2154年12月31日，下午四點，政治中心A區764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDxcGt4Ogx
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「三爺，今天提早結束，要返回十一塔嗎？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡha8sVaZEH7
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一年的最後一天，李央提前結束所有行程，一個人坐在自駕車中。今天的A區在下雪，李央看著窗外潔白的世界，思緒飄回很久、很久以前，那個和雪一樣、白色的房間。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85hqtD7Veo
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他沒有父母──應該說，李央不知道自己算不算「人」。他有生老病死，也經歷過幼兒、青少年、成年；然而，李央的誕生出自「人為」，孕育他的不是羊水，而是實驗室的培養液。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiw82TvdH1
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李昂、李康、李央……以及被稱為「遠親」的李門成員，生命都來自同一人的DNA。因為基因「純正」，他和李昂、李康以兄弟相稱，被指派為李門的領導，要做的事情只有一件：服從高宇維。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdJvhh8Z2p
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他和李康，是同一天誕生的兩個生命。十五歲前，他們被關在白色的、二十坪大的房間。那裡沒有窗戶，門打不開，他和李康一起生活，每天「被觀察」、「被檢測」、「數值是否正常」；但李央不嚮往外面的世界，房裡有很多書籍，日子並不無聊。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT44anKpMN7
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而且李康也在。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsTEZ6FvuA
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「央，幫我拿黃色。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsHToJjEIh
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「央，我的藍筆在哪？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hGLLKvUs0
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「央，你有看到紅色嗎？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44TK6RBAOC
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「央，綠色，在你旁邊。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykgJoV9oOH
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他的哥哥──那個金髮、紅眼，和他一點也不像的哥哥，很喜歡畫畫。三歲用蠟筆，八歲用水彩，十二歲用壓克力顏料。白色的牆壁、地板，每天都被李康畫得亂七八糟，但到了隔天，房間又會完好如初，變很乾淨。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffdUj14cl7
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「央，我的紫色──」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8ep8WPQhg
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「你自己拿，不要吵我。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMyyRInCS5
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十二歲，李康坐在梯子上，身上沾滿亂七八糟的顏料；李央趴在床上看書，不想理他。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAd35DMbIVL
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「央，幫個忙。」李康拜託他：「我的紫色用完了，你找找，床底下還有一瓶。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp49HF8bL67
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「不要！」李央拿著書，背對他，「我跟你說過了，用完的顏料不要亂丟，你自己去找！」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqNxxXDtOG
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李央討厭哥哥──跟李康說話，他內心的感受很複雜、說不上來，那讓李央非常煩躁。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrkHdjfaDa
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李康沒有生氣。他從梯子上下來，不管衣服和手都是顏料，竟直接爬上白色的床，這讓李央很生氣。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapvD0N3qCL
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「喂！你先去洗──」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5ur4DaXhn
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還沒說完，他的話被李康的嘴堵住。哥哥勾著他的下巴，不論金色的頭髮、紅色的眼睛，或那漂亮的五官……都離他好近。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTdEz2fOse
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「……嘻。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKkoXdosqi
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結束那個吻，李康的手撐在床上，白色的床單被顏料弄髒──李央的衣服也是。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQVFti9DAU
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「央。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnEQeGMHMy
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李康露出非常、非常漂亮的笑容，得意地說：764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28MWUH9iXd
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「用不著武裝，你全身是破綻。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLW2OxZAygz
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李央很生氣。他一把推開哥哥，將李康從床上打下去。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzljWolMCD
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「……我要去洗澡。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwWE2INpE5
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身上有哥哥的顏料，李央無法忍受，走向浴室，「你不准進來！」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxFBNiCgA4
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關上浴室的門、脫掉衣服……他知道，哥哥是藝術家，任性的藝術家不受束縛。不管他說什麼，李康還是照樣進來、照樣碰他，李央無法抗拒。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIcC2GDkac
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自駕車正在播放鋼琴曲。李央聽著音樂，記得這首歌的名字，叫作〈嵐之海〉。這不是歡快的歌，相反，旋律很壓抑，音樂從慢到快、從快到急，高音與低音交錯，就像海上的暴風雨，輪流搶奪主旋律。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5q12L92ayI
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──作為第二代，做好第二代的事。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLarr1zHlQN
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他想到大哥──腦中響起李昂的聲音。李昂很早誕生，早在李央十五歲、和他第一次見面時，大哥就掌管了李門，將十一塔管理得井然有序。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NhRa1GXeh
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李央不討厭大哥；相反，他的人生自從遇見李昂，才真正有了重心。和個性嚴謹、要求甚高的大哥工作，李央的生活開始運轉，藉此拉開與李康的距離，也消除了不少雜念。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoeV3bXXGP
