演奏完最後一首，從舞台上跳下，帥氣。323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbj9LBkHUjL
全世界都在看著我！我知道的，他們會接住我，就像往常那樣。323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSRQLaxaRs
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfslQlE28ar
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIzy5SjayC
「嘿！何苦呢？」323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCXcfzzNKb
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTrV3HUbCJ
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveeMBUlBlY
「沒有什麼苦不苦，好友。你聽，這是觀眾們的歡呼聲，這些，全是在為我喝采！」323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JFDeXHECJ
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQX9KrJnRN
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtnosjzZFS
大概是從我七歲開始吧，畢竟這是我有的記憶中最早的片段。323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFifZkpbTjl
當時電視播放著《哆拉a夢》這部卡通的劇場版，演了什麼我沒印象，只知道它裡面的冒險給我帶了很多衝擊。323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5W4IfbATC
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYxCWCgwMf
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkobVTTwE6Z
「我要過一個不一樣的人生！」直到高中前，我的第三個生日願望都是這樣，默默的被我許下。323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZLIQFV2Kk
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrWTvexGDj
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHXUngTOWS
「第三個不能給別人知道，不然就不準了。」大家都是這樣講。不過無所謂，畢竟已經實現了，而且還真徹底。323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UStzaGQit
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfB0kGLfeA
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHGHL3MdT7
大學畢業，我成為了一名表演者。迎來了第一次公開表演，我的父母也參與了，雖然以失敗收場，但我看到了他們熱淚盈眶。323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwNY4UxMnt
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFiDyDWDJR
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi51a4MlUaK
於是我發誓，下一次表演要更好、要完美！因為我不想再讓他們失望。323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttVACRm0Mn
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6r3VdKcVnz
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JEtSB323E
「我們相遇的時候就是第二場表演。」323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcvu9CvIIx
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU61IpOdGTN
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFFxG5rjKn
「啊……我記得，那一場來了不少人呀！歡呼聲之大……」323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7oNtheaMT
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7NFNg2tKF
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJI5yvJsdak
「大過阿公的噴嚏聲對吧！」323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38dXBdnrTl
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuM6zDp63I
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukJ006ziYd
「這麼會，那都給你講就好了。」323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTYvsIbqNa
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn71GUlzx8e
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHawHLmyHu
「不過我還是失敗了，父母失望透頂。那段時間真難熬，我還去看了心裡醫生。」323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZvBqK9JVe
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UVADqMtOE
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvQf44lpPk
可能是我有點偏質狂吧，不對，不是可能，我就是偏質狂，我知道的。323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxs4JFpxBfn
父母對我沒有什麼要求，只要平安長大就好……為什麼？難道我在你們眼中就那麼沒用？323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWhki517AO
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrql29ydehs
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvA2AehXb0z
記得有一次去香港學習，阿公出了機票錢，在出發前一天和我說：「好好玩，不要有壓力！」323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKYqUO2N2M
拜託！不要說這麼溫柔的話，不然我如果沒學到323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFRQMUTtnp
……我要怎麼面對。323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxbZQkbOtm
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40HPKAyAGh
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgIR6ZGV9P
罵我，跟我說「沒學好就別回來」，用更兇爆的方式好嗎？不然我要怎麼面對，面對沒辨法拿出成積回饋的我呢？323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYh45nqM2h
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSn27VmpMv
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefbmFVhlQ6
都是我的錯……。323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfyeIJB40s
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJL6iqU7GRC
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97kYY9vuaX
「所以你……一路走來的過程都不容易是嗎？」醫生這樣說著，並在筆記上抄抄寫寫。323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJUyns2MQg
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwfFvp3j54
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwYOkrvgxI
不，太容易了，容易到我不能再失敗，不然那些每天受苦受難的孩子，比起他們，我這種人算什麼？323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLfYOOmOym
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSUwRoT2rZ
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mC3EJ4yMH
「不容易呀，不過休息了一陣子，喘口氣，真是件好事。」我笑著回答，用著那些服務業從早到晚只要看到客人就會拿出來的笑臉。323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4egAnwx6u4
十點十分的笑容、溫和平靜的語氣，我是個表演者，完美的表演者！323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVVb1hcwDl
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyEcWDGJsR
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSEffB2xWp
「好，經過這幾週的觀察，看起來你有好轉了，可以暫時放風，我等等會請你的父母來。」323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGx9BQsuL7c
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjsnr5gBk8
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaGdVq6xYZ
最後一次了，我深呼吸，一想到等等要面對的，我的完美笑容差點掉下來被醫生看到。323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlFBLdmkwv
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPVKDb9bsk
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01l6VV9tOW
我不想再看到他們的失望了，這輩子都是。323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VuntwLKnH
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqp4UUTRrX
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYEzbE5ynq
「所以這次的表演，我計劃了這麼久的表演，我不會再猶豫了！」323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgjY09gc8C
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRWRK2zrWB
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMK01Zm77e
「嘿！何苦呢？」323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDf3nitmz3
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvMvYnkvrp
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4r2dx9VQW
「不苦，因為值得。」323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwA2DYW5C9E
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqkLHCWCjb
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIktgZ77w0
最後表演成功了，我笑瞇了眼，看不到其它人的臉。323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4y6oNfMeV
稍微改一下日本文學作家-太宰治在《人間失格》裡的開頭：生而為人，我很抱歉。323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMweTCvPQaM
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWzLI0pAyc
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2ibmslcuW
爸、媽、阿公阿嬤、全世界的所有生物們：323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWYZyxdO8w
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDMm9wi6Jd
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQ9agwtqOC
「生而為人，我很感謝。」323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLh93XrnmIY
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sNn3K4Epp
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXM0HwcPxK
----------------------323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQlya9GgUW
日記作者自述：323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYDB6WNPgj
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoqEk7DDo1
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbdxy1OvVg
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JIscQsoQc
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXdPvj0oaR
人生自古誰無死，如何死？323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiap9aNYP2S
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DSOLHAHBo
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MNmFFEmyD
10X/6/18 FIrst show323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrcYWOFeCx
上吊失敗，因燈管太脆弱，比人還脆弱。323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdFQqtIGTH
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjvIWewy2i
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1u2HSqpI6
10X/8/29 Second show323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudwovY6i4y
跳樓，三樓似乎太矮了，但是歡呼聲夠了。323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCV0MRpJwKD
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEaU8CpeUj
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkh8lQa3VkH
10X/5/17 The last show323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwSmyihMOw
跳樓，向全世界宣傳。323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0SPEDWZi4
19樓，一樓一歲，落地歸零。323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1Wc2Hh1hB
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24RPsedc6Q
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3JiuqzcEM
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzH077NGGtN
323Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyPhbXyoqy
今生今世要死，就要死在自己手裡。
ns216.73.216.19da2
