般,撫摸按壓各處,從嘴角、眼角,來到耳垂,最後撫上後腦勺和後頸。43Please respect copyright.PENANAxra13zYTGU
他的額頭貼著リンドウ的額頭,距離近到只看得見彼此眼裡的反射。43Please respect copyright.PENANAmKJUeGKsji
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リンドウ閉上眼睛,睫毛緩緩擦過メノウ的,他也跟著闔上眼。43Please respect copyright.PENANAxATD30ZDy2
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他的手還摟著リンドウ的腦袋,リンドウ的手則在一片灰白中鑽進他的衣襬中,指尖挑起褲頭。43Please respect copyright.PENANA0XPLK1sfui
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「リンドウ真色情呢,你該不會一直在想這種事吧?」43Please respect copyright.PENANAQcnxWcrMrl
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リンドウ沒有理會他的言語挑釁,而是單刀直入的握住メノウ的——那處正用熱度和堅硬證明真正色情的是誰。43Please respect copyright.PENANAALEWcCgyam
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リンドウ的唇不柔軟,但手掌心和指腹卻完全相反。他聽見耳邊傳來哼笑聲,拇指毫不客氣的蹭過頂端,半截呻吟從メノウ口中洩漏,剩下一半貼上了リンドウ的臉頰。43Please respect copyright.PENANAVnrqxisEJI
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這時他聞到了リンドウ身體的氣味,乾淨的人類皮膚的味道。他想到了電視廣告裡洗面乳的廣告,用純白色泡沫細細搓揉,最後用清水洗淨擦乾……他的面頰就是這麼不真實的,停留在一個人類能到達的最美好的瞬間。43Please respect copyright.PENANABBoev28rhB
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那麼他的吻呢?他的吻會什麼樣的?43Please respect copyright.PENANAVHFE8mRGpN
他那稍稍施力就會充血泛紅的雙唇,接吻時一定會有熱巧克力的溫暖,以及讓人忍不住想啃咬,如同紙杯杯緣般介於堅硬和柔韌的觸感。43Please respect copyright.PENANAIaHNS14EUn
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メノウ將唇從リンドウ臉頰上移開,一隻手從後腦勺落到リンドウ身前,撩開上衣,手掌貼上小腹緩緩下移。43Please respect copyright.PENANAT2Mckfpwmd
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兩人急促的喘氣夾在黏稠的水聲中,聲音困在床單的皺褶裡,在耳邊迴響。43Please respect copyright.PENANAheszqTyOOE
リンドウ的聲音從緊閉的唇縫和鼻子裡洩漏,低沉沙啞,帶著讓人忍不住想試探底線的禁慾感;メノウ則微微張開口,帶點刻意的讓尖細的呻吟在另一人耳邊散開,挑弄著在場的另一人。43Please respect copyright.PENANARLzxLSC1o0
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床單下的尖塔頹然倒下,勾勒出兩人交疊的模樣。43Please respect copyright.PENANAWReKUEOoyT
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手指順著後頸撫過脊背,嘴唇貼著他耳朵下的皮膚,摟抱著,手指隨性地在他弓起的後背打轉,過於響亮、碰撞得粉碎的水聲存在兩人的小腹之間。43Please respect copyright.PENANAVXCeWoCaMH
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リンドウ跟他用呼吸和觸碰將耳尖和眼角弄得通紅,讓環繞兩人之間的空氣充滿熱氣。43Please respect copyright.PENANAY5Uycjiim4
腳趾蜷住床單,破壞掉所有平整的部分,留下暴風過境的皺褶,汗水裡有著各自喜歡的柔軟精的香氣,以微妙的平衡攪和在一起。43Please respect copyright.PENANAU5OavfZSH1
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メノウ甚至覺得兩人親吻過了,怎麼會直到現在卻還沒有一個吻呢?43Please respect copyright.PENANAdfTVLW7EqF
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他們的睫毛一定重疊著吻過,鼻尖也一定輕碰過且相互示愛著,臉頰必定相貼著交換過體溫和汗水,更不用說棉被下黏膩的身體,枕著其中一人的手臂,蜷在對方懷裡。43Please respect copyright.PENANAJvA1GalB7J
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然而直到現在他們仍舊沒有一個吻,於是他們還是困在房間裡。43Please respect copyright.PENANAPnGzmKY2I8