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他常常想：如果李昂和他們同齡、也生活在那個房間，李央的人生不會變成這樣。那十五年，李康成為他的心魔──哭啊，喊啊，愛啊，恨啊，一輩子也跨不過的，心魔。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QSnQpONju
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──讓他瘋的不是病，是更複雜的東西。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WvwKGR9De
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安靜、忍耐、醞釀……隨著〈嵐之海〉的旋律，李央的回憶開始變色。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGjRUZKBpO
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二十五歲，李康第一次發病。起初只是恍神、頭痛，接著幻聽、胡言亂語，病情一陣一陣。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgf6Jmvpmew
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「請妳給我一個目標……」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdQiEvx3HX
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「誰都好，我想成為那個『非你不可』……」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIzsyCNrKB
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李康總是念著這兩句，沒有人聽懂──除了李昂和李央。他們找到高宇維，高宇維將李門的命運，囊括成那四個字：764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9MSWmbsEN
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「『紅心傑克』。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TiMCbSxPb
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高宇維沒有起伏的聲音，透過投影視窗傳來──764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrjtSwX9mQ
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「李康的基因最好。打從出生，就知道他是繼承人。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyBDSNQcqv
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「他瘋，是因為他在掙扎、在抗拒。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CplKmJYfG
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這是他們的命，他們就是為此誕生。李昂和李央別無他法，只能靜靜觀察，幸好李康發作頻率不高，一個月一次。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfatlsnozV
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「哥，是我。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ649o25ayJz
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二十六歲，已經習慣李門生活的李央，敲了敲李康的房門。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVad2XRYsLd
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「怎麼了？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJ49wkI5w4
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李康開門，披著一件黑色的披肩，看著比自己高的弟弟。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51EGa1BLEj
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相反，李央視線飄移，不敢看哥哥的臉。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOWVTa62sP
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「只是……想說聲恭喜。」李央很難開口，說話斷斷續續：「恭喜你，要結婚了。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLDXsBCXqG
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「三更半夜過來，只說這個？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTs0r1w8NX
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「不，我……」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWfJvOF2rM
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「說笑的。」李康微笑，後退一步，「我的房間隨時歡迎你，進來吧。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2b99Ym4SuC
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為什麼要來找他、為什麼就這麼進去……李央至今仍想不明白。他走到哥哥凌亂的房間，桌上散落畫筆、顏料，牆上擺了許多作品，有單純的風景畫，也有看不懂的抽象畫。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItGn8gcKPc
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「哥，身體還好嗎？」李央看著他的背影，問。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3SUPDT65F
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「還行。」李康回答：「聲音變少了。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MwJ9nUDNf
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「聲音？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMn68IYFcg8
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「『紅心傑克』。」李康走到陽台，「他常常跟我說話。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dKbOIlgtp
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李央跟著哥哥的腳步，來到陽台。當時是夏天，晚風涼爽，眼前一片燈火闌珊，李央看著看著，轉頭，不小心瞥了一眼──對上哥哥的視線。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMC2YGab4s
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「央。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfodgecdmNt
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夜晚，李康的金髮和他的披肩，隨著晚風徐徐飄逸。李央心知不妙，原本要轉頭，下巴卻被李康抓住──力道一點也不溫柔，很暴力。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgk5xrAVFX
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「跟以前一樣。」李康說：「你總是不看我。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkiEldvbta
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「我沒有……」李央的聲音越來越小。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsRwQoRzHv
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「少裝了，你全身是破綻。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOynycp1CNt
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又來了──李康露出非常、非常漂亮的笑容，得意地說：764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpqAgiydTX
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「我從來沒有強迫你。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KuGLGqtqd
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「是你，自己來找我的。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBwR9vc2bs
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被哥哥紅色的眼睛凝視，李央的話卡在喉嚨，發不出聲。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANsIgBbkow
