我呆咗一陣，指著自己，道：「妳細妹講嘅話，係真嘅嗎？真係因為我？」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVG021s3HD
蔣美玲道：「呢件事係我自己決定㗎，完全唔關你事。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQfgNIbbwA
我道：「但係點解……」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIavInAdpyO
蔣美玲插口道：「我唔係講過俾你聽嗎？就算即刻做切除手術，都只有零點幾嘅比率能成功，而且也唔一定醫好，甚至可能變成植物人。我真係唔想變成植物人呀，要佗累屋企人照顧我下半世，咁樣好咩？」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44oX2ijmEw
我道：「我也可以照顧妳㗎。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh3cEk6CXi
蔣美玲道：「咪傻啦，一世都係植物人呀，我唔可以咁樣過㗎，我接受唔到像個廢人咁俾人照顧。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxOFPf3AKX
我道：「但係……」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcz2GV4gabG
蔣美玲插口道：「唔好但係啦，請你尊重我嘅決定，如果你唔得嘅，你就現在即刻離開，當我哋無開始過，成為陌路人啦。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRey7GFEvm
我道：「好啦，我尊重妳嘅決定。咁妳屋企人知道妳呢個決定未？」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfux4TStmA
蔣美玲道：「知道啦，雖然阿爸阿媽都唔捨得，但係聽完我嘅解釋後，都接受了。就只係麗玲，總係唔明嘅。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHLlWWXjwv
我道：「哦，佢都係錫妳，關心妳啫。放心啦，我去開導下佢。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxXl5KUhKc
蔣美玲道：「你？麗玲好自我㗎，你一定會碰釘子。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFbzrCQEmW
我笑著道：「唔緊要啦，我就去講講。我夜晚再來睇妳。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADJeCC1Bwq
蔣美玲說了一聲「好」，我就離開病房了。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4nyd4d9I5
我搭升降機下了樓，才發覺有一個問題，究竟蔣麗玲走了去哪？還在醫院裡？還是離開了醫院？300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6w8sMQO9cf
我心裡想：「先在醫院找找，找唔到才出去再找。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1VvnvGQTk
於是靠著我那不可靠的直覺，在醫院裡的每一個角落尋找蔣麗玲的蹤影。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWFmE7FcBx
我找了半小時有多，在醫院的隱蔽小花園裡聽到一把女仔哭泣的聲音，我就行了入去，便看見蔣麗玲背著我，坐在花槽邊。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6i2DOo645B
我慢慢地行到蔣麗玲身邊，坐在她的右邊，偷偷地看了一下她哭的樣子，然後從褲袋裡拿了一包已打開蓋的紙巾，遞給她，道：「眼淚鼻涕一面都係，很醜怪呢，來抹一抹吧。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGPXpivYLe
蔣麗玲一手拿了張紙巾，抹了抹眼淚和鼻涕，道：「唔好以為遞了張紙巾來，我就要承認你係家姐嘅男朋友呢。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwQupXBYoj
我收了包紙巾，道：「其實係唔係男朋友都唔緊要啦，最重要係可以喺美玲餘下嘅日子陪住佢。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dMf1zwFTp
蔣麗玲道：「連你也贊同家姐嘅做法嗎？」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1CF0TYI01
我道：「如果妳成世人都係郁唔到嘅植物人，妳會點？」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPGzIrUnLb
蔣麗玲道：「我都有諗過，如果係我，我也會有家姐嘅想法。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0w37mDCn6v
我道：「咁就係啦，我哋應該尊重佢嘅想法。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NWm59OtwU
蔣麗玲哭著道：「家姐係我嘅親人，無咗佢，我以後嘅日子都唔知點過，我唔捨得呀。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEDOuEPyXX
我道：「我都唔捨得呢，但我認了，命運係咁樣，都無法，唯有喺佢短暫嘅生命裡面陪伴佢，令佢開心地過埋餘下嘅日子。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQwJRNrwfv
蔣麗玲的頭挨到我的膊頭上，不停地哭，我的左手搭著她的膊頭，慢慢地輕拍著。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnoihKokL8
我道：「依家就哭飽佢，但回到美玲身邊，妳就要笑了，唔好俾佢擔憂妳，為佢最後嘅生命留點美好嘅回憶。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaW3D5HTIa4
蔣麗玲點了點頭，又繼續哭下去。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLNBG4MQQM
哭了很久很久，她的眼淚都流乾了，心情開始平和一點。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnN1aVIsXc
她感到肚子餓，於是我哋去了醫院的餐廳大樓吃個午餐，順便一起談論怎樣令蔣美玲快樂地過埋餘下的日子。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPKKVytbUz
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就是這樣，每日中午和晚上的兩更探病時間，我和蔣麗玲都會來陪蔣美玲。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWMlDQPxdK