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如果是神明在注視著他們,期盼他們發生些什麼的話,那一定是很嚴苛的戲劇之神吧。43Please respect copyright.PENANASZwG2DrRJS
似乎不管什麼樣的演技和借位,都無法讓他們虛假的吻戲被認作真實。43Please respect copyright.PENANAsge87Dw10e
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祂一定看出了他們之間不夠純粹的戀情,在他們沉默著,只有喘氣和視線交會的每一個瞬間,藏著讓再深刻的理解都無法轉變成愛意的要素。43Please respect copyright.PENANAJImWnR5Uaz
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「吶,リンドウ。我喜歡リンドウ喔。」他把唇貼上リンドウ胸口。43Please respect copyright.PENANAlZfAHOlOXk
「謝謝你,メノウ。」リンドウ的唇碰了碰他的頭髮,那細微的搔癢感讓他在リンドウ的胸口處顫抖起來。43Please respect copyright.PENANAbAN5jjkhzt
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リンドウ平穩的心跳聲引領著他進入睡夢中,他的呼吸跟リンドウ的心跳一同變得悠長且和緩。43Please respect copyright.PENANATd48FEJMj0
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戀愛的話,這顆心臟是不是該更活潑些呢?他模糊的想。43Please respect copyright.PENANAOXJhVrzRRw
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如果變得劇烈的話,就能完成愛的演技嗎?會真實到即便沒有觸碰也能構成一個吻嗎?43Please respect copyright.PENANA2otvymt0yB
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睡醒後最先到來的是飢餓感,接著是熟悉的自己房間的氣味,メノウ睜開眼睛,眼前是預料中的自家的天花板,打開電燈,三個燈泡裡有一個壞了還沒換。43Please respect copyright.PENANApkZTQOT29d
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他跟リンドウ最後有接吻嗎?43Please respect copyright.PENANAzoMriZEKDT
都做到那種程度了,一定在哪裡接過吻了吧?43Please respect copyright.PENANAKVxj7IiqQG
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他的腦袋裡還留著嘴唇相碰時的印象,但真正記住觸感的只有他的拇指指腹和被吻過的頭髮。43Please respect copyright.PENANAfiwVnms1er
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メノウ翻了個身,將臉貼上枕頭,鼻間充滿了メノウ喜歡的柔軟精的香味,以及殘留在記憶裡的リンドウ皮膚的氣味。43Please respect copyright.PENANAIfBbvv8fZi
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他在枕頭裡噘起唇,吻了比真實的唇要來得柔軟空虛的事物。43Please respect copyright.PENANA2ICAaXpeOq
在這虛假的親吻裡,眼前浮現了リンドウ的雙眼,那看似闔眼,實際上卻還留著一點翠綠色的光藏在睫毛下,就像他悄悄看著リンドウ那樣,他也回看著他。43Please respect copyright.PENANAKjOImtLfwX
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現在想接吻看看嗎?不知道是誰的心臟發出墜入情網的劇烈聲響,觸感殘留在相貼的皮膚和流動的血液裡。43Please respect copyright.PENANAOQ7DnRGrbX
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兩個一半能不能組合成完整的一個不得而知。43Please respect copyright.PENANAh7pmHAr3eP
但打從一開始就只有一半的事物,不管重疊幾次,拆解成多少碎片,都湊不出真正的一。43Please respect copyright.PENANA86gzCfdrax
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於是深刻的理解無法轉變成愛,它是呼吸、心臟、腦中孕育出的夢境,卻不是另外一個人,另外一雙唇。43Please respect copyright.PENANAFF7ZZMycOB
メノウ的手指摳弄著床邊,將床單從床墊下扯出來,將自己包進裡頭。43Please respect copyright.PENANAwreilsePrk
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朦朧的光穿過單薄的床單,他蜷縮在倒塌的尖塔裡,在懷抱裡再次入睡。43Please respect copyright.PENANAolpjqXeLZh
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