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「央。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dcd0TnFvB
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李康又叫他的名字。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJhniHzeNA
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「我要結婚了；也可能再過不久，我就會死了……但沒關係。無論你遇到誰、什麼事，你都會想起我，在相似的人身上看到我，而且你將無法控制自己，情不自禁地重複我對你做的事……然後，當你得逞了、淪陷了，你也永遠是我的了。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfO1X6EuuU3
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「……。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Sa4EzN0fh
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李康是頂尖的狩獵者，獵物會自己來到他的身邊；就算他消失，也不擔心，因為李央不會逃走，反而會尋找他的痕跡，一輩子困在被狩獵的陰影。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHntbx0f2S9
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「沙沙沙──沙沙沙──」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VFIjx4uIP
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二十六歲，李康有了第一個孩子，叫做博洋。他是純潔的孩子，不知道李康是什麼樣的人，父親在他心中猶如光芒。父子倆感情融洽，李康常常教博洋畫畫，然而──764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlDJyrnDyr
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「小叔！小叔！」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSjfcxpgNf
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rQBo71fJo
剛學會說話的博洋，匆匆忙忙跑來李央的書房，看起來嚇得不輕。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuNQoUHoaf
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6l7JsALzf
「爸爸……爸爸他……！」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJPMRmfiLT
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBeUREMzHQ
李央知道發生什麼。他抱著姪子，跑去永遠歡迎他的那個房間。李康在一堆書和紙中，東翻西翻，不知道在找什麼。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEftdcZd8yU
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcwYoobgQT
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5g3fZ0NNBq
沙沙沙──沙沙沙──764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWduB2M4UwB
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「……在哪裡？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMetXEE8ZpY
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡophS7XMAFw
沙沙沙──沙沙沙──764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdqLNbo5op
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuQ2FFE4WB
「應該有的……應該有的……」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PmKZrpHWQ
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCG2edx3U5X
沙沙沙──沙沙沙──764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluzubhWbJx
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUsy8cGB4z
「黑色的……他給我的……在哪裡……？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWejoMBxG8u
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUykNeXyZk
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博洋出生後，李康發作的頻率越來越高，彷彿變成另一個人，常常像這樣、不知道在找什麼，嘴裡念念有詞，在地毯爬來爬去。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cqffydNo2
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyehFYwCzL5
「博洋，你先回房間。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlwR1nJGhR
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65ABOnhDt5
李央將姪子放回地上，告訴他：「在我說好前，都不可以過來，知道嗎？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCefwxSe5e
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJUtO8HUVh
博洋哭著點頭，乖乖離開。李央走向書堆中的哥哥，蹲下。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWAMaVbp7h
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi15jDvUrJE
「哥，是我，能聽到我的聲音嗎？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYbK8y5CB5
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gKItUhd2C
李央出乎預料冷靜。李康什麼也聽不見，依然趴在紙堆中，不停地「沙沙沙──沙沙沙──」，空洞的眼睛看不見弟弟，什麼也看不見。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJeqIt7qpL
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RglKaDN7b
「哥，我在這。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIK5gMqYqvP
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjuXilq6Qc
李央伸手，抓住李康的肩膀。哥哥沒有掙扎，反而乖乖地、在李央面前坐下來，好像被抽走靈魂，沒有表情，也沒有動作。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcNWIdKtBI
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlchxhim0lf
「我帶你去休息，站得起來嗎？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhRzUwLVbH
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLG1TKnAmVf
李央扶著哥哥、走到床邊。李康像散掉的布偶，兩眼呆滯地躺到床上，嘴巴時開時闔、斷斷續續念著：764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9Rt5fL7Mj
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4idrTXTnjC
「誰都好……我想成為那個『非你不可』……」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQi3EfAnOgH
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPn7yRYCBkg
「……。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ943XQOcCze
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmgt1TCgg8
李央不說話，看著那漂亮的金髮，看著那精緻的五官，他想起小時候，兩人在那個房間生活，李康叫他拿紫色的顏料。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBiY5hkqGS
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「……哥。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZqNFmlC4y
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「我討厭你。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCN7YoyWIgt
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反正聽不見、也不會回話，李央趁這時候，將卡在喉嚨的話，一次說出口：764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTkNsa836f