除了陪蔣美玲吃飯外，我哋還會一邊睇電視，一邊討論劇集的內容。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddiGDVaqTx
有時我哋會輪流讀小說給蔣美玲聽，有時還會一起看漫畫，吵吵鬧鬧又一天。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNW8XBkoJt
日子一天一天的過去，蔣美玲身體也日漸變差，漸漸地連進食、呼吸也困難，開始插喉吊鹽水，要用醫療儀器輔助，然後又過了一段日子就昏迷不醒。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjOQm1UGAH
醫生說蔣美玲差不多捱不住了，問她的父母，會不會考慮一下幫她做手術。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Y87Oq5GN9
開始的時候，因為蔣美玲之前的意願，而令她的父母也拿不定主意，我和蔣麗玲也不能提議什麼，最後她的阿爸決定了，不理任何風險，就簽了醫療文件讓醫生做手術。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGgajdMfFr
但可惜命運總是達不到人願，蔣美玲未到手術室前，呼吸和心跳相繼停止了，結果醫生宣告她正式死亡。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCTKCuQHu3
蔣美玲的阿媽哭得一塌糊塗，她的阿爸忍痛地攬著她的阿媽來安慰，我也借了個膊頭給蔣麗玲哭泣。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2HWig14lM
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又過了一星期，蔣美玲的死亡證一辦理好後，就在殯儀館舉辦喪禮，有好多親朋戚友來送殯，也包括我和王希兒、高志軒。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQNOfjLZnN
我哋來到蔣美玲的靈堂前，一躹躬、再躹躬、三躹躬，家屬謝禮，然後和她的家人安慰了幾句，就坐埋一邊聊聊近況。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWMimSu9JB
王希兒道：「樂仔，你心情還好嗎？」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0ABG6tCC3
我道：「起初就會匿埋自己喺床上憂傷，但隔咗一排，諗通了，心情就放寬啦。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNg8Da9TbO
王希兒道：「咁就好了，我哋之前還擔心你呢。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0tqZ896Hb
我微笑道：「妳唔係講過嗎，我係好堅強㗎，咩難關都能過，放心吧。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9WUx1TX0s
王希兒道：「咁我哋就放心了，既然你無事，有件事要告訴你。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNvYd7Zgh3
我好奇地道：「咩事？」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJirPUGHgC
王希兒道：「有次我和志軒經過某某商場嘅後樓梯，見到一地都是玻璃酒樽，好奇望咗一望，你估我哋見到邊個？」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGtImp7TyD
我好奇地道：「邊個？」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2sUn5eCNK
王希兒道：「正方呀，佢居然學人飲酒，仲要係飲好多。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3E1Adn0iQS
高志軒道：「係囉，都唔知佢發生咗咩事而咁樣。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHk0dQJVix6
我皺了眉頭，道：「唔，完咗呢面嘅事，我就去了解正方嘅事了。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2eUq6T61G
王希兒和高志軒異口同聲地說了一聲「好」。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5qYiuv7DH
待靈堂一切儀式完成後，王希兒和高志軒先行離開，而我就隨同蔣麗玲和她的家人乘車去火葬場。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxKizFJExe
把蔣美玲的遺體火化，並經過處理後，便拿著她的骨灰去沙田萬佛寺安放在龕位裡。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDIzuDHwpX
當要點香拜祭時，我有意無意之間看到不遠處的龕位上寫著一個很熟悉的名字「郭芯柔」。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSk8dEGGz1
我摸著頸項的玩具戒指，走上前再看清一些，上面的一幅相是個十幾歲的少女，樣子有點像小時候的玩伴郭芯柔（請讀者自行翻查《樂仔幼傳》第一部）。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthVxBC0Eud
我心想：「真係佢嗎？」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxdWivKMBc
蔣麗玲睇見我沉默地看著一幅相，也走了過來，問道：「識嘅嗎？」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjnnz3535j
我茫然地道：「好似係，又好似唔係……」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKRlkQNAl1
蔣麗玲拉著我的手臂，道：「哦，既然唔肯定，就唔好諗。來，裝炷香俾家姐先。」300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Aw0wz6aOI
學她所說，這可能是我多心了，我唯有跟著她行去蔣美玲的龕位前上香。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMzjksqOad
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雖然我在朋友面前，表現得無什麼事，但心裡仍是會有點憂傷。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvjvTo9mRH
希望日子一天一天的過去，心裡的憂傷會慢慢退去。300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg72uXU0sfq
過多幾天就是開學日，我又要為學業打拼了，為自己打氣吧，努力加油！300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIduzr93vdM
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