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVP8fm5JKL
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「我討厭你碰我、討厭你對我笑、討厭你對我做的事，也討厭明明很討厭、卻不反抗的自己。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8qQwWfC3G
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvK8ea5GMx
「你說的對，你從來沒有強迫我，都是我去找你，或讓你來找我。我們從出生就在一起，我不習慣沒有你，也沒辦法將你戒掉。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrciZDuU1qE
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsevHcciDOf
「對，我到處是破綻。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsEHAlIdXS
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdRzK73z3j
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdsmr7bYlO
沙沙沙──沙沙沙──764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPipUcr4Pnj
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBy3d6OJL6
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTiAeYfdgz
「我討厭那個聲音。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqVokd2mcu
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5jq64Vo0t
「意味著──我又回來了，回來找你。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCjjBtN3qM
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李康是毒。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCeX5XTC5Q
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讓他越陷越深的毒。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8walZV0k0
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWJrt7QwoO
該死的毒癮，根本戒不掉。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuwbfbzFSn
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他不滿「紅心傑克」，立志將這一切推翻，擺脫身為第二代的宿命；然而，比起看不見的宿命，他認為李康更可怕。那個人塑造了他、成就了他、傷害了他……就算死，李康也變成顏料，沾在李央的身體裡。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkrGU4CqzK
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「……。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivJBUHV2Bg
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安靜、忍耐、醞釀、爆發……〈嵐之海〉狂奏起來。除了那幅巨大的畫，李康留下兩個兒子，其中一個離開李門；另一個，和李康簡直一模一樣。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkdNZEBgCj
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「小叔，你怎麼了？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYiFCNAPuC
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三十八歲。他看著七歲的李晴煬，除了頭髮顏色，五官、身形、眼睛，都和他記憶中的哥哥，完全一致。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1Gt2Iv3Og
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWL1B2ujwSS
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNIRlfpumM
「小叔？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAR6jJb0vhy
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──央。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhv13i1PGX
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「我臉上有什麼嗎？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oLZUJ0WdZ
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmazZyIin3
──全是破綻。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJP1nQwjaRg
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LXRKeFMBL
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpZFfjoBIb
「對了，小叔叫我看的書，我今天看完了喔！」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBwDnzYIwS
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhXqXsTKAU
──我從來沒有強迫你。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5vDu1N79v
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShQjRAyDDi
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「小叔明天，可以來找我嗎？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGoz4GkYU8
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNN1vlIu5gZ
──是你，自己來找我的。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWV8oATH8S
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ad0epxo3q
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZKgbBywN6
李康是毒，是心魔，是狩獵者。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVMxe1PGGV
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupHzvCWK35
他會在相似的人身上，看見李康。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkV632cTHB5
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並且，無法控制自己。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8T476q6R0
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZUXFVy4xI
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「小叔……？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtwondqG4U
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──情不自禁。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtojN6EKSoB
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764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykv14BpB4f
「不…不要，不要！」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQR5tK5qwHj
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kbeLowTKj
──重複我對你做的事。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWH0D1WiPh
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWZlBIlTmT
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOdXflCc1e
「小叔……不要這樣，我好怕……！」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jEt6tGJSn
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRrSdDkxIu
──當你得逞了、淪陷了。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWgqMJJMsV
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「嗚…哼……嗯啊…哼嗯……！」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GdvbCBWOJ